Yimpa

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  1. If the Truth ain’t delicious, I ain’t buying it.
  2. I am obsessed and proud of it. Holy cow I just want to know what truth is in every domain in life. Crazy? Yes. You need to be crazy for the truth. That is it.
  3. Of course, it is threatening. Doesn’t necessarily mean you’re bad. Or you are bad and that’s good. Depends on how you look at it. I am not going to take hate personally anymore. Me2
  4. It sounds like you really do want it. Don’t give up. It’s in your name.
  5. Yep, I’ve been there, multiple times. Love for truth ultimately trumps all the fears that I’ve experienced during my worst trips. I do therapy with those open to and even have experience with tripping. They do exist, but they rare and are a big investment. I trip during all my sessions.
  6. When you realize more and more how ignorant and childish hatred is, you won’t even think twice to engage with it. You just drop it and continue engaging with reality and your top values, unfazed and unashamed. I am just getting started. Full autonomy is what I am after. I am training my autonomy muscles. You can throw a a gazillion ballistic missiles towards me, yet Truth and Love will still remain.
  7. Thank you for sharing this! It has inspired me to expand upon this with where I am at in my transitioning journey. During the beginning stages of coming out and transitioning, I was still masking as a man for safety reasons and still exploring cautiously. I used to especially mask about it hard with this one particular eye doctor, and pretend it didn’t affect me when he misgendered me. Even when i could clearly feel the discomfort to my bones. I said and did nothing during multiple visits, being all Zen like… Then I finally had enough, processed my fears in therapy, and discovered that I can simply just switch doctors. Nobody is owed an explanation or my truth if I don’t feel comfortable with it. And so, my health situation and confident increased when I switched to a (female) doctor who didn’t misgender me, which naturally allowed me to come out to her and the staff. It’s not that the doctor being male was the issue. It’s that I feared a male authority figure telling me I was wrong. He would still misgender me even when I legally changed my name. I made him the authority of my life, even though he didn’t see all parts of me. I trusted him just because I was told he was the best doctor for my health condition. And probably due to religious trauma of putting the male figure on top. I was blinded by my past conditioning about the right way to behave. So now my path I am working on is taking my full autonomy back irrespective of what society, politics; culture, etc. has to say about it. I am becoming more confident, not thru belief but direct experience, of what feels right for my life, and I am done masking as something I am not just because it might make others uncomfortable or offended. What’s truly uncomfortable and offensive is me being something I am not.
  8. Leo shatters egoic fantasies like how Joey Chestnut consumes his hot dogs. —— A more concrete response:
  9. baby steps little one you have only just begun don’t get cocky —- it’s all interconnected, wowowow. — Done imperfectly is infinitely better than not done at all. *hands you grace* — the DeLay is illusory. everything falls into place Perfectly, without me needing to control or manipulate the process.
  10. No more videos and driving myself cray cray. I have requested irl lessons and they will l teach me on how to stick myself. I am so fudging nervous and excited I hope I can make the process feel good even tho it sucks I may not do it right the first time, but I will not give up. I will stick to and trust the process.