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I was about to order some Popeyes, but reading that apology unexpectedly really shifted something in me. I’ve been going through a similar path these past few months, but especially in the past few weeks. Reconnecting with my father has been one of the biggest highlights of my entire life as a human being. It’s crazy how everything going on here is interconnected. I hope @Moksha is able to read it as well. https://www.actualized.org/insights/my-apology-01

Same here. My parents picked me up after my 70mg IV ketamine bazooka experience, and I did exactly that. They were scared as shit, whereas I was loving every fiber of it all I love my parents for being open-minded enough to let me do ketamine, despite them coming from a conservative and dogmatic background. *done under a medical setting*

70 mg ketamine IV does it for me *done under a medical setting*

@Buck Edwards nice, I’ll do that guided meditation before going to sleep tonight and see what happens

Never been there. But I remember seeing a video of Linkin Park playing their newest song at the time “Heavy” in 2017. It’s clearly a pop tune, and they had the balls to play it anyway.

Understanding deeply why you bitch and moan is your golden opportunity to change your behavior.

What is lucid meditation? First time I’m hearing about it

I just had pest control come over our house today. I’m so happy we murdered those damn pests.

I think it depends on how real you take suffering to be. Also how much you trust yourself.

@SQAAD If you get those meds from a doctor or psychiatrist, I’d let them know that you don’t take them all the time; that you’d rather not be on them.

What has Kriya yoga taught you, and what would you recommend to beginners?

One time I tripped so hard that I ripped the headphones and eyemask off my head. Then I stared for what felt like an eternity. At MYSELF.

I shall reduce it to 30 responses per day

What is an Analyst type personality, and where did you get that from?

Nope, if doesn’t have to be if you don’t want it to. Society has placed a lot of rules on how things should be, huh?

There’s an AI dating app simulator called Blush that released recently. There’s a 100% chance of getting a match with any AI on there, regardless of your looks “in real life” https://blush.ai/

If i may be honest, I don’t remember ever saying that

Ah, it can be different interpretations or definitions. The way I interpreted “control” was when you need something to match your rules or ideals. For example, if you have a strict rule that your child should always finish the food on their plate, then you control them by watching them eat, then punish them if they don’t clean their plate.

Feel free to maintain your relationships. They don’t need to agree with your psychedelic use. My therapist and significant other hate that I do it, but I still talk to them about other things.

Notice how when you try to control others it tends to go to shit. Realizing you are everything on the other hand… that’s possible with more consciousness. It will make sense why needing to control anything is not necessary… lol.

Maybe that’s because more consciousness is required to experience non-human abilities

That’s assuming that you aren’t taking beliefs seriously.

I actually actually thinking the opposite.

As I’ve mentioned before with AI tools, you can literally make anything up. Of course, there are consequences to doing that. Name me one person, technology, group, species, company, religion, etc. that isn’t making anything up?

You need to be doing methods that’s appropriate for your current state and conditioning. For example, I did loads of therapy in the past, but it was actually counterproductive because it made my OCD worse. Yes, talk therapy can actually make OCD worse. In a similar way how diabetics need a certain diet and medications to help manage their condition. But, yes, massive experience and failures will eventually lead you in the right direction, but avoiding doing any action out of fear of doing the “wrong” things is actually the worst possible thing to do.