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Everything is God, so even talking about dreams without the mention of the word God is… well, God! No, you would be honest. All different kinds of sex are valid… imagine not being biased towards any particular kind of sex. Of course. Best to understand what disorders are without judgement. (Hint: it starts with the letter “L”… and it’s not Loser! )

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Reminds me of this Leo blog post about corruption and scams. Talk about having a bad trip 😅

A fantastic documentary VICE did on Bufo. Have any of you tried it? What has your experience been like?

It is possible to realize that you are other, but it won’t be a dualistic relationship. It is you communicating to yourself from an “expanded” perspective. What you previously assumed was you communicating with other will completely collapse. There won’t be any history of the relationship (i.e. no story or fantasy), because it will be very clear that all that ever exists is God. Love is the absolute recognition and acceptance of you as God.

A song inspired by a bad acid trip

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/amp/rcna121906 tl;dr: if you have mental health issues, you need to seriously be careful when taking psychedelics!

@Razard86 Thank you for reminding me of this. I’ve been going through serious heartbreak recently and totally forgot about writing that, until you mentioned it again. God reminding God reminding God

When I take a break from substances, my consciousness increases. It’s the inverse of what the human mind expects to be the right way to do things.

@Vibes Thank you. I’m allowing myself to have an active role in my healing now, rather than having the drugs or trips do it all for me. Life begins to open up in this way, despite all challenges that come along with it. For example, I’ve been allowing myself to authentically express pain that’s been suppressed for over a decade. To do that, I first had to realize that I can’t let go of pain if I refuse to accept that pain to begin with.

You’re assuming that you and her share the same meaning of what that cross represents.

Whenever my intuition says it’s the appropriate time. Better to be in touch with what you need rather than going off a script or an expectation.

I spontaneously hallucinate when I allow myself a break from them.

Yes. It’s you authentically expressing yourself, rather than constantly suppressing.

I recently connected with a trans woman. She is amazing; so far I feel connected to her. We’ll see how or where it goes.

It’s interesting how the word “one” is one less letter from the word “none”. In any case, none of us here are Awake, and that is perfect because not any one of us can monopolize the Truth. It appears that there are multiple users on here sharing their experiences about what reality is, yet when you go deeper, you realize that it’s all ONE, with three capital letters.

Remember when they said the world was gonna end in 2012? Remember when it didn’t?

More than that - I realize that they are an aspect of myself that I choose to let go of. By doing so, I can deepen my capacity to love even further.

In other words, the absolute is in all of those scenarios, and choosing one thing over another thing creates seperation. I personally identify as the cat… I’m very needy and can be a bitch when it comes to attention. That’s why I’m thankful to have busy people in my life to tame my expectations.

That’s where radical acceptance comes into play. We run into a lot of trouble when we are constantly in survival mode; not allowing reality to present a different perspective. If you can allow your dream to be completely shattered, that will go a long way towards expanding your sense of self. It won’t be easy, though.

I have trouble connecting with women as well. This is something I’m actively working on. Developing more manipulative techniques to seduce them works in the short-term. The long-term solution is understanding why I resist the love they give to me in the first place.

Please don’t bow down to me; bow down to yourself. I am but a fragile soul looking at myself, just like you.

@Schizophonia I was when I was like a baby, so I have no idea what it would be like to have foreskin.

Have you noticed that making a distinction between the absolute and the relative is a duality? Making a distinction is not wrong, but it would be wise to see that there is no difference from a higher / deeper level.

I’ve hurt people’s feelings this past month, people I truly care about. You will regret doing it. But please learn from your mistakes quickly so you break the cycle. Forgiveness and letting go is the next step, and not expecting or needing anything back in return.