Yimpa

Becoming deeply aware of extremely painful parts of myself that keep me stuck and hateful. Discovering that what people have told me is wrong and evil is actually my true, authentic self. Slowly learning how to love and embrace myself again.

Yes. @Shrooms_Alvarez i see that you’re in Miami, Florida. There’s ketamine clinics there if you so choose to go that route. Whatever route you take, expect things to actually get a lot worse first before it gets better… just being honest! Do I regret it? Absolutely not. Things I’m open to now in my life I was completely resisting before.

@Shrooms_Alvarez bravo! I have also done exposure therapy. If there’s one thing I can recommend, it’s to make your journey more about self-exploration, rather than seeing yourself as a problem that needs to be fixed.

To overcome social anxiety and fears requires coming face-to-face with it, over and over again. Psychedelics will guide you towards doing that. However, psychedelics are not a magic cure for those conditions. There’s a lot of inner work that you’ll be doing during and well beyond your trips.

*ahem* God would like to speak with you in His office. You’ve been a naughty little boy

Both! The irony of nondualists creating a duality between psychedelic state and sober state. Both are in <3 with each other.

Okay, back to serious meditation and contemplation, my lovely Children.

Is that Autistic Intelligence or Alien love?

Here’s something simple: I Love You God

I can relate, I’ve also come across overly aggressive and harsh in many relationships. We’re both learning here! This reminds me of how to treat psychedelics. If you think about it, how you relate to psychedelics is itself a relationship in its own unique ways.

There is a major difference between: life being too challenging because you’ve allowed others to define what your life should and shouldn’t be you taking ownership of your life and embrace challenges that you set for yourself, and how you define reality I’ve chosen to throw the first point in the trash.

Love. My journey with relationships is unique and doesn’t fit in with the normal way of communicating and forming connections. I’m not trying to sound delusional about it, I’m just literally on the autism spectrum. With that said, thank you for your perspective as well. I’m learning that it’s important to merge traditional dating advice with my own unique way of forming connections.

Life with no challenges is not a life worth living.

God is initiating. It’s serious in the sense that my entire way of seeing reality transforms afterwards. I frame it as BreakingUP towards higher forms of Love. I wish I could give a logical explanation of how “failed” relationships are paradoxically perfect, but I cannot. It’s something that has to be directly experienced and intuited. It’s also easy to be fooled by our own assumptions of what a perfect relationship should look like. For example, just because a couple has been married for 25 years does not necessarily mean that it’s a healthy and/or a deep relationship.

You absolutely can. It’s sort of like taking a strong psychedelic and getting your ass handed to you via a difficult trip. Then again, my mind works very differently, so my experiences deviate from the norm.

100% accurate

I improved my sudoku skills by watching a master sudoku player explain his strategies.

I tend to find it liberating when I experience fear consciously. It is obvious that fear is nothing outside of me. Therefore, who is there to fear if I am fear itself?!

This woman is a 10/10

Salad is healthy

A therapist once asked me if I am seeking love out of curiosity or longing. I told them both. We want to have a taste of our significant other, yet we also want to merge with them. It can go both ways; one is not necessarily better than the other. Duality dancing with non-duality merging with unity into harmonious love.

A relationship is enlightened when you literally merge with your significant other. Physically, spiritually, and beyond. You no longer need to hold onto an idea you have about them, because they are you.

I think ya’ll who hate your looks need to try being autosexual, even at least once in your life. Don’t suppress your beauty! If that’s too radical for you, at least try embracing yourself right now. Observe how that feels, and allow that warm energy to radiant onto others.