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A deeper dive into the life of the Proud Boys leader

Those kinds of groups and leaders propagating their cause are a cancer to society, so it’s only fair. He should be even more proud to be an American. Other places like North Korea would’ve easily sentenced him to death by public execution for interfering with serious government processes, no questions asked.

I had a profound mystical experience one time, and I happened to be watching people walking down on the street. Both of your questions have merit to them, but exploring them further will bring clarity. Let’s break them down, from the point of view of a mystical experience: Do you think that I have an experience? : There is no “me” and a “you”. A better frame would be Consciousness connecting / being aware of Consciousness. Do you think that I'm just an image of your imagination without real experience? : I am you. But wait… didn’t I just say that there’s no “me” and a “you”? Is that a paradox? Certainly. GOD deceives GOD in order to experience GOD.

There is no such thing as Kentucky Fried Chicken Until you were made aware of it

Being authentic with my suffering has been beautiful. I used to think that suffering was something that needed to go away completely in order for me to be whole, but that’s simply not true at all. That’s actually a deceptive form of avoidance. SUFFERING IS LOVE when seen clearly!

Ah, yes. My finger accidentally got injured a couple weeks ago. The side got sliced by a tiny piece of hard plastic. The healing has been slow, yet watching it daily has been like seeing a child grow and blossom throughout the years - with all the ups and downs and such.

Simple litmus test: If you’re unable to hang out and meet attractive people IRL; instead of seeking those connections, you’re constantly going back to PMO to avoid that, then yeah… make a conscious effort to work on your relationship and communication skills while also reducing your PMO habit.

Two attractive people locking eyes with each other for the first time is pretty paranormal, wouldn’t you think?

I also just discovered this quote:

That song is silenter than The Sound of Silence

If your friends are bullying you, then your best bet is to have an exit strategy and be open to making new friends. People that bully you are simply not worth your time, and giving them your attention will only make it worse. By doing this, they will eventually leave you alone and find someone else to abuse.

Be careful about being too overly cautious on matters like this. Next thing you’ll know, you’ll find an article that mentions how heavy metals are found in your food. What are you going to do then, test everything you eat? https://www.canr.msu.edu/news/heavy-metals-in-food A quote from the article that should be considered:

Yep. Here’s a great example of taking “food addiction” to the extreme.

Leo actually made a blog post about this recently: https://www.actualized.org/insights/is-esp-scientifically-real

Is a magician being pure in intention, or are they being deceptive?

It’s nice to know that sex brought us all to-fucking-gather

Literally me in an alternate timeline. Love it!

@StarStruck this documentary offers some insight

Based on the example you gave, it sounds like the fighting is actually a cycle. The relationship is predicated on this cycle repeating itself. Wash, rinse, repeat. The dam is bound to burst any day now. That’ll lead to a serious reevaluation of the relationship - and it certainly won’t be easy to clean up.

I wonder if there are any health benefits to eating that thing

Yet depending on one’s upbringing, sexual cravings and desires can become distorted. For example, consider how a religious person relates to sex compared to an atheist who’s much more liberal about it. I was personally born into a Roman Catholic conservative upbringing which severely limited my ability to understand and express my LGBT/queer identity. I also have BDD (body dysmorphic disorder), which I’m also currently addressing. I believe the BDD also stems from bullying at a very young age about my body. I was frequently judged about being too skinny while simultaneously suppressing my curiosity of exploring a more feminine side of myself. Consequently, I’ve used PMO in a neurotic way, primarily as an escape. It was way to cope with not being able to express my authentic self and desires, because I was trained to believe that it was wrong. Decades of doing this will clearly have ramifications on one’s sexual identity and behaviors, their relationship with intimate partners, and how they view sex in the grand scheme of things. Now that I’m addressing these issues seriously and breaking down old ideas I had of myself, I’m only starting to learn how to relate to these aspects in a healthier and authentic way. So jerking off and sex is not a problem in and of itself. It can be a problem when unconsciously used as an escape from serious emotional and psychological traumas.