Yimpa

Tested out a new cannabis strain today. This one has chill and contemplative vibes. I feel more compelled to understand how my mind works rather than ignoring it.

Thank you for clarifying. I misherd you the first time.

Man, I miss Jersey. Born and raised there. Beans, we gotta visit someday and also NYC. Beans has never been outside of Texas!

Nooo… Put me in my place

Me taking too much weed:

Yes and yes. I am autistic and I’m proud!

The state you’re in (calm vs. chaotic) changes your relationship to the pain, but it doesn’t necessarily stop the pain. You might still feel hurt when Mom misunderstands. However, from a grounded place, you can feel hurt without spiraling into “I’m broken” or “I’m a bad daughter.” The question isn’t really about avoiding topics or timing them better. It’s about: can you stay with yourself while feeling unseen? That’s the work. Family therapy helped me build that capacity. Not so I’d stop hurting, but so I could hurt without losing myself. hurt without losing myself. And advocate what i truly want to communicate rather than what i expect Mom to hear. tl;dr I am discovering what it’s like to not perform for acceptance, but instead speaking from clarity.

i also have a habit of reaching out to Mom when things spiral out of control. i am learning to let go of needing her help and BAM i am able to resolve it all on my own. i realize my own Mind is self-deceiving itself. then i can love and relate to Mom without all the baggage

Oh yeah I introduced this song to Beans and they dislikes this song. I love it tho! Especially on super bass speakers

How do you add one to your forum profile page? Is this a mod-only feature? I’ve only seen @Carl-Richard and @Osaid‘s profiles with one. It’s the banner that goes horizontal.

Eternity is all there is.

my wallpapers meow

Being much more flexible and playful with where I trip. Make trips FUN again!

Yay, Mental Illness Awareness!!

AI video coming soon!

DUH!

It’s not a bug, it’s MR FROG!!!!!

When the weed hits

This is the phone we upgraded to a couple months ago, shortly after I broke up with my ex. We won an award this year for all our hard work. Woohoo!

Silverstein concert tonight… loved this band for a minute and finally get to see them live 🦋☺️

3 years ago, I left my family to live in solitude, a clean break from toxic dynamics so I could finally find myself. Best decision of my life. I had to step away from everything I was handed. The scripts, the assumptions, the roles, to discover what was actually true. Now that I’m beginning to find myself, I’m slowly coming back. It won’t happen overnight, but progress has been made. They’re starting to see me for who I am, not the role they forced me to be. I’m no longer the obedient little boy at the bottom of the hierarchy. I’m an autonomous woman—not above them, not below them. And if they slip back into old patterns, I put them in their place. I’m finally coming home, on my terms, not theirs.

I didn’t come out of the closet. I simply realized the closet is fucking imaginary.