Yimpa

I act like a 10 year old, am legally 29, and have the physical health of a 55 year old.

Casual sex ain’t for me, fam. I long for orgasmic sex with the entire cosmos and alien love with the divine presence of God. Fuck anything less. Additional point: Playfulness and imagination IS important. Intelligence that is infinitely playful and imaginative is a turn on.

In this context, I mean going from being a slave to being myself. Imagine having a gun to you head everyday and being told you’re one thing and conform or be punished. m from age 5-25. I am learning I don’t have to entertain that bullshit anymore.

gonna have therapy today and have a better understanding of how bpd affects my relationships. i want to learn the proper tools on how to stop fucking up my relationships from a condition i didn’t even know i had for god knows how long @Beans us at HEB/Target. Love your food content!

@TheBG anytime

These kinds of gurus are useful up to a point. They helped me transition from atheist to nondualist.

Like you are their PlayStation, if you will. I no pay you… I play you!

Liam is getting reading to fly! Fly us the hell out of this place 😭 https://www.threads.com/@johnquinones/post/DUOS7kIEQMf?xmt=AQF0xg_Rf3eeirnGIgfTXopxl3DGtxBGCBJYcx6PoqlOeWMAC-oixRS82l320-vXe_oCN9sR&slof=1

I mean why not love both Jesus and Satan? F it.

I am exploring an intimate casual relationship. Really makes me more aware of the difference between different types of relationships. They’re not all the same. I appreciate diversity in the way I express my love. I am multifaceted.

I am afraid of birthdays cus it reminds me that people care about me, and I am allergic to 99% of people. Christmas is fun cus Jesus is a fucking badass.

Sounds like death to me.

Admitting being Wrong is Hot.

Conscious communication and asking questions in relationships is so fucking important.

There is only God and its infinite imagination

No one here and yet it’s all done for Love? Wow. God revealing itself through Everything.

Witnessing Mom’s evolution from being very traditional and conservative to more scientific and rational is badass

ICE really helps calm people down during a mental breakdown. How ironic.

tl:dr I am both paradoxically more weaker and more powerful.

When people assume I am a certain thing, they are not entirely wrong. They have an incomplete, reductionistic picture of who I am. Jesus was a paradoxical badass, and he was punished for it too. “Prove you are the Son of God! “Prove you are a Woman!” Sounds hauntingly familiar.

Simply put, my relationship to reality has changed significantly in the past few years. Especially when it comes to women (*cough* myself). Feels more authentic and less confused. I couldn’t even get close to them before, even though I really longed to. Like I was allergic to them. When I would get close, my relationship to them was extremely dysfunctional and abusive. Transitioning has been rehabilitation from a life that was corrupted by systems that forced me to be something I am not.