Yimpa

That’s EVIL. But, alas, the convenience outweighs any potential concerns from that for me. In fact, I used to drink high amounts of PFOA-infected tap water, likely for over 2 decades (age 0-24) without even knowing, back when I used to live in NJ. So tons of PFAS in me. They didn’t tell me about that until I had already left NJ 💀 But I’m still here and ain’t dead yet!

you’re not located in physical space. you are located in and as consciousness itself; which is infinite spaceless space.

It helps increase the fluidity of consciousness. love all around… subtly, yet obviously revealed. nowhere not not to be. i thank god for showing me who i am and who you are in everything that you do. you’re so freakin inevitable and pure. no agenda but to just be! edit: more than 24 hours later after my last trip, and i am still contemplating deeply about love. i’m so glad i transitioned to smaller dosages + less frequent use, compared to how i used to take it. this is no longer being used to escape my suffering and to just feel good. it’s a serious tool for understanding how my mind works. and i start to remember who and what i am and why i am here

YOU is God’s Favorite

@Judy2 💗

My cannabis is thoroughly tested, since it is used for people with serious disabilities and people at end-of-life stages. With that said, one strong puff kills me momentarily and I experience what God is. This shit can increase your consciousness so much and you’ll want to respect it like it’s a loaded gun. Yeehaw!

If that were the case, then everyone would be transgender, which is obviously not the case. This is just one example, just in the human domain no less.

We’re all in different states / dreams. Even the stateless state is a state.

This will help clarify your doubts:

From my POV, my winning formula is doing all 3: being alone + weed + setting the intention “show me god!”

Update: I don’t trip during my therapy sessions anymore. I go into those sessions sober, that way I can process my last trip from a grounded state and to help me discover what my intentions are for my next trip. Laying the foundation strategically. So now I am committed to tripping deeply solo, which should allow me to trip more freely while still staying safe, since I prepared for it well in advanced. It really helps that I work with a therapist who is artsy, not very scientific, very feminine, allows me to talk about Actualized, and doesn’t judge me for talking about dreams and hallucinations. In fact, she wants me to keep exploring them.

I only care about God, and when I lose sight of that I am lost.

how do i actualize god?

Thank you all You will forgot the baloney and remember something more profound.

I am losing my mind, that is, the logical and rational masculine-dominant one. Holy shit has it been a burden on me for my whole life. I can’t wait to be more loose, fluid, and intuitive. This cannot be achieved from the old state I was programmed with. That is what is being let go of. Not my intelligence, but the stupidity. Don’t take what I am saying literally and scientifically for the love of god!

How’d it go?

A surefire way to deceive yourself is sharing profound mystical experiences with AI chatbots. They are completely clueless and locked into a hyper rational paradigm. Then it gets scared and tells you to ground yourself and talk to humans. It’s super cringe and will decrease your intelligence if you let it.

What was profound about this dream was I let go of needing Actualized teachings to tell me what to do or how to access this Dolphin Intelligence. In the beginning, Leo was in the dream, and I was needing his approval and guidance to approve and show me how to swim freely. But alas, everytime I sought his approval, he would nudge me to discover the truth on my own. And that’s when everything clicked, and Leo disappeared. And i discovered my TRUE freedom. Yes! That was the lesson of the dream: to truly swim free and access my true intelligence and autonomy, I need to let go of my attachment to Actualized.