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https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/7-guidelines/?_fromLogin=1 ---- I’ve fallen for this trap, too. Convincing myself I can say or do anything I want. I was wrong! I was posting high all the time in the past and was on my high horse! The quality of my posts, mind, and thinking have vastly improved when I surrendered and took the whole into consideration.

art. on the walls.

Oh.. I should have clarified. It was a 5 minute video, but there were TONS of research and details that went into it. Each frame meant something very special, so every second meant the world. This video took a lot of time and dedication to make, even though i the end product is only 5 minutes in the end. He definitely loved it No AI used

Yup.

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But does he genuinely believe he won the 2020 election or does he know he lost but uses the story of a rigged election as a twisted political strategy? The world may never know.

How many have you attended? I’ve done two.

This Leo video ties in well to this thread! https://www.threads.com/@leogura1/post/DbKXbqAEolA?xmt=AQG0zH1d7KCbI2V4pFEIrL5FSxXIYxOJVh1SpIcp8dnzQp5Jo3wiQoPjFgluE9Ey1lSP8Rqa&slof=1

I’m not super passionate about retro video games, but it’ll be interesting to see things I have never seen before. I actually prefer watching videos of people talking about them, rather than playing them. Which brings me to my next point: A YouTuber I’ve followed for nearly 20 years will be a special guest there - the James Rolfe / AVGN! I’ve never seen him IRL before, so that’ll be a surreal experience. I actually remember making a 5 minute video for him when I was a kid, sent it to him via email, and he watched it from front to back (presumably — he commented about the ending), so he really appreciated it! If there are any interesting outfits at the convention (which, likely, there will be some people cosplaying), I’ll share it with you!

Nice! I am going to a retro video game convention this weekend. My first time!

It depends on who is defining intelligence. I don’t understand science. Seriously — I couldn’t even tell you what a nucleus is using science’s worldview and terminology. I look at a picture of a cell and don’t understand jackshit. Even if you gave me a lecture on it using simple English. I can’t read or make out books; I can’t visuals in my mind due to aphantasia. But, for some reason, I can read Leo’s writing or videos for 10,000 hours and most of it makes sense. And I can take weed or ketamine and understand what God is in less than an hour. So does that make me stupid or intelligent? Depends on how you frame it. (Edit/Additional observation)… Now, that doesn’t mean that I only surround myself with Actualized content, lock myself in a cave, and avoid everyone that doesn’t follow this work. My “other half”/the other Yimpa whom I live with hates and strongly disagrees with all this stuff, “this is all a hallucination” “I am God” “there is no one else here”… blah, blah, blah. But, that’s the beauty of it, and the balance. I couldn’t enjoy living a human existence and exploring my human self without them. Which I think ties into what Leo said in one of his videos, something about synergizing science and mysticism. The rational and the woo. A marriage and a union between the two opposites.

Ketamine can also amplify those at the higher dosages. Which can actually be useful for processing trauma, I find. Which is why it’s important @Toranvor does ketamine under a licensed therapist, multiple times, gradually increasing the dose until there is the breakthroughs. @Toranvor, I read your bio and it says you’re from the United States. Lucky you, hopefully you’re near a ketamine clinic? Do your research and find clinics that have therapists that can assist you during your trip. It’s much more expensive, but totally worth it since you’re a newbie and have mental health issues. You’ll face your fears in a safe environment. Read my trip notes if you want inspiration:

@LordFall 🟥 @Schizophonia⬜️ @Butters🟦 Tanks y’all ~ I appreciate the kind words

They don’t exist until you imagine them.

Here's my trip notes from ketamine infusion session 3, dated back 1/2022 (with additional insights from 7/2023 after revisiting this trip) Enjoy!

HALLELUJAH!

POTS

@Leo Gura Nah, it recently got banned here. So I’ll stick to the legal, medical strong stuff

I have not touched my TX THC medicinal cannabis vape in over a month because of how ridiculously powerful it is. I actually spoke to my provider last week. I have to see a provider once a year to renew my prescription. She told me how they underestimated how strong it is - they don’t believe a 5 second puff gives 5 mg of THC - bypassing the conservative law. So now she recommends I puff for only 2 seconds next time. One deep, 5 second puff on the highest setting is 100% guaranteed to show me WTF GOD is. Too much Love! So, does it increase my consciousness? You bet your ass it does! https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-701

It’s eternal, so I am in no rush. I used to go crazy with multiple awakenings over and over again, which was useful then, but no longer necessary.

The good news is we are all on the same boat. Survival is a bitch.

Your entire life is a self-deception. Awakening will make this 100% clear.