Yimpa

We got to the bottom of a 6 month mystery. Now we can let go of this chapter move towards a new beginning. And Beans, how does it feel to have chosen family?

The cost is severing connections that were never serving you. Old ones died, and new ones sprung up, even with peeps I thought I wanted to cut off completely. Turns out authenticity doesn’t just end parts of you,,, it transforms them.

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Everything B conforming to Love

at the spongebob 4 movie search 4 bob random peep compliments me me: tanks. I am shy

i ‘ve got multiple strains of cannabis that i can use, it depends on the day and what the mood calls for itsa polyamorweed relationship 🌱🍃🍂🍀

I don’t do it out of politeness. Radar cruise control allows the car do most of the work, effortlessly. The car’s sensors are conforming to the road conditions.

Imagine a chess piece that can teleport to any square on the board. I wish to be that. But then again…. even a chess piece that teleports still has rules, it can’t leave the board or break the game. So it’s still limited.

I only feel comfortable farting openly and cheekily with Beans.

The story continues:

New age and channeling is a guilty pleasure of mine. As is McDonald’s and Taco Bell. It’s soooo bad it’s good.

My sleep has been greatly improved since quitting Vyvanse. The TX government banned my psychiatrist from prescribing it. She offered me non-stimulants, but I declined. Medical cannabis has been helping me stay awake.

I have surrendered to The Devil and no longer take psychiatric medication

In an alternate reality, I can definitely see how Mom would be Dad and Dad would be Mom.

to fam: “I just want to ensure y’all that I didn’t consider my new identity yesterday. This is not a trend I’m riding on, but something I’ve been processing in therapy for years. I’ve known this since I was a child, but didn’t have the words or safety for it.” sister: “So you didn’t figure this out yesterday, but the day before yesterday?” Aha, golden response ^.^

Exploring my mind is hard work. I am questioning and examining all of it. It’s truly maddening, but also exciting. There is a twisted joy in being in love with insane and novel parts of my mind. When I had my first existential crisis, it was frightening as hell. When that experience ended, I was like “omg, let’s do that again!”. This is the kind of attitude that has allowed me to persevere in this work.

Donald Trump is a Woman… whaaaat?!

I realize that our sister uses dark humor to cope with harsh truths. Makes sense. During the start of the pandemic, she had an existential crisis and hallucinated that she was Donald Trump. The police came to the House to take her away, but she refused for an hour straight. The ambulance was eventually called, and the nurse finally restrained her and took her to the mental institution.

That’s a fantastic intention for your first K trip. It took me 9 K trips until I that kind of intention. You’re ahead of the curve.