Yimpa

another private entry, 7/4/24: convo with provider: Hello! Great news… I spent a week with my partner for the first time and we went on a roadtrip! Unfortunately, when I came back home I noticed one of my eyes became irritated. I rubbed it since it was itchy, then felt pain when I would blink my eyes until I rested them. The next few days my eyes were a bit watery and I notice that one eye is smaller than the other (not opening all the way). The eye irritation has been going on for almost a week. Would you recommend I see you or an eye doctor for this? Would I need a referral from you? Thank you!

Did hardcore contemplation of reality for 2 hours straight 🔥🔥 And shoutout to Dr. Will Siu for introducing me to the Liminal Space:

I gave birth to myself 2 years ago. I am raising Myself.

You are Infinite Joy 😇

Person gets recontextualized as God if You woke up inside Infinite Intelligence.

God is all by itself.

Love is the illest.

How deep is your love for the stage that you’re at?

Point to me where the atoms are located.

an entry from my private journal, 12/18/23 I am in a gigantic volleyball court, the largest one in the world. All of my middle school friends are there. I am the one to serve the ball. Despite failing 3 times to even hit the ball properly, a coach guides me on how to serve the ball effectively. I fix my form, loosen my grip, move my arms fluidly. The ball goes up into the air gracefully, the trajectory perfectly calculated and arched to a tee. The ball starts moving even faster, down, until it hits the exact corner where it’s just about out of bounds, but not. My jaw drops. Everyone starts clapping and cheering me on.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-388

i am barely keeping it together

a squirt of T gel (i only take half of this to prevent masculinization and still support my health / turn me on)

Here's an example of Beauty and Corruption in a bag: ----- https://www.actualized.org/insights/western-digital How to Recover or Repair Corrupted Data from External HDD or SSD in Windows PC

When I followed Mooji back in 2015, he had around 28K subscribers. Now he has around 869K subscribers.

1:18:00 (especially 1:20:00 and 1:25:45) of the aforementioned video gives good insight as to why I strongly suspect HG bans psychedelic talk, even if done legally.

I’ve never heard about it, what is it about?

Oof, yeah, I likely misread or skipped that part 😅 He has interviewed another Dr who is pro psychedelics for mental health, so at least he’s not completely against them.

You reading my mind, that legit happening right now in my experience, no joke.

time reversal