Yimpa

Gifting Christmas presents is conformity

Let the formless do you.

Alien Love is in the formless building. Love is in Love with Love

Meditate while having One

COVID can go take a hike.

Love is a miracle Connection is wonder 🌈🌈

Hell is good. Being good is bad.

The kind of trips I experience now, in the past, would’ve sent me straight to the hospital due to how intense they are . The difference now is that they’re intense, but in the best way possible. I’m losing my mind and entering into Alien Intelligrnce, without denying it anymore. Also, I am able to access ketamine-like states on cannabis.

Welcome Home. Home is beyond physical distance. Intimacy with Infinity is HOME! — What being greened out asf is like:

I’m a Coffee Bean!

Alien Mind is conforming to the human experience.

Infinity is playing games with itself.

Took a trip to the river. The views are fantastic. The sounds are gorgeous. Let’s go deeper baby

Beans’ first ever psychedelic therapy session is coming soon! They had their medical consult a few days ago, and now the substance is shipping to our door on Tuesday. Next step: scheduling an appointment with the trip sitter. They warned us not to take it beforehand, otherwise we’d be banned for life. (I had the intrusive thought; I won’t do it… Patience!)

Roller Coaster Conformity Study (shoutout to my ketamine/5-MeO therapist for this example) A study with 12 participants examined how social framing influences subjective experience. Method: Participants were randomly divided into two groups before riding a roller coaster: • Group A (n=6): Told beforehand the ride was “scary” • Group B (n=6): Told beforehand the ride was “fun” Results: Post-ride surveys revealed participants’ reported experiences aligned with their priming: • Group A reported negative experiences • Group B reported positive experiences Conclusion: This demonstrates how external framing and social suggestion can shape our interpretation of identical physical experiences—a clear example of conformity influencing perception. Same ride, different experience.

Tank you ^.^

How does Infinity conform to another if there is no other 🤔

Yaaaay, the blog is back!!!

Conformity says to shut up and just be a man and don’t question it. I questioned it. And found Infinity.

While men are busy fearing rejection from women, I fear people rejecting seeing me as a woman. What a counterintuitive conundrum! I am rejecting myself when I don’t put myself out there authentically. Hiding guarantees self-rejection. Showing up authentically risks rejection from others, but it’s the only path where acceptance is even possible. The math favors visibility. I don’t do pick-up. I do “pick me, I’m literally right here being iconic.”