Yimpa

New age and channeling is a guilty pleasure of mine. As is McDonald’s and Taco Bell. It’s soooo bad it’s good.

My sleep has been greatly improved since quitting Vyvanse. The TX government banned my psychiatrist from prescribing it. She offered me non-stimulants, but I declined. Medical cannabis has been helping me stay awake.

I have surrendered to The Devil and no longer take psychiatric medication

In an alternate reality, I can definitely see how Mom would be Dad and Dad would be Mom.

to fam: “I just want to ensure y’all that I didn’t consider my new identity yesterday. This is not a trend I’m riding on, but something I’ve been processing in therapy for years. I’ve known this since I was a child, but didn’t have the words or safety for it.” sister: “So you didn’t figure this out yesterday, but the day before yesterday?” Aha, golden response ^.^

Exploring my mind is hard work. I am questioning and examining all of it. It’s truly maddening, but also exciting. There is a twisted joy in being in love with insane and novel parts of my mind. When I had my first existential crisis, it was frightening as hell. When that experience ended, I was like “omg, let’s do that again!”. This is the kind of attitude that has allowed me to persevere in this work.

Donald Trump is a Woman… whaaaat?!

I realize that our sister uses dark humor to cope with harsh truths. Makes sense. During the start of the pandemic, she had an existential crisis and hallucinated that she was Donald Trump. The police came to the House to take her away, but she refused for an hour straight. The ambulance was eventually called, and the nurse finally restrained her and took her to the mental institution.

That’s a fantastic intention for your first K trip. It took me 9 K trips until I that kind of intention. You’re ahead of the curve.

The next time someone asks me what my special interests are, I will cut the social games and speak my truth: Love and Death.

The Damn Devil is Damn Deceptive!

The fear of losing HRT is what a conservative fears about losing their guns. Of course!!! Bodily autonomy is being stripped away before our very eyes. And of course they start with the group that is most vulnerable, smallest voices, and least understood. The women, the children, the foreigners. Yes, yes. It was all about control.

Is this AI too?

Politics runs in my blood. Here's a pic of Dad's relative meeting JFK, one year before his assassination. Ambassador of the Philippines, Amelito Mutuc:

“It’s over Anakin. I’m high”

He won a second time so we can win harder.

When the nerds peak, they win a brilliancy prize.