Yimpa

US has a lot to offer, even to enemies. Look at Kim Jung Un he loves the NBA

Happy 2 Year Anniversary

You joined 7 years ago, what made you decide to finally post now? My question has been telepathically answered ^.^

We are in a much better position compared to a year ago. It’s like upgrading from an iPhone 3GS to an iPhone 4.

What did she awaken to?

I am allergic to conformity.

There was a new user on the forum who posted a phenomenon substack here: @Beyond Illusion do you plan on posting more content on substack?

Journaling and social media presence publicly have been powerful tools for me the past couple years. Even if it’s an illusion of connection, it feels less lonely than doing it solo in a cave. I do solo journal some things, but most of my focus is public facing. I can’t safely be myself authentically IRL, so online is the closest thing I have. Online I can be vulnerable about psychological baggage, my biases, the raw unfiltered way I actually think. IRL I’m still learning to advocate for my disability, trans identity, and translogical way of being. Expressing myself publicly online lets me practice saying what I’ve been hiding my whole life; it’s rehearsal for living fully out loud. Beans and I both use our exact legal names online and in person because we wanted to merge both identities together, no longer hiding behind online pseudonyms. My online identity is training me to show up authentically when I can’t yet do that safely IRL.

Australian men have the sexiest accent. That is all I have to contribute.

Journalling has saved my life countless times. Public journalling, especially. Nothing to hide. Just naked truth. Oh, yeah, and of course the magic substance called Love

Agreed 😅 (iAsian) https://support.google.com/youtube/answer/15569972?hl=en

Love at first trip. But one trip is not enough for lasting change. Like how you can’t just go to one piano lesson and then show’s over. If only you could choose multiple options, oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

And the waves keep waving. Is the ocean addicted to water?

Even understanding these teachings in plain english is a challenge. Most people only watch 20-30 mins of Actualized content. In English! Maybe a sexy alien voice would help… In short: The real barrier isn’t the delivery mechanism, it’s that consciousness expansion requires the receiver to be in a receptive state.

I am working towards not giving everyone a pass just because confrontation feels hard. No more pretending I’m ok with something when I’m not. No more shoving it under the rug of my misery. I need to speak up.

There’s a specific joy in destruction that people don’t talk about enough. Not chaos for chaos’ sake, but the deliberate dismantling of everything that was built on me without my consent. Tearing down the scripts. Burning the expectations. Destroying every version of myself that existed to make others comfortable. It’s not violence. It’s liberation. It feels uncomfortable because I’m so used to being polite, not questioning, never standing up for anything. But now I’m here, practicing discomfort in real time. There’s a specific joy in destruction that people don’t talk about enough.

I will lose followers for speaking my truth. Thank goodness I’m learning this lesson early!

Being non-verbal irl is my kryptonite. I’m done playing the script of not advocating for myself. I will speak even if it makes others uncomfortable. That’s better than suffering in silence.

Art and journalling is a meditative experience

I’ve made godly gains on my development in the past 1-2 years. But I would be kidding myself if I could heal and undo 20+ years of religious, psychological, and physical trauma in that short timespan. This is far from over. But, holy damn, am I excited for the next 5-10 years. I’ll look back at this moment and be like, wow, I was still a baby.

Belief obscures direct divine experience.

Buffalo wings are a great protein source

Stick around for parts 2 and 3

The lion biting the buffalo’s ass is LOVE!