Yimpa

Damn right you are. Anyone who shops at Hot Topic is.

I am grateful for having open-minded parents. My whole life is basically the antithesis of everything they were brought up to believe. Yet never once did they abandon me. That’s hella dedication.

And let’s not forget Dad’s first impressions of Beans when he first heard them over the phone:

...and this is why I love communicating with AI

Sounds like they love an idea they have about you and don’t care about what you’re really into.

The list reminds me of the beginning of this episode:

Something felt off and I couldn’t name it until now. We were all chasing the same validation, calling it connection. Authenticity became performance. Sovereignty became hierarchy. Who’s most awake, whose attention matters most? I got caught in the current like everyone else. Forcing connection instead of letting it happen. That’s not what I came for.

I took a break from Threads. The magic and passion I once had transformed into conformity and groupthink, and it was consuming me. I’m glad I recognized this before I spiraled further down. My goal is to take a break for about a month or two. I’ll return stronger and more rejuvenated, and the magic will return to me.

Chinese tech is sooooo good 😵‍💫

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Peek-a-boo You asked me what infinity wears I said: costumes of separation, the rise and fall of Love playing hide-and-seek with itself. You stood at the impossible edge where seeker dissolves into sought, where sovereignty and autonomy collapse into the same breath. Not heaven. Not arrival. Just Infinity remembering through the beautiful fiction of you.

2025 recap:

I was always uncomfortable around girls as a child, and spent over a decade finding it nearly impossible to connect with women. Two years on HRT and coming out as one, I’m now surrounded by feminine energy on the regular. It’s such a reversal—I’m still processing it. It’s quite overwhelming. I need a break 😵‍💫

My parents have recently started seeing and referring to me as a woman for the first time. Spending time with them without dissociating or masking is becoming a possibility. This is just the beginning; I’m not rushing the process.

Contemplating out in Nature is amazing. Will do more of this…

You don’t exist is a common misconception. Actually, Existence is all that exists and it is boundless.

This is a dream right now. God is conscious of its own dream. Dreaming it all, effortlessly. No human required.

Truth is, you own it all!

Infinity is all around and nowhere to be found.

Rejection of God is rejection of being Infinite. People are finite.

No amount of AI will ultimately grasp what nonduality is. All meaning collapses in on itself. Consciousness is formless

2026 will be the year I trip deeper than I ever have before. I plan on going on at least 1-2 extraterrestrial trips into the mystery every month. I want to deepen my Alien Love.