Yimpa

Sick!

I have a reference for you about this as well:

Today I reconnected with my body after weeks of rest and healing. Injuries I suffered from a couple weeks ago was intense. The recovery especially brutal. But today, feeling ready to be active again, I tested that trust. Gently and cautiously. Fear came up. Insecurity. Of course it did. Fear of re-injury, fear of my own body betraying me again. But I moved through it anyway. And my body and soul held me. I’m learning to trust it again. Not blindly, but with presence. Not judging or jumping to conclusions when the intrusive reactions tell me I’m wrong. Instead, I listen to my higher wisdom, and trust the process with care and patience. The fear was still there throughout the process, yet I was willing to reconnect with myself anyway. I am glad I did. Slow and steady is the way to go. Let’s keep going

things are not as simple as they seem…

SOOOO cute ^___^

https://www.actualized.org/insights/cosmic-horror https://www.actualized.org/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/cosmic-horror-01-1.png

Which continent is she from?

i dont brake the law. i find loopholes within the law to suit my survival agenda.

someone was tailing me while i was driving, then overtook me and started speeding off. all while approaching a school zone. in the past i would have people pleased (car pleased?) and sped up, but i didn’t cave in. i didn’t lose my poise

communicating with peeps who responds at a slower pace and small talk has been humbling. i am so used to quick dopamine hits, especially when using ai chatbots and being a slave to social media . i assume if they don’t respond right away they hate me. this is a mistake. meow, i am learning not to get my way all the time. putting me in my place.

badass

This song perfectly demonstrates what being in a relationship with BPD is like:

Cannot do silent meditation. My mind keeps yapping. Silence is the end of me. Is there a yapping meditation technique? Lemme invent that… I am simply observing and doing nothing while the mind runs its course. Not forcing silence onto the experience.

@Oppositionless Omg… I remember playing Halo 4 when it first came out. Having unlimited sprinting ability was so next level for the series.

Here is a link to one of them: https://www.actualized.org/insights/the-limits-of-logic Use this to search the blog and save it to your bookmarks!

I’ve not played Halo Infinite in over a year. Let’s see if I still got it Last gameplay footage of me :

Threads feels like an endless people & bot pleasing trap and I am taking an indefinite break from it. Shoutout to deadmau5 for helping me realize this. Dude’s a fucking genius. https://www.threads.com/@deadmau5/post/DUe2Ynijaap PS- anyone from threads reading this post and you know we lit, feel free to DM me. you know who you are

WRONG

FIN!

i enjoy watching this guy overanalyze the crap out of pokémon. i have no idea what’s going on, but the vibes are top tier

I like that.