Sandhu

I don't have madona-whore complex. It doesn't make me horny right away. But man I badly feel attracted to aggressive and confidant girls and tomboy with short hairs. I've a full folder of these sort of pictures. I watch porn featuring this type of girls. I'm heterosexual and am attracted to other type of girls too but this type is my weakness.

I'm a stalker? I like stalking. But why?

I smell Baby

I would say it's a fantasy to escape reality. You can check that: If you just desire for it and not love your life as it is = fantasy If you logically see it as a genuine solution for your worldly problem and for your fulfilment = It's a legitimate purpose to work for

So, don't be triggered. Don't reinforce your Islamic identity. I practice Islam for spiritual purposes yet I feel nothing bad about whatever anybody has to say about Islam because I do not identify myself as muslim anymore.

@gambler @thedoorsareopen Surprising that you guys are Ego fighting over religious matters on this forum.

Self Actualization journals are where privacy goes out of window. I read a lot of even sensitive info about members. It's heaven for stalkers tbh.

دل نا امید تو نہیں ناکام ہی تو ہے لمبی ہے غم کی شام مگر شام ہی تو ہے

It's not meaningful for me. Politics is a dirty survival business. I wish for the psychological development of my people and I'll surely work in that direction. Thanks, you highlighted a good point.

Nah, I don't take anything personally but yo do. See

@Princess Arabia Yes I'm that guy. What I think is wrong with you here is that you lack what I would say social intelligence. You need to put filters and restrictions to what you say here. You say your communication style is direct but the thing is it doesn't serve any good to you atleast here. It just shows you are uncaring and violating of unsaid good social norms. You should understand people do not come here just to socialize and fool around but there are serious people who expect much much better environment and self-awareness here.

@Princess Arabia I don't like how you often project and try to impose your twisted psyche and debate petty issues and biases. Something is off with you, I can't really pin point but I feel.

@Lyubov I often wander how much most westerns misunderstand the East and especially Muslims and Islam. Usually people of west don't have a good understanding of politics, values, cultures and life in east. But, for eastern people, usually very easy. I Don't understand why is it this way.

What I meant there was that sedentary lifestyle is hell for me. I know it too well that I can't fit in the society.

@Leo Gura 😁😁

@Nivsch your Israeli identity and supposed responsibility to defend your country overshadows your truth seeking. Though often times you provide good alternative perspectives.

Strange behaviour, maybe he is unstable mentally or some other reason. Instead of judging and guessing ask him straightaway. How bad could it be, he'll probably give you the right answer or some clue.

Don't know anything particulat about India, I'm from a muslim country

@Javfly33 WoW, so true.

@Princess Arabia Don't wait this long, it's detrimental.

@Jacob Morres I'm very grateful for the existence of Internet and what it offers. I'm looking forward to do something(freelancing) like that. I will get my old PC repaired at the end of this month though it'll cost 1/3 of my salary but I think it will be a great step. I tried to learn these online gigs in the past but for some reason sedentary and working on computer screen types of jobs is an idea of hell for me. I have little hope to be successful in these kind of jobs.

@El Zapato Migration is complex, and not all migrants fit this profile. Poverty, conflict and inequality drive migration not just individual characteristics.

'@MutedMiles Of course there are problems unique to every place and I don't expect to be extraordinarily happy after moving out to somewhere. I'm intimidated by the fundamental problems with society here like close-mindedness, red and blue SD stages, less opportunities etc. and especially the impact and conditioning of these things on my psyche. Learning from these things, integrating these things or finding blessings. These are bullshit things which will create net negative consequences for you. Grab the first opportunity you come across to get out of these places. Not to boast but I'm a gifted person intellectually and spiritually and being in this place with these small-minded people only frustrates me.

@mmKay I really loved your old profile pic.