Rafael Thundercat

I have plenty of friend from all ages. I dont sleep with them of course, but where do you took the ideia that a human being cant have relationship as friend with people from all ages?

That would be my answer. Some off the guys around me when I was with her were telling me to leave her and I could see that their unconscious motivation was envy. People can try to hide their prejudices, and Taboo situations are amazing to reveal what is going on inside them. Was beautifull to see the masks falling.

She hit on my first. Of course I could stop the course of events if I wish, but I am not the kind of person to stop the flow of events. Even if I end up learning some deep hard stuff in the way. Of course you would judge me as a creep, that is about you.

Some gifts are curses https://www.instagram.com/p/DfsDZrsEmL9/?img_index=2&dlrf=MWJ0aXB2NjAxNndrMw==

Watch thea movie Soul by Pixar.

This perspective. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfnbQ4Fz8py/?dlrf=ZjBzaXJrdnMyNXBh

The not so good side of Belonging is that who your surround yourself with may affect you, even in suble ways. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DezL-I6N_6z/?cplk=MTJ5cHMzeXRuOWFmcg==

Is MAGA over??

Also as we are talking about Alternative Medicine I worth contemplate this point here https://www.instagram.com/p/Dfn2MI6GprF/?vrfl=MWo2YXQ0engxZTVkaQ== The carrousel touch in the problem that we look for Medicine as a fix the problem but not fix the environment where the problem took place. I am living now the very example of what this Instagram post talks about. I was not long ago living in a Vila where there was much more Nature than City. Now in the last month I moved to a Big City and I can say the fumes and the unglyness of the City makes me sick. So is not just a question of eating healty, exercise and anything one can do individuality. That is what is under our control, the rest of the factors and not under our control, appart of moving out from the toxic environment.

I think this touch in the Topic of Belonging vs Not Belonging. Is a topic that keep coming to me. In one side there is this need that we in our unique way of being can contribute for the good of those around us. But will those around us accept and receive our gifts? Even if we use the best strategies to deliver it in a way that respect their boundaries of accept or not the gifts? Who never felt that the place their were living gave them no space for sharing themselves? So, Belong is tricky. We need it, but we never get it fully. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DWESHv4AImZ/?dlrf=MXl3aW9zYjZtb2xo Found this author who dive into this topic. Full audio book avaliable on YT

Last Date experience was with a 19 yr . I Am 45. So I can affirm that there was some people who got triggered, from her side of friends and from mine. From here side I could see some of the older friends trying to sabotage us. From my side the guys were not commenting a lot since they may not say a thing about something they also wish, a young woman. Overall my lesson in this relationship was that age may affect a lot of the dynamics. Of course there was some maturity clash between me and her. But we were able to have deep conversations. Some I dont even ever had with older woman.

This talk will be interesting. I would like this forum to be like Instagram where people could like our comments so we are reminded of the thread we got involved into. If is possible haha give like to this comment so I can come back here.

Historicaly what was the order of Hierarchy building upon each other. Ex: Today we have class levels. But one may intuit that long in human evolution past there was not Middle Class, Uper Class, there was just levels of Strength,Cleverness, Survival Strategies. Maybe Even Race sergregation was absent since the people were living in their own Geographic areas, maybe some Migration that caused interace encounters leading to fight or maybe collaborations. But i guess racism was not a thing long long ago. My point is, the first form of Domination must be the Hierarchy of Sexes. Males dominion upon Females and kids since they relatively were more Vulnerable ( females maybe can figth too but during pergnancy they are dependent. Of course the level of domination oven women in the pre-Historic times may not get to the point of what we see in the Handmaid Tale Series, but we can see that this gender war is present over the whole human History. Hierarchy being a pyramid is something that must be built. If so, there must be a pattern.

Oh @Leo Gura thanks for giving me hope haha

If the Chinese Spy would be like this one I would say he is not doing anything I would not. I Confess I have a crush for Asiatics. https://www.instagram.com/reel/DfcYDe1z5EP/?exln=MTdldmZjNWcwNnNkaA==

@shenanigans https://www.instagram.com/p/DfiDrPfEd27/?dlrf=ajNseHMyNzB3bzdw

You still dont understand what Decentering man is dont you? Imagine living your whole life living to subtly having men at the center of your decisions, to feel choosen and all the things done unconsciously in order to keep man satisfied? Well actually imagine the reverse, to do all this for woman? Is not a relief to be able to live a life where your sovereignty is independentent from woman approval? So if you would really feel how is to live that free, you would understand the girl. Is not about hate the men, is about stooping to live a life where the men are the center of some of ones decisions.

To a good chat. The sort of chat one cant have with the people in daily life. But I must admit that I still have people,not many, but some people that I can share some depth.

Some other Cruzades took part. Heretics got no mercy. I learned about this one in the Book The Caliban and the Witch by Silvia Federici. Page 69. This was the first attack in large scale againt the heretics and the first againt Europeans. Pope Inocencio III started in the Regions of Toulouse and Montpellier after 1209.

I am finishing the first Season and i dont know if I will keep going. There are some stuff to contemplate from it but obviously as a distopian serie the tension it brings can be felt in the system. Imagine to actually live is such Gileadean Society.

For those who watched or are watching this serie. I just Started and I am reading The Caliban and The Witch together with watching it. Also I am watching some YouTube Analisis of this series. The series touch a various array of topics many of those we discuss here about Politics,Human Corruption, Cults,Religion, Bias. And from the analysis of this video about how the Gilead Republic works we have the topic of Hypocrisy. The Hypocrisy we see in the Christianity circles. "Hypocrisy is largely unconscious. The hypocrite’s mind is not self-aware enough to see its own hypocrisy. When the hypocrisy is pointed out to it by outsiders, the mind is caught by surprise because it saw no hypocrisy there. So the mind gets defensive and tries to rationalize away the hypocrisy rather than owning up to it. Mind is so vast, subtle, and hairy that its hypocrisy goes unseen, because it is hard for the mind to keep track of all of its positions and beliefs. It is easy to see hypocrisy from outside, it is very difficult to see it from inside. The mind does not have conscious access to all its positions, utterances, and beliefs at once. Thanks to this, hypocrisy has plenty of room to hide in the shadows of the mind. Being a hypocrite is automatic, by default, unconscious. Not being a hypocrite requires lots of self-reflection, which is tedious, boring, and threatening. The more conscious I become, the more hypocrisy I see in myself. It is unpleasant to catch one's own hypocrisy because one doesn't think of oneself as a hypocrite. Seeing one's own hypocrisy is ugly, but it is healthy because you can't fix what you can't see.

There are a lot of books from Historians telling the history of the misfits,the rebelious, the ones who where part of the resistance. If one look for one find it.

@Lyubov a good contrast is good to know how to give value to things.

I call it, feeling your own Gravity. Sometimes when High in Space Cookies for example, I dont feel this gravity. I mean I feel my body but the state my consciousness is into is so up that I feel like floating or in a more flow state that I even forget mortality. In contrast the feeling of density.

I urge anyone interested in this topics to really read the work of Silvia Federici. The woman took decades researching the connection of the Rise of capitalism with the way woman bodies where treated. Is impossible to understand history ignoring the woman in it. Her book the Caliban and the Witch is the missing link in the understanding of capitalism and the myth the capitalism was naturally risen from Feudalism. No, capitalism was a counter-revolution that destroyed the possibilities that were emerging from the antifeudal figths- possibilities that in case could be realized, would avoid the imense destruction of lifes and natural space that was the mark of the advance of capitalistic relations in the world.