Rafael Thundercat

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  1. I dont follow or pay her anything. Just check her writings for the sake of listening diferent point of view. Even with a girl or woman who use onlyfans to make money one can learn something.
  2. Great clash of two sides The video is about the topics of how sexual Revolution was not so great for women, this is the point Perry try to defend and the other side with some nuance we have Aella, this girl that among other things makes her life from Onlyfans. And make some interesting surveys on Twitter and her humble page. I particularly like her style, curiosous free and well, the interview will be interesting for those who like to see the nuances in this topic of sexuality. I came to this video via Aella Twitter and a nice Documentary where Aella is triping on LSD. See below. The video is pretty Intimacy experience and I like the realness of it . This shows a bit of the liberated vibe of Aella This is a small Doc where Aella trip LSD. What I loved in the video was the vunerability felt sense of it. I resonate because when I have Srooms if very similar the embodied erotic rawness I get when triping. I could even say that is not even a psychedelic journey for me but more a deep embodied primal journey.
  3. Yes, addiction in porn is a thing and much better to have real skin to skin interactions than masturbate to a screen, but check this woman and the concept she is bringing to the arena. This was recomended by a girl I sometimes hang out and that is exploring the sexual realms
  4. @Vlad_ one day I licked a smelly one, and I kind of like it. I was high on truffes and even got visions while doing it. I don't know, I kind of like exquisite favors and aromas, so for me if dont make me vomit is ok. So yeah, try different flavors.
  5. Maybe Aella would be better match, the girl have a veryyy openmind https://aella.substack.com/p/the-identity-of-tits
  6. You can contact Aella for a date. Seriously, in the end of the post you can subscribe for casual sex with her. Hehe, the questionary is amazing. https://aella.substack.com/p/the-identity-of-tits
  7. I think among other reasons this Tate event is a consequence of this escapist world view that one can extract from the system to later escape the system or to be like a parasite that survive from the host and think that can create a paradise separated from the host while still extract from it. I am talking about the earth and our relation to it Nice to videos related
  8. @Alex bAlex Jesus man, I sorry for you, this was a disaster story. A real sign that you better trip Solo.
  9. @Eternal Unity good one to say to a girl in a party. Hey you may not be my twin flame but you are hot.
  10. @SharingKnowledge but you know that rapé will not make a good trip, is a body feeling that comes and goes fast, but it grouits you when your thoughts are confuse.
  11. Every one can have their own different list of what one need to be or do to earn respect. For exelample for me if a person men or woman keep coming with double standards, sneakyness and manipulation they lost credit with me in a fair amount, and I try to not contact to much with them or ignore completly in case the situation is super toxic. In the end of the day is up to you as Leo said to come up with you list of what a women need to do or be to earn your respect, if you dont want to give for free is up to you to set up the terms and conditions of the negociation, or just dont do bussiness with someone you feel is not deserving your time and energy. Let go and follow your path.
  12. Today I had a coffee with a guy that was asking coins in the parking lot, I was with someone in the car and this person said " Oh shit there is coming that guy to ask coins" and I said " let the guy alone, dont give coins if you dont want" Me and the person were going to different places so I felt a curious instinct to go talk with the guy, his name I came to know is Bruno. So I told him " Hey do you want to drink a coffee? And he said yes, and we had a normal talk and took our paths. I said one of these days if I am around I come to him to have a time again. I dont feel I was emphatic no more that when I drink a coffee with my relatives. The thing is the intention behind the action, the subtle feeling of "oh yess I am a good person". For what use this feeling have? If you ask a dude in your dreams to drink a coffee with you, would you feel rigtheous about your deed?
  13. Rapé, also called by the Yawanawa and Huni-Kuin tribe by the name Rumã is not exactly to enlightenment. Before anything, remember that it contains Nicotine, so although some people say like " Oh, I stoped smoking, now I use tabaco as the real way to use" they are simply bullshiting thenselfs and rationalizing the new sacred addiction. So, use it but with intention and moderation. For me personaly make no sense to use it out of ceremonial space and if I dont have ayahuasca in my body. Rapé is meant to be used in union with Ayahuasca, the amazonian call Ayahuasca "Uni" , so Uni and Rumã form a good pair. Uni they say is the enchanter, and is clear to see why, you have vision and can get high on it. Sometimes one get to high and Rapé is used to ground the person in the body, and of course this ground can cause vomit, so Rapé is used to induce the vomit is case the person is having difficulty to release. But there are cases where the medicine is not manifesting and a good blow of Rapé from a healer can open the medicine and instead of ground the person will start to have visions. In my view is like the Rapé work as a exciter of the ayahuasca, like when you stick a snake with a stick. Is you will use out of ceremony I recomend to use only at nigth before sleep , as they say "to have good dreams". Is good to take a good bath, clean the nose well before use Rapé otherwise you will blow the dirt stuff together with the Rapé. Pay attention to not do it when you have your belly full of food, you may purge. I did it before a nice bow of porrige and I wasted the porrige. If you do it many times during the day you will feel lazy and without libido, in other words" so grounded that you even lack creativity" think of rape as the oposite of Weed, weed give you ideias and have an airy spirit, is a flower. Tabaco is a bush that no bug can eat, is a pesticide, in you nose it work as a cleaner of thoughts. When the indians serve it they say that is to clear the mind, the virus thoughts. So, better use not so much. Be aware to keep it aways closed in a container where no humididy enter,otherwise is will lose the potency. Also wash your hands before use and make sure is very dry. Blow in both noses the same quantity and wait it to run by itself, dont try to clean before you feel it running down with mucous from both nostrils. If you use to much you can reach a point that the Rapé stop running out. Is like you had ruined the natural way you nose produce mucus. This is my experience. I stoped with Rapé because I felt was not making sense anyome to do something without clear intention. In a way we should do nothing just because. I have ayahuasca, iboga,Bufo,San Pedro and Kambo with me but I rarely use. This are medicines. Use if you feel there is a sickness you need to heal.
  14. I am looking for a simple way to smoke my Bufo flakes. I was thinking about creating my on device the one called "the machine" but I think something more ligth that I can deposit in a special container before blow would be better. Do you experienced guy think that this pipe below would be good to use? In this case I would put the medicine in the entrance emeshed in a steel wool. Ideias?
  15. If you meet Buddha in you way to God kick him in the ass and keep going.
  16. Sometimes I do this simple meditation to myself when I start to enter in conceptual confusion: Ok,you can sit here and conceptualize as you wish about what is God and coming with pre-digesested answers that God is Infinity,Shiva,Brahama,All in One, one in all... blablabla.. you name it.. but first to enter in this conceptual game, remember that You are. You are and this bubble you see around You in moving, talking,shitting,working, all this and You included.. What is this? What is You.? Try to make this without coming up with a pre-digested concept or parroting stuff you had learn in your formation. You even must first Be in order to elaborate if something is worth pursuing or not.
  17. God don't force anything on you, forcing anything on you would make God a Andrew Tate being, but ironicaly Andrew Tate is God, is existence is Infinity, the same as my cat and Infinitely more.
  18. @The Blade Do your home work bro. I am doing psycadelics for around 6 years, everymonth. I watched all Leo videos, some of the most foundation ones more than one time, I had read many Osho books,Zen masters,Buddha shit, and observing my fucking mind since teenagehood, having a lot lucid dreams and contemplating on how can these dreams be possible or explained. Some people here probably are working on this more time and devotion than I do. If you are making a calculation of your time or if this journey will be worth the effort, I just can say I am 42 and I still fell I have a lot to learn or unlearn and a lot to let go and surrender, because as far as I can predict, in the rigth time Total Surrender will be only option, resistence will be useless.
  19. ."All creatures are pure nothing. I do not say that they are a little something, or anything at all, but that they are pure nothing" I was reading some lines of the work of this Meister Eckhart. Someone tell me of this guy was not doing some strong psycadelic or other form of consciousness work because what he say about God is not what an usual Christian say. "The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love." Meister Eckhart, Sermons of Meister Eckhart I posted this while listening Leo pointing that parroting other people insigths is not good enogth, since all spiritual truths must be derived by oneself and not via drinking from second hand insights of death people hehe
  20. Ok bro, I had kambo and I decided to try your "new way to use it" by putting the goo in the nose. Yes, you feel the same effects that one feel when they drink water, but because there is no water in the stomach one dont vomit. I felt the sudden arousal and heart beat fast and some of the pressure in the head, but then when I took out my finger with the little ball from my nose the effect subside. But I felt that was starting to burn the skin of my nose so I would not recomend this people here. I also had put with the finger in the inside part of my mouth and I hold it to wait the poison to enter via mucosa. I felt the samr that I felt from the nose and same that I feel when I put in the burning dots normally. Of course I washed my mouth with a lot of water previous to putting the poison there. So my point here is, for me this way have no real use and can even be warmfull to the body.