Rafael Thundercat

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  1. Ok, lets bring the issue to the ground level a bit. Not imaginary abstractions of infinity and all. yes we can go to see a nigth sky and see the imensitude of space and realise it dont limits itself to anything at all, is boundless and include all bounds in it. Sometimes the question for me is not to Imagine what infinity is but to understand on How such Infinity can reduce itself into something finite as for example a Man in a fast-food eating a very greasy burger. I did a image to help. Meditate on this next time you go to eat out. Find the Most horrendous scene of Glutonary and try to realise How can that too, be infinite reduced to form? And of course is moving is a process, since the man eating the burger is not static, all his being is a constant flux of inner operations, all to keep that creature alive. eating, drinking, shiting and doing all he do, infiniti reduced to a life that can go on till a limit of 40,50,70,80 years, well maybe not so long to that guy but still a short time inside infinity.
  2. One may think that is impossible to be Handsome and Lonely. But I will tell you one thing: Once I was trying to atract a women and was all in Vain till one day she told me : I am atracted by ugly men!! Handsome man I despise! So couterintuitively in order to atract her I would need to become more ugly and carelss with my apperance. Maybe Handsome guys suffer the same tragedy of many Super Beautifull woman, of being judged by their looks and having a hard time to be recongnized by other qualities: These comments in the comment section say it all : In my early 20s, I returned to college after I going from 315 pounds to 210 pounds through years of training. I also got a solid tan from my summer job, quality clothes, kept/ built muscle and kept my teeth clean. I earned a reputation as a “hot guy” when I returned to college, but it then became the loneliest time of my life. Guys didn’t laugh at my jokes and it felt like more and more guys were sizing me up or talking shit behind my back. Women who I knew would look away and appear on guard when I was around, and people stopped smiling at me. Oddly enough, more women than I expected would start to look at me with a kind of insecure frown- like I reminded them of some high school crush they couldn’t date. Suddenly, since I hung out with the artistic crowd, I became a kind of target for everyone’s insecurities. Which is weird because I grew up as the funny fat kid with glasses. But imagine if Chris Farley suddenly looked like Chris Hemsworth in Thor- the jokes just don’t work anymore. It was a massive eye opening experience where suddenly I realized that attractive people get judged WAY more than the average person. So @DannyVera, I know EXACTLY what you are talking about
  3. This deserves a episode on its own called : How to Survive a Solopsistic Experience The problem is for Who will you ask for Help in the How to Process and the Integration steps? To Others (Ironic)
  4. @Breakingthewall Made your argument more readable: Limits are impossible, therefore reality is infinite. If reality is infinite, everything that appears in it is infinite, since any fragment of the infinite is in turn infinite. A snot from your nose, or a thought, are infinite. Absolutely everything you see or perceive is infinite, therefore, it is the totality and exists in itself. Everything you do not see, and cannot even imagine, is also infinite and exists as the totality. You are having an experience, therefore, limits are being created. Since you are infinite, the conclusion is obvious that these limits are apparent; they are a form. Therefore, the experience itself is apparent—let's say an illusion. If there is one illusion, there are infinite illusions. Therefore, reality is form and non-form at the same time, since form, even though it is an apparent limitation, is inevitable. Enlightenment is perceiving yourself beyond form, opening yourself to the total reality that is the substance of all that exists and that is the source of your existence as apparent concrete experience and your ultimate nature. The no-form is immutable; if there were any mutation, it would be form, appearance.
  5. Well, you are not bad. Better find another excuse because if you are well dressed, smell good and go out probably the only factor needed is GAME.
  6. Same lifepath as Trump did. Started as a caricature and the fans made him even more caricate
  7. Today I dreamed I was constructing a woman in a tablet screen. I was dabbling in the Boobs size: Big,medium or small? Then suddenly someone covered the tablet with a towel saying: Hey cover this!! There are kids here in the room!! Even in dreams,dream characters are moralists. I had created moralists to keep myself in check.
  8. This video about Alien civilazation and all the assumptions and rationalization and Hops tha need to be jumped to either create a civilization or find one somehere in the Gakaxy makes me question even more: Is not much easier to create a very Real illusion of a human life being lived in a certain Era with Father Mother Sibilings Culture etc.. and and Ideia of Selfhood? What would be better to go step by step for a long TIME or to make Directly on SPOT, a REal Virtual Reality for oneself with many self channels to interact with?
  9. Impossibe. TRUMP is selling street food somewhere in Lybia. https://www.instagram.com/reel/C7em6PUtGuZ/?igsh=Z2EwZGY2NWp6ZnVm
  10. People of this Forum, I am nobody to defend Leo and he dont need my defense but I remember in his last video about being wrong when he gave a thanks of Gratitude for comments on his videos coming from people that had their lifes changed by the content. So I feel that yes, is ok to bring objections to the table etc.. but lets remember to be greatefull for the teachings. From my side I feel nothing Leo said in any of his content became a obstacle to my way or Realization, since is obvious that borrowed wisdom dont equate wisdom, insigth and direct experience gained alone. Imagine that you were the ones to record such video and all the work demanded to reach such insigths, would you like to listen all this yadayada ? When we encounter generosity the minumum we can do is to say : Thank You!! So I want to personally say to Leo: Thank you for releasing all your content and not holding back Truth.
  11. I dont know if @Someone here had any contemplation on Solopsism prevoius to your video. From my side I just can say that your video was not any surprise to me, of course the way it was presented was but the Core insigth of It I carry with me since my 14 years old. From that to now was a constant work on keep remembering. In some ocasions I hit it again and again, and people think that is diffcult to hit it because is complex and demands thiking a lot, but the truth is that is difficult to hit it because is subtle, is a sense that is slipery as trying to hold egg with a fork. And at same time can be scary so one must get use with the Terror, even to enjoy it .
  12. But thanks for this thead : this song is good to dance :
  13. When this Guy appears in the Video it make it clear that is a shtick
  14. But You heard of it and if you watched the episode you cant unwatch it. Leo incited the ideia on our mind and boomm. you are doomed. Now either you prove it by yourself or keep bitching and moaning forever on the Forum. From my side I prefer to keep testing again and again to prove to myself if Solopsism is or not True. I am doing for 7 years ready and I will keep doing for my whole life.
  15. better than solopsistic talks
  16. This debates of Solopsism are so reduntant that If you wish to turn off a girlfriend libido send her here to read all this Horseshit. This thread is dry like the vagina of a rattlesnake in the desert. Gosh Guys, go live a bit of your Solopsistic ASses. Here are some Onions Dreaming some Onions for all you Potatoheads
  17. I called my Mother after reading this and she told me that she still exists. Is she blackpilling me? HAHA
  18. Solopsism threads is like the Actualizer version of Champions League, guys are addicted on it. Hoping they can reach it by blablablablabla
  19. I think is always this recurrent question and tendency to ground Reality unto Something or Someone Nice to review old blog posts : https://www.actualized.org/insights/a-taste-of-absolute-infinity Quote " Watch the video again, focusing your mind on the fact that the fractal is groundless. Then look up from your screen, look around your room, and try to see that your visual field is equally groundless. Don’t think about it, but do it! That is enlightenment." People wish new insighs when the old ones and basic ones are so revealing : https://www.actualized.org/insights/hidden-in-plain-sight
  20. not the intent of this thread to go to Meta like that, since we know this is not possible in baseline awareness so easy. My initial intent with this post is more pratical and therapeutical, for example, imagine one is so Identified with being shy and he cant imagine not being shy and he wish to shift his whole daily life experience in social settings, he need to have a shift in many levels so he can actualize his new identity as being social and funny and all what being social involve. Let God realization for especial occasions and threads specific for it. There is more to life than being Identified with the Cosmos.
  21. In a chess if you checkmate someone you could be able to explain how you did it. So explain how you cornered Leo with that argument? Where did you checkmate him?
  22. Ayahuasca was not working in me anyome, I was in a circle and people where having strong process and I was sober. But then I realised that in a row of 6 months I was using it periodicaly so I go a sort of Immunity or adaptation and also there was energy blocks on me that was stoping the effects to manifest. I Did a Kambô session on myself and the medicine started to make effect again. The problem of a substance not making effect is simply because the expiration date is over or because the user need to detox a little bit more.
  23. Dont you realise that Leo can blackpill you in his present consciouness level as human. When "we" use language is quasi impossible to not blackpill ourselfs and other since we need by necessity use dualistic notions. In a certain level of Consciouness is even impossible to look to a glass of water or to another person. I was I situations with Ayahuasca where I could not move or open my eyes, almost like a bigger being was there telling me " Dont move!! Focus!! and Dare me if I moved or lost Focus, I would Purge as a miserable and would come back to baseline again. If you ever get to this point one day You will see that in that moment there is nobody to use as a helper, there is only you alone facing Truth, you never will have an Awakening here talking in a Forum. Awaken in your Room Alone.