Rafael Thundercat

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  1. I told you only that I would not wrestle for 10 years for one topic, I would go deep in a trip to see if I could reach a deep understanding of it. But this topic you wrestle is not of my interesst, I prefer to wrestle in the Nature of Other, on the duality of this here and that out there (Me -other) in my experience, and with time try close more and more the gap bewteen it. Even a subjective ideia in my mind still I keep the curiosity observation that subtly I divide the me being recognizant of and idea floating in a sort of "somewhere" inside what one call skull, but see, trying to locate a subjective "thing" in a local is a very weird action. Rigth now The computer "in front" of "me" I can say is a relative objective "object" outside of me, So I can call my friend in another room to come and confirm that he is observing the same thing that I am observing. and He will confirm, yes I also see a computer (So computer this complex shape, colors and functions is a commom experience for both, me and my friend, but my friend is also another "something" inside my experience, so I can call another friend to confirm that he also see the same that I see... well I could go all around the world asking confirmation that all others see the same I see... I could find a way to take hundreds to space and all of us would confirm we all see a planet from the window of our ship...but is all those experiments I would be again and again the one experiencing everything.... So.. Where this confirmation game would stop?? Who would I appeal to confirm me and all others observing the same planet floating in the dark?? Who will you appeal to confirm to you that all you ever had experimented till now is always you experiencing phenomenas that you tag as happening outside of you to you check this little girl discovering her self for the first time : https://www.instagram.com/reel/C7GHr90uzPM/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA== Rigth now I am conscious of the sound I am listening music in the earphones,a subtle pain in my back while I sit in the chair, the taste of food I had eat, my breath, my body inside this bubble of forms,colors,temperature,protoception and much more I would take eons to keep describing. Yes I can be wrong about many subjective topics but I keep trying to bring the awareness to this bubble again and again since this is the Universe I am inserted in, I yes, I am aware of a lot of duality that I need to use when I write, and this is totally ok in the current level of ordinary consciouness. Reality is unescapable. Objective,Subjective or Realative Objective , in any way Consciouness is prevalent Ps: I I listening this Song And For more Consciouness awareness you may again watch this Gold one, In case you didnt.. Disclousure: I had saw my own Face in a Mirror in a Lucid Dream and in many instances in Ayahuasca Visions. Imagine, to see Your face inside Yourself!! But I ask myself , If I go now to a mirror where am I seeing my Face reflected? Outside myself or inside Myself ? Are me Objective Truth? Subjective? Relative Objective?
  2. Tripy Song, When You realise you are God
  3. I cant buy yet this book, but I feel that could be a good reading. I added to my wish list. sharing in case someone may be able to read it and share insigths. https://www.perlego.com/book/3507570/the-social-ontology-of-capitalism-pdf The Social Ontology of Capitalism Daniel Krier, Mark P. Worrell This book addresses core questions about the nature and structure of contemporary capitalism and the social dynamics and countervailing forces that shape modern life. From a robust and self-consciously sociological framework, it analyzes and interrogates such issues as the nature of the social, the power of the sacred, the nature of authority, the problem of representation, reification, alienation, utopia, and collective resistance. Historical materialism reveals that the scope of productive functions is broader than the crude realism of economism.
  4. If I would be wrestling for a decade on a topic I would for sure have some deep psycadelic dedicated with intent to get insigth on it. I dont want to reccomend it for you since I dont know your personal situation but reflect about it. 10 years can be used to dismantle a lot of questions.
  5. @LSD-Rumi You are surely not around the same woman I am, or you are just making a big generalization and projection of your own Bias over Thousands of unknown people. Stop Lying.
  6. he goes some instagram Woman Who Are teaching Top Wisdom About True Womanhood, Not Maiden or Toxic Femininity But to be a Woman Who devote to a Wordly Integrated Man. You will not Find there woman in a Pub or Club, they are Living Happy with Kids,Family in Nature or in a city just taking care of their lifes. @alexasunshinerose @sheleanaaiyana @mythic.feminine @feminine_eros @untamedandunashamedpodcast @embodyjaguar @paige.radice There is a whole movement for women came back to the natural flow of being in their feminine energy and let go of the lies of Feminism who told them that Men are Dangerous and ect.. They are trying to heal the Maiden Trauma many girls and women carry from the way they had been treated by men and condicioning from Modern Society. Of course Man have their own healing to do and face the Shadows but there are Many Women returning to their essence. But dont expect to find them so easily.
  7. I was looking for the concept of Reification on Youtube and found some nice videos and also This Channel that use Trump as a model to study the trickery of mind. The proff that you can even use a Crooked as a way to learn and undertand. Maybe Trump was born for this Purpouse, to show how deep self deception can go. Lets take advantage of this gift from God. Hehe
  8. For Stage Blue dont go to a fundamentalist Church, Just look for sources of Wisdom Around Dicipline, even in Buda 8 fold path Moral Dicipline come first because if you ignore the Moral Code you may become a Zen Devil conflating Absolute to Justify your Wrong Doings, Rigth View, Rigth Speech,Rigth Deeds,Rigth Livinghood. 19? You still have time to Grow a lot
  9. @Oppositionless I also had good time learning from it. The style of speaking of the Guy annoys me but I am a sort of person that can sometimes be able to listen if the topic really interest me
  10. The trap of living by quotes of death masters from long time ago. Like trying to run a old vintage video game on a new device like Playstation or Xbox. Unless one have a good emulator there will be problems.
  11. Translate that comment to human understanding, please.
  12. Thank you for this Gold MUSIC WOW
  13. Clash of Spiral Dynamic Stages
  14. I Think I need to Clean up my Guts. Do Any one here have a Pdf,website or Videos with a Full Protocol to do it Alone at Home? Open to Ideias
  15. For any release of energy suply there will be a certain kind of living being or energetic being "entity"who thrives on that supply or drink from it. Look for information about Succubus and Incubus Entities. Of course moderation on that topic. I am still in study about how truthfull is all this about Succubus, but I had noticed in my dreams the kind of beings I meet if I had masturbated using a Fanatasy Image instead a real woman connection. Is said that you get Succubus Attachment when you masturbate to Porn, AI figures,Imaginations on your mind. Succubus is a energetic Frequency that feeds on the orgasm you have while masturbating to Porn, it makes a connection with your groins and keep seducing you for more so it keeps feeding on your lifeforce. Make Your Study. As far as I can say I ready saw this seductress in Psycadelic Visions. Universe is a jungle with space for many Parasites, some live in your Gut and others can be more frequency and Subtle.
  16. By the end of the video the lecturer guide his insigths towards the comminucation aspects of agreession like Sarcasm,Cinism, Mockery,Unconsideration.AKA as Violent Communication. So taking a hide on Leos last Video, let contemplate here about examples and intricate ways of how we are agressive in our way to communicate and even more subtle ways of being agressive. One of the ways that I keep in revision is trying to not imposse my system values unto others. Easy said than done since I live surrounded by people that have their own values and try to imposse over me values that are not alligned with Goodness,Health,Love and Truth. Is my values perfect? So is very paradoxal, not being agressive but at same time not becoming a doormat for ignorance.
  17. I meet this guy in a instagram service that aims to teach to be more autenthic in your media posting. Searching for his Youtube Lectures I found this amazing one about Understandings on the roots of Agreesion,Suffereing and How Agreession in not exactly a human natural Drive. He explain it better in the video. I think for a long time that society suffers a lot for not understanding and make a deep study of this thing that we deal everyday and what is behind all war,genocide and more. Hope it brings undstanding for you as is bringing for me
  18. Probably many people in this Forum are like this, the sort of people who have a vast range of interests, focusing in some single important aspects of live but able to study and understand many fields. Well at least this is what made me come into this work and what made me watch by now all Actualized content and many other channels, books, and materials. How some of you navigate your capacity to have multiple interests?
  19. What if I am a wholesome person and I have in front of me a men violently abusing a child and I have a pistol in my hand? Shot the man would be me acting from lack state of from Love for the child and to Free her from that situation? Extreme case yes but contemplate that one can be wholesome and still make actions that would sound terrible for many. This example came I think from a Old movie from Nicolas Cage who chasse and kill a abuse ring group. Live can sometimes present moral challenges that demand one to be fast in making value decisions. I never had extreme ones but I keep aware that some day I may need to make such choices.
  20. The video of a woman complaning about how happy she is and still lonely when viral and of course Youtubers love to use this to re-create their own POV over the topic. Is just a local trend or a epidemy?What do you think? There are more unseen forces behind this social phenomena or simply both Gen Z Man and Woman that have to many options and because of this get sloopy in relationship development? Also, be aware of the trap of exposing life for all to see online, some stuff better to be processed alone or with a therapist or in a safe container instead of purging out for the show of the world. Nuance here, maybe some people enjoy doing this live purging or is doing this to bring awareness of the situation.
  21. True as far as psycadelics are working for me. Help to Show the Way but the Ground Work is done day by day.
  22. Freedom to shot someone in their skull and Loving it while doing it. This I as far as Freedom and Love can go. Distrorted way of both but you would ask: Who to stop that sort of use of Freedom and Love? Some other who value Freedom to Put someone in Jail and Loving to do it to keep the ones who would possibiliy be killed safe. At least for some time. I can stop remembering Leos words "Truth will Kill you" or something like " Death by Truth and Love.
  23. Freedom from Other?
  24. True. In my experience I mix contemplations from Leo with my own and try to Be open to new sources of perpective, and with time some perspectives reveal to be more alligned with reality than others since perspectives come from fragements of the whole. For example I composse music and with time by listening to songs from Yorubá african Traditions I started to compose them using they way of representing forces of Nature in a Mytic Divinities set, Yemanja is the Ocean, Oxum the River Waters and so for all the other forces. Them I came to me: Why am I using this personalizing Names to convey Sea,Earth,Rivers? I can simply sing the normal Name that everyone undertand today and not from old animist stage Purple times. Due to my study of Gebser Work and SpiralDymanics I made this suble shift in my composition.
  25. This is a nice experiment. I will try