Rafael Thundercat

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  1. In my experience normaly something meaninfull is equated with something usefull for me. My belongings are meaningfull because there are stuff I can do or plan to do with them. As soon as they cant be of no use they lose their meaning, they are still existing but they stay in the side, or i give away. Of course it cant be applied to people but at sane time one must ask: Why my girlfriend is meaningfull for me? Why she in particular and not another? Also for topics and beliefs and principles of life we hold close to our soul. Why we take one topic as meaninfull and other topics as BS or trash. And even when you say something is ulterly BS you still are giving meaning to to or de-meaning it. Meaning is tags we put on things. My mom Vagina have no particular meaning for me. Strike me why this is the case. Also Mórmon Doctrine. In the past I use to give meaning for some shit that make no sense to me today, like God being an Exalted man living in a star named Kolob. For what use such nonsense? But in the past this ideia was meaningfull to me, I held that one day after being a good member I also would become an Exalted God, inpregnating hundreds of celestial wifes. And creating a planet for myself and my kids. The mórmon caliphate.
  2. I feel dream start to be a misused term, because normaly people take a dream as something eerie that happens at nigth and that lack coherence. Bur reality is hypercoherence, Infinite coherence. Is good to remember that solopsism is not a denial of the very flesh and bones that you use to write in you phone, is about check what is actually this very hands holding the phone. I dont like to use the word "dream" anyomore. Is childish, you learned the word dream and how did you became aware that you have dreams at nigth?when was the first time you came to someone as a child and told them : Hey I had a dream tonigth! Can I tell you? See, you was informed in some point that this thing happening at nigth is dream, this distinction called dream came. If you had nobody telling you about dreams when young, how would you know what a dream is?
  3. Emptiness is form, form is emptiness
  4. I could say it was a piece of cheese. Language is needed here. What I mean is to hold anything and observe raw. If you ever did this experiment you must know what I am talking about. Making objections is the easy part.
  5. hold a piece of fruit like a peach you are eating and ask: What is this?? Is a powerfull spiritual practice
  6. Once in an ayahusca journey I was so deep in the manifestation state and that day I was using a sunglass during the ceremony, yes a sun glass just because I wish it to be more dark than usual, the candles in the room were disturbing my visions. So,, one moment I touched my glass, and in that moment I had a subtle tougth "Glasses" not the word glasses but the intention of it. In that moment thousand glasses appeared in my visions, circulating like in a advertisement video. I was aware in that moment that sunglasses were not something created by humans, is a figment of consciousness, same with every face you see everywere including your own face with every aspect a face can have. Imagine an Infinite library of figments
  7. I can see what you dont desire to admit. That a demon would be a sort of "another" or Other with its own mind and plans to posses and cause harm to the host. Again, if you meet a Jaguar in the Jungle, the Jaguar will hunt you, and eat you alive. You can say later that the Jaguar was just a form of Other and an imagination from your mind, but in that moment it act as an other and that other just see you as food, if it had no bussiness with you it would follow its way like you have no substance to it. Anyway. It just make sense if you ever had an experience. I will not be here trying to proof something to people. End
  8. This one is important to integrate if one wants to understand how cat infinity is possible " Quote" This is what's real this is as close to reality as you can get there is no closer no amount of science or religion or reading books or hearing lectures or watching videos will ever get you closer to reality than looking at your hand right now that's as close as you can get if you can't get this you're lost there's no hope for you you can't do consciousness work you can't do spirituality you can't do personal development if you can't get this that's how important this is For me everytime I feel I got to far in concept I keep bringing back to this. Why? Because I wish an Embodied Awakening and not just talk show. Talk show is easy.
  9. @Javfly33 Keep teaching us , we are enjoying. Meow
  10. Luckly Infinity dont give ears to you, otherwise...It would miss some detail. But look, the devil are in the detail.
  11. With logic is hard to get there. You need to observe a cat or a chair and keep there unmovable till you realize that is "That" what is that poping up in your consciouness, and even the concept what is "your" consciouness need to be questioned. The subject-object tendency is so powerfull and so subtle that the logic mind cant do it. And we are talking about realizing just a cat. Imangine to realize it with whe whole shebang. Logic to to linear, this thing need to be grasped at once, is really like being strike by a thunderbolt, so imediate that you only have time to say Holy Fuck!! One you see it is hard to unsee, and hard to repeat the experiement because is the suble of suble. This is the problem with this work, is that there will not be trumpets, is so subtle, for me is almost like when one realise one is in a lucid dream, and the landscape in from of you is just there, and you have no ideia how can that be possible.
  12. It looks like this Forum was hijacked by High School boys.
  13. No only because of this. Again you are conflating When? You never had an awakening of what is Time dont you? infinity stop dreaming??? Universe ending?? Better go finish you High School homework.
  14. the Truth is that you dont need to belive or even see a bacteria to feel its effects on you and neither a demonic entity. And to be fair, most people never saw an actual bacteria in their whole life, and still they get infected and even die from it. Same with entities, you dont need to belive to be affected, is not like this things in possesion movies that "if you dont belive it cease to exist or dont catch on you. Is even better that people dont belive so they can act in stealth mode. The most cure example I can give is a person under effect of some hard drug. The person can commit atrocious acts, semi-conscious of what they are doing or even unconcious, almost like the soul left and another soul took control like a puppee master. A empty vessel is an oportunity for any other "entity" to make room for itself, or even many at same time. Again, if you never saw someone possesed in front of you , you have no reference point to understand it. I used to think this thing was woo woo, till the day I saw possesion in front of me. I could not even talk with the guy. A normal adult speaking gibberish like and idiot, totally lost. and after the effect of the Ayahusca passed he was back in his self. Some people are more vunerable to this stuff than others, the reason I dont know, but I guess is the level of self ownership they have. Is important to be in the body, present and aware whenever you go on any group plant medicine work. But I think most guys in this forum dont do group medicine work and even to much psycadelic.
  15. Some people get happy by accumulating stuff. For short period of course. But once you become aware of some stuff or some deep awakenings occur you get less attached with short term gratifications. Enjoy when they come but dont take as so fantastical as before. Yesteday I saw a man watching the Football on Tv and he was very anxious about it, almost like it was his own life on stake. When I see this now is like watching a child afraid of the boggey man under the bed.
  16. This may look out of context here, but if you are able to self-reflect you will understand. Is about balance. Too much into the head and you lose connection with other parts of inner work entails.
  17. Just the present moment is to reductive. Present moment can become an attachement is trying to fix the unfixable. You cant hold the present as well you cant hold a thought. You cant hold anything. Hold your breath as long as you can an see if in one moment you will be forced to exale.
  18. People trying to fool God. God is fool proof, luckly because otherwise any fool would fool God and ruin everything. You are God, there is no question about it. The question now is, can you be Human? Just fully human.
  19. OK MY FRIENDS. explain this. if Egypt is crazy, what about this in India??
  20. The ligth of one room turn on and turns of by itself. It happened to me in Brasil. No eletric shortage because the Fan was still working. The bathroom ligth just turned on by itself and turned off. I was alone in the Room
  21. Yes, I understand your concern, and truly one cant let some experiences turn into a pesecutory paranoia and so fort. But also to use Oneness and all is Love and Ligth conepts to deflect some energetics involved in this phenomena is also another trick. For example, is known that we co-regulate our nervous systems or sometimes de-regulate when in the proximity of some people and also if we live for a long period with some people we share the same dishes, cups, bathroom and end up ingesting bacterias from them and vice and versa, so we are always interacting in some way with our Ennviroment, and affecting and being affected by it. To deny this saying is all a dream in God Mind is for me a sort of spiritual bypassing, using one aspect of reality to deny another. For example, if you swin in a polluted lake, no amount of "Is all God" will save you from getting infected.