Rafael Thundercat

Some adults are stuck in developmental stages

Open this one to Harvest the power of community here on sharing good findings and insigths on the topic and practice of Shadow work I will share Bellow basic videos I feel give a Base of it : Remembering that Shadow work goes different for Men and Women. We both Have our own ways to be Toxic,Disfunctional and Have our own Shadows and Archetipal Forces that can be more or less Alligned.

I watch porn. And I am ok with that. Moderation of course and quality. I watch porn that teach me how to make good Lovemaking stuff. The videos I watch are very long and take time to escalate, usualy start with a long massage made by the men to the girl passing to him sucking her yoni then a slow penetration, deep penetration and sometimes in the end she blowing him and making massage on him and a devotion massage to his cock. So, If I watch something must be something that connects to the way I like my lovemaking is done. Dint watch violent sex if you dont connect with this.

You need to be Flirtatious, is that hard to understand???? Once you see the results you will not belive in this contemplations. What we need is not contemplation but practice. Go and Flirt, go and be playfull in charmy ways in nice ways in darky ways. Just dont be a Noob, a Neutral , woman love nuance, ambiguity, fun, emotions, movement

I used to watch Bernhard Guenther content in the past till the day I felt his vibe was to much negative and all this talk about Dark Forces and Hyperdimentional Beings etc.. and was to much Woo Woo to me and Fear Mongering But after many experiences where I saw some of this beings face to face I start to think maybe is better to get some understanding about this paradoxical theme. After all we all know that in a Jungle there are not Cute Bears bt also Alligators that can snatch you with no mercy, just because is the way they are. So I would apreciate feedback from member os this Forum. Attention, I am not Paranoid about this things, I just want to understand more about this. Since he say that these forces are on the work of Impede Awakening Looks like Guanther go search his insigths on his own experiences with his struggles with this Forces but he speak a lot about Sri Aurobindo, and in this video the speak about this Book in particular: The Hidden Forces Of Life https://motherandsriaurobindo.in/Sri-Aurobindo/books/compilations/the-hidden-forces-of-life/ some Snapshots from the Video so you see if is interesting to you. He end up speakin about the importance of real shadow work in order to clear the system from obstacles and so on. With occult forces what he mean is this: Many different people had talked abput the same with different tag words

No, I am inside a physical reality, you as far as my direct experience shows is only a pixalated picture of a guy with a white mark in his forehead and next to it I keep reading scribbilings. Nothing becomes available to you since there no more "you", if the snow ball melts , the snow ball cant grab any piece of more ice since is not more rolling down the mountain, Who are "you" without a sense of selfhood? When you was born, or when you think you were born, you recived a name, you didnt knew your name when you was born, you dont even remember to see your moms face, but you may assume her face was the first thing you saw when you came out from her womb. Consciouness is powerfull enogth in imagination that is able to summon up any face, infinite facial instantiations, one of that is the face of your mother, you dont remember how you had created your mother but you did it, and when suddenly you took yourself as being a individual, but if you observe you dont rememeber when you started considering yourself a individual. You put a cat in front of a mirror and the cat is afraid of the other cat in the mirror, it cant understand that is himself, but you, one day looked in the mirror and did the magic trick of recognizing that face as yours, yes, you created your own face to, and keep creating the same face again and again to give an impression that you are a continuous being, a human you say, but human is also a name you head from some other.

imaturity is to open such nonsense topic.

42, and still sometimes feel socialy anxious, not because of shyness of feelings of inferiority, but because I am more aware in who and what I spend my attention and energy. If I am in the middle of a buch NPC's and Unregulated Nervous System people I dont interact to much, safe my energy to my own. But if I feel I am in a safe enviroment and feel energic I can be very extrovert. Of course maybe because I am 42 the time and experience made me much more grounded in myself that is very difficult to be moved or care about whatever happens around me. Is important to take care of your diet and neurvous system balance. Sometimes I feel that when I lack minerals like zinc,potassium magnesium etc.. I dont want to intereact to much and overall when I am tired. There is less psychic energy and I dont even feel like looking people in the eyes. Is a great feeling to be around of likeminded people of course, so you need to find them. Or have fun with the Normies if is all you have.

Till the moment an Alligator appear and snatch them. AKA death.

In my experience normaly something meaninfull is equated with something usefull for me. My belongings are meaningfull because there are stuff I can do or plan to do with them. As soon as they cant be of no use they lose their meaning, they are still existing but they stay in the side, or i give away. Of course it cant be applied to people but at sane time one must ask: Why my girlfriend is meaningfull for me? Why she in particular and not another? Also for topics and beliefs and principles of life we hold close to our soul. Why we take one topic as meaninfull and other topics as BS or trash. And even when you say something is ulterly BS you still are giving meaning to to or de-meaning it. Meaning is tags we put on things. My mom Vagina have no particular meaning for me. Strike me why this is the case. Also Mórmon Doctrine. In the past I use to give meaning for some shit that make no sense to me today, like God being an Exalted man living in a star named Kolob. For what use such nonsense? But in the past this ideia was meaningfull to me, I held that one day after being a good member I also would become an Exalted God, inpregnating hundreds of celestial wifes. And creating a planet for myself and my kids. The mórmon caliphate.

I feel dream start to be a misused term, because normaly people take a dream as something eerie that happens at nigth and that lack coherence. Bur reality is hypercoherence, Infinite coherence. Is good to remember that solopsism is not a denial of the very flesh and bones that you use to write in you phone, is about check what is actually this very hands holding the phone. I dont like to use the word "dream" anyomore. Is childish, you learned the word dream and how did you became aware that you have dreams at nigth?when was the first time you came to someone as a child and told them : Hey I had a dream tonigth! Can I tell you? See, you was informed in some point that this thing happening at nigth is dream, this distinction called dream came. If you had nobody telling you about dreams when young, how would you know what a dream is?

Emptiness is form, form is emptiness

I could say it was a piece of cheese. Language is needed here. What I mean is to hold anything and observe raw. If you ever did this experiment you must know what I am talking about. Making objections is the easy part.

hold a piece of fruit like a peach you are eating and ask: What is this?? Is a powerfull spiritual practice

Once in an ayahusca journey I was so deep in the manifestation state and that day I was using a sunglass during the ceremony, yes a sun glass just because I wish it to be more dark than usual, the candles in the room were disturbing my visions. So,, one moment I touched my glass, and in that moment I had a subtle tougth "Glasses" not the word glasses but the intention of it. In that moment thousand glasses appeared in my visions, circulating like in a advertisement video. I was aware in that moment that sunglasses were not something created by humans, is a figment of consciousness, same with every face you see everywere including your own face with every aspect a face can have. Imagine an Infinite library of figments

I can see what you dont desire to admit. That a demon would be a sort of "another" or Other with its own mind and plans to posses and cause harm to the host. Again, if you meet a Jaguar in the Jungle, the Jaguar will hunt you, and eat you alive. You can say later that the Jaguar was just a form of Other and an imagination from your mind, but in that moment it act as an other and that other just see you as food, if it had no bussiness with you it would follow its way like you have no substance to it. Anyway. It just make sense if you ever had an experience. I will not be here trying to proof something to people. End