Rafael Thundercat

You beat a lot Leo, sometimes I even feelnI need to re-watch some fundamental episodes,because the mind so easily falls into complacency and forget basic things like " your hand is truth and thinking about your hand is fantasy"

For a moment felt like Tim Freke just broke Daniels Mind. There was silence, but was not silence, was Daniels mind trying to forge an answer, a model. Then Daniel started conceptualizing as usual. Is really true. One dont get Awake by talking with each other.

https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-171 Everyone here knows I am an ex Mórmon. Truly, was a big ordeal to get my mind clean from Mórmon BS, that in the end is just another version of Christianity Bullshit. Not just Bull shit but the whole Bull itself. A Bull one need to hold by the Horns, look into the eyes and say clear and soundly: Hey arrogant fake Bull, stop thinking you know any shit and sit down a bit to inquire into yourself. I used to speak about Jesus,Atonement,Getsemany, Sacrifice,Jesus payment to humanity sins just like this Mórmon Leader in the video. One thing that took me time to understand was, Why I used to cry when I was sharing my Testemony? Why? Was not the tears a sign that my words were true? One day in a Sharing after an Ayahuasca circle I understood why. I was crying while I was sharing something about Consciousness and my journey. But I realized that in that moment I shared not from a place of deep authenticity. Somehow deep inside,my deeper Self was having a cringe from my own words. So I came to understand that when I was sharing my Fake Testemony on church actually my Deepest core could feel the lie, it could feel the untruth and my tears was coming from that. Because in many other Ayahuasca sharings I was already able to say things in more presence,with no pretension and although it was deep ,no tears came out. Was like my deepest core could hear the words and be calm. Evangelicals can be very emotional, but if one is not a fool, one can see the epistemic scondrelness in the middle of tears. The Truth about Jesus is that nobody alive today ever saw it. Is as real as Harry Potter.

On this topic of Not Knowing, I was there sitted in my contemplations in the peak of Ayahuasca high. Letting my mind to go to a question that I avoided again and again. Contemplating on the day of my conception, the moment where sperm United with Egg. All this things I learned previous in life. Realizing this eyes that see the visions was created in some point and even if I call it my eyes, the eyes dont need a Me to work its magic. Dogs see,Lizards see fish sees, and no need of an I . I realized that I dont realy know how or when "I" was born. Something is here moving, speaking,smelling etc.. Something is existing and I cant say who or when it came to me. What is the difference of me and any other creature even coming into exsitence? I dont know.

The BrownShirts of Trump Era. The Vigilantes, the Deputized ICE Remember the guy breaking the Windows of a car and demanding the imigrant to get out? Guess what? not and official. The Zombies are just waiting to comand https://www.splcenter.org/resources/extremist-files/veterans-patrol/

In the same vein of Neoliberalism above here is a knack of what was going on in Portugal Economic Social life. Now with the problems Rising in America I hear many Americans in Social Media considering moving to Portugal. Please share the Truth to them. Appart of some nice projects happening in the rural areas, truth is that Portugal is in decline. Desertification ahead with Global Warming, Gentrification, Lack of Young People..

Someone explain to me if Neoliberalism is not corruption.

Here we See Carl Benjamin Lamenting the Corruption of a city in UK ,but not being able so answer the complex "Why" that deterioration occurs. The commentor try to bring some nuance to the video. Even something non biological as a city can corrupt.

This one may not sound like alligned with Decolonization topic. But it is. Why? It is made clear by the end of the video. Colonization here conects with Liberalism

I dont see many on none member of this group here taking about the roots of colonialism, the genocides from the past, violence, rape,malipulation,lies,corruption enacted in th past in the very Foundation of US, the so called Puritans the were actually the Extremists from England, the Isis from those times, Anglicans, Calvinists. I dont see people here taking about how even Therapy is deeply Colonized, putting the charge over individuals subtly in the way Therapy works by ignoring the systemic forces that actually make people sick in their minds for lack of rest and then needing to pay for healing the very problems caused by the system. If any of your follow the whole white-supremacy,neo-colonial patriarcal capitalistic rabbit whole you will see how this conect with all that is happening in Gaza,Us,Congo,Ukraine etc.. History is not just repeating. This is a continuation of a thread that may have started even around Anglo-Saxons, Old Irland, the people who lived in connection with Nature, Druids,Celtic people and more. This dominering,extractivist, slaverist, spirit is older than any Woke may dream. Anyone watched Avatar from James Cameron? Imagine the two different mentalities, one people connected with the environment, dependend and Stewarts of it, with Biofilia,respect, kinship and somehow anothers who started to see the very system they live and are part with as a dumb material thing that they can exploit with no restriction, including their own peers as slaves. Landlords of cattle and people. I am making a bad summary of course. If you go study you will find even this in Old Dynasties, in india for example. Caste System where Bhramins on top and Dalits as the feet. Systems of Dominance is deep topic. I wish more here could share about it and its ramifications. It takes time to see how even my own mind was conditioned to see atrocities as something normal. Not explicit ones like Gaza situation This as a example of one person bringing awareness to the obvious

One thing I like about studing Colonialism and History overall is that at same time one study it one is able to see the topic of Bias. For example, when study Colonization one will eventually stumble in Columbus travels and what he did We find people that are apologists and people who are not In the end, the issue with study death people is that we only have acess to hear say. Not so different than social media today. Imagine 100 years from now reading about Trump,Vance,Tate,Jordan Peternson,Joe Rogan,Russel Brand etc.. we will find many different views. The Truth? Well. The truth will be very weird, depending from who we are reading.

@Bufo Alvarius so, are you satisfied with the AI edition? More rigourous?more authentic? What is the point on editing the raw sharing of someone?

His youtube have new videos This one on the need for Rigour in the Pursuit of Truth

This is not funny, is just and example of bad social experiment. He entered in the room not with a open mind and heart to truly listen and connect with whatever topic was there, but entered already with devious and malicious intent. What he would expect? I did it once and I felt ridiculous. I came to a Mórmon Church, that I dont belive anyomore to just see again how low is the vibe there. Basicaly if one already have some Bias against some group, what use have to do such performative juvenile acts. He is acting for his audience, an audience stupid as him.

I dont know the whole Douglas Murray history and if he is BS or not. But here he brings good points on this topic of Comedians like Joe,Russel etc.. being dishonest scondrels

Russel is a Chamaleon

The word Provide is interesting. We have Pro and Vide Providence, Pro Vision.. in tribal aspects, to be able to Hunt a man or even a Woman need to be able to locate the Prey and Read the Tracks well. So he need to have a Pro vision, Predict where will the Hunt will be.

Well this is just for Fun. At same time in the end of the Song Triangle man wins, then I reminded that Actualized.org symbol is a Triangle. Hehe

@DocWatts just found this podcast today. This is amazing study material.

In the same line of studing the Corruption, Sneakines and even the Intelligence of Corruption i found this very good channel I say the Intelligence of Corruption because as one can see in this episode, to be able to even survive inside of a niche like the niche Beau Brummel was born, one need to in someway be intelligent and use the skills at hand to advance. Imagine being born not as a Prince of Wales or as a member of Aristocracy but as a commoner, rich but not with so much influence. Then you understand Russel Brands,Jordan Petersons,Joe Rogans etc.. they are Larps of Society. Survival by being Chamaleons.

Devil Studies

I know many here may already follow Garys Economics. But here it is. This gave me food for Thoughts

Wrong Thread.

Check Formscape series on Ever Present Origin and a Serie called Telepaty Tapes about Autistic Kids. I am in search for Squizofrenia material too.