Rafael Thundercat

Survival Strategy 101

Someone please talk Christianity out of me.? Are you asking for a Exorcism?

Haha

Denial of others being cosncious or not leads nowhere. I do ceremomies of Ayahuasca with 30 people around me or more. Even high as fuck one still need to act as others are there, not trying to erase them and tread them as figments or dream stuff. Is more intesting to work on the question of "What is Survival? " "What do you do that is not serving Survival?" Other are because you are, If you go to a forest alone for years, even if you dont see any other for years you will see your body and nature around and that is also Other, you may remember others you once saw and lived with and say to yourself you had just dreamed them, just memories, but that is not the problem, the problem is that you are still there looking around, trying to survive. Why to survive? Why not forget all otherness,the nature,your dear body and just die? Why to choose exist instead of noexist. Why do YOU keep wanting to have and "I" ? And more. Deep down you are addicted to others. What would be of You with no others? Even if you convince yourself you are dreaming them up? Why keep dreaming them? There is a emotional thing going on here. You need them for Survival, to make food for you, to sex,money, entretainment, music drama and so on. Why not even enjoy others without trying to make them something different that they are? You can even philosophise they are not physical but if you be punched it will feel physical dont it? So what is this physical touch? A punch, the skin touch of a lover, a kiss, water cold in your own skin? Is this all otherness too. Is you being conscious of something other to you. Decontruc it please. How do you descontruc the otherness of the a whole forest in front of you?

All I see is Leo Parrots here. I watched the episodes too, is easy to learn the wordgame and repeat it remixing as one wish.

I also want to point out the point the Leo said once about everyone being a "instantiation held on consciousness" . So when I ask or bring up the possibility of Infinite Mind of imagining infinite ways of going around and discover that it is actually looking up for its own ass or its own self origination I am at same time raising the question: As every instatiation is solipsistic locked in its own specific reality it also can be affected differently by different substances in different levels. Example: I can drink big amounts of Peyote and San Pedro and Mushrooms. 10 cups of 50ml of Sao Pedro and I am still good to work, high as fuck but sober, Mushrooms +Thc cookies and same. For others the amount I use is crazy, they fall face down. And as Leo said and many proved, even 5Meo dont make effect in some "instantiations" So this is proof enough that Infinity is not fool and being fool proof it had imagined more ways to Awaken than just 5Meo. I say this to clear out this bias some have that they only will awake with 5. What if your instantiation need Ayahuasca, to go slowly, or Salvia, or Peyote or (....add infinite ways of Awakening) If I was God I would not limit mylittle self to a single substance to Awaken to my own Infinite Selflessness, I would imagine infinite doors to get more chances to delimit the limitations I created to my Self, I would create infinte tools inside myself to explore more or myself, among this tools A Frog in the desert for Sure, but also,Plants,Fish poisons,or some other poison that would not kill the host but kill the illusions.

So ,if Infinity in its Infinite imagination,unbouded by any human impossibily was able to imagine masters,Leo,Actualized channel, The actual 5Meo powder, and actual ass to pull 5 inside and so on... why in its Infinity power it would not be able to imagine more infinite ways to go full circle and realize its own self made trickery of fooling itself that it is not Infinity fooling itself into human form? Why it would limit its own Full Realization by imagin a single super powerfull substance instead of infinite substances or even things that you dont necessarialy stick up into your ass? If God can Imagine 5Meo it can Imagine Malt and it can imagine more and more... can it imagine even Realization with no need of 5Meo? Otherwise 5Meo would stand as the limit of what God could imagine for jailbraking its own selfimposed fooling game. Who to say 5Meo is the limit?

Yes, all the Zen masters,Buddhas,Ramanamas yadayada. All bullshiters? If not it means that the same one can reach with 5Meo one can reach by other ways. Even if 5Meo is a only and special new way, if this new way can extrapolate the Awakening possibility in levels never ever imagined, so we better forget even listening to the old veterans or even the alive ones that try hard by other means that not 5Meo.

Autistic? Sometimes what triggers us about others just show some aspect of our psyque that we tend to ignore or is a blind spot in ourself.

I interesting how everyone falls upon anyone who admire anything Leo share. Guys, if the man loved the video and make him feel good let it be. Is clear the he or anyone will need to have their own direct experiences with that, so stop if you wish to keep repeating the same cliché that " check that by yourself" or yadayada. At least he and others take the time and effort to go watch,study and giving grill for the mill while thousands dont do. I feel is time for people get more camarades here instead of this competition vibe. Would all you be fucks likes this if we were all living in a monastery hosted by Leo?

Did you experienced this directly?

So the daily life study is basicaly the study of dream, dreamscape,dream structure, dream characters on and on?

How do I connect this melting of reality into imagination with the feeling of being heavy, the crackling of my bones, the blood running when I have a cut or in other words, this felt precence embodied, continuous, daily. I mean even if I am alone in a forest with no "others" present, I still feel this body as some other who I am experiencing,having thoughts,body aches, body pleasures, need for food,shelter etc.. what to do ?layimg down and die by command?

God is a crying baby.

I was a mormon and I was able to descontruct my own conditioning. Took effort but I swept the rug from my own feet. You can to if you contemplate enogth and make the rigth questions.

For a long time I was delaying watching some Actualized.org or just listening it while triping in nature. I now decided to do it and I feel that "What is Actuality" is a good guided one to do. But at same time as you @Leo Gura know your work better that anyone what other episodes do yoi think,feel would be great to listen while under effect of psycadelics? Later I will share how was the experience here. I can do with more than one video.

Survival is strong

I pointed the same thing in another thread but some people are stubborn, maybe the example of Leo in admit his weak points can help some followers to check some blind spots too. We all have it.

God Also loves to bitching and moaning

Sometimes reading this Forum one can see that many are not using Psycadelics. True guys. If you are not using some Consciousness expanding substance you are losing time. I mean, is ready hard to expand with psycadelics, without it is even deteremental to Awakening, normaly in baseline state I dont even try to force my mind into what I go when I do psycadelics, I just do the best I can to live day game, step by step. If I had no acess to psycadelics I would not even come here to much.

@Danioover9000 is within this tread, as far I saw he scolded you inside this tread and I dont need to "use" Leo against you, Is just my observation that sometimes reading your comments soimd like I am reading Sheldon Cooper from Big Bang Theory. Dont need to agree with me. Is just my perception based on developmental factors like SD stages of development, cognitive and moral development, personality types/traits, 9 stages of ego development, states of consciousness, life experiences, other lines of development in life and society, ideological beliefs indoctrinated from upbringing, and self biases and preferences, the color of my hair, my glicose level, the food I ate today, my numerology,GeneKeys,Human Desing, Cosmological Map, Mood according to the Moon, And other thousand factors that I can list here.

@Phil King thank you.

@Chives99 my usual way of triping is in person ceremonies with this tribes of amazon while drinking strong medicine. For me this Chill music path not work. Being able to be present with full power music is what flows with me. So experiment with videos is relatively easyier. I keep waiting for Leo answer since I asked him and not his followers.

@Danioover9000 This show somehow how you are positioning here in this Forum. Well, English is not my mother language, but maybe because of this I need to refraim of using to much verbiage that I Observe you use a lot. Is all good to have an advanced vocabulary but I remember Leo saying somewhere that in order to reach some deep Awakenings he needed to clean a lot of his word game. From my experience this is also true. Of course here we can use and abuse of words but in some states all this feeding the mind with blabling became a hindrance. But maybe all the drama and bias and crusades are your survival strategy that soon or later you will need to purge out. Somethings are even more important than Destiny shit or even Alien death bodies. I like as everyone to be curious about this stuff but in the end the work is deeper than all this.

I am in no way hopefull that you could understand my experiences by explanation, the same way Leo try his best to explanin his realizations and I am ok that the only thing we have to communicate is this symbols. The only way for you to understand would be to drink 3 cups of 50cl of the brew and observe what happen. Ayahuasca maybe not be as powerfull as 5Meo but there is a lot you can do if you know how to work properly with it. Yes, there is trauma realease and so on but after those are taken care the space is open to go deep. I assume you never try it, if it is the case there is not much we can share about it.