Rafael Thundercat

Thats why in Old Tribes they had The Tricksters or the Sacred Clows. Was a ancestral technology to break patterns. There is a Podcast Called " The Emerald" on Spotify that deals with this theme. And goes deep into this even in the Politics of America and Trump and that Shaman guy from the Whitehouse. I will find and add here https://open.spotify.com/episode/23wxZblaSN2AGiySe94wJl?si=hLvNtihkSQeoNIFl-tAndQ&utm_source=copy-link The Trickster Jump Sides

U@Natasha Tori Maru Drop this here, only because I like to make connections Fear of abandonment. Doesn't just show up in our relationships. It shows up in our bodies and it can become dis-ease. this is how I see fear of abandonment quietly shaping our health. In early life, being abandoned by our caregivers actually threatens our survival. Therefore, love equates to safety. So we do what we need to, to preserve love. We repress the parts of ourselves we perceive as unlovable. However, this is often a misunderstanding. Sometimes a caregiver withdraws for reasons that have nothing to do with us — but a child's experience is not rational. It's direct. We sacrifice authenticity to preserve love. The nervous system never forgets this. We become adults that are terrified to be authentic because deep in the roots of our experience is the misunderstanding that authenticity may lead to abandonment. And while the mind knows that abandonment does not threaten our survival, the inner child does not. The inner child lives on in the spiritual quadrant of health — where past, present and future are all happening now. And when we feel as if love may be taken away, the nervous system sounds the alarm. The endocrine system translates that inner child's memory into chemistry — and our fear of abandonment enters the physical quadrant of our health. Unlike the spiritual quadrant, which is timeless, the physical quadrant is present. So that inner child's confusion about what she needs to do to stay safe shows up in the body. The body responds to the wound years — sometimes decades — after the original injury. The immune system, the adrenals, the gut and the skin do what they need to do to protect that inner child. And this is why fear of abandonment often presents as autoimmunity, allergies, adrenal fatigue, food sensitivities, weight retention, disordered eating, and skin issues. This is how the wounds of the past shape the present. This is how the wound of the root chakra quietly shapes your health.

A shoulder is a person who should themselves in their foot and watch out cause they can should you too

There is always the possibility to go to Tandava Retreat. The guys are topnotch

Truly would like to know what @Leo Gura had in mind sharing this one Profound Quotes #141 https://www.actualized.org/insights/profound-quotes-141 We can basically apply this to everything?

@Natasha Tori Maru This make sense for me these days. 7 months ago I arrived in a new place. I felt connected with the place and acting from full "Authenticity " by that time. But all my experiences here change me and change some things I valued about the place and people here. And now I cant avoid to see the swallowness in the talks and the place itself became not a place where Ia can be authentic. Is similar to the Hedoistic Pattern where something lose the pleasure with time but in this case is with Authenticity. I dont long for the older version of me, is just that the new version dont fit these plade and the social circle anymore. Is when we say that we outgrown the place. But the new place and circle of people are still not coming. I will need to find.

Here for all relfect. What about being a self-shifter? We are it anyway. This woman at least admit I cant be the same self with my mother that I am with my friends or girlfriend.

@Natasha Tori Maru Finding a lot of wisdom listening this. sometimes I like story telling as a way to understand stuff, instead of just raw analysis. She would call it Moon Consciousness in the video.

Thanks, I follow his lectures too.

Bro, if even Space and Time is being Hallucinated what to say about cells. Remembering is not the ego that is hallucinating since ego is also hallucination.

Whatever, the state of pleasure can be felt with no need to sex with a woman or even with masturbation. But that dont make the experience of sex less or more than something.

I came to know about it via this depoiment from one of the women he made kids with

I may like this series

If I was me in this video I would have sex with her

I can see the word Shame repeated here a lot. In other post I brougth the importance to understand this issue. Overall I agree that cuming with porn or not porn makes one less focused and depleted of energy, mainly if one is older and lack of Ojas may affect daily life. But come one, will we come back to this obssesion with retention again. I think I read other threads about this long time ago. Guys, I dont care what you do with your dicks.