Rafael Thundercat

Guys, look this. The question in the introduction: "Where the instruction came from?"

In fact I pass most part of my daily life forgeting my Mother Existence, unless I actively remember about her and go check on Whatsapp some message from her, so for now she is a Message that respond when I write to her. But what when I make a VideoCall? Then she is a Image in the Screen that is someone else sowherelse, responding to things I say, but I never know previously what sounds will come out from her mouth. I can bring to memory that a few minutes ago I was walking shirtless in the sun, feeling the heat in my skin, and it brougth me to the issue of imagining heat in my skin. The very feeling of heat could exist by itself without the sun? I guess not, so Sun is a must in the Overall imagination project, I can sanely say the Sun would not come before me, and of course is existing at same moment as I am existing, so before and after are only workgames. God must have a strategy to imagine all at once, imagining the whole structure in a continuous uncutted whole. I have no fucking Idea of how I would create bone structure to sustain veins,muscles,fat,skin, not to say the whole crazy intelligence to run the whole thing for a certain period of time, and still here I am using the whole already made complex system to write in a tecnology device that I my young age was not even existent. God imagining smarthphones.

Good question. This moment I am experiencing is all I have as reference for what Reality is, as far as my point of view goes, I've being experiencing a uncutted continuum of experiences with no apperent discontinuation. How to know if all there is is this and not some other realities happening somewhere else.

You mean God if it wish bones to be imagined into existence it better figure it out HOW to imgine bones? You mean the very physical bones being used to move this fingers to write this sentence? What if God dont want bones? God cant help itself and simply not imagining anything? Not to add the structure of maintaining Bones https://www.instagram.com/reel/DZoWdBjx9Rz/?igsh=YzI0aXk1NWZkemo4

The sun that I just saw outside is not there anymore because the God all seeing via eyes is not imagining it anymore?

Or the person just like things efficient,clean and organized. Why it need to always be a failure why not a gift? Of course the crave to make the whole world clean,organized can be madness but a good organized environment is great to have. I say this by expericencing living with a lot of disorganized, messy, cluttered people.

This conversations are interesting, but part of me sense that we are trying to unriddle the riddle, trying to solve a infinite imagination puzzle, using arguments here and there, and all we get are this dialetics, one say x Leo say Y and so on. There is always the sense that somethings goes not being understood, so the riddle goes unriddeled.

Ok ok.. if : This: https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-666 and This: https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-668 And this: https://www.actualized.org/insights/actualized-quotes-667 How come this: https://www.instagram.com/p/DaP-0bquaNf/?igsh=MXNjb2JlejI4bXVqaA== If I start opening my hand with a cirurgic knife I will find all this layers, how come this are all made of nothing but hallucination? How come this is not some substance of component? How come this is not life itself? Bones,tendons,ligaments,veins, bloos, adipose tissue,skin? Only skin is already a very intricate complex thing realizing a lot just to keep being skin. I understand that dreams at nigth are imaginary but this here is much more than the eery obscure random imagery that dreams are made of. And here is just one hand, not to say the whole planet. Is not like one will summarise the complexity of it all in some short quotes.

Found this Dragon God Made here https://www.instagram.com/reel/DaR2Vm1sL06/?igsh=NmpzNDZ4aHQxenI0

They are all the same I Gods eye. Watch the video About Samelessness

Other day I realised I am just a rat making my best to survive another day. Is hard to admit it but this is the truth. A rat trying to not die soon.

This last week I had an experience of loss and grief. And had a first had experience of how that affected my routine, social stamina, focus and more. So I found this explanation that opened up to me what was going on with me. There are so much to learn about our nervous-system, out health and how things that seems simple and disconnected ate actually interwoven. Is all survival in the end of the day, but to realize the intteligence of this system that are our bodymind is wondefull. This is the text: Grief can come from losing a person, a relationship, a job, or a pet. Any loss that mattered to you is enough to trigger the same neurobiological response. Your brain built a detailed internal map of that person. Where they fit in your day, when to expect them, what their presence meant to your sense of safety. When they are gone, that map is still there. Your brain keeps firing predictions that can no longer be confirmed, which neuroscientists describe as a mismatch between what the brain expects and what reality delivers. This is why grief is not just emotional. Multiple brain systems are disrupted at the same time: the regions that handle memory, emotional regulation, reward, and threat detection all shift in response to the loss. The amygdalae, your brain's two threat-detection centers, enter a state of heightened activation. This is why emotions can feel more intense, more unpredictable, and harder to regulate during grief. The prefrontal cortex, which handles reasoning, decision-making, and focus, becomes less active. That is the neuroscience behind brain fog. You are not struggling because you are weak. Your brain's executive functions are genuinely reduced. The hippocampus, which stores memory, gets flooded. It is processing an enormous volume of autobiographical memories tied to the person you lost, which leaves fewer resources for forming new ones or retaining everyday information. EEG studies show grief and depression are associated with elevated theta wave activity. Theta rhythms normally rise before sleep or during deep inward processing. In grief, they can persist through waking hours, contributing to that heavy, slowed feeling many people describe. The reward system is also affected. Research shows the nucleus accumbens, a brain region tied to motivation and craving, shows disrupted activity in bereavement, which helps explain the low drive and emotional flatness that often follow loss. Cortisol, the stress hormone, rises sharply in acute grief. In the short term this is a survival response. Over time, elevated cortisol suppresses immune function, disrupts sleep, and worsens mood. Sleep becomes harder, and that makes everything else harder. Research links poor sleep during bereavement to increased grief symptoms, reduced emotional processing, and slower recovery. Sleep is when the brain consolidates emotional memories and begins to integrate loss. Neuroscientist Mary-Frances O'Connor describes grieving as a form of learning. The brain has to update thousands of stored predictions about the person who is gone. That updating takes time and repetition, which is part of why grief does not resolve quickly. What supports recovery Movement, even light walking, helps regulate cortisol and supports the neurochemical systems disrupted by grief. Maintaining small routines gives the nervous system a sense of predictability when everything else feels uncertain. Social connection also plays a role. Safe, familiar relationships help re-engage the reward circuits in the brain and provide the kind of co-regulation that calms the nervous system when it is in a prolonged stress state. These changes are not permanent. The brain has neuroplasticity, the ability to remodel itself. With time and support, the networks disrupted by loss reorganize. Healing is a biological process, not just a mental one. If grief feels unmanageable or is not lifting over time, professional support can help. Approaches like grief-focused therapy are shown to support brain recovery by working directly with the emotional and cognitive disruption that loss creates. Ps: I watched the video "How to Forgive Anyone who hurted you" from Actualized.org and with 1 gram of Mushrooms that lead me into a Catharsis that is still lingering till now.

Reflecting on the notion that All beings are God probes sent into itself to explore its insides while observing this bees https://www.instagram.com/reel/DXNWZQjAkvN/?igsh=MW01OGRyZ3V1cHUzcg==

I would like to understand more about Bipolarity, its levels, its real consequences for individuals and for the people in relationship with them. Maybe even there is a Deeper meaning of what Bipolarity is in a Large View of the things.

Actualized Quotes #656 https://share.google/zUTExGQoiHMsF0kpX It means God can imagine fingers moving and writing this scribblings?