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Yeah kind of but there's still some things you do unconsciously so to speak like the waves of the ocean, the rain falling, the wind blowing etc... Same thing as when you beat your hearth, you are the one doing it but this action is doing itself, same for the climate and the world around you, you are the one doing it but you're not aware of it. Anyway, there's no need to stress too much about that, you'll discover it when you are ready, just don't take it too seriously and make Life a beautifull dream for you

When you become really conscious in a dream, you realise it's just a dream and you become lucid. From that state you can do whatever you want, the dream respond back to you according to some laws and principles. Now the same applies in waking reality, you can become so conscious that you realise it's a dream, you are dreaming all of it right now and if it's a dream guess what...? There's probably ways to become lucid and control it. That's the incentive to further develop spiritualy and keep going

Can you choose to dream whatever you want to dream when you're asleep? Answer is yes if you learn to do so, it is the same in waking reality, if you learn to master the dream then I guess you can choose whatever you want to experience but first there's a long training process

MDMA is a therapy in itself, it allows to understand your trauma on a deep level and increases your emotional inteligence by tenfold. Gives you lots of empathy so much that you really understand deeply the people around you or yourself if you're doing it alone. I would say the bad comedown is worth it but if you want to avoid it just stay below 100mg, you could even end up with an afterglow this way

@integration journey For me 5-Meo-DMT is the rough father, he shows you non-duality whether you like it or not kinda brute force you into it. MALT is the loving mother, she shows it to you in an absolute loving way, even if you're in the brick of breaking through but you're not quite sure you want to go, she will respect your bondary and put you exactly where you need to be. So to sum it up, 5meoDMT is more masculine energy, straight to the point and MALT is more feminine, very loving and forgiving

@StripedGiraffe I would say trust your Intuition on this one. If you are not so sure you can stay at the same dosage for a little while until you feel comfortable there then move on

@OBEler You will get a feel for it with time, let's say you make the liquid, start by pulling for 5 - 6 seconds on the pen then release and wait for a while and see how you feel. You're not in a rush or something so take your time even if you stay at a low dose for your first time, goal is to know how the pen affects you. After 5 or 10 minute you will know what 5 - 6 sec pull can do then it becomes an entirely intuitive thing, you don't care about what dosage did I put anymore and you just end up trusting 100% your intuition and feel for it. Here is a concrete example as I decided to vape some Malt this morning : I took a tiny pull from the pen to get into the Malt headspace then went straight for another one. "Aaaah Malt is soo good, really loving energy I love it, let's take another one" *Proceed to hit the pen for the third and fourth time* "Okay now I think I'm good, let's lie down in a comfortable and open position without moving" <--- Please don't underestimate this part with 5meo /!\ Then at this moment, I stayed for maybe 2 - 3 minutes and I got this feeling of "I need more", in fact I had repeating thought urging me to take one last hit so I Trusted this feeling and just went for it. I then proceeded to melt with my carpet in a pure ocean of Love. The rest is now history but you get the idea

@Unleash If you are to ever try Malt again, please do it on its own without weed. Pretty sure weed is responsible for the schizo / paranoid episode, great share besides that For me making ejuice with Malt has been an absolute game changer, the vape is not strong (400mg Malt for 3.7g Peg400) so when I take a 5-6 second hit I'm still in low dose territory. I usually take 3 to 4 like this to get where I want to be but the cool part about this option is that you can redose pretty easily if you feel the need to without traumatizing yourself because you took too much. When you vape 15mg with another method for example, you usually take it all at ounce so it's too late when you realise you took too much... A properly dosed vape pen can avoid this problem

I've tried 2CB for the first time yesterday, here is my report : I took half a supposedly 24mg pill then went for a ride with my ebike and took the other half with me. I took the other half one hour later, didn't have nausea this way as my stomach was empty. I felt a sense of love energy on the comeup, I was lead to a cool place I didn't know with a beautifull view and a huge tree, I laid there for a couple of minute meditating before going back. What struck me is the clear headed space, it's literally like being sober but you're not, it's hard to explain. I encountered some random guy who I talked to without problem at all then after some time decided to head back home. It's where I really felt it, put on some music then went showering. I can draw some comparison to explain what it felt like, 2CB is like a light beer (0% alcohol) whereas LSD is regular beer, you got the visuals from LSD but without the headspace and insights. Some euphoria here and there but that's about it. When I decided to eat, visuals got turbo boosted. Now I was seeing stuff giggling around me, breathing the way it does on LSD. I wasn't feeling so great all in all and didn't like it that much for spiritual purpose but I had a great time watching Spiderman new generation which was really amazing in that state. In the end I think it's a great compound if you need to go somewhere with people around like a concert, cinema, art gallery or just going outside enjoying the view but if you're only after spiritual work I don't think it's the best (or at least for me with the dose I tried, everyone's different)

Spiderman New generation If you love psychedelic art with tons of flashy colors, this film is for you. Just watched it on 2cb and it really blew my mind

We are talking nnDMT, right? If that's the case then my advise would be to go into it with an open mind, curiosity like going out somwhere really cool where you've never been. Let the experience unfold and don't cling to your body, it is safe where it is. Trust the experience and let it lead you where you need to be. Close your eyes and let it do its thing, you are just a spectator passing by on higher dimensions. For me my first few experiences with DMT were quite special as it opened up A LOT of things inside of me (Kundalini, intuition, downloads of information etc..). This completely shatered my concept of reality and opened me up to other possibilities. I can definitely say that this is the substance that has made me progress the most during my path

Fuck around and find out, we're all so different individuals that there is no one fits all solution for all of this. When I was first snorting malt it was giving me a long lasting and loving experience then I made a vape pen with it and it all got shorter and a bit different, I stoped bothering with how much am I taking and just vape it with thrust that I'm going to get the perfect dose for me, and guess what? It does! I always get what I need. You can add into the equation that I start to know the vape pen so it's even better. If your friend only get the same experience every time there might be a reason for that, maybe he needs to integrate this experience first before getting something more from the medicine but in the end he is the only one to know it. If I were in this situation I would pause with Malt, take some time to integrate then try other medicine and when I feel the time has come again I would give it another shot with Malt

This one is awesome and in 4k, keep it for your next trip! I usually put it late at night way after the peak, enjoy

@OBEler Damn bro this is God sent, thanks for sending this video! Not an actual newbie trip report of people gigling at sound for a fun purpose lmao I just got my hand on some 2CB, waiting to try it out for the first time

@Gennadiy1981 Here is what you've been looking for, a detail post about how to mitigate MDMA induced neurotoxicity https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugNerds/comments/15m9sf/mdma_supplementation/