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No I didn't always have my eyes open during the low dose experience, in fact I was moving around in my room, I decided to lie down on my bed and close my eyes after that, that's when I felt the cuddling love energy from Malt, I was moving like a snake in my bed due to feeling so good With higher dose, the protocol is very different for me, I just lie down on the bed as soon as I feel it kicking and do nothing except letting the energy do its thing. I'm yet to try a proper breakthrough dose with Malt though as I could only snort it and sometimes you don't get the full dose without a proper technique but I've ordered some liquid to make a cart soon, hopefully HCL will dissolve in the eliquid, will be much easier to breakthrough

First time with Malt was very sweet and gentle, I did very little as I like going slowly when discovering new substances so I only took 5mg snorting. It's a very loving energy, I would compare it to cuddling with a partner, it can even become sexual at some point ahah I watched from my window at some point and saw a stranger walking by, I never felt so much love for a complete stranger, trees, birds, life in general. For me Malt is the Love aspect of consciousness. At higher dosage it can get intense but I never felt threatened in any way, this thing truly respect your bondaries so it is a very good experience imo

I’m in Gabon right now, I’ve just finally had the initiation and oh boy was it difficult! what you wrote in your trip report is exactly what I had, I felt so disoriented it was even traumatizing. I would describe the experience as being crushed over by a giant truck, my foundations have been shaken out to the very core, I couldn’t even formulate clear thoughts, it’s like my mental process was restored to one of a little child. I was expecting great insights into the nature of my problems but got none of that now, I’m still integrating the experience as it still very fresh so I will give it some more time and for the very first time in my life I have to admit I might need integration coach or something like that. I took 5 spoon in total, Iboga asked me to take one more at some point but I didn’t, I regret it because that’s probably when visuals would have started but I guess it would be for the next time now.

What about taking Malt first to get into the love space then blast of 5meoDMT?

I'm microdosing Iboga for spiritual work and I've recently decided to attend an actual Bwiti initiation soon, currently preparing this journey. The higher I got with it as of now is 1.35g, I would compare the experience as maybe something like 2g - 2.5g of shrooms when it comes to intensity even though they are very different. Iboga is grounded in reality, it's here now, not up there in the sky as shrooms or Ayahuasca. It cuts through all of the bullshit nonsense in your life and you get to have a great talk with your true self. Usually I use it before going out for a walk, it kicks in when I'm walking and I get to think very clearly about wathever topic I have in mind, When I took 1.35g I stopped at some point to lay down on the ground and also stopped multiple times on different bench and each time I closed my eyes, I would instantanely feel Infinity surrounding me and when you open your eyes, the world is there unchanged without any hallucination or whatever (note that synchronicities are more present though). Obviously I can only speak for microdosing so I would say it's very good for insights, grounding, integrating psychedelic experience, being present and much much more.. In higher dose I've heard it's completely on another level, as the medicine once told me : "you barely scratched the surface here with microdosing" and it's already awesome so can't wait to try out the flood dose!

So there's this girl I've recently met in a stage, I couldn't talk to her that much but I think she's into me, she mentioned while we were talking about our energy (water and fire) that they go well together, can be complementary. I added her on Facebook after the stage but here I am, I have absolutely no idea about the messaging game, about what to say, It's really difficult for me to talk to somebody online without actually seeing facial expressions and I often feel akward.. I lack informations to proceed and can't be natural, In fact I've been rejected so many times in my life that I'm absolutely puzzled in that situation, when I'm face to face it's much better nowaday because I have lots of meditation under my belt and I can just vibe with the flow and be natural and luminous, but behind my phone, oh boy! So yeah, I think I need guideline, if you have a map or something it would be helpfull, I added her a few minutes ago but I'm planning to engage the conversation tomorrow, I need more time to make a plan, this whole thing feels like a chess game where I need to predict multiple moves in advance in order to make her math and have an actual face to face date lmao

Thanks I will check that out, The interaction I had was brief, I couldn't speak too much to her as I had to listen but I definitely sensed some interest in her part, She even asked for my age at some point. Something I often wonder though is should I try to get to know her while texting or should I keep these questions for the actual date? Edit: Just watched the video, this is really usefull actually, starting to see what it's all about thanks for that, I think this pretty much answered my question

Weed is the plant that always followed me in every step of my awakenings, it all started with weed in fact. It is a great teacher that can accompany you all along your way, when you get one stair up in your development, you can drag new insights from that new floor with the help of weed, it helps you connect your understanding of reality and you can drag links between things you know, it gives more meaning to them and you can study ideas with more precision. Gives you "Ha-ha!" moments where you understand it all (especially during the comedown of a mushroom trip like 3 - 4 hours into it ) It's a wonderfull ally but one of the most important aspect of weed is balance, there's a threshold you don't want to pass where the effect of weed start reversing and you get opposite effects of what you usually get. If it used to relieve anxiety and stress, this can reverse and you can start to feel always anxious, paranoid and stressed all the time if you do too much like I did for 10 years lmao What works best is having an healthy relationship with this and listening to yourself while being objective in how it affects you, I hate the part where you feel brain fog the next morning though, you're just lazy and want to eat junk food but I guess it's also part of the fun ahah

Mistake I see with people and psychedelic is having a wrong Intent while going in. They often do it either as a social thing or as something recreative, setting a right Intention is really important before going in, if you do it just to have fun it's okay but set your Intention first. If you do psychedelics to learn more about the mystery of life then ask the medicine about what you want, don't be affraid to even talk to it : -"Hey mushroom, please I'd like to understand more about this and this topic, can you explain it to me as best as you can during this trip..?" -"Hey Cannabis friend, I'd like to brainstorm with you around this topic if you will, let's have a sit together and think about this" -"Hey LSD, I'd like to connect to my true self for this trip, can you show it to me..?" And you take your trip with this Intention in mind. This will develop and you'll get your answers in due time, don't force it, let it come to you. Another mistake I see with people is they act as if they know something about the world around them, they go with preconcieved notions, ideas about the world : "the world is so and so", "we are all one because Leo said so", "Everything is made of Love, I am Love" etc.. They have their own "map of the world", their own sets of beliefs and they don't realise this affects immensely the trip they get.. Drop these ideas because the world is stranger than you can think, The way I go about it is with the warrior's mindset, an adventurous mind eager to explore the unknown, just accept that you don't know anything about the world and nothing is for granted. That way you can explore the sheer mystery of the world and enjoy every part of it.

Thank you

@shree Is it complicated to turn Malt from HCL to freebase? Curious to try vapingt it instead of snorting

@AerisVahnEphelia You need to be more precise when making statements like "psychedelic use is bad long term" because this is absolutely not true imo. Which psychedelics?? I want names, be more specific. I think the problem is you put every psychedelics in the same bag and even call it "drugs" while this is not the case.. A drug is a substance you want to take again and again after you've done it and when you stop doing it, you get into some sort of withdrawal symptoms, here's a few drugs : Ketamine, weed, alcohol, opiate, tobacco, cocaine etc.. Now psychedelics is something entirely different because they are often anti-addictive substance, they are in the opposite end of the spectrum. You are just biaised into thinking "People have withdrawal symptoms when they stop smoking weed or stop drinking alcohol so that should be the same for psychedelics" or "Everything is always a trade off in life, something in exchange for something else" and your brain just cannot accept that you can have truly benificial medicine without giving something in exchange beside you getting to search and let this medicine enter your life.. People have been using these substances without problems for literally thousands of years in shamanic tribes and still do to this day, Maria Sabina used to take mushrooms 3 times a week for 35 years of her life without any injury, people in the amazon take part in Ayahuasca ceremony once a week or every two weeks for the major part of their life, same goes for San Pedro in the Andes and when you look at the elders of these people, they look absolutely healthy! Way more than our elders in the western civilisation so the problem is not wether it's dangerous or not to take it multiple times a years but rather how you use it and with what Intention behind it. Listening to oneself is key with psychedelics but I reckon this is not a path for everyone

"Someone is having a panic attack! Quick, give him your 5meoDMT pen!"

Well, I'll try to explain my perspective a bit more, I've been in touch with someone who liked to mix everything together, he would start with a little bit of mdma, then pop 1 tab of acid later, drink some alcohol, light up a joint, then later on a little bump of K etc.. you get the idea.. This doesn't lead to an awakening of some sort, trust me. If you approach psychedelic this way, you're just doing drugs. Doing drugs and having fun is cool sometimes, I get it but this is different than doing a proper spiritual work and get something usefull out of these experiences. 2 different Intent here.. But yeah, if you want to try mixing up stuff you sure can, what's valid for me might not be the same for you, just try and see for yourself, I just expose my experience here, I tried mixing up stuff and didn't get much out of it except a good headeache the next day, what works for me though is taking one psych at a time and letting some time in between session to let the experience mature, to get the message as they say.

I personnally don't think it's great to mix that much substance, you miss what they have to offer individually and end up just being high af. This behavior comes from the culture of doing more for the sake of doing more (often seen in the rave party community), If what you're looking for is showing your Ego as being the one that can take that many drugs to brag about it afterward then sure go for it, you can even add some meth in top of it because why not, you can handle that, uh? But if you are a person doing spiritual work for the sake of exploring consciousness with due respect to your body and mind, you don't need to take all of that, it's just not necessary. If you want to take 5meoDMT, sure go ahead, you can take a lot if you want but please take only that, Next time if you want to try salvia, sure go ahead, go to the deep end of it even and explore this portion of your consciousness but no need to mix it with anything else or else you'll end up having mixed signals, just more confusion added to the experience imo. There's nuance to what I just said, mixing 2 different substances can be beneficial if you know what you are doing, but each substance you add is another layer of complexity added to your experience and potentially more confusion so you gotta weight the pros and cons and listen to your intuition.

I guess the lesson is clear here, it's usually a bad idea to redose acid.. Next time just take one tab, if you feel like it's weak you just wait for the next time (at least 2 week is advised between trips) and you take 1 and a half or even 2 if you feel like you'll be good but redosing the same day is often a bad idea first because of tolerance and second it extend the trip too much, are you ready to extend your trip by another 12 hours and not being able to sleep that night? These are the questions you want to ask before dropping acid

Damn guys malt is INCREDIBLE. So much healing in one session this is nuts. I tried only 5mg snorted to dip my toes and Oh boy was it great! I thought about me as a child and I started crying and crying.. I felt being taken care of, like an invisible Loving mother entity or something like that. It could take any form and it even became sexual at one point damn, I was all giggling like a worm in my bed, it was a really enjoyable experience

Ahah okay got you, churned up ground doesn't lie indeed I said that because there are certain hallucinogen or deliriant like Datura that can induce very real hallucination where you can't distinguish from real life but anyway, I find that when I take magic mushroom out in nature it tends to produce encounter with wild animals more often, I could theorize it creates some kind of field around us that attracts animals or something like that, difficult to put it into words but that's something I definitely noticed a lot during my outdoor trips..

Okay I'll ask the question everybody wants to know, Are you sure it was real? I explain, one day I took a little dose of magic mushroom outside in a tiny forest around the city, the mushroom told me to climb a little montain so I go there and slowly climb it to the top. When I got there as I watched the beautifull landscape, I saw a godamn deer in front of me. I tried to grab my phone to record it but he ran away and impossible for me to find it back.. The funny fact about this story is that I was maybe 2km away from a big city, it was a little montain and all around it was the city so to this very day I still wonder if what I saw was real or an ultra realistic hallucination. I believe magic mushrooms can do this so maybe it's a possibility you hallucinated these bison who knows..

Iboga in microdose works absolute wonder, -No comedown -Enhanced vibe -Give you energy -Not out of your mind and spaced out but present here now with a strong presence -Last a good amount of time But negative side: -Open you up to the spirit world and energies around you (good and bad) -Don't drink alcohol with that -Don't ever take too much (!) As always DYOR if you're planning to use it because Iboga is no joke -

@OBEler Well, I'd rather go for a high dose of 5meo than a high dose of LSD but that's just me I guess The space is opened for much longer with LSD, a peak from a high dose would last for hours whereas for 5meo no matter how much you take you'll be right back in 45min - 1 hour no matter what.. I've heard high dose LSD trip during more than 16hours sometimes, that's why when I want to go real deep I prefer the short acting substances like nnDMT or 5meo-DMT but again that's just me

@OBEler Saying 5meoDMT is more powerfull than LSD is absolutely wrong. You need around 10mg of 5meo for a breakthrough, if you where to take 10mg of LSD (which is 10 000ug) you would be terribly gone. Way way more than 10mg 5meo imo.. In fact I would say 1000ug is more than enough for a breakthrough with LSD depending on your tolerance but yeah, comparing substance is not usefull anyway, it's just an ego trip..

@Salvijus My guess is that if you are an Hinduist then God will take a form you like and appear as an Indian God, if you are a Catholic you might see Christ etc... That's why this Sadhu has seen it as Shiva, It's all about your belief system, God is formless and will take any form you prefer (if you ever get to see it and not only experience yourself as "it")

I do a whole ceremony, I first prepare the space with incense and purify myself with it while thinking about my intentions (even if it's just to have a good time) then eat the mushrooms. I then proceed to turn off the light and sit down in complete silent darkness with an unlit candle ready to be lit later. I greet the mushrooms then let them show me what I need to see / understand. When I feel it's time a few hours later, I go lit the candle. It changes the whole atmosphere, a truly magical moment. Then later in trip, around 3-4h in I used to light a joint of hash to bring more insights from the trip and make sense of the visions I had or eventually discuss it with a friend around if I am not alone but now that I don't smoke anymore I think I would skip this part.

I use the GVG too and it works fine, however if it's burning your throat that means you're heating it too much, you need a proper technique to make it work: -Take the ceramic pad out of the pipe then turn it face up, you want the black ceramic facing up -Heat it for 2-3 sec so that it becomes hot but not too much then put your weighed dose up here, it will stick to the hot ceramic pad -Put it back up on the pipe as it's supposed to be then you are ready to go -Use a torch lighter and start with the flame touching the ceramic pad for a second then gradually moves it away, -Don't let the flame touch the ceramic pad too much or else it will burn, majority of the time should be spent at a great distance from the pad so that it's with the right temperature, try it a couple of time and you'll get it, It's easier with a low flame though. -