Eyowey

It's funny that you mention this. I woke up after a trippy nightmare today and I felt like my room was haunted. It felt like I was surrounded by some kind of control freak energy that wants to control me. And for some reason was able to see a different version of my desk with my eyes closed. I'm looking forward to the alien love video.

The most terrifying thing about having a narrow mind is that I'm unaware of having it. I have experienced my mind expanding but not into god territory.

My anhedonia was caused by watching images of women. It doesn't matter if they have clothes on or not. It makes you lazy.

By forgiving everything a girl does, not only will you have peace of mind, you will also be more likely to reproduce with her. To feel worthy of reproducing requires self love.

Girls don't lose interest. If they want you then nothing will change that. As long as you keep looking healthy. Because attraction is not a choice. You can observe this within yourself. You like a girl no matter what she says or does. It's often the case that either every woman wants you or no woman. It depends on how physically healthy you are.