Recently it was determined that my body is suffering from two chronic diseases, one of them has a great impact on my liver and can be called serious.
The doctors and science tell me that I will most likely have to undergo a liver transplant and my life will be median.
I just turned 25 years old.
This has affected me greatly over the past few months both physically and mentally.
I was continuously in a circle of fear and uncertainty. I just didn't believe it that this could happen overnight even now it still feels surreal.
Recently I listened to an audio book by Wayne Dyer. Here he talked about the power of self-healing. This was so powerful and inspiring that I had to cry with joy.
For the first time since my body became "sick" I believed that I could heal. That I was stronger both physically and mentally!
For the last few months I have been trying to live a holistic life through, mediation, self-reflection, contemplation, observation, being in nature, simple living, healthy living, being gentle with others, trying to understand people, quieting my ego.
Never before have I looked death and fear so closely in the eye. And never in my life have I felt so strongly connected to myself as I do now.
But it is not always easy sometimes there are still thoughts with uncertainty and fear of the future.
How can I give this fear and "disease" love and compassion so that this is accepted once and for all?
If there are people who live with a similar situation or can give advice I would love to hear it.
I have been following you for almost 5 years now and you have given me something beyond words. I am grateful to you from the bottom of my heart Leo.
I would love to see you make a video on self-healing, with your own reflections, observations,...
With love and admiration,
Thibo
