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I was targeting sensemaking at every layer of depth — or rather, I was targeting all possible Awakenings. I believe you must have reached deeper Awakenings trough very high doses (such as Alien Love). But it makes sense that such trips would also be harder to make sense of or remember. I'm thinking long term here for myself. I was just wondering whether to focus only on normal and high doses, or also consider slowly increasing the doses if that meant going further. I'm not in a hurry to increase, and I still have a lot of tripping to do regardless. I also understand this work is cumulative, so it was just about gaining more clarity on this specific aspect. You've basically answered my questions. I do still wonder what else you experienced on those dosages, but it might not be possible or valuable for you to share.
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Of course, that's why my questions were geared towards the benefits of high dosing for sensemaking.
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Clarence replied to shree's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Not at all… I think this one had sugar in it -
What you're saying makes a lot of sense, but my questions were more about how clear and valuable those trips were for you, to gain insight into their potential benefits before experimenting myself.
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I will, thank you! Just waiting for more space in my life. I also wanted to ask what your thoughts are on ramping up to the 50-100+ mg range with 5-MeOs. How worth it is it? You just said that normal doses can be enough, but don't you think the higher doses brought you something the lower doses couldn't have? As you said… Alien Love. It sounds significant that it happened on extremely high doses — at least the first time. I'm wondering how valuable you think extremely high doses are for accessing higher degrees of understanding.
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@Leo Gura Then, the Alien Consciousness course will also be about teaching how to develop deeper creativity and imagination? I had one experience of Alien Love, but I was still fully aware of this reality. It definetely wasn't as radical as your Alien Hyper Intelligence Awakening. I feel like I could reach much deeper awakenings before taking the course — it's even clearer now with what you shared today.
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Is that how it was for you — that your mind still wasn’t open enough for it to happen, until it was?
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That's great news if it's not bound to rarer or more dangerous chemicals. I didn't really know up to now that you had accessed it through classic psychedelics. Not to mean that taking very high doses of substances is not dangerous too, but at least it's accessible. If I remember correctly, you were never able to reach it without taking such risks? So it might not be limited to the chemical, but to the quantity.
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So, you accessed Alien God through very high doses of 5-MeO (100 mg+)?
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Clarence replied to shree's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Beautiful, Espresso ☕ -
Clarence replied to Dazgwny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
The energy from his older to his newer videos has completely changed. I feel a very deep sense of peace and calm, which I find very sweet. He also embodies deeper maturity and presence overall, though he already was very charismatic and grounded before. I also find him more understanding and gentle toward people. There is a deeper awareness, especially around suffering, which makes him sweeter in many aspects. He still doesn't fail to directly point out at people's corruption, stupidity, and ignorance, but that's also wisdom. It takes great force to get people to hear you, especially when you're at complete odds with the crowd. So it's true he's also quite spicy… but spicy espresso are the perfect balance 😎 -
Clarence replied to Dazgwny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I prefer the espresso for the soul. Brrrr Leo, you're sweeter than chili peppers, I promise. The older and wiser you become, the sweeter you are -
Good share! Some thoughts from you under the video would make it more appealing to click on it, but it's very good content. It's a shame they repeat the same ideas several times throughout the video, but otherwise, the core message is profound.
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Clarence replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
As God, everything is you, so that's actually the case. It's a poetic way of putting it, though it lacks some clarity to what you mean exactly. I believe this to be the case as well. Your Higher Self (which obviously is you or God also) is guiding you, giving you hints to remember why you came here, or perhaps simply encouraging you and helping you make decisions. Like taking a psychedelic and suddenly seeing patterns which you were previously blind to. Your consciousness expands, allowing you to perceive more. Similarly, your Higher Self might help you see what you were blind to and is right in front of you. When psychedelics and synchronicities are combined, the experience can get extremely profound. Although, they both can be misleading if one is not careful. It requires true vigilance. Same ☺️ I've always loved having magic tricks explained more than watching magic shows. Actually, I can't even enjoy the magic show, all the fun is in revealing the tricks! But… one has to learn to love the magic, since the whole show may take eternity to be revealed, at every possible layer of depth. -
Clarence replied to Someone here's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I also went from not experiencing many synchronicities to experiencing many, including huge ones that completely transformed my focus in life. I don't know why they happen more at certain times than others. Maybe it's a matter of being more in tune or being ready to receive certain information. But I think they can guide you, especially when the information you receive is highly meaningful. As for smaller synchronicities, they usually make me feel joy for what I've already accomplished and excitment for where I'm heading. However, the way you experience them is ultimately up to you and how you feel when you encounter them. -
I'm working toward it
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What about genetics, personalities, life experiences, personal interests, personal values, one's most important goals and purpose? Your specific mind made it possible for you to know everything that you do and to awaken to everything you've awaken to. I'll never experience a mind as close as yours. Yes, of course I can develop my own mind, but that is not the same as experiencing yours — knowing everything you know, becoming conscious of everything you are conscious of, or simply discovering your way of thinking and experiencing the world. You have a highly specific kind of intelligence. I don’t even have the same personality type as you. To tell me I can develop a mind like yours for myself is actually false. I don't have similar health problems to you, but my mind works in such a way that it is incredibly hard for me to just live normally. I'm below average in many aspects, despite being above average in others. My mind is suited to experience very deep suffering, which prevents me from focusing on higher aims. It's a very tough battle I've been facing just to get there. And I'm still not fully there yet. I wouldn't be scared to experience the suffering you face from your health problems, as the suffering I've been facing is incredibly profound as well.
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Watch Harry Potter. There is some conflict, but it mostly focuses on the positive. And, it is self-soothing.
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To experience you and your mind, I'd take it, for sure. The money and the suffering. Actually, I'd even take it if there were no money involved. Your mind is the ultimate reward.
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Clarence replied to Dazgwny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Hojo I didn't say it couldn't happen. -
Clarence replied to Dazgwny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think the odds are low for this to happen — for a mentally ill person to actually seek out this kind of advanced content and go deeper into insanity with it. But even then, Leo can't babysit all of humanity. No one could do that. And mentally sane people need to learn to take responsibility for themselves. Everyone is free to click off a video at any time or simply not do research about the nature of reality if they're not ready to have their view of the world transformed. -
Clarence replied to Dazgwny's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
@Someone here Why do you think it's dangerous? -
To explore and evolve, in the simplest sense. Earth gives us a ground for self-exploration. Though, maybe we're actually the Earth getting to know itself! What about the Earth becoming more conscious of itself through its own neurons: human beings? There could be infinite ways for God to know and explore itself, since God is infinite. We're so ignorant of everything as human beings… it's actually a very interesting experience to have. To figure it all out on our own with such a small window of consciousness is quite a crazy design.
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Clarence replied to Sugarcoat's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
I think it makes a lot of sense that there are other forms of life. It wouldn't be reasonable to believe that the only form of life that can ever exist is the one we know: the one of human beings on planet Earth. There are infinite possibilities for planets, beings, and materialities. And we agree we're not our body, so why couldn't we keep going when we die — and even come back, creating ourselves as another human again? We lose our body and our human identity with physical death, yet that's not who we fundamentally are. The insanity would be to believe that life — our own consciousness — will end, when so many testimonies, of people from all countries, ages and backgrounds, tell the same story after having a near-death experience or accessing memories of their afterlife through regression hypnosis. It's as if one were to talk to people who discovered a new continent. The travelers would tell of their incredible discovery, share the same information in perfect coherence, despite all going seperately and at different times. Yet the listener would dismiss the existence of that other continent as false and impossible, simply because they've never been there themselves and strongly believe their continent is the only one that exists. In fact, they wouldn't even want to listen to the testimonies of the travelers! That is so unscientific, yet, that's what many people do. Sugarcoat: I'm not necessarily talking to you directly, but I'm baffled that certain people call themselves scientists when they totally dismiss information that doesn't fit their belief system. It's as hard to comprehend that scientifically minded people know, despite not having any proof or direct experience, that consciousness is created by the brain and bound to the physical body. How could this make sense? It makes even less sense when it's a belief constructed by people who call themselves rational. I understand it's where a lot of people are at in their development, but still, there are so many incoherences in people's minds, and they don't even want to try to uncover them. -
Actually, I am: my hairline's receding. It's the unknown I'm heading toward… that's scary On the contrary, I've gained hair on my chest and stomach. That's more masculine, but so unnecessary. My head's way more important
