Clarence

• Awakening feels like dissolving into a vibrational field where the physical and the mental become identical. • Awakening feels like shifting into higher dimensions of Being, Thinking, and Knowing. • Awakening feels like a radical jump in perception: from seeing with the eyes to seeing with the Mind. • Awakening feels like taking a starship to the Big Bang and understanding It. • Awakening feels like transitioning from being one thing to Being Everything. • Awakening feels like gazing into the depths through the door from which I came.

How would you describe its flavor? I feel like the same could be said about 5-MeO-DMT. Is there any reason you've never made a video about DMT? It's a bit confusing to me that DMT is considered to be more suitable for the club, while at the same time it can be more intense than 5-MeO-DMT. I feel like I was better able to picture what other psychedelics would be like before trying them than I can with DMT.

Awakening feels like an overwhelming wake-up, from a dream I'm not aware I am having. All the consciousness that is in the universe is entering into my skull. Like something infinite being sucked into a finite place. There's a feeling of tightness. It feels like it's too much, like it's more than I can take. I am finite, and the infinite is trying to get in. It's too intense. It's painful. But that feeling gets flipped inside out as consciousness increases even more, because my identity itself stops being finite and becomes Infinite. The outside becomes the inside. The outside world, starting with the walls I'm looking at, becomes Me. It stops feeling tight. I become Everything. And beyond all I could ever imagine.

Could you explain what makes it frightening, if you're able to?

Thanks for sharing. I'm also wondering how DMT is for you compared to 5-MeO. What does it do better, or differently?

I found it tricky not to take too much when redosing with a vape pen. What was your process for tripping on 5-MeO for several hours?

Have you ever done something similar with a 5-MeO vape pen?

Dogs aren't blindly loyal, they deeply love you. Have you ever had a dog and felt its love for you? Mine would be absolutely heartbroken and traumatized if we were to ever leave them. They deeply love us. We can feel it. There's a deep connection between us and them, and they each express their love in their own ways.

OMG, that's the best answer

I'd say cuteness. Is cuteness even an expression Honestly, it's really hard. I get no intuitive answer. Do you?

At least you didn't take four times less time than I did… I would have guessed it took me 4–5 minutes. I find it hard to believe I spent 14 minutes on it. That's what I was trying to do, but about half the time, my intuitive answer wasn't among the options, and none of the options came close. I'm really surprised that you and others scored so highly. I don't understand how that's possible, even with good intuition.

I didn't select really bad, but I didn't select really good either. There were some questions I strongly agreed or disagreed with, though.

How long did it take you to complete the test? I needed 870 seconds and scored 23/36. I thought I was rather good at reading facial expressions before taking that test

36/50 My mind isn't obsessed with technical details either. My special interests are psychedelics and understanding Consciounsess. I'm not into routines either, but I don't like last-minute plans. I need time to get ready. I love socializing when it's about my special interests

That feels good to hear. I'd travel to Las Vegas even just for a simple event or an end-of-day meetup. It wouldn't have to be big or include psychedelics to be worth the trip. I'm actually going to a small, informal meeting tonight to connect with people from PSBE (Psychedelic Society Belgium). Maybe someday you could organize something along those lines, so it wouldn't be as much work for you as putting together a full retreat.