Linda22

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  1. @Jannes This kid is too young for this. I feel like his father forces him to become a girl. Maybe I am wrong but I think so because at this age I didn’t know much about literally anything even though I wasn’t a stupid kid. If he wants to be a girl he will become without changing the gender at such a young age. Parents should think about their children’s mental health more. I am a girl who didn’t like dolls and preferred playing with cars and motorcycles but people call me softie now:) I also didn’t like dresses. thanks to my parents they didn’t transform me into a boy because of that. We should give children time to decide what’s better for them. It’s not a small decision but if they really want to change their gender it’s their choice which they can make after hitting puberty.
  2. @Cathal ?? thank you for wise advices! I am better now, little bit better but I feel it. I can focus while meditating a bit bitter and it already helps me relax at least while I am asleep. Thanks for caring. Every advice means a lot me right now!
  3. @IAmReallyImportant Thanks for being kind!✨
  4. @Tahuti OMG!! thank you for advices! I really appreciate…
  5. @Judy2 Omg?.. like you guys are so loving?
  6. LMAO sorry for being dramatic?
  7. “I have spent my whole life scared, frightened of things that could happen, might happen, might not happen. Fifty years I spent like that. And I came to realise it’s that fear that’s the worst of it. That’s the real enemy. So…get up. Get out in the real world. And you kick that bastard (fear) as hard as you can right in the teeth” Bryan Cranston film(?) this is so true. Fear is killing me.
  8. @Tahuti I know, right?… I am not awake. Even more, I am in so so much suffering for no reason at all. I know this only theoretically because I can’t concentrate on spirituality. When I meditate my thoughts attack me and I feel so so worthless. It’s like I can’t fight these self-sabotaging thoughts because I have been living with them for so long. Sometimes even when I stand outside I feel judged because I had a hard time gaining other’s approval since childhood. Parents were never satisfied even when I had good marks and behaved well. I was never popular or interesting and never knew how to respect myself. When I became more spiritual people actually viewed me differently because I had a self-discipline, my values and my goal. I got free from other’s opinions but now everything is worse. I stutter and many times freeze while talking with others because I am ashamed of who I am. Sometimes I deeply envy blind and deaf people, beggars and cancerous people. Even they love themselves more than I love myself…and the worst thing is that I am 18 and I am losing best years of my life because I am weak, selfish, pathetic and ungrateful human being.
  9. @Stovo yup…USA and Europe always try to hide part of the truth if it’s against them. I can’t even imagine how much people in Ukraine suffer!?? War is terrible and I hope this hell will end soon! But let’s say the truth… America wants Russia to collapse as soon as possible.
  10. @NoSelfSelf Aww.. thank you so much ?????
  11. Putin isn’t a monster to me:) sorry not sorry I am from Georgia. From my point of view Russia’s situation is very different but of course I don’t force my opinion to anyone;) P.s. Many Georgians hate Putin. I would love to explain why I understand Putin and generally Russia but it’s difficult because I would have to write a looong text. Но если Лео хочет, я могу ?
  12. @NoSelfSelf Thanks for telling me that it’s the normal process! It gave me a huge hope really❤️
  13. Thanks for telling me that it’s the normal process! It gave me a huge hope really❤️