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Hello! Do anyone of you know how to apply for a job in Germany where you could live and work in the same hotel? There are contracts with that type of facilities.

Hi! What does it mean afraid of voicing?

Hi as someones of you know that I am 22 and I was just once with a prostitute because I was drunk and had some problems. And sometimes I wonder if it`s possible to have any experience with anyone having also this anxiety problem with which I live I know I have to stay strong in my life but I spent so much time curring myself from the problems of the past but I am worried that I am not experiencing a lot of relationships and Leo told we should be in a relationship well that it would be good. There are various sexual problems and problems with beliefs. For example, since he said that because I live with my mother I can't have a girl because of my comfort zone. Also since I live isolated when I go out I feel strange I feel people maybe hate me but its different in fact they always become happy when they see me. And sometimes I think its the anxiety that brings visions of me being afraid that someone could touch me because I am always afraid that maybe I could leave a bad experience to the person with which I would lay down and also that someone could humiliate me because of the things that I`ve passed when I was younger. I would really like to feel what is love and what is to love someone and to be loved but maybe I will never have one should I then start to stop believing in love. And when someone asks me if I had a girl I am afraid of saying no that`s why I am so scared of people as well. You wouldn`t believe it I am really as far as I can see girl stare at me as I am the most beautiful guy they have ever seen really but I am so afraid don`t know so many demons problems and now sex really should I stop searching love??? I even speak 5 languages(Portuguese, Spanish, Croatian, German, English and a bit of Russian) I love to study and work on myself but just don`t know really don`t know should I stop having any hope??? I wash my mouth perfectly but then I ask myself is this worth just really don´t know. As far as you can see I think a lot but don´t know what to really choose.

Hi again! My top 5 goals are: 1. To be very built. 2. To be a great life coach. 3. And to study hard in life. 4. Travell around the world. 5. To cure me of ego obsession and generalized anxiety disorder. The first three that I named are the ones which I use while I visualize.

Hi, I am Ivan. I am in a big doubt should I pay the gym to get very ready for the summer that is coming to Europe because I need stronger legs for working at my job. And I am very but very good at the gym but also I need more money for myself to get independent because otherwise, this family is trying to do everything possible for destroying me I even ended up in a hospital here in Croatia. I try everything by myself but it seems so hard. At the moment I have about 420 euros at my bank account my mother tells me she can support me but with not a lot of money. I am in a very big doubt I am not sure for myself if I am gonna achieve it. The idea is also to move away to work in another city. And since Leo once said that the comfort zone that we`ve been developing is destroying us makes me scared of any decision I make well not at least the one where I get independent. And with the car that I drive and that I haven't earned. I don`t know if it is a good step to start going to the gym or not. I don`t know if I am following good the steps of Leo.

I meditate 22 minutes every day by breathing fastly because otherwise, the ego will get in and it's painful. And I like to meditate like that I feel much more sensitive. I know love is in me but it is hard to develop it, after so much humiliation. I do meditation, visualization, and Indian concentration method, love to play chess as well. Thank you for the support, Nahm.

Hi as someones of you know that I am 22 and I was just once with a prostitute because I was drunk and had some problems. And sometimes I wonder if it`s possible to have any experience with anyone having also this anxiety problem with which I live I know I have to stay strong in my life but I spent so much time curring myself from the problems of the past but I am worried that I am not experiencing a lot of relationships and Leo told we should be in a relationship well that it would be good. There are various sexual problems and problems with beliefs. For example, since he said that because I live with my mother I can't have a girl because of my comfort zone. Also since I live isolated when I go out I feel strange I feel people maybe hate me but its different in fact they always become happy when they see me. And sometimes I think its the anxiety that brings visions of me being afraid that someone could touch me because I am always afraid that maybe I could leave a bad experience to the person with which I would lay down and also that someone could humiliate me because of the things that I`ve passed when I was younger. I would really like to feel what is love and what is to love someone and to be loved but maybe I will never have one should I then start to stop believing in love. And when someone asks me if I had a girl I am afraid of saying no that`s why I am so scared of people as well. You wouldn`t believe it I am really as far as I can see girl stare at me as I am the most beautiful guy they have ever seen really but I am so afraid don`t know so many demons problems and now sex really should I stop searching love??? I even speak 5 languages(Portuguese, Spanish, Croatian, German, English and a bit of Russian) I love to study and work on myself but just don`t know really don`t know should I stop having any hope??? I wash my mouth perfectly but then I ask myself is this worth just really don´t know. As far as you can see I think a lot but don´t know what to really choose.

Start to visualize that you are confident with whatever you get in life my brother could have killed me in Colombia and throw me out of his an apartment wich both are dangerous I have also passed that type of experience. Try also to visualize that you will be extremely successful I started to visualize that I am a better life coach that Leo Gura. And here is my last example of a resume that could help you for finding a maybe better job take a look at this link: https://enhancv.com/?gclid=EAIaIQobChMI_Mqenr-d2AIVBcYYCh1FwQLXEAAYASAAEgLQ2PD_BwE

I was thinking about your thoughts and something that made miracles with my confidence is chess take a look at this link: http://www.onlinecollegecourses.com/2012/03/25/10-big-brain-benefits-of-playing-chess/ and also for example, if you are unconfident try to put yourself in an comfort zone for example if you are afraid of the forest during the day go to the forest or if you are afraid of standing in a tall balcony then slowly approach to it

when do I know I am meditating and not picking up ego sometimes in one part of my body is hot it means the ego is getting how can I fix my meditation?

Sometimes I meditate and I pick up ego I fell like I am not doing it well like a demon is getting in me It feels strange, hot and awful pain. Aldo, I have called God into my heart. Sorry, I speak five languages it is hard to develop them. Sometimes I can`t focus on my breathing I start thinking about what is happening on my right hand.

Chess is a great mental game that makes you competitive with everything you would like it and try a bit of mindfulness http://www.onlinecollegecourses.com/2012/03/25/10-big-brain-benefits-of-playing-chess/

Well, I am not very known for your problem but I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder and I found this very helpful It`s called mindfulness but there are various ways to practice it is literally saving my life.

Hi, I hope you know about the ego- distraction video that Leo shot once but I just can`t beat the ego that got inside of me I tried to get independent a couple of times but I have lost a lot of money. As I suffer from anxiety I am not capable to get independent by myself. I feel so miserable like an idiot that isn`t capable to fix his own life my mother keeps on saying me that I should drink medicine but that`s pure drug pharmaceutic industry I try to live as more relaxed as possible but when my ego obsesses my eyes nerve system because I can feel it. And then I start to lose control and being violent to my mother and family members because they are very toxic so I always judge them and I start yelling at my mother but if I keep on like that she could die because she suffers from weak nerves I don`t know what to do to control the demon that gets inside of me when I sleep. before I even used to do my university stuff and used to study now I don`t even do that I don`t know what to do which way to pick up It`s so hard I sometimes give up from beating my ego. My brothers have betrayed me by saying I don`t deserve anything "You have to fix myself alone no one should help you" My father tried to kill me 2 times. But just can`t I try it so hard but I thought to kill myself. And the worse thing is that after helping so many people I feel like a loser. Once I help to send like 7000 euros for a kid that suffers from leukemia.

Ok, hi! My problem is I was getting not enough sleep so I started to hallucinate. My mother is never happy with me and she keeps on feeding my ego I even had contact with my own death. Now I am doing mindfulness and getting better at controlling myself and my relationship with my mother also. For example, I used to eat a lot and not to sleep I decreased the quantity of food and by doing mindfulness I am getting much more awareness and the same time am searching about my metabolism. Now I will try to eat breakfast at 6:00 a.m. lunch at 12:00 and dinner at 6:00 p.m. As well for holding my back stretched my ego feed`s itself very easily by just taking my arms down and making me fall asleep when it is not the time for it to sleep. I have a very toxic family that doesn't listen to me when I say I suffer from the generalized anxiety they just say get rid of that and move on because no one has to help you! At the same time, my mother suffers when she sees me vomiting in the bathroom because my body is not enough cold and she makes the drama that drives me crazy she is not capable to accept that her son is bad so she is also very toxic. Meanwhile, I am searching for a job and an apartment where to live But everything is so expensive and my parents won't support me she keeps on saying no one has the perfect family so what Ivan look at these kids that are progressing you are getting stuck! They are just feeding my ego. My father even tried to kill her once and I saved her I was humiliated as a child but nothing gets better they are always bad never happy that`s why I feel she is going to die soon and she is just getting in the 60`s. I have to play very carefully but at the same time I am getting it and demolishing my ego. I do also the concentration method but it seems It`s just rising the number of minutes the quantity of my concentration. I don`t know how to save me alone from this crazy-ness and when I say I want to get independent she starts to wait you have to get a job first. I will start now to avoid her as much as I can.

Hello, people hope someone is awake. I´m trying so hard and I am working on it so much to become independent and to move away from my house because now I understand who feed´s my ego at least I am not anymore afraid of living alone in the other city. But I need a job I try and I try I speak about five languages I search and search meanwhile my mother fights with me because of my stupid reading she is so addicted to materialism she just fight´s and I am afraid that when she dies my brother will beat me up until I am dead because she is losing much power on internet and media and had a stressful life with my father anyway I need to become independent. We found some friends in the capital but I am afraid that with my generalized anxiety they won't like me and start looking me strange.

But sometimes my eyes open automatically while sleeping that´s what makes me crazy

So I suffer from the generalized anxiety disorder but I noticed that I can´t control my two-part of my nerve system I can feel the anxiety on my left and right side through my eyes and body movement how can I feel my right part of my body because it won't let itself be controlled.

You did not misunderstand anything. But they sometimes don´t listen to me. The mindfulness exercise that I am doing is working a lot.

I sometimes work a lot by standing on my feet for 12 hours and they get hot so my whole body gets anxious. I also sometimes used to take care of the baby´s of my sister and have done a lot of multitasking and sometimes I would get so anxious that I would call my mother for listening to me but she is toxic so she start´s to say that I should stop complaining because she also works and what I do it´s almost nothing (she is toxic) and at the same time I study for my university for passing to the next year I have to pass three exams . But today and yesterday I started to practice mindfulness and I think I got it. Well for me mindfulness is like imagine the nerve system that relaxes my muscles. And because I know I have a very built body I step by step relax every muscle from the head to my feets imagining the nerve system. that relaxes my muscles tonight I worked for 12 hours and have done also mindfulness and because of it, I feel so relaxed.

As you know that I suffer from generalized anxiety. I was trying to find a way for doing exercise without gym because I got fired by my uncle. So once I tried to run and do pistol squats it ended up in a catastrophe which increased the level of anxiety and decreased the level of concentration and emotional intelligence. So I find out that I had to start all over again with concentration and meditation much more than I used too but I also realized that there are two types of awarenesses emotional and rational so now I´m gonna start balancing those two types of energies.

Well, people, I live in a very toxic and difficult family. And I am giving my best for independent myself I am always stuck somehow. My family is a pure madness and full-filled with individualism. I`ve lost my job because my uncle got me fired and I`ve lost like 1200 euros, my brother that is in Colombia was a gangster that achieved to escape from Croatia, my father tried to kill me last year me and my mother, now I have to pass 3 exams for going to the third year of university. My other brothers don`t even want to listen to me and say sometimes that I deserve nothing. My mothers are sick and if she dies my brother will stand against me because my father will say to him that I am the killer of my mom, and he`s gonna kill me. It`s so hard to independent myself surrounded with so many maniacs. Meanwhile, I suffer he makes baby`s so he could get money from the government. I give my best but as you know I suffer from generalized anxiety disorder and a person is so afraid of going back to psychiatry that maybe I would never come out from there(once I was). I am trying to run away but as you know I got fired by my uncle so it's too hard. As well, my father used to tell me as a child that I am worthless and useless and that I will never be a man.

Hello, people, I hope you know my comments and history on this site. I don´t know if you remember my stories about my generalized anxiety disorder and toxic family problems. But I find out that the organ that is most connected to our nerve system is the eyes right! So if they are the most connected and the most wasted for a lot of things it influences us positively or negatively. And the best thing to use against anxiety is to relax the eyes with the chamomile tea bags that will extremely relax your eyes. This is not the only method but you can also use chess, meditation and Leo`s concentration method. But the thing with tea bag is great trust me to try it at least for it decreases in just a second a huge quantity of anxiety. It`s NOT the only thing that can help you but it can stop anxiety rapidly.

Let me know the results of the chamomile tea bag.

Well for me it stopped my panic attacks. Because the drops of chamomile tea relaxed me a lot. Ok then well then it is for me if it doesn't work for you. But for me personally, it saved me a lot of nerves, last 3-4 nights.