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@Zigzag Idiot Don't understand you. =P

Hello everyone, I will soon in 5 months I'm gonna open my first business. I am very excited and happy that I am gonna dedicate myself to the thing I love to work wich is fitness (I am gonna administrate a gym like a fitness coacher). But I am very afraid of what I have done once in a video chatroom. I took my clothes off in front of a camera when I was 16 years old and someone taped me showing my dick and ass to the camera, therefore, I am afraid of getting success because I could be embarrassed publicly because of the tape made of me naked. I don't know what to do, should I become successful or not.

Ok, I got @Litaken . But what if I become a famous politician?

@Consept Maybe the higher self?

@Nahm I think you idealized it a little bit without any judgments. Because the journalists would laugh me out because of his tape and my career as a fitness coacher could fall completely and end up in ruins without any support.

@Rigel I tried it only by meditating, on one hand, I haven't done the do-nothing method on the other I have tried it with normal meditation and it didn't work the ego is so sneaky.

@NoSelfSelf Croatian comfort because of the toxicity of my family and that's why I don't want to tell no one anything about me. I will also use conscious and subconscious effort for visualizing and mindfulness to move towards my goal.

I think it's not about believing it's about feeling.

Thank you, precisely because of the trickiness of my ego I want to manipulate with the ego and use it against it to receive that gift, by using affirmations.

Hi! I wondered if there is a method for feeding yourself with the suns energy without having to eat at least 3 months anything. It would be good for people that want to get independent and don't have money for sometimes feeding yourself. By the way, you suggested that we should like to start a new chapter like getting independent or moving to a different city I don't know I just thought about it because maybe some people will have to face it. How to resist hunger easier.

1. Dose unconsciousness and forgetfulness go together? 2. In order to forget less, we have to become much more conscious?

And meditate never forget to meditate every day once. I've fell into a huge trap I ended up in the psichiatry because I was runing around like an idiot. Ground yourself with body awareness Keep yourself grounded....

There is a concept called resistence called in the course. So try to be consistet with your body awreness for not creating a jojo efect everytime you achive certain state.

The ego creates a huge quantity of resistence-your not willingnes to do the thing you want and the book the war of art shows you how.

You can and you should develop your left hand and leg with a handball ball wich could increase the effect of the emotional labour that you will put in.

You should melt away your ego with a lot of body awareness first. And then you can dedicate your time to all the activities you want I fell into a huge trap of the ego I got a schizophrenia attack and made a huge mess. Now I have also a phisical disorder (maybe your situation is not like that) but you should first purify yourself take also the life pourpose course and listen to resistence and the amateur game. I regret that i havent purified myself first.

1. Can you see the intuition by doing bodyawareness, meditation, visualization, 100% ownership, reading and playing chess. I know that when we replace body awareness with mindfulness I can see. 2. Can we melt away our ego with body awarwness and be more intelligent?

1. Body awareness and mindfulness are not the same thing right? 2. If you do mindfullness, meditation, reading, viaualization, 100% ownership, concemtration, chess playing you can get an intuitive message but if you replace mindfulness with body awareness can you still get it? 3. I want to melt away my big ego can I do it with body awareness?

I know that mindfulness happens in the mind and body awareness in your body I dont want to be arrogant with Leo but I bought the life pourpose course and there was also no body awareness because there should be an exercise that should show us how to deal with the huge ego resistence that appears to us while we try to create our goals. Because until now body awareness was the only technique that relaxed me the most.

I realized just 3 weeks ago that I am being possesd by a demon. I cant meditate do mindfulness, visualization or any kind of self development work. Since a snake during my meditation has got inside of my left leg. It wasnt a meditation i was very stressed and couldnt control my body and my meditation was going bad (I was picking up ego). Since then I hear a voice inside of me that guides me to do bad things. I was trying schamanic breath work but the demon controls my body and stopped the breathing. I think there are various types of demons and they all have their caractheristics. The problem is how to get rit of it and at the same time it doesent allows me to hold my back straight.

Its leaving me the positive energy of my uncle and an enlightened guy that prayed to be took this thing out of me and I left my toxic family in croatia now I am in colombia trying to realize my life.

Me but he lets me do things, sometimes... Thats why I am telling you this story and I think he wants to kill me because now my neck twists but later I can get an epileptical atack.

And it wants me to do evil things every day I have at least 1 or 2 nightmares. I cant work and sometimes it makes me agresive...

No I cant that something controls my entire body. And doesent let me do anything with my mind or with my body.

I dont understand what you mean.