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@Joseph Maynor A "dousing ring", Thats wat i was tryina think of... its tail was this fluffy, puffy, white, dousing ring, and it was basically all white except for some skunky lookin stripes near the back, like it looked like a pet skunk on steroids, iuno wat else it could be... with that small little head they have, nd fat body, waddling around through trash.

@Joseph Maynor or now im wonderin if it even was a skunk, cause im not seeing pics of giant skunks on google. It had a weird tail, like it looked like a puffy circle, or like a hollowed lollipop tail-Like iuno, it looked like a skunk to me, but with a weird circular tail... but its not the size of a skunk.

I jus seen the biggest skunk ive ever seen in ma life. That sht was the size of a komodo dragon... All white, or... white but w/ black stripes near the hindlegs, Like this place i live has alot of skunks, but this was like The White Queen. Ive never seen anythin like it.

You might even say, Egyptians realized how important language was, and Magi realized how important song, rhythm + hymn was, though im over simplifying the most complicated story, but its an interesting thought to think about. You cant have language without "tone" and "rhythm", you cant have rhythm without the language that describes that rhythm, or rather, the words that give rise to rhythm. In a world of silence and pictographs, theres still tones, colors and rhythms happening in the way each shape or section relates, textures and tiling, or lines that interweave, blending of colors, etc.

(Cont.) "Magi" is the historical form for magician(s), i believe, of course... not that i really hold it above everything that way, or to mean much, seeing as all cultures had magic of some sort. Not many people know how dominant the Celtic halstatt culture was in northern europe... Like, im not even sure Scandanavian (or those Celts that were to become Scandanavian) goes back to the ages Celtic does, since Northern Europe Celtic (separating it from the Ancient Southern Europe which is also very difficult to figure out, even though it literally exists inside Basque, Spanish, Portuguese, a little left over in Bolognese... or no wait im mixin that up w tge languages in Calabria or one of those) and a Celtic system we dont even have a clear history for... Or i mean, im really going far back, but not so far that its like, 2 hunter gatherers running from a ice age elephantis or something. I draw the line at Hallstatt for now, and they have things like Astrology/Astronomy, Magical Practice and Worship, etc. p.s. i dont know anything bout russian, so no one ask me how they fit into the picture. Your right on target w that Thats wat i try to tell ppl to, magic, historical magic might not be the be-all-end-all interesting thing that people are imagining, or atleast, ya gotta consider that, magic can come in so many diff flavors, And so much research has gone into Egyptian and understanding that, as well as Magi and eastern practices, but its interpretive. And crazy. And not necessarily the good crazy. It all depends on how much time and attention to detail someone has to "make it make sense", just like anything else.

Also consider how interpretive magic can be, like sacred geom., like magic to me is actually music. I dont know how others think of it, but Music lives always at the forefront of my mind, but i just dont mention it since it sounds like its going off topic, and no one asks about it, like "What is magic, to you" kindve questions. We might be surprised by how diff everyones vers of magic is, bet

Thats why i cant remember then, dagnbitsht!

Reminds me of matrix "Cmon, Stop trying to hit me and hit me"

I had someone try to tell me there were ghosts in a picture, or like people who were acting like ghosts, hiding behind things ~ but he saw them in a picture (as well as outside), and he tried pointing it out to me. And i said "Do you mean the trees?" and he said "Really? You cant see what im pointing to?" i said "No, i really cant. i just see trees..." Suffice to say, the story continues, and i learned enough lessons to not get caught up in whatever that was, like... i couldnt prove that these things werent there for him... even suggestion "ill go outside and scare them away" did not wirk, Not because he had a logical way to *create* or have them go away the moment i got there, but because it literally did not folliw any line of reasoning that a person could follow, its literally two different pages of a book, like... But now you gotta consider that scenario with all of reality, not just one person. p.s. not that the world is hallucinating, but that the world can fall into states of mind like its hallucinating, or you are, or they are saying they are or whatever other scenarios can be happening.

Mayb yall can explain this one to me, cause ive had a number of cats in my life, prolly like over 50 when you include my mom into the picture, and i aint ever put two and two together that their color had anything to do w/ what they act like, or behave like, And yet, after watchin this video, im like "How did he know?" This is exactly how ive found those color of cats act, And granted my mom pointed out how she has had orange cats that act different ~ but then i swiftly reminded her how there different shades and versions of orange, And how you dont ever get the same kind, its more of a spectrum, atleast thats how i feel w/ orange. but anyway, hows it possible? Color cant be the outward expr., of whats happening ~ Yet its abundantly clear that its always been this way, atleast for me... hell if it was 80 or 75% accurate, thatd be enough, but i think its 100% accurate in my case. how though?

i like this guy, but i dont even know why. i just see his pic all the time And then i say "thats the guy". But i had a friend who use to show me someone like this years prior, but i dont actually remember who it was, or what the practice was called, etc. I might have to text him to ask if i still have his #

i was jealous when i heard this song cause like, id made somethin slightly in the same ballpark not like 5 or so years ago, sorta going for something like this wacky love crush thing -Alas it encapsulates several ingredients that i just missed out on, musically, Oh well. I was juggling too many things alongside it, So i really like it, its like "the manifestation worked" sorta thing. Something like that.

And also,alot of this is prolly stuff many of yas have realized, like this little minutia, but have just forget, because its so little and stupid, or because its so similar, or its spinning so fast next to a tangentially related... i mean, forgetfulness is killer, i mean its like, if ya forget you start over, and if you remenber, you are awaiting the day to just be free of the memory, like its eternal. whatever ya want it to mean / be, et caetera.

Also, we ARE Being, so like, thats not like it goes away, like... you are not Bob on tuesday and then Jack on wednesday or something, So Being has a fundamental always playing, And Being, you could go beyond that to deconstruct yourself, and redfine Beingness. I bring that up just to strum on whats evidently so, so its not like its belaboring a hard point, its just weird is all, and that weirdness gets pretty quiet pretty fast, most weirdness does, though its like, its never not available. Theres always something more, but evenrually its like fuck it i concede to whatever this jazz is..

Like the "you" that was everything was made true, because we said it, likewise, we can lose track of that you'ness, So what even is it now? Its us, but its not us? Its Being but its not? Crazy right?