kavaris

I get all of my writings right from David Goggins books, cp/pasted, Ai'd-in

What about this one though, as id like to think that this is super down to Earth. Dont lie to me, be honest, whats his name.... whats the motivational guy who jogs around all day, tell me this isnt something he would say though (mr goggles, or whatever is his name) p.s. this is prolly a bad example, cause the joke was suppose to be that it was real out-there, but this one i think you are gonna easily understand, A devotee, a manti in a dream, like Atlantai, so now you see what i mean It is like *devotion and appreciation towards,* and *veiling of a dream* that we dont understand, and cant understand, not fully, for otherwise we are to understand its "unknowing" elements, and thus, it becomes an "awaking", or in the very least, we are acknowledging a limitation / boundary that causes us to exist in said dream or veiling of (i.e. theres many layers that constitute "dream" or "reality") or whatever else, and to die is to have a wider veiling of, a spirit lost, resulting in (me, you) to be in a moment and not remember, to not forget, to just be sortve ignorant of the entirety the thing, that thing that happened prior, i mean, i think i have an even more elaborate way to say of it now, but for now, thats the general idea, which is like, we cant explain it. BUT, its not because we dont get it, or that it doesnt fit into words or ways to express, but rather its just that, its a weir dthing that you have to either get lucky w/, or have some really novel experience w/ It sounds very simple, but its not, i mean, ive been experimenting w/ alot of things, and none of it really works the right way, as of yet. Like it really depends on the intention, like you have infinite directions to decide

Aight this is wat im lookin for, more of this sound atm, like heavily synth'd out stuff like this, Like future music, Anything that makes yous think future , which might mean ya gotta go look for it and post it here

Yous might notl know what im talking about here, but i had learned of this place awhile back, that had been known for breeding a species of rye (i think it was during the 1800s) That had also been known for the ergot that would form on said rye (i mean, if ppl were to make lsd, its usually using other varieties today, and likewise, production of rye/bread, etc, uses strains that dont produce ergot as quickly/or it just doesnt have that same ergot formation), But historically this sangaste rye was bred, and just like, super ideal in regards to its ergot form in, in so like, iuno, it was just too ahead of its time. With that said... im curious if any of yous have heard of Sangaste rye, and if its still being cultivated or if they have since sold the land and converted it over or something. Like we need some sangaste rye, alongside some normal rye species, not just for LsD but to try making rye or bread products -to see how it tastes in comparison. Lol, i realize im asking alot, but yas never know if someone out there is like "Oh, Hello i know all about Sangaste rye!" P.s. i just looked online, and their are companies that are producing Sangaste rye products, so someone out there is growing Sangaste rye.

Its such a complex amount of possibilities and things, but its like, we wanna... atleast try... like try to create the ideal world for each other, have others create the ideal world for themselves, And then we want to hope those worlds are on the same page or that theres a flavorful place in the center where everyone can meet and agree, or to just see the balance point that sits within the ripples of crazy that cascades out centrifugal from the center~the hot spot~ I mean, ive had experiences like that, And perhaps thats as good as it can get, i mean, its just a bit more crazy, from my perspective, atleast thats whats gonna make it quite hard~to explain the nature of the thing while engaging in the thing.

Nd dont get me wrong, sometimes you hear those cool Jesus story/interpretations, the ones that are more about the Ancient archetype, overlayed/embellished on a real pers., And in that case i feel wrong even discussing anything that is to exist within that context, cause its like, "Oh thats interesting. Okay let me destroy you w/ something innovative that isnt even connected to that" which wouldnt be nice to do, since its also a story that has alot of potential i feel, like its a more logical approach. I just dont even care, so thats why its like ('Oh maybe i shouldnt say anythin..... or ima just nod my head, kindve things) Iuno, i dont wanna ever vegin/start Christian, Like i wanna be in innovation pools and hot tub right away, Like Hot tub time machines.

And granted, ive done these things myself too (dont remember em well though), so its a paradox that ppl are able to get around somehow. ... understanding how they did it is yet another thing, cause if we had the recipe wed surely be able to get it across to one another by now. The second option (the 3rd bulletinpoint) no one really knows exists, so i try to re initiate it publically when i have the opportunity.

@oOo Its hard to explain... Granted, here are the based facts from what i can gather, about the most prominent and recurring nature of dreams, which can maybe tell us what to do about it, in this way you bring up, 1) Its a layer veiling the waking experience. 2) You create this sortve unusual forgetting, a boundary that makes it as though you are "dreaming", which is itself generated by them very last moments of contemplating, right before "falling asleep", which itself carries you into what feels like "Oh, im trapped/embraced in a scene", But its a bit of a paradox, because, to become lucid, is to realize that that mechanism is happening, which would stop the sequence from happening. 3) Its also a limitation on dreaming to begin w/, the idea of dreaming as we know it, cause you may also go about it from this perspective of "dreaming of the very moment you are experiencing, while you had been awake (usually its you staring at a door or a wall or something, in bed", thereby waking up "in a false world thats secretly a dream", and interacting w/, what at first seems like "real, waking, reality", but it soon devolves into the felt-dream as you progress. And granted, neither lucid dreaming or doing what ive described are easy to do since they share this paradoxy thing. So thats one such dilemma. It might not directly indicate what to call the body in all of that, but ive just recently noticed the body is like, a skeleton key that you bring, and the mind is a door -typeve thing (Maybe thats how to think of it, i dont know)

I see Source, open, vessel.. i Iike, source open, vessel. Aquatic ruin, Counter strike source, open, vessel. Source, open, vessel.

And the dream voice path is ὀνειροφωνὴ, which is just a little piece yous can use / wrap your head around, to put together things that no one is really working on, As ive not seen anyone doing things on these conscious, subconscious pieces, as well as on dreams, nd in a very receptive, intuited, internalized way

Did you know, when you dream, that dream isnt just like, unconscious mind jargon, like... Forget about how it compares to, "to be", "to become" and to exist for a moment, as just getting the pragmatics of "dreampt exp.," i think is gonna be important, because if you dont really understand "why", then it can become like, "Oh, Dreams are just the ability to shut down this part of your brain, so you dont experience this other, etc..." (insert-two-branches-of-interest, as i chose to explore a different path below, instead of the dreampt voice one...) In my experience, a significant part of dreaming is the body. Like, sure its a moment to forget concerns concerning the physical body, but its also an experience thats based on the physical bodies experience, which is actively being tested/stressed... To explain it in more detail, its that mystical layer that you veil over the mind, not mentioning to yourself the fact that you still have a body underneath, And what you dont realize is, the physical body sortve comes with you, no matter what, like its part of the cycle of experiencing, embedded in the mind, not as like "this is what i look like" per say, but the felt experience of the body is in there, to a significant degree. I would say, most dreams are actually a "dreampt experience of the spiritual body", and your assumed intellect and mind components are the parts you leave behind, Like the intellect is only needed, in as much as it can realize the problem. Like, i figured out, no matter what you do, you can never get a fixed-position in laying, in sleep that doesnt suck for your back / body. But then i fell asleep on the rim of my most comfortable chair (my butt and lumbar touching the rim, not my back, directly) and slowly slid down the rim throughout the night, never stressing any-on- part of my lumbar, back, etc., and at each interval of that felt-bodily experience (in dream) the dream received a moment, a chance to not suck. And it indeed did not suck ~ It was pretty good, excellent at each interval. Of course, nightmares are those that trap theirselves deep in the subconscious, so you would have to have many more nights of good dreams, to change the cycle of the dreaming. I mean, cycles, in general are embedded pretty deep, so its nice to be relieved of the duty of having to try your experience w/ all of those cycles. Like, you cant ever stop existing per say, but you do get a break if you give yourself a good mental and physical break, And that break can come in the form of a dream, so long as youve diagnosed some bodily issues, or any mental issues you yourself have like... But anyway... In that way, its not exactly straightforward to explain, as everyones existing in different moments w/ different dilemmas to solve. Not everyone has a comfy chair. But its an idea yous can apply, And start to think on more. P.s. I forgot i was gonna include something about the dreampt voice of your dreaming and the subconscious, but i totally forgot. Next time maybe.

Or you simply are like water, its flowing nature, and in the moment of "to be", or not to be, its up to you to decide if those experiences are dualistic or not, for is simply being / becoming, in the moment of peace, is that dualistic, or is that just peace. Like, is it anything more than what you make it? Obviously anything outside of this ideal moments gonna be a shyt show, but in the ideal moment, how do you define it, and what is the experience, for you.

@36:00 or 37:00 A small or sizable crater comin in to tug on the earth a little and slow down its movements, yeo thats a wild idea. Is it possible? Iuno thats crazy. Yous should watch this one, granted iuno how deep it goes, theyre sortve riffin, but just generally its kinda interesting. I mean, i was gonna say, we prolly wont understand it, so lets just take the term "monsoon" and think of it like that, as the climates change, and how many factors could be tuggin on it over time, but hey, maybe you do need bigger more dangerous things happening to explain these sorts of things, i dont know... I just like mountains... And jaguars, and peter pan... iuno wat im tlkin bout. Anyway

Hey, just on the very pragmatic, 'now weve gotta Onoma, a name, a topic, a reference point to discuss -That is enough for me to make something cool. And thats not to dismiss anything else. I almost dont know anything that can be directly demonstrated anyway, And yet, theres times where i see how it could be benft others, etc., in a nearest-direct or directional way... i mean, it is very complex. im always learnin subtle points of it myself, everyday, everytime im engagin w/ it

@5:00 Ah interesting. Theres a complex state of affairs that lead to these monsoons. I was wondering how you go from like a perfect dragoon sailing adventure to arid monsoon and desolate civilizations And then theres the fact that Egypt has rivers, so it can bare a somewhat inhospitable time, but it just has to do alot of trading to make it prominently well stocked, But i mean, i always sensed the fact that not many times in Egypts history was it stable. Like the kings that assume position there are like, well long after the more congressional community time, like companys agreeing to do work to build civilization itself. Like they prolly didnt have that kindve hierarchy, cause it has to be like a passion project between many civilization imo, Like Thoths company meets the Shamanic ruler and says "Tryina build some sick shyt or what" And hes like, "okay, bet". Dont lie. Yous know that was the exact conversation. P.s. in one of the Ancient Pre-Civilization stories, i think in the Ancient Libya world, theres actually a woman ruler, i just forget wat the story was, but you know it was like a crazy African story that exceeds our understanding of Africa.