kavaris

Like, in other words, its rare that we, as the active developers of English, actively shape an older and, pre existing word, to be the positive thing it once was, Like if it can lean negative, we are like "Yes. Press the button. submit". Like...

I mean, generally, English has this little quark (or it tends to have this quark, maybe its around 90% of words that can lean in one direction or the other, have this quark in English) where everything is made to be negative, or its chosen to lean further to negative in those cases, is wat im tryina say. Which, granted, we can make things "make sense" with, or without that negative connotation.

I rarely use ego uniformly, And i mostly edge on, just, getting straight to business, however... Ego in its most basic form, is synonymous to that archaic form of the pleasure (not over abundance), like its what the ancient peoples wanted to talk about, fused w/ something like, the pursuit of, like theres also something sacred to the ego (i) or Being, so it has a spectrumy-thing to it, granted i personally dont always view it as "egoic personality", but one function for ego is to frame it as, the most negative parts of a person, or something like that. I personally dont find myself engaging on that lvl either, so i dont ever bring it up (in that way), still, the ego in a uniform sense does atleast have elements we can relate to, for its the same w/ most words, it depends on context, what we are talking about... Like, can we point to a landmark that makes enough sense, so that the words can start to make sense. I mean all words suffer from this dilemma as well.

This is somethin i was thinkin bout ~In regards to the idea of something like ego, Sneaking through, And that is how, say we were talking about [sense] perception, or a similar topic, and how our most recent perspectives shift the fabric of what we believe. And then you introduce that idea, And we have two ideas, one regarding perception -but on a subject matter that- on its surface, seems like the most reasonable, pragmatic of the two — Then you have this other thing, this psychedelic realm, where things like ego get dissolved (something like that) which is itself a topic that, in the least, interferes w/ the fabric of beliefs. I want to know what THAT is, that change of blood, in the most absolute sense, cause THAT change over is, in effect, pure chaos, cause you cant win in either direction, right?... If you view it from the truth of this psychedelic thing, its becoming more psychedelic, if you view it as this other thing its changing to this other thing... My point is that, the very question of "what is reality" or what we are, it is predicated on the belief in things, and those most-recent ideas dominate everything else, regardless, And even in finding truth, or how its working, the only thing you could ever do is to try to understand "WHAT it is, WHILE it is" Its a collapse in meaning, but its still somewhat functioning, in an absolute sense, in the very least.

You can navigate the ball of yarn, And even unravel it, but can you see the ball while its in active yarning. p.s. the cat sees it, but its still in a ffurse, a "fully functioning raveled state".... e.

of course, i dont have a good way to explain what "makin sense" means, to me, but it involves sensing (of course, im talking about an etymological kind-of-sensing, which encapsulates feelings, towards ultimate truth, justice and things of this nature, as a more absolute concept all in all) I mean, its not like its carved into stone, in a way everyone may identify w/, alas thats just the bare basic idea around it.

Ya. Very often, i explain it in a way that wouod otherwise try and bring that sense and curiosity towards non-dualistic thinking, if only to try and alleviate that sense of like, being stuck in 1960, but its not working really, like... I mean, its not that its not working, but its like, well... theres two things happening, one is im talking to older souls, people who are currently going through serious issues, and then the other aspect is that it takes time to really explain this stuff, like i talk to this person everyday, sortve giving yous the same sortve occassional ideas, that i give them... I mean, theres a third aspect too, which is like, consciousness is like, never really making a whole lotta sense? Like im thankful anytime it does, but its not entirely often that i am in like, a harmonious place.

p.s. ElonGate is def available, or atleastz there arent any miscellany websites that come up

@cetus (cont.) i got a siq title for ya, something that maybe people will accidentally discover if they search "Elon" that is "ElonGate" (like "elongate") Cause back in the day, i accidentally discovered ebony through that same idea, searching the wrong thing. And assuming its not already taken, you can use that as a way to exploit the keyword machine. Oh shyt. yeo. bet, thatd be crazy. Yous all prolly live on the west coast and could easily find creators to make tons of crazy shyt... on the east coast, everyone hates me and no one is into art or drawing or anything.

I def like the look of ur work btw. its interesting. Also, i mentioned ebony, but i havent played it in while. But i def had a fondness for Ebony awhile back, as to me its like an art movement. But its so unknown, that its kindve a very quiet voice among the very loud voiced art of 2026 Where, now we really we need more of ANY art. Ebony art, fine art, doesnt matter... Text im also dabbling w/, like handwriting, cause thats a huge challenge for Ai, like authentic handwriting. And interesting art too of course.

@cetus that first one has got crazy Ebony vibes, like one of the lvls round maybe it was 20-30ish, somewhere in there (u prolly know idea wat im talkin bout)

Oh wow. O wait a minute. Do you know Ebony riddle game?

i try to wait til as late as humanly possible, in the grand scheme of time, As i think in like... in the global time, i dont want to inflict others, unless they want to live the life of not sleeping, And just doing 24 7 art / text ~or however yous might wanna think of it... Like i try to keep everything super specific, As that then acts as the interface towards understanding. Much like our body / identity has this reocurring element, thats there for (what we think is) either experiencing, or understanding, or something else. I guess it depends on what that flow of energy feels like, in a sense ~As far as what decision i am to make, or escape, etc.

Oh absolutely. alls i do is art, in some sense, but i just sortve, let the energy go alot right now, As i feel to much of it in this direction. This like, its like... finite scripting/programming (within English communicating) As i use sortve like, the text engine as a way to understand the... choice of region (in the art/game metaphor) ... if that makes sense. Like the text is my interface for everything else.

Ha. pretty perfect