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Its hard to know whether anyone is rdy, rdy for the non repeti., like, if its even healthy for ppl who are just getting comfortable w/ what, who, or like, where they are at ... and its like, im always borderline thinkin, 'i gotta stop touchin wat i would consider the fragile mind or minds, whatever. Not saying like, i kno for sure who or what im tlkin bout, but its just an acknowledgement of sorts, an understanding.

When i was making this piece, the initial post, one idea that i was going for, beyond the main function, and meaning and form of it, of just a general "it" factor, was, having it read and feel like we had never left the very beginning premise, Like i want it to be as if we are always circling back to the main idea, even though its always changing. And the way to know that 'that's whats happening (how to judge it, imo) is if you can read it and not think about it, and still have it make sense, or to feel as though it is, minus any critical thought thats needed to extend it, or compare it to anything, etc. Its — if you can say to yourself afterwards — "that makes sense". Even if later its to open up new portals. Where would we be if everything was still focused on psychology, or atomic sciences, or anything else. Thats something that we are always demonstrating of course. This video is a good comparator, cause i feel like theres a few two many ideas being explored; the "patterns" idea, which is more rhythmic, more repetitious, more routine and personally geared to the individual and the way they move and think and feel and project things onto the world. Why even bring it up if its left unresolved is my point — — Then there was another big idea introduced towards the ends, about the imagination becoming real or something, i mean, thats another unusual perspective, as it opens up the question of what "real" means, and, why we are phrasing it like that, Like 'why would there be anything more real than the real you call real -is what i mean. These types of questions stack up, and in trying to make this perfect linguistic, artist rendering of 'the thing, its gotta be like a song that you dont have to internalize, yet its somehow producing an understanding of what it even is that you are talking about. And, its not trying to jump to too many topics, or trying to merge too many elements. Like its simply an entry into a particular domain, And this is an entry of that flavor, that idea ~Not this video, srry, that is just what i thought would function as an illustration of something thats got too many unresolved ideas in it... Im not saying any of yous do this either, it is more of a thought experiment to get yous thinking in this way of like "circle within circle" in conjungtion w/ the other circles.

Im gettin ketamine mixed up w/ benzos, as one does the thing where it makes it like, you are suddenly merged though time, from the present, to whatever scene exists in that next moment with no account for the time in between (which technically that is a kind of unaware unconsciousness), And the other is the one where you just are totally unconscious, and feel as though you were totally unconscious, given that you are sortve "rested" by it... Like ketamine doesnt really give you a fullfilled sense of rest, but its still interesting, cause iuno wat else does wat it does... i mean, you merge with scenes that exist in the temporary future, like its just weird... i dont even really know why the one is like an unconscious rest thing. Ive had alot of drug experiences, so its hard to separate them all. Ive just never done dmt, and iuno, i just missed out on it. Its fine. The universe didnt think i needed it for watever reason.

Oh. Gotcha. I am that dumb. Yas have to explain this to me. Its something like... iuno this is an odd posdibility, but in the future... Its possible theres gonna be layers and layers of drama, that has become the hardened wall / barrier to get to that window of truth, or to see 'what exists outside. Thats something i was thinkin, Like how much does Ai train on just the general drama and stuff goin on, Like i wonder what will equate to truth in the future, Or just the general, mainstream beliefs. I assume Ai makes distinctions between "bs" and "possible truthy entries", or something, i mean its fairly fundamental, atleast in its grammar engine, its gotta define things correctly. Iuno wtf im talking about, n/m, ignore that man behind the curtain.

Ha, iuno wat these memes ever mean, but it looks really funny. There is somethin else, something about this like... like the culture we are in, and the ability to look outside of it, iuno.... iuno its weird cause its not like its entirely straightforward since there are real elements to it, but they are like buried in drama... or something, iuno.

This is also veering slightly off subject, but ive asked a few of these arabic speaking families here if they know about the Genie in a bottle and like magic carpets, etc., and they dont know what any of that stuff is, And im upset.... thought this was like well known stories, And they dont know what any of that even is in the slightest. I guess its just gonna be all but forgotten then, oh well. note, to be fair they also didnt know what Ancient arabia was either, so watever myth it comes from, watever desert location it relates to isnt well known, let alone is it like a public thing i dont think, iuno.

I nrver thought id say this, but i want that cock-in-a-bottle now, so that we can all be jumped forward in time, per how cocks in bottles operate, probably, to see then, like, what its like when its been made very clear, cause now theres a whole new issue afoot... Sht would be crazy.

i just watched somethin on Charlie Murphy tlkin bout how he was going to the club w/ Eddie Murphy in the 80s, and he got Charlie to wear this green, sparkly bus boy lookin jacket-nd-getup. And they got to the club, nd ppl were lookin at him and his brother Eddie, wonderin.. And they ask 'em "hay, whos the cat you're with, he looks like a magician or somethin' ". Thats what its gonna be like one day, theres gonna be these scientists tryina tell everyone bout the magic of science, inexplicably defining things - in as much as it can define. And then theres just gonna be... everyone else, whos looked at that void, like "wait, the last... 100 years, we dont really know anything still... like..." Is that purely a technical limitation. Or is that something deeper, our inability to realize a simple truth about the inherent limitations there, and how it translates to everything, in that way of 'wondering... As, its a magiciany curiosity at that point, cause... it's, "whos that guy in the back", right?... "is he like, a magician, or Whys he got a glittery green jacket", its quite strange, in the future—in the most obvious way, where the conscious experience is then the sought after element. Or maybe everyone will just be still scratching their head by then, ha, who knows. Maybe they will all die on the hill, before being caught exiting the search and answers from science.

Oh shyt, haha. Clever, everyone.

I like your phrasing. The 'Arcané iargon*, i gotta remember that one.

Onoma, Names, words, those are important fragments... that i should've considered starting w/ in this intro, that is by making 'em indigenous to this introduction. That is, again, to denote the identification on the nature of words, of wisdom, and its significance to this journey. It remains immanent, for we do eventually cross through that realm in a broadened way of sorts. Being and Becoming are like frameworks that describe actions of the microcosm, going towards the Absolute, One, I mean, its that keyword Being that describes it, not really Absolute, since its only ever an idea of the Absolute. The words Absolute and Being are very close together, and the whole idea is that we are the experience that exists in the in-betweeness, the istemi towards that misunderstanding OR understanding, the freewill, independent choice to choose a macrocosmic perspective, existence as God, or Absolute Oneness, which again, it implies Being, as One, not just an idea that you have up until the point of dying, For no one shall be One in death, and THE End, Rather the misunderstanding continues in death, to life, to death again. Thats not where it ends or begins. There is no beginning or end, its only freewill, its only ever direction, its only ever reassurance or perspectives, differences we create as our default mode; Energy we feel inside, as the inner pyr, that gyrates and creates more and more energy. Thats when we are propelled forward into, into the paradox of life, And to untangle it all is to experience some truth that we call "our reason for it" What is our justification for what we are doing? Everyone has atleast one thread of DnA shared w/ the ultimate — in the dragoon blood sailing experience, everyones scales evolved from the primordial egg, and, If we are anything like them primordial beasts, we are still flying around aarth, as the beasts that are to give rise to human speech and beliefs, grounded in the magick of wind and words, song and birds. Theres nothing you we can ultimately surrender to, or belong to, Theres are only thoughts, ideas and words that we can use to ground the very thing *in between,* Theres only justification, that is, actions, Justice, in the primordial sense of energy and focus, Artistic renders of who we are, who we once were. It is only a small part of Ousia, As Being is a universal blooming of sorts. Zesty is the contrast of the cold damp metallic railing touched!... As we walk along the steps towards a secret woodland entrance, and yet, it is only the beginning. Malachi's last message, an accidental forewarning, an *unfollowing* that marked an unbroken following, a beginning that exits — belief, itself — a religion without doctrine. What is it? We anticipate, we foresee, pillars cut through, our mind evolves. And as our sense of wants and desires are greeted w/ an unimaginable beauty, so too are the past experiences gone and forgotten truly, hence they never existed to begin w/ The Ultimate, the Absolute, truth, it requires no 'one single experience or idea, cause the truth is that which you've already set your heart towards, And you need only fuel the inner fire towards that wide-eyed revelation onward, towards that accented blossom that tells the rest of the story/or in avidya, to ignore the stories and scenes you've already been made present within, Life, Death, Life, Truth, Dionysus my fat greek wednaz'ing of dialect, disorder and desiderium (very long, part ii) Ὁ υἱός · ἀέρας · ἀνὴρ κεραυνοῦ Chaos of exp., staggered, drunk, unfortunate, funked, sucked, alternating happenings, a cascade towards a place thats not-so-good (so is life, for everyone) Gracious is the Name and shamanic faces we can share and possess too. And thats ALL (the "all", defined as, "closer", "towards") We dont exist in the purely felt affectation, not entirely so, but we do however possess an ability to define it, describe it, and create a world that makes such a thing a reality, assuming that is what it takes to do so. We need-only use the creator's belief, or the felt-separator, otherwise we strive As the felt-unifier, back to closeness-to-affectation Allow me to paint the picture of this fairytale, as that is the layer where dragonflies come to greet you and say "Hi". Its the layer of the castle that you live in, that you think [from] per the echo temple, per the conscious field of wants and desires, the desire to be here or there, the desire to be this or that, as well as Dante's Desire, an earthly, poetic, center of gyrating vision, for much like Beatrice, desire is more than a beloved of course. So Desire itself is the burning steps that walk ever closer towards curiosity. To be, to create, to imagine, is to be made of some sortve goo, It's at the edge of our most certain self, whom we imagine as \*based in truth. That is to say, that its an unrevealed truth that we sense, etymological feelings that guides... that point us towards this wholly felt, embodied realm or dimension, the Name, the Being, the experience. Onoma, Names, words can have *essence,* or they can be relocated through an *etymological* essence, which is not the origin but the truth, or the meaning that gives rise to a truth. That is, in describing truth, we are talking about the location of meaning, which could be experienced at some other time, in some other sequence and circumstance (another day, tomorrow, et caetera) Our sense of belief denotes a longer term relationship w/ meaning, of which shall fall downstream, As we just *say* what we think, when its really our thoughts swimming, continuing on to place what actually lives downstream. In other words, that very seed image or initial thought, its something that exists downstream, in regards to 'how we should interpret its meaning, or just how we think about its meaning, and how it applies, retrospectively. So when we speak of the Absolute as an idea, we are referring to a *spiral of differences* wrapping in on itself, in a front-facing way that we perceive as "actions, events, et caetera", though that isnt the final story, for we are that Directionality, trying to "tune, tweak" it [ourselves] to fit the story, experience, as it is, as it exists right now Being, or the act of, and understanding, at some point, they are almost indistinguishable, for you cannot do one without the other. It might seem like its more of a spectrum, where it falls explicitly on one or the other, but they are indistinguishable from your own point of view / It speaks to this understanding of Unity, One, Nous, etc. Being or Self is a unifying principle of multiplicity, basically, and its prior to the "path", towards an otherwise dualistic expression of, "As/In Waking Dreams, that which pass through the gate of ivory and deceive — those through the gate of horn accomplish or bring to pass an etymological feeling or truth (what is real)" of that which we are then to inactivate, motionless experience, diverging from that participation in consciousness, \*as the source itself, as unconsciousness (see also, high does of Ketamine or experiences like this...) What is consciousness? Consciousness is akin to an affectation of intelligence, levels of, constantly tweaked to the perceivers standpoint. The perceiver, the whole of affectation, it is they who take on the qualitative experience as part of a synthesis of intelligence. And at that doorstep, we are to return to the point of sentience (new modes on the other side) Being, Ousia is the ultimate perceiver and invoker of ["all", possibility] as a meadow, a frolicking field of intellect mediated through "Us", Being, or the quality of, through which we are part of that intellectual introspect., a perspective we take on, that we grant ourselves in the form of thoughts, actions, qualities, etc., We give ourselves that constant update, or we simply *do what it is we need to,* It's all intertwined at / around the edge of contemplation *(... as a product of what occurs when similitude links form to participation... which, im not sure we wanna get into all of that)* That is the twizzlering of Self as it attempts to *know (to be),* to experience self whilst being itself (LsD A + LsD B, interwoven) wherein the way you talk of Self, changes how you think about experience, and vice versa (\* two aspects, that *can* come together, that *can* give rise to, and within the context that should deliberately validate or invalidate their participation), for it is to portray (μιμεῖσθαι) what is, 'dragoon DnA sailing; DnA strands that are both metaphoric and literal, emerging (or descending) back to the primordial goo, Of course... ... when i say *emerge,* i mean this cyclical apóspasma, a "sipping of the sea", retrospectively, something that is only a material thought through Self participation. And, only a fragment of what *truly is* is leftover, especially because it exists at the edge of "experience" (i.e., exp., as, if we are to view it as "a temporary instance of our microcosmic understanding of the world and ourselves"), an exp., that we are to **activate** after experiencing the temporary, but ever-present, \*macrocosmic perspective and understanding of ourselves and experience Being emerges, and exists as a hierarchical recipe of Being, Experience and God, in the imaginary sense, and from here does it act, as the witnessing of said tiny, flowing circle of "sea-like dream", where the secret sea is a circle within a circle (or a circle around a circle), *era-la-gre'en,* moving out, external, the other, simply "in internal". Per usual is the truth that we tell ourselves, and that activates the path. It necessitates truth in that way, otherwise we cannot place any meaningful thing as distinct and on its own. The same is true in the opposite direction, to become One, it necessitates truth As the One, otherwise we cannot place any meaningful no-thing, or otherwise ultimate indistinction, to escape what we refer to as an identity / identification. The Soul/Psyche, the Mind, the Body and experience is always changing. We think we are in a constant routine of some sort, but its in flux, twisted up. We cannot know how it all works, since that is what gives credence to the limitations and distinctions of experience. That sense of "not knowing" acts as "everything that can happen, that we dont have the means of happening". Like, in a dream, the unaware factors act as part of a limiter to what you can see, believe or experience. We are the unification of knowing and not knowing, in that way. THAT is the fairytale. But once you realize "Oh shyt, im in a fairytale", you come to accept the situation for what it is, cause it requires limitation, it requires distinctions and separation from what is "a higher truth" (intimate is its attainment) Truth in the Absolute sense is something that should present itself (χρὴ αὐτὸ ἑαυτὸ φανερῶσαι) on the macrocosmic scale. Last part We need not continue towards a conscious cosmic truth. We need not become God if we fear God itself., God as an idea of the Absolute, God as part inner pyr, part luck, chance or happenstance, for no such hands may extend, If/assuming our fuel is made empty, beyond our grounding, our understanding of said potential energy, cause then what would be left? We cannot so simply exceed our potential in this moment of doubtful precedence, when we've not yet made it a liminal field of spontaneous energy. Pleasure is of the highest concern when you're spirit has been drained, hence the uptake and downtake of pleasure towards the highest version of Self Pleasure is of course not the same as engagement and overabundance and consumption for consumption's sake. Pleasure in a real way is closer to Awareness And in another way, it is directly connected to non-rigidity, an artistic way of thinking, i.e., the opposite of what's called "menticide" or "killing of the mind", though that must be tempered by some predisposition w/ the usual, step-by-step regimen of life, "what is seen to be the case" -beyond that, is what must be made quiet, a melody related to extraneous introversion, or what Minds of rigidity would see as extraneous thoughts and ideas, but what introverts would view as "the core of innovation" -The End

Perhaps the most ideal way to dismantle a kabal entity, is to give them all the tools they want, so they can ruin their own trip. Eventually, all kabalish entities meet their own doom, as made evident by mr. epstein hangin himself / being hung or watever, they are to meet their own doom if you get em in a room to confont their own deeds. It may not happen tomorrow, or in a month or in the next year, but itll happen. Thats kinda how its been for awhile now i presume ~ Give em the tools to ruin their own trip.

Well, the spirit world is manifesting in a very clear, nightmarish way, and everyone is reacting very ignorant to it all, And thats only allowing so pattern to continue, Like the passionate embrace is either, so loose, that it allows the wild filament to run wild, or its embracing the self as an identity to control. Like its hard to have it both ways, and in some sense we are all simultaneously responsble, but also we can only do so much anyway like... We arent exactly in the same room together to really understand anyone elses circumstances, everyones scattered around the world. So if theres a kabal in say Arkansas, what about the kabal in Luxenbourg or watever, like its too spread out for it to really weigh on us in that way. And spiritually we can only try to do wat we are already doing, but just do it better and w/ more passion.

Let me add, by default, when you go up against a side whos very much convinced its a slam dunk, their default mode is like that, "Oh, its a slam dunk case judge, we will have no problem here", Like it doesnt even matter if 5 seconds later the judge took one look at it and dismisses it, if theres a side whos very much on the surface level winning side, Thats how they always act. So thats not something unusual.

Iuno, but its startin to feel like the tyler robinson thing is just two idiot kids who got themselves all twisted up, ... BUT, then its like, lets use these two idiots as a stepping stone two hash out the continued political ideas nd watknot... I mean, i would like to be wrong, And i hope September 1st or wenever it is proves me wrong w/ a surprise, but im just seein two fkin doofus 20 year olds, who dont even understand life, so its like, Oh great. Ya know... "Justice", like... we really are gonna teach the world a lesson w/ this one ya know ("easy", as they say.. "a slam dunk case") Like... Wat fkin kabal is out there that doesnt understand compassion in any way shape or form yet, like... Do the rules actually dictate what is like, very clearly two retards who cant even think, bein responsible for wat is 3 billion people in the world who feel like they must make decisions for some other side of perhaps more retarded (assuming thats wats goin thru tyler mind at the time), in the age where theres nothing but commercial-esque confusion. Like not only are the frogs gay, but the ads are inherently gay, in the sense that they dont really serve these poor kids who cant think. Its a hard take, but i feel thats wat its becoming. Its an ugly, uneventful truth sortve thing, im afraid my friends. The question is then "why", but im sure there will be some elaborate reason from tyler. Ive explaned maybe the beginning premise. Only tyler is gonna be the one to understand the whole shabang, if they can ever give him the mic, like... Or, theres a small chance its all a trick, but that is very very rare, like itsmd have to be a pretty well conducted trick at every step of the way.