kavaris

Ya. it is... Oh yeo... you wont believe this..but now like... i feel like "i" have to go to a different section too now, for a diff reason ... specifically the section for a mental health episodes, As thisll sound strange..... But i literally just heard Megatron's voice from transformers in my head... nd it said "..... ... ... ..... ....." i dont wanna reveal it, cause it was posed as a question and deeply personal to me, And now its like... uhh i might have to call my mental health specialist.

@Mellowmarsh I think everyone retired for the morning / night... After the round of crazy we all went through?i feel like we really satisfied the world for the next... 5 days or so Or hey, they are all dreaming a great dream of maybe like ... native american spiritual type stuff (my guess), A native american dream-like theyve never dreampt before! (i wish i had dreams like that... hence im not asleep)

I know jus what ya mean. I wanna say i felt that same thing today. Granted, i sorta forget exactly wat it was now, but it had a similar sorta tone, of which was like this "humans are becoming...." but i forget (ill prolly remember later and be like dANG it, i remember now)

Our god... lord in heaven (now its turnin into like an elogy) Trumpaeus... Time The trim, true and proper... The Guide, the clock tower Time... Running Trump... Singing etc. etc...

Oooo i had a SiiiiQ thought... "Politically fueled Hymn to Trumpaeus"

i see grateful dead, i *click* grateful dead.

Hey. Id respond to it in the context of a more spiritual-esque thing, if you want, but thats prolly jus me... i know others dont think like i do tho, and want everything to be distinct.

Yous have alot more exp., w/le superorganism of LIFE ( as well as anyone whos 40-50 Years of wise age) You see, im over here in 37-39 land, where everyone hates me, and i literally dont fit anywhere, and often told to "just die!" with conviction. Or other comments im plagued by, with utter conviction behind them... Where im like "Oh.... kaaaayyyyy... " can i get the nice gifts like those gifted by Joseph? Hey, its what i wonder EVERY day. Every year. Maybe every minute (okay imbeing rediculousness now, ha)

You r 100% right. Which is why im adding a couple more thoughts to wat youve already said... Theres also "Group thought ("group" meaning similar ideas, and also "exact same thought"), which can exist on top of "Globally! everyone is One suddenly" which can also exist as "Individually marking thoughts within someone else, or having it happen to you"... Which can exist alongside of... ... ... And yous get the point.. All of those things can be true, together, hence, reality. Albeit, it sortve kills the enthusiasm for it now, As it sounds like ive described madness, in tele - pathos - in cognitio / gnostos.

There all gonna be contradicting eventually, just a matter of time and patience. And theres no problem w/ that. Like i think things can live calmly as just sorta, floatin... "undecided"... unrevealed not-yet-revealed. Contradicting... I can attest to living a majority of my life in a borderline funk of contradiction, tryina steer a sinking ship like "AAAaannnd, Here WE GO, Guys. Time to float this motha effer, like..."

But.... Like.... Why though? Like why is it "im the guy up here, yous are down here"? Like, is that a nice thing to say?

Im not even right, thats how wrong i am.... or wait... it didnt come out right.

Oh you know i followed vadanta...and hairy krishna... If you name that sht, i followed that shr.... I followed honey bear and coyote ugly. Sinbad... Name it.

Yeo ... tomorrow im def gonna unload my belief suitcase, i swear ta belief god, and to hairy krishna.

(*repeats*) yall know i dont have strong convictions around *belief* right? Like, im mot saying that "the nature of everything is belief" im just saying, practically, right now, i have no beliefs, and ive settled there (but at the expense of having to explain it -kindve thing, which is like, "why is he explaining the thing now?") Like im jus saying... if ya thought i had a belief structure in active pursuit, its not there... maybe tomorrow... (Lol, imagine XD)