kavaris

And i should just point out, im speaking to Being/reality, As those things mentioned (in ur post) are instance of what you might temp., consider mind alchemy for the sake of knowing thyself, or as above so below typeve things. The centervoid is that Being everyone wanted to know, but then surface level theories veil the fact that you want to know Being from some odd theoretical place or judgement. Like, the radical awakening lives within itself, and everything else is subordinate to the awakening / psychedelic journey part.

Key-to-lock, as its highly personalized, highly guarded within, not something you can easily dilute and try to make a theory out of... Like we are all connected, in as much as you can become the thing that validates that truth.

Before i buy garlic and then get upset i bought it, How much different is garlic once the allicin wears off, that fresh pungency assoc. w/ it, which goes away after some min., or hours once it has been cut? Im looking for something that is like, a spice (not like a spice spice, i mean fresh roots and such) but i think ive been misunderstanding the importance of garlic, in alot of these things im tryina make, rice-related stuff... Im hoping someone out there has exp., using garlic, and knows of its stages-of-ripeness, you might call it, and how it effects flavor. Like, is it radically different? Is it sweet like Onion sweet? Or will i just feel like "Oh its just garlic, but less potent"? P.s. Im done w/ ginger, and i gave it my best shot, but its actually horrible. Like once i taste it, even slightly, its like, ruining my day, alas it is wat is bringing the dish down, Like garlic surely cant be worse. Like if i want brightness, i would just rather add battery acid, Like thats how much its gotten on my nerves, like... Even lemon, although i dont like to add it to the dish, it smells knda good when you clean w/ fresh lemon, where as ginger is like guava, in the sense that its like a fake version of a real fruit.

First i like to just start on the ground. As 'Dirt boy, poopy boy; By saying, how God, from religious paradigms, it has nothing to do w/ God realization, the stuff we're always on about, And thats sortve the first hump in communicating anything, because, to talk about god, or to ask about god or to worship god, those are all the same thing in the religious sense, as well as in their most fundamental of ways on Earth Earth... God realization is none of those things... Then the next thing to say is like, theres like pains of insanity, that dont have anything to do with "mind" or "physical body" that exist within the ethereal being, such that you have a new idea behind what constitutes "pleasure" and "insanity" and "to realize" because insanity is a thing that can extend infinitely in areas that you previously had thought of as sensuous arenas (or even, that you hadnt considered as part of the sensuous one), or to be like "Ah i feel anxiety and pain" or "Ah i feel like this is a state of mind" And all those things are intertwined, alas the ethereal has new categories of things... Its not strictly Aristotle's Category categories / but its a word, a feeling and a category ("of some kind of...")

User Manual says "Step 1, Dont sleep" Anyone wanna try Step 2? The unrevealing revealed, Etc.

The conviction by which you hold towards yourself, your identity, as the ultimate truth of your situation, that sense of conviction and acagn'ezza, is the proof by which you exist, and which you continue to proof or disprove yourself and others, which is an indistinct thing, actively made separate. The act of doing all of that, and thinking about it like that is a separation (its the un becoming, the un-knowing / misunderstanding, for the sake of a bounded existence in a grounded world or sense of...), But... Supposing you had NO conviction behind what you were saying instead, and assuming it somehow caused you to die the very next day (humor me), that would also be the ultimate truth or death, a missed life, for you, the anti-determined self, finding solace in death and moving on to the great beyond that you previously werent reclaiming in the moment (Note: We assume reality works the way WE think or that there is nothing else TO reality but what WE say, which is not the same as "thinking that we're creating reality through our thoughts or our energy" / For there's atleast two different things happening in there) The absolute lightbringer / Chaos, One, Nous, that is, the thing we keep trying to point to and call "thing" or "no thing", that thing can transcend dimensions without any boundary or border, and its in that process of creating space and time and all other possible upside down dimensions, including fantasy worlds, and non fantasy worlds, that we are able to exist, cause otherwise we are not able to speak of "thing" or "no thing" and perceive degrees in between, as well as making mistakes or seeing phantoms and ghosts, or hearing words from angels, etc, etc., its aletheia, its truth, And the one we tell ourselves is the one that comes true, for you... The only difference between you and the dream character is your conviction in yourself and others, or the seemingly realish attitude or act, or genuine interest, cause otherwise you have no interest, but its still the same idea in the absolute dimension of non-biased creation where anything and eveything can happen, and whether or not you go beyond is up to, cause you can see as far as you want to, sighting through, into the great beyond, and its mechanically necessary that everything be this way, otherwise it would be impossible to have anything come into existence in the first place. That primeval energy is what gives everyone thread-like connection, an energy that we cant do anything about beyond "becoming it" or "separating from...", i.e., from 'what you think is "myself and no one else" but Chaos (the thing we think is a "thing" or "no thing", which is effectively the same thing in the realm of pointing at the unexplainable) thats the dilemma we're in, and within that eternal birthing, here we are, with countless borders and boundaries and misunderstandings, for, "knowing thyself" is to "become the thing we're searching...." or to "know / understand" through subtle-awakenings-towards, les we not get enough freedom to unwind and realize who we are, and what it really means, what it feels like to encounter "realization", thats surely the dilemma yous have to solve and figure out (or get around) through some uncommon perspective. But just to go back for a moment, the "determined self", it is often quite limited in its frame of reference (what it is anticipating in the moment) Alas i digress and take a Siberian sigh, im hinting at a realm, a state where boundaries collapse. That is the nature of everything afterall, unrevealed Love in the sighted, nevertheless unrecognized -version of, that we can only experience and closely phrase as Chaos, One, Nous. Everything else is subordinate to this, including Light, where Absolute Light IS Chaos, that is, in [it's] absorption or creation of ALL things. P.s. We are in the active defining and describing of words and their function, meaning and form (language); Granted alot of this is fairly obvious, Alas its just a matter of putting the 100-piece-puzzle together, using the right pieces that fit, and you just require "the experience" that justifies "what a puzzle IS~And Why YOU are solving a 100 piece puzzle in the first place"

YES! Thats the best thing you can ever say, it makes no sense! Thats right.

@18:00 All names and forms are shining through our ... (he uses the indian terminology) and so that illuminated watevers equiv., to wat we see typeve things, but i bring it up cause, thats interesting, but that wasnt wat i was thinkin of, its 6:00 AM... i mean u can go as deep as u want -was the point- right. so im not worried bout it, but it was interesting, if we hadnt been so eager to feel complacent.

Are there diff kinds of self realiza... @ around 9:00 This got me thinkin of how theres two diff things to make the distinction of (in the least) but its literally like 5:00 am right now and my brains not functioning, if yall can figure it out rel quik... like hes tlkin bout things going according to the individual. but then, theres somethin else in there that flew by that they missed... again, not awake right now. yous go ahead. i mean, yous seem settled on the question yall raised, but if yas happen to get beyonder it, then maybe... iuno im jus not even awake right now (im tlkin bout sleep awake sleep-jus woke up)

Better yet jus ignore all that crp and get to this ques., Q: "Whats the relationship between the raw emotional conjurings and corrolary creation from nothing ? p.s. im not entirely sure anyone should try to answer this, but rather, you want to get closer to viewing the behavior [of thought] that exists around it, in contemplating what it is that it is talking about. Its like a super built up question, and im leaving out alot of background now.

Interesting dilemma you got goin, but im just ignoring it towards what i think matters. What i feel is the idea of there being no things, and what that really means, underneath the veiling of a thing, that always is experienced and treated as a thing. What we feel and what we think, what we believe, what we say, are not the same. Likewise, the nature of our true and authentic selves and the realms of death underneath, it is something that's constantly evolving through our renewed understandings, An unrevealing made explicit, made obvious, like belief, and to unravel anything, is to create, it is 'to be, its synonymous w/ becoming, Like the first hermetic understanding is that, to realize is to "become like", to understand / to know is something that happens later — towards *becoming* "Things" and "no things" live in that realm of contemplation around what a conceptual or physical thing is, and how this moment can be nothing, how you describe nothing as its happening, and how you justify nothing, and in the grounding of nothing, how to conduct it as if its tryly nothing, or if theres a little more to the story. That is, you can imagine theres nothing, but to talk about it is to point to something. Right? Like yous have never not talked about something, so what do you think you mean when you say nothing?

Its all you can do . keep gettin up, As hey, everyone wants to succeed, even if theyre determined to lose, right, its like, we are tryina understand a predicament we are in, but it just so happens to work wen it looks like the se surface lvl stuff, of succeeding, or finding some sense of harmony. Take notice to the patterns. Cause i think youll find they are unusual, And persist even in the face of not makin sense, even if "making sense" is more of an extension, as opposed to a grounding. Like an attempt to find some ground is, too, unusual, cause youll change those patterns, and the ground will then start taking on diff shapes, i mean, maybe im making it more extreme than it is, granted, some ppl will encounter this, so i guess its good to atleast tell someone jus in case its one of the few who is to take notice to what i call, A Zephyr Wind \ Of Mind, like its a change that pushes, or a push that changes things. Something like that. I mean, drugs can also be a way to accidentally peer around the corners, or they can become like "the habitual battle that lives at the forefront of your mind', Likei try to avoid direct battles and let it resolve in other ways, but i guess some have different ways of viewing it all , maybe, i dont know.

"We are the sum of our memories" — from that movie — Is an interesting topic for those that see memory as a kind of fundamental to identity/experience. If you ask me, memory is like consciousness, its too Absolute, and thus its like saying that everything is experience... Everything is contemplation, or creation, or expression, etc., stuff like that. Its always gonna be an unfortunate result when you have 'everything, compared to something, or its atleast too high up on the bounded realm. As an idea, we directly come in contact w/ everything (as an idea) but it doesnt imply itll be the broadening of everything. Im not even sure its a good way to contact the absolute (absolute ideas, that lead towards ..). Id have to think about it ~

This is an approaching topic -id imagine- as, in itself, just asking what the rules are, and how to defy them, creates a complicated path forward, nevertheless it may be a very much necessary question. Hence, going forward, Leo or someone else might decide that its a priority topic (i might soon too, or maybe later today, im just in the middle of somethin atm). The topic would be (if yous want to try it out) removing rules of the mind/body, to investigate the soul. Allsthe really would matter is getting at the heart of that soul, but its not always just a straight shot there, As we are literally the act of separation in body form, so weve actively decided to create those rules that we are now deciding on defying, if that makes sense.

(Cont.) Also, when you are just startin' out, people dont realize / appreciate just how fundamental philosophy was, As its not like just an embarrassing spiritual pursuit of concepts and ideas, it laid the groundwork for much of western thought, religion, language, etc., And all of our categories, science, math, that began from a place that was once religious-spiritual magick - sortve early Egyptian and tribal minds, passing down information, that we today just think is "spiritual", not seeing how it shaped our whole world of concepts and sounds. Like we are the world that took a more magical thing, and made it practical (it has a spectrum of inbetween layers)