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@Joseph Maynor i was thinkin of that one weezer song the otheor day, "Island in the sun", but like a more rockin'/orchestration vers., like ... ... if i could record my voice singin it w/ guitar u would know what i mean I did this like, weird rock cover of another popular one, but by watchamakalit artist, "Someday... when my life has passed me by..." , that guy, Granted this was 10 years ago when i was really concentrating on song writing, as well as like, this weird amalgam of unique stuff / experiments w/ familar sound.

What headphones are those on ur instagram, as i may be lookin4 / in the market for headphones / earphones given my recently broke.

"What you should start considering to understand or otherwise investigate in yourself / exp., which could include things that'll look or feel like truth, to you" is alot different than "These are the fabricated words and events and testimonies, of far too many homies to name in one sentence", towards an agreed-upon-truth thats never explicitly described... Like, if the point of it was to find god, then it was overexplained... if the point was to find / establish a religion, they accomplished that in that 200-300 AD range... If the point of it was to establish the special nature of the self, they missed the mark. And, if the point was to say something about the mysteries of life and internal religion, then their attempts to make gnostic religion suppressed, towards the canonical works made into gospel, was a mistake, and i dont think Islam takes gnosticism to any functional level that would be making it abundantly clear, like its still "Im a prophet, but beware of false prophets" Like, dont you love it when the prophet himself is explaining that to you? Like... The fk is that?!

Religion is like the istemi to, the unspeakable/unrevealed (ἀπόρρητον / μυστήριον), the aletheia or truth, the backwards / cringe reality that no one is accepting — in the form of its \*constantly unfolding nature — in the outwardly religious frames of mind; And that we should otherwise hope to conceive of or share. Like for instance, if someone named Leo Shura made a website called Factualized, and everything was exactly the same but w/ slight shades of difference, such that there would be a slight reframing (respoken from a different persons perspective) such that, thered be no way you could have all of the videos and everything, exactly the same/identical, it would be a testament to how no one can even physically make something that follows one unified following or belief, per the way religious folk are trying to portray, cause its just not the truth of reality. People take similar roads on the happenstance religious belief or following—under the assumption that they are doing it in the likeness of something they heard or saw, even though its from a place of entirely separate circumstance, and as such, its a revealing of the unrevealed truth that doesnt fit the way you may think, when expressed from the idealized muslim, christian or religious frameworks. Its like, the generic misunderstanding that continues to be clumsily misunderstood and revealed~giving away someones mis-aligned solutions to that under-appreciated truth. Like its the impossible brought into the real — it is Not gonna accomplish what yous think.., and itll be a really bad solution towards an underlying truth that does exist, if it is to ever find itself forced into the world from that extremely contrived point of the religious standards.

I live in a neighborhood w/ alot of middle eastern and arabic speaking peoples, and the amount of times they have gotten into arguments, fighting over some inexplicably undefined detail, like the "right way to wear an article of clothing" fir example, or how to present theirselves, etc., its infuriatingly too many... And its annoyingly obvious what is causing those issues, but theres like a terrible misreading from people of all religions, such that, their beliefs dont let them see whats causing those wars and underlying validations, like... If you wanna fight over the right way to wear an outfit, call it what it is... Its a childish fight over "my lifestyle is more correct than yours", "my hat is suppose to be worn in this way". Alas, its something many Islamic/muslim ppl are struggling w/, and its something all religions have a version of, as far as those communities who believe theirselves to be following a more \*correct path, something they are already exploiting by re-interpreting and re examining the world through their personal lens of religious belief, given how it justifies "what to wear", if thats even what it says. Either way, its an interpretation.

Oh this might be a slight misunderstanding (a watchamakalit, a miss, from two different perspectives). First of all, ive never heard someone say "Hey, do you know actualized and Islamic paths are two different paths?" Ive never heard anyone say that, or consider it as something TO evensay, its just such an odd thing to bring up... I dont take that reading (about family/relationships) as a priority that "actualized" is focus on, but as an extra thing that you could investigate, or a baseline for thinking, generally, and that could include relationships. That is itself not what actualized has been about, or if it has, its not been like that (its a bridging-together of two ideas that dont relate in the way you might be imagining). Ive not even seen those pick up videos, thats how long ago they were. Im not sure Actualized is about How to craft a fulfilling life, but instead "How YOU can think in such a way, that may reflect on your life", like some people give you a life recipe (apparantly, islam?) and some people tell you what its like to actualize. I dont really understand Islam. For, i dont understand why you would want like, a list of instructions... Like... What even is that? Well, male lions rome the wild on their own without family, and so too do billions of humans, so like... a protector of a family is the assumption you have a family to protect. Your Islamic life isnt a direct contender w/ actualization. You just have misread actualization, and made it fit that role, but to millions or billions of others, they are two totally different things. Like, you are already admittedly against instructions, so whatever you are thinking islam is (what it means, to you) is ALREADY a version thats being reinterpreted by you. Ergo, no one truly follows a step-by-step lifestyle in the way youre imagining.

Im not sure if this is something anyone would be interested, and if no one is, then it can just disappear, per usual. But originally, i wanted to find somethin more like "Why Analog is important, for kids"... And i didnt find that, but this short vid., gave me the idea to demonstrate an audio engineering workflow w/ several analog components (to me it looked like digitally made stuff, cause ive never used/seen alot of those fancy little module devices... he prolly knows more than me in that area, iuno) Suffice to say it, demonstrates another non-Ableton live workflow, which to me is interesting. I like to find unusual audio engineering typeve things, As more of a demonstration of the versatile nature of putting together things, and recording / making music, etc., and doing so in New ways, given that.... this stuff is expensive. You dont always hav the money to follow someone elses massive collection of gear and stuff, not to mention like, iuno if they still even sell some of the really amazing devices from the 90s (some of the best stuff is that 80's and 90's mixers, instrumentation and such... which we've now have been replicating digitally but iuno how i feel about it yet), like ive been following this guy Colugo, whos still wrkin on Blockhead a new DAW typeve software, As its more along the lines of this new, innovative entry into this particular profession; I myself havent been as focused on this stuff, seeing as i cnt really afford it, but i can settle for looking at programming and the internal nature of it, but its hard to build a following or find like minded ppl .. its also not my main focus, but i encourage others to make it so, cause music breeds music, or like ... if you find one person, you are more likely to find other like minded individuals (p.s. i bought my dad this triton rack couple years back, but i never ended up tryin it myself as we both got too busy...)

"Where life begins ...", a video vers., of what is jus a simple idea, which is like, anything w/ legs in the world of bacteria is bad, like legs and arms isnt a good sign im fairly certain (im tryina go in a health direction w/ this post, but this first part has a slight sciency twang/rant, to it...) I seen somethin not too long ago where there were these little crawling microbes on doritoes, etc., nd i was like dang, now, i dont eat that junk myself, but still, its like a testiment to like, 'Wtf is going on w/ these companies... that they dont know how to like ... distill "good bacteria", like.... Wtf is the point of them lab grown meat fascilities and all the pesticides, preservatives, pasturizing, etc., if its not to harnass and procure real bacteria afterwards, and real food, like ... Why would we want fake food that also has viruses? Iuno, yous tell me, like ... what is it they do in them labs -if not look in a microscope and figure out what is good and bad, like... This is jus a video of bacteria, and the question of "What even is life" typeve thing, but from my perspective, which is to look at it for the practical reasons first, like, bacteria..

The next part of that question is about beliefs vs. similitude, cause, you'll have realized that... what you have is, lots of similar images / matching ideas, that which result in something like "Yes, it looks valid to me now, or it looks good enough, decidely so" (assuming - an indefinite time of in a state of wonder and questioning...) and so... the question is then, \*if similitude is in fact the thing linking / chaining together "things that appear to be validations", how is it that we can have two different things happening, where on the surface is ".... our unrevealed, or indistinct beliefs..." and things that exist internally to us, that appear as "distinct or matching beliefs", How do we do that, or whats the descriptive language vers. if you had to put it to words? p.s. i should get going now. think on it.

Whats the initial seed/image that causes [something/anything] to become populated in the mind?, like how much percent of something needs to be experienced... or what im asking is, does your brain add together "amounts of" for "proof", or does the validation occur elsewhere?

If nothin comes up, look for "what came after the water clock", like..m how did they go from that — to mechanically driven like... gears and cogs nd watknot

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see if water clocks ever had a mechanical part added, in its later forms, if you are into ancient stuff, like on wiki or one of these... As that could be interesting, hey, ya never know i guess, Ive gotten ideas out of crazier places. Ive gotta get rdy for this appt., so i cnt stick around too long to night/this mornin'.

Just to give a small taste test out, since its somethin i had in my notes, look how similar yet different all of these are, Greek has several interrelated to "knowing": **οἶδα**, to know... First theres, **οἶδα**, the act of seeing or experiencing~happened in the past (its normal meaning) (not gonna go into the grammatical differences, just the meaning) **ἐπίσταμαι**, to know [how to] or, to understand. More the practical/skilled knowing. **γιγνώσκω**, to come to know, recognize, perceive *(where we get gnosis, diagnosis, prognosis)* **μανθάνω**, to learn (knowing through something *learned of*) **δαῆναι**, the very root in ἀδαής, alas, this is *to learn/know,* related to **δαήμων** (skilled, knowing) and possibly **δαίμων** **σοφία** — wisdom, skilled knowledge. It gives us *philo.,* **sophii** (or a sophist, of skills) **φρονέω** — to think, have understanding. Related to **φρήν** (mind/diaphragm, as Greeks located thought near the chest region) Thats just the practical, three thousand year old basis for what we are tlkin bout w/ knowing nd weve not yet talked of How we interpret them words, and the resulting meaning, which adds a whole nother spin to this base level of like Dictionary form definitions.

Oh yeah, belief is so deep, that i have to surrender now to the fact that, it would take me a day, atleast, to explain *what it is*, for we often do take for granted just how different those pages can be, that we are living on, However that sense of things being different is itself tangled w/ the perspective we have, and the subsequent processes we are engaging in, etc.