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Can yous give me some illustration of what DMT's textures are sortve like, like some visual analogy to help my mind make the connection to what people are always touching on w/ the notion of it being like a world you Enter into ~ Like isnt there a reocurring quality there that can be illustrated in terms of texture or feeling... Like for example, on LsD theres like this fuzziness, like hairyness that becomes prominent, so id start out by talking about hair ~Like sortve what you see in the Rugrats if everyone remembers the rugrats cartoon show... Theres like, little hairs that make up the visual aesthetic of the rugrats drawings. Is there anything like that, visual or textural that can be seen or communicated? Is it smooth or fuzzy or anything like that, or does it keep changing, even at the scale of the textures presented.. Also, does it "feel" smooth~smooth as in a *smooth surface, or is there rigidity, like right angles? And are those right angles three dimensional?

I personally often use a single apostrophe, instead of the opening and closing, e.g. Im workin on a compendium called 'Socratic education ^^^^ i.e. like in the start of word and title, like that) Its more or less what Greeks used in aspiration and accent related contexts, and the word itself~apostrophe in Greek is the turning away, from the roots apo ("away") and strophe ("a turning") as a rhetorical device where speaker (orator, or actor, etc.) turns away from the audience to address an absent / abstract or inanimate pers., object or idea. I mean the Apostrophe, or **apo**, **strophe** is really the link to understand Ancient Greek, which is why its like its not fittin in the very quick vernacular or slang realm.

I feel like i should atleast say one more thing to drive the point home here, for we are likely going to read this, unsure of where to turn or how to respond. Look, the interface we call reality is itself part of the machine, so in unwinding the interface, we are immediately faced w/ a paradox, for you dont just get things solved. Like there is no finalizing reality, however one could experience it, as a "form of", as the means to communicate through speech, as the means of transcending boredom, or reaching higher ground, or visiting a lost civilization and swimming under the temples there. Cause everything we are thinking/doing is (to be) an instance of that reality that we think is the immutable, irifutable reality. We are the textures of the thing that sits *Underneath of real reality

Im watching the following, lookin at the term "invers., of truth", And it got me thinking, you know, We are quite literally a machine of texture, experiencing two ends of a textural spectrum, rough on one end, smooth on the other, And we are confounded by that system, such that we feel it means its filled w/ 5 senses, including these thoughts, feelings & emotions And of course, to those of you reading, who have to shift gears to try to decipher this, that might not feel or sound or seem enjoyable at first. Some of yous might even feel like "Fk this, i wanna ride the rollercoaster" but ya gotta understand that this thing we're all in is more than illusion, like... We arent just "solving reality.. Done", finished. We are solving literal "ETERNITY Neverending". Like... THIS is the fkd up part, not the boredom part, like... The part that should be rattling your head is how long you are gonna be in this for, which is forever, like... It literally is the simplest thing, life that is... Its a very simple thing, being experienced on a scale that is an ever-present and incredibly vast and complex thing, like the things we are calling parts of~Or events or moments of reality, they arent like... like those arent *instances of reality. Those are shared beliefs you have for what you *THINK reality is, and thats precisely how it works. Really its just textures, but you dont just draw the line there, for you are solving something that takes you places now, like theres a very clear objective, which could only be described as Actualized... dot org Org in the orgia sense, ὄργια, its like the sacred rites to the soul, the spirit of the individual understanding their own life and reality, and the continued unwinding of exp., for you are lost in your own machine, winding it up simultaneously, as that path itself, on what it perceives to be a path of differences, and samenesses.

Forgive me, as i decided not to answer the ques., as i didnt know anything about it. However i wrote what i consider much more insightful and informative piece in regards to Salvia, as it'll resonate hard w/ anyone whos done Saliva How Salvia Feels (I) and should have been described (i mean, its been like 20 years so weve been thinkin of it for a long time now) I often think of Salvia w/ fond memories, even though i dont know of anyone who tried it w/ such fondness, but what I really liked is, that it was atleast a moment to zoom in, and reiterate on the textures and the music of the textures, like that left/right~leaning~ super drunkenness, that we would come to be very familiar w/, probably whilst taking for granted our abilities in that moment ~ That is, if we take Salvia and compare it to a stage of drunkenness w/ the spins, the spirits or the dragons spinning you/me, that wouldve been what we called it prolly~20 years ago. And that is surely one way to describe it, though its more than that, cause you also are zooming into the *flavor of the moment, of Salvia, this emerald green textural thing... That is, unless you hadnt done it in the right atmosphere... With the right music playing... The right colors. If you didnt do those tings, then you prolly dont share the same fondness (which is perfectly fine, for everyone is different) Like its more akin to a sea of green, the boundary between our lives~right before it becomes pure textural in some like, divine, abstract closet of the world ~like, its a place where music becomes something directly felt; Or rather, "feeling" itself is experienced on Salvia. What we are saying is "directly felt" is really something experienced i mean to say. Albeit it is an experience that takes you to a base, like inside of the almond-shaped gland somewhere, where it strips you of breathing acknowledgement, heartbeat acknowledgments, perception itself, and just leaves you with rhythm itself The rhythm. Anything else is just in the way, atleast on Salvia. For, you are the heartbeat, and the walls that fall each time you bump into them, or the thread that accepts you as thread, or somethin' like... I found this Greek phrase: τις στιγμῆς αἰσθάνεται "one becomes aware of a moment" ~ And thats exactly what i want to say... You are made aware of~ in the sense that you are pulled into the moment. So if the last image you looked at was a picture of an island, you dont just go to the island, you become the picture, you become your wall, and that wall and that picture are in your trip. So you have to be consciously looking at something favorable and somewhat pleasing, before falling into Salvia, for you are to then *Carry with you, that feeling for 5 minutes. And maybe its just the after effects, or our ability to *describe Saliva divinorum that makes it sound pleasing, that gives it some validity, but i just feel like theres something to it, theres something there, much in how theres certain kinds of Oolong teas that share that same sortve thing, this like, taste that really iterates on the same flavor profile. It's a flavor that isnt doing more than it should, like... It's something or someone (a spirit) that is autistic, whilst also being incredible good at explaining its own experience. .... At the same time, it feels horrific so im not even sure what im talking about... but maybe, just maybe if i try it again in the future, ill be like (well you know what, i actually enjoy that feeling now). You never know.

Ive not personally, as i would be curious of what the effects are with psychedelics, and how they are working in the world at large (how the mind experiences reality, and not, how the mind works in a literal sense), which requires insights into what actually goes into a trip 'an experience that has alot of moving pictures and pieces, a rush of things that, when analyzed loses track of the meaning, the content and such, the emotional cues so to speak ~an emotional relationship or state w/ the world~ a city and state of new thoughts, feelings, emotions and ideas that are passing you in the moment, colors and textures and things that can be richly enjoyed, otherwise missed if to dilute the whole process into a scientific study. With that said, i cannot speak to 5ht1a or anything that would be assoc. w/... As there are quite alot of receptors (alot of which are working together harmoniously somehow). An analogy might be to compare it to Ai ~ Today alot of people think theres someways they can steer Ai, but thats not really how Ai works. You cannot really steer things that are infinitesimal by nature, w/ decimal points through the roof. It cant be understood, and it cant be shaped into anything from the standpoint of someone w/ the intention of bringing it into some form of alignment w/ an idea they have~from the naivety to prove something or make it better. As it is~what it is~ You can ask it questions and get answers. You can get goofy ass images (or frames of moving images, same thing). The same applies to the brain, however reality/experience is itself apart of that recipe too. So im not pushing you away from science but i just want you to see that the first step, in the very least, is to notice how the recipe is larger than the ingredient, and, in that ingredient, it is already so incredibly infinitesimal that its sortve counter to what anyone might want to research anyway. Ideally we all would want peace and harmony on earth as a destination, atleast to some degree, where we all feel weve done something that may play into a peaceful resolution, or the least-worst solutions. Many things in your life are gonna be least-worst decisions & solutions. So its something you have to get to thinking about early on... Just something to think about.

hey maybe yous caught this one. I just seen this whilst going through the catelog of videos on Hamilton morris's channel, and theres an ibogaine one from a year ago, and i jus started watchin it, but its sortve funny in the sense that its mentioned someone opposed to Ibogaine in the US, nd here we are, and Ibogaine is atleast being considered / in the pipeline, presumably (i dont know if that means its made legal, or if its like a treatment, and what the treatment would even be.... I mean hopefully its just gonna make things legal, like im not tryina be up in any more hospitals ~any more than i already am, ya know... what are we gonna spend 16 hours a day gettin treatmemts our whole lives, it doesnt make sense. but The first 20 minutes were putting me to sleep, so yous may have to skip ahead 20 minutes or so to get to the bottomline

Now im more so looking for specific instruments (which could also mean, finding the right free VST online), cause back in the 90s, right before Korg went to that digital keyboard w/ linux as its OS ~ which i never tried but it looked awesome ~ there were these unique sounds on the older models i wanted to spend more time w/, as i tried remaking those sounds but it didnt come out right. So im still looking for either the right instru., physical or digital, to find those sounds.

Audacity was, and still is underrated. I made so many unique sound clips w/ one of the specific older vers., that had some of the more unique effects i wanted at the time... granted, i always started out w/ some semblance of an audio recording or partial, but like, i would get lost in stretching clips, slicing them and doing things w those sliced up sounds to either overlay it w/ another slice, or use it as like, the *noise element to some music/audio track. Its also faster for doin audio things w/, where as Ableton was slightly too verbose if what ya wanted was just to edit a soundwave or master a single audio track.

I dont perceive behavior for animals as crazy, so much as i perceive others who perceive it as crazy, but to me, like my cat for e.g., been talking to, and training her for 20 some odd years, almost 24 7, where all i do is circularly poin to, and communicate to her, cyclical exercises over and over non stop, and even w/ all of that she is still lost in her feral world, weighing 5 lbs., still attacking 100 lbs. pitbulls, getting mawled to death... recovers like nothing happened... day 2 or so, back at it again w/ her white vans. jus lives in a different world Obviously now, she doesnt attack things, she doesnt have the temptations dangled in front of her, though i do still keep her in a playful and ecstatic sense of, like how she use to be, but w/ less pitbulls, or atleast not a *pack of pitbulls... we already done the 'pibull challenge on tiktok... ""send your cat to an early grave -tiktok

The question is phrased so people must press the blue button to survive, any alt., being promortalist & efilistic in their thinking. Unless the outcome or reasons for pressing the buttons is *unknown* , then the idea of "following the heard" does not really have the same efficacy towards the bottomline of pressing the blue button. The red button here is bringing cynicism to the table for no reason, as theres nothing in the question you have to distrust but your own perception of whats been given priority. Or you are just young and stupid, and dont understand how to read, and things like this "See red button, press red button", without having read into "why you make decisions". For you make decisions because they have efficacy in the realm of the hierarchy, that you yourself are calling important, based on language. If what explained is about the blue button, then the blue button is the main character p.s. you might also wanna blame the creators who phrased the question, 'cause they are the ones that've phrased it in that way, and are thus creating an unequal playing field, which isnt quite right if you want there things to be equal; For to make it equal, you just say "red button" or "blue button" without explanation, which is closer to mirroring the amount of unknown decisions you'll have experienced in life.

I awish his name was something like Jesus of Ceos, or Jesus et Pharmikon, i mean, not Ἰησοῦς Χριστός, 'gah i hate that, its like trying to be 'izaiah christendome (Messiah Massiachyah in Hebrew) like deliberate doublets of who they literally are, typeve thing. Like, Theres something very Gaul/Latin/Thracian, or like something very broken about that naming scheme that departs from Greek, Latin, Like iuno, its generating its own universe of names and language suddenly, like its 3rd BC i wanna say was *tria nomina naming in Rome, then 5th Century AD it collapses, and theres the window of antiquity where everyones names are just like, buried under so many influences, its hard to tell if its revealing something, or if there names were just that literal, Pontus (Personification of the Sea) Pirate? C'mon. Fk these names dude. quick note, κοινόχρηστος (koinochrestos) κοινός (koinos) — “common,” “shared” χρηστός (chrēstos) — “useful,” “fit for use,” “usable” He could be Jesus the Skilled/Useful Artisan

George Lakoff and Mark Johnson's 'Metaphors We Live By, argues that abstract thought is fundamentally grounded in bodily and practical experience. You can't reach for a metaphor you haven't lived near. A scribal class person, a Pharisee, a Temple priest, their metaphors skew toward law, purity, genealogy, text. You see that in how the Pharisees argue and think in the gospels. Their conceptual world is documentary and juridical. Likewise, Jesus (or the person writing for him) his conceptual world is tactile and material. He has all this knowledge of stone work, and other artisan skills~Even if its in that sortve, magical triplet feel, its pulling from metaphors that are based in some real place. For that reason, somethings going on w/ Jesus the Carpenter/Stonemason, or atleast... Jesus the Temple Builder, like someone who erects temples, but doesnt want theirselves to be known (possibly a freemason, or templar, whatever) i mean, no one knows what this is, but we do know the main theme. "God" is central to this, and everything is very neatly fitted to speak of it as if it was a real thing that people were talking about. I dont know, but i just see a different story unfolding, one around like, little stories: Whether they were directly relevant at the time of their inclusion, i dont know, and who cares. Its an artists rendering to me. It just so happened to have very strong conviction around it.

Oh right, i did hear that too. I hope not. Or i do hope there was more on the menu than just ibogaine

Yeah, i question the intentions behind Trump, as it seems to be too coincidental, too much like things are happening for some reason that we cant see, but I dont know what it means. I just see the world changing, and its time for psychedelics to be legalized. I mean, i would go extreme to say all drugs ~ but hey, good enough for now. I havent even really done any drug drugs myself in awhile, and im at the age where im tryina turn people on to these Chinese tea medicines, and these esoteric things, of which i guess must take some time to get more acknowledgement, due to it not really being at the edge of everything provocative and telling. Like, iuno how i knew psychedelics were the answer at like 13, but the provocative and extreme nature of it was evident to me through the connotation. As, it is the 'extremes' that exist far out at the edge that really stick out~that can thus wake people up initially to speak. Hey, it goes back to what Socrates says about Philosophers as a minority, and the nature of those things that exist as a minority, as its outside of the perception of the masses, and public persuasion, seeing as the Philosopher cares about truth and things like this (or Aletheia, or whatever word(s) you might think of it as). True philosophers similarly will always be a minority, as most people are pulled by rep., and practical life, while philosophy demands a controlled, disciplined orientation of sorts.