kavaris

I find it funny when people are like "I believe Jesus was God incarnate" or whatever (Christians use of God) and then its like "Dang, so what about your great grandfather's spirit, to give rise to you, or Hermes/Thoths father to give rise to him, to go on to eventually inspire the people who wouldve been master constructors", etc., like why does it cease at the label of a Christian God as hierarchy, that then also stops at Jesus, at someone who requires having to annhialate an extended realm of belief to get to, Like why couldnt the Soul be the thing, and have that thing as what matters most, and just demote Christian Jesus and God, per there sameness w/ everyone else working hard in the demonstration booth... Like why insist on exalting someone who they dont even know is real, is what im gettin at, but its like, dang... Exalt everyone but the leaders and the gods of directly impressionable shyt... Jesus prolly meant, "Do better than me" anyway, or like "Invoke God in the name of Hermeticism" and those ideas like, revealing that hidden nature thing, like the inspirational, but nonetheless fiery/blue-soul-asunder thing. Iuno... Okay, ill call it there.

its like, blatant truth is often extinguished by something unexpected, and fear is within that whole arising-mist... if we are defining fear as an anxiety ish thing, anticipation, like, the headless horseman is coming to town. Iuno im gettin overwhelmed by too many thoughts today. I think i gotta call it there. I cant figure out whats going on when im feeling a blanket of thoughts and ideas, which wasnt initiated by anyone, or it wasnt caused by anyone, so yous know, its just a collective weirdness in the air, obfuscating the words, or the sounds, or the direction. A mine field of bewilderment (again, nothing yous would even care about, its totally my own investigation outside)

Like i feel like Actualized is also a way to resist the unresistable, like its both how to see into the bs mechanisms — to not flutter on into the big business machine, and its also how to become aware to the primary machine that enters into the experienced ovation of self, discipline and wisdom, like its the means of becoming something that touches all of these things at once. Which is so cool, for just the basic human pattern mechanism thing, whatever we are to decide.

Yeah. The whole pattern thing has been blown out of the head of proportion, its like this thing where these anax patterns, being that theres infinitly-many patterns, are taking priority over basic foundations, when they should be becoming aware to the fact that its a one-of-many, too many, and to name them all is just like naming all the factors in atoms, the universe, and the observer, and things like this, its like, dang... dang, thats too many things. Like iuno what youd call that, when its simply too many patterns, with too much focus, like an "over-something" ( i cant think of wat it is atm )

Like its the misunderstanding itself, in literal protocol fashion, and we are saying "wow, look how this thing misunderstands", Like, that wouldnt have been acceptable in the years prior, As they wouldve said "This thing cant manage the tribe or curate the farm". Like its not sharing a common relationship w/ what would be most necessary. Its only like this very thin veile at the surface of "human confusion and communication misses"

Picture a crossroads [for thoughts] but we got to it physically, like this woodland, fairytale land, w/ perfect green trees and yellow br. roads and, because its at the edge of our understand of experience, like its something thats sortve happened, without us really putting the effort in to investigate every detail leading up to it, n'we find ourselves in this woods, where everyone still is physical, its just that, this is a temporary isolation, like a dreampt sequence happenin' suddenly in waking world / view. But as we meet, as we fall into the shift in a quality of mind that is on the edge of vibrating, fluttering through space and time, we come to accept, and share w/ each other, "okay, just so yall know, im pretty sure we got here from the void, a thought void, a dream void, where everything meets there, in this void, to try to work out how this dream, right now, can exist, when we were just in a non-dream not 2 minutes ago" At the same time its like, someone says "you dont have to be focusing on this pinnacle peak point for it to become the centervoid where said equivalent thoughts are received as, ... cause like, potentially, anything can become the centervoid of thoughts and sea-like dream. Its really the nature of the centervoid that is a priority in this current quandary, cause its part of that active misunderstanding or understanding. Im not sure how much we can really attune to things from that perspective in a true sense, And in some sense, its like tensile strength, For we dont normally go to the painful ends to observe it the way im to try to underline here in a moment. To meditate (in the strictest sense) is to have a lesser notion of 'how the thought void works, in this extended, and least-evident way — where as, to observe the thoughts is to be lured by ones own mind in the closest equivalent, and very much, mOST-evident way... Like both of those perspectives are Not part of the compounding way~towards truth, granted, they can be the truth that is a necessary bareable, predictable plateau in dreaming up the dream, and reflecting on it w/ others at the most, like basic, istemi-driven way, They are ways to help shape the dream forward, to illustrate what i mean when im referring to the center void of thoughts, and everything else that might be considered God-like, infinite possibility. You dont figure out the centervoid by obeying the darkness, motionless, thoughtless rules, and also, neither can you learn from it by following all of the actively fledging thoughts. I mean, it really takes the basis and puts it upside down (at this eventual crossroads) but i think everyone can do more than just survive it, or struggle to engage w/ it. Like, its got common places that one can end up, Like its not like its 100% a sipping of the sea, is what im saying. Theres aspects to it that are grooving on the grove of chances, reservations purchased in time soent — to talk about it in the usual normal person way. Its like a small-window-opportunity, i mean, its not like its super open and free of time.

My teacher told me ill never be enlightened w/ the kind of disease i have. Put your hands up in the air if yous can relate 🙌

Thats like sending someone Led Zeppelin or something, in todays climate, Like its super hot probably. Like u meet up on like Roblox and say "i listen to taylor swift" and then ride off into the sunset together.

I feel like a real wo man would be into it, your on to somethin.

Tyler henry is gonna for sure win then, And Cooney cooney is gonna weigh 110 lbs.

Is there a way to combine God/One/Nous and like, \*frequency as describing the way the mind and body work, like... Everything as different frequencies, that we identify as things (per usual) but then its like, can we get like a physical frequency into the oneness/completeness somehow, even if its just a descriptive illustration? Like we couldnt just say flatline, right? Like maybe the sinewave can just wiggle to its destination.

I was gonna wait for yas, cause i was thinkin, if yous do end up really meeting and one of yous is a woman, i will start believing my mom when she says that candace owns has so much evidence and that tyler henry or watever his names gonna win the case, Thats how far ill go if it happens.

Posted Friday at xx:xx Yall r speaking thru time and space I hope someone answers that too now im waiting. Ill wait 100+ hours for him to wait for you,b by which time ill have waited too long.

You could always just pm me and say, chill out, like, thats sortve an unnecessary public spectacle thing your prompting on me here publically, like... i dont even know why youd say that out of the blue.

But i wasnt trippin balls. Why would you say that to someone?