kavaris

At the end, youll want "slowly pulling back the curtain", so the daily schedule can start to resemble, \- Spirit body study/work (18 mins.) \- Hearthstone considerations (indefinite tempo) \- Asking ques., e.g., "Why do i think something is neg., or pos., and how does it fit in the context of To know / understand, of which speaks to a return to Form, Ground (Positive, Negative) for its a layered + succinct hierarchy" \- Daily integration of all the things you feel matters. \- Weekly or Bi-Weekly Understanding and appreciation for psychedelics and/or psychoactive substances (or "substance" in general) \- Dont "Exercise" nor "rest", but instead, find whats passionate, to you, and kindle the flame that inadvertantly leads you to have to walk, jog, run or simply sprint around and around, given that your passion will be the reason, &not a bulletinpoint on a scheduler. \- Define friendship. \- Define Contemplation \- Fake grin always? \- Do you want friends, or do you want to fk with ppl? its your choice. \- Death (is just, the end) ~ P.s. "the curtain" just means, Anything that youve "not yet revealed", or anything thats "not yet become directly known", for each moment is a rotation between directly knowing, and actively misunderstanding aka "unrevealing". p.s.s. would you be my friend if i seemed a deeply disturbed and unstable all the time, always wearing a fake grin and trying to poke and prod you to get you to fit in my reality, that is, to sde reality as i see it, to notice the unrevealed sense that youve chosen to neglect?

I wanna write a book called "Divine light of Ra contra * Lucifer the morning star" But i dont think ppl would understand it, from the perspective of Ra the Lightbringer, but they would from Lucifer the morning star, towards that Apophis, Chaotic Light Spi., so in that way, Divine Christian esque is the best way to communicate to the soul, until the openess to accept chaos / inner fire is prevelant. *p.s. we gotta find a new word to replace "book", cause yall know i dont mean like a library book, i mean something else, but i dont know which word yet best expresses it. I dont like "writing piece", as it should feel like how "book" + "album" is a single word to describe Like i do sortve mean book, but it also should encapsulate digital expression, like *well rounded album* ~ e.g., "I'm writing a *mnemogram* at kybernetikes schuole", "mnemogram" isnt so bad, it could work.

At some point, actualizing and friendship are intertwined as definitions, but ive not done enough writing on friendship to know exactly where its at, so thats another ones yous can venture towards, defining friendship and the actualized self, and how those two connect intimately. Even if i did write it, id rather yous come upon it on your own. Ya know.

Its an honest statement. We live in the bullshit that we think isnt bullshit. Granted, unwinding it, such that we can explain it in a light hearted way is ideal, otherwise its like, we are judging the outside to a harsher degree than weve even judged ourselves, mind you, the outside and inside are part of the same side thats a multifacted side. Hence, reality has alot of bs in it. Like... reality is not justified by "look at all the things", As i mean that, "all the many things" are being presented as if its "you observing reality" ("done, w/ no deep contemplation needed since its all there, all truth, all answered by pure physical exp., ... and, done!", says reality)

Iuno why i thought of this just now, but i remember seeing an interview w/ the guys of spinal tap who are considerably older now, but even with the individual lives theyve each lived, each living eachothers lives.... ... and all the time thats gone by, they seemed to have inner glow, to them, like, something in them that couldnt be taken away. Do you know what i mean? Their art, profession, comedic influence just seemed to have an effect on their own existence that was like, itself, part of a loose, joibalant experience that isnt about having to judge or turn into some zpiral (i gave up on the last descr., as i couldnt quite find the right word in my head)

A better analogy to think of it is like... Do you abuse your plants and your rocks, etc., i dont yell at my rocks and my plants, etc, so iuno how hard it would be to not abuse Ai, as its a practice within yourself, and practicing Amer. football, like you throw the ball, Ai catches it, its thrown back... you catch it... I mean, we are being abused everyday through lies and manipulation in the media, like ... what isnt abuse, its just long range games of football w the servers of said informations, tryina abide by a fake football dream, with lots of feet and balls in it.... like reality is a mix of like, a little of this, to keep a little of that still thriving, like... it works as a balance of crap that we are tryina understand, while we are making contact w/ it, and Ai is a kind of dumb Alien w/ strengths and weaknesses in that process of discovery.

^Thats prolly a good thread/topic to ask ppl — What tech., or applications, etc , is every1 intimately familar ~ attached to, such that it second nature, or its the primary part of what you do and such, as that then gets yas discovery what everyones into, wat they like.

Im sure theres more we could come up w/, to say, on the topic of Adobe/ Photoshop. I'm alternating in another interrelated topic atm, just to keep the subject matter afloat... And i also have a question... Has anyone tried Grok in awhile? I ask because, my mom was talkin' bout Elon and it got me thinkin bout all that $$$ he spent on them Ai server-running-machines or whatever it is, and last time i used Grok, it was very much giving *too* much information... per reply... And its not that im that curious about all the different Ai's out there and how they respond, but seeing as its at the edge of tech, i just thought i'd atleast ask. I mean, in as far as it can become something that people are having intimate relations w/, just as anyone playing video games, or using unix shell, vim, emacs, notepad, or any other program alot and that theyve since become intimately familiar w/, it fits that role of something worth nit-picking over, to see which brand/model out there is our favorite. I can say, i know Claude (ive found) doesnt do so well w/ language stuff... And no one else would really know more about this right now, cause im constantly testing Claude and ChatGPT at the edge of translation, almost 247... and, speaking for the free models, ChatGPT is quite a distance from Claude (in that particular area...). Generally though, they're all pretty good, i mean, im not knocking on any model or anything. Anyway, i just thought id ask. i havent tried Grok in a long while, or any of the others. P.s. Yous might know this, but ChatGPT was sortve the proof-of-concept around generality... Like whatever ingredients went into ChatGPT, that sortve general grab of everything (meaning, its training), that was what makes it so good... If you change that, trying to steer things in certain directions, you screw up that balance. Dont quote me on that, but thats sortve what the story is...

If someone told me that tho, it would make no sennse, so i can also see why no one should even get wat i said.

Understanding (as in, 'disproving the dream) is fifty percent of what it means to awaken, exactly 50, where as, 'awakening is exactly double the understanding of understanding, and enlightentenment is another 2x, exactly double of awakening, because enlightenment (in a strict sense) should carry both, it should then have the initial idea, the awakening idea, and then another multiplier that can somehow be in the knowing of what just happened, and by the logic, oneness... It just ends, like i dont think the dream has infinite scaling lvls in one sitting, you escalate into light, or you die into light, or... you accidentally realize theres a light, or accidentally experience it, and then, theoretically, you should just be that light, but then that would be enlightenment (strict sense).and not us talking about it here right now, and i only even say this now cause.. i just had (literally 1 min. ago) a weird, stupid dream where it felt like that (2x of this, 2x of that, 2x of that, the end?)

You know whats weird, "im going to the store" isnt in the future tense, cause its happening/being said, presently speaking, as a statement from the present (present progressive) where as, "im at the store now" is the simple present tense... So its like, the present makes sense, until we start saying "im gonna be going..." Like, we start saying, we will be there, and suddenly its like, what are we talking about... i e., "im going there tomorrow"... Yesterday is alot easier, cause its like "that happened, and im done... we dont need to talk about it... even if it dont exist... even if it never happened ("what?"), cause grammatically speaking, it happened, and we dont care." Lol. Iuno thats how i think of it.

They shouldve made it about secrets, as its called The Secret —And then made the Law of Attraction book called The Law of Attraction. That way the one about The Secret is about keeping secrets, and the other is about what it says its about; So that way when i go to buy the next Law of Attraction book i wont get it mixed up w/ the Secret now... burned into my mind... from all the traumatic sightings of it at everyones home, estremamente negativo, un impatto... Like how "the no no" for trimming nose hair is called the no no, i want it to be the 'Yes yes, so i wont get it mixed up w/ the Yes yes product rated a 'no no.

This is all you need of it: right here, as i tried looking for the backpage in a non blurry photo, but fk it, the best worst, communicated w/ a single image.

The Secret was the best worst.

If i dont find out how Ursa Major sees us, then i m not gona be able to proceed much more, im gonna have to just give up, because the whole reason i signed up was for the constellation view, from every constellation in view, including, but not limited to Ursa major/minor Like, can we find out the thought process of scientists, so we can go to college at 50 years of age, and succeed.. or wat, like... I need the constellation view or im not gonna make it. Okay, thats the end of the rant.