kavaris

Exactly. Id say dont try it, as youd be imaginging *what measuring is* and then predicating the nature of everything on the ability to measure and receive results. Like, its a world of reimagining is all, and thats the question id go to first for practicality, like "what is it then to imagine" typeve things. Or just "What is imagination", not that its the best place to jump off from, but its the best least best least or whatever.

The relative is the total self. Thats why the paradox is possible, thats why everything feels this way of like, a rise in some more complex. We are communicating, tlkin, tryina conjure up wtf this is, and we are mistaking complexity of nature w/ The Self (Period... or wat weve imagined it to be....) Alas, that is what gives it a sense of like "Why is life like this, why am i the thing looking out at the thing", Like... That is itself *what it is*. Its a freaky self thing. The fact that we interact w/ things comes w/ perception as the main thing, and not "a primary self, a secondary nature, etc, etc" Like its all just Self, period. The complexity happens within the self. Nature is just what Complexity w/ a /C/ happens to be lookin like right now.

I had a friend who was real into Mac, and he liked it at a time where there really wasnt a strict division yet, like i mean, it was still the computer revolution, but it wasnt like this thing where you got trapped inside of Macs ecosystem. Like you could plug the ipod into windows, or do non apple things inside of Mac -And maybe its still like that, but theyve turned it into more of a *classhood* or something, Like ... Iuno its weird cause alot of those companies collaborated together too, beyond the theftyish moves on Windows part... but really, how much diff could they have made some of those apps... We all long for the aesthetic of like 2001/2008 apps or whatever it was... Like Apple really wants it to be like *... if you want a girlfriend, she will think your weird if you dont use macs* -typeve thing, when really, before the iphone, that idea was predicated on the fact that girls already had iphones, but they didnt yet... So they were rushing into a fantasy of the world that wasnt even true. lol... kinda funny when you think of it like that. i mean it was trying really hard to be the way it is now, but all of the games nd stuff are on Windows, and that itself was the catch. I mean, computers in general are going through a rough time imo anyway... Like i just wanna do simple things, but its very expensive still. Like, watchamakalit... the RISCV thing, iuno if theyve gotten them projects anywhere but that was suppose to hold some promise for simpletons like myself. i mean, i really liked some of these more descrete companies when it comes to the phones... but i digress, as now we are mixing together phones and computers. They are two diff worlds i feel. P.s. Did anyone else see Casey muratori put out a video on skeletal/animation? i mention it as i seen the substack post flash by in my email, but i ignored it as im not doing any heavy duty research right now, but its def something that programmers should investigate, alongside text and such and managing a window (or figuring out how to do it in a way where you can pull up transient windows and move em around, tho iuno how many apps on linux focus on that typeve behavior, so its sumthin to think about), since ya need that stuff too. I mean, ive already contended w/ the terminal and shell behavior. unfortunately its a long story, lol. But i know alot about terminals on linux (its more of a philosophical ques., than it is a technical question) but like... iuno. its weird. Feel free to pm if yous want to know bout it too.

@Joseph Maynor Retrospectively, thats prolly a better option for anyone whos got stuff on windows that they are married to, as i was more like "i actually wanna see wat happens without windows", granted now its been awhile nd i dont remember how it began. Now its like its become like, "oh, n/m, it was not a big deal", but i just dress it up like some sortve like infatuation-w/-a-linux things going on, but i just do artsy fartsy, and then i poop out things that look like the truest fitting quotes from the art work, and then... i sortve hope its something relevant to yous ~ in the moment. i think thats why it works tho, as you have alot of non-yogi / gurus interacting w/ ya guys, and so you get alot of contrast that would be missing in a room full of like, super well-minded yogi people, atleast thats how i feel... iuno... Do you feel like its better when theres lots of different people... or would a room of yogis be able to benefit from the fact they are all very much like equal/just intonated w/ each other?

My aunt has that. Shes told me shes got dual setup w/ windows and linux too. i told her, 'wow, iuno how to evwn do that. As shes like 70-sunthin, but she was a computer person her whole life working w/ comps., years ago.

Hey. thx. i appreciate that. i like your sig too. Oh, ive never tried kde on ubuntu, assuming now thats wat kubuntu is, im very much unknowledgable nd out of the loop on distros and kde... Ive got no problem w/ apt either. I really only do very simple straightforward things now, and i dont even remember a time when i didnt use linux. I have a very small amount of packages (450, i think), its like.... image magick... font forge... watchamakalit window manager... Everything else is like, kilabyte file loaded lol. very simple... oh and firefox of course.

I was into programming. I might still be, its just sorta now... i mean... iuno, its hard to explain... its true. i am periodically programming, but i find i get more out of programming when i solve the problems in my head, in a sortve meta language vers., of whatever it was i was staring at..... though i do ask myself, "Am i that committed?... Do i need to solve the... Iuno... Its become just sorta... iuno.. iuno... its in competition w/ several front runners that dont have anything to do w/ the computer world. If i had a girlfriend, i might be normal and reluctant to be as unusual as i am, but im just lost in an art world. i cant be sittin behind the computer tryina act like im a normal person ~ pressin' buttons like "press, press, press, press"on, like that whole routine is in hot conflict w/ who i am, and the painting that im going for right now.

Ques., Is it realy hot right now? like if anyone can check outside and see wat it feels like outside, cause it feels like its 99 degrees atm nd im kinda freaked out like...

i just updated my arch machine, a few mins ago. I say that as hey, my last pacman Syu was on like, january 2025 or something, so well over a year later im updating.... ive not been very attuned to doing useful things on the computer, but today i just figured its been long long. I mean, i use tower computers every day, as i dont really enjoy phones, tablets & laptops, so much as its necessary to have a phone and laptop (which i very seldom use... not to mention i couldnt get sound to work on laptopt, as i think the software / hardware is well old, or i just havent committed enough time to it) At one point, i hadnt updated in 4+ years... but, lol, hey... ... updating is a big deal on linux, for me atleast. p.s. im still a big fan of korn- mksh shell, and bash development, granted ive not kept up to date with either... im suppose to follow korn very close but im just letting it go right now, as its not the front runner priority atm.

... To finish that thought, Then, you have the unlimited, and such is the paradox (to come).

Its alot of questions, id imagine (questions to come). Once ya ask, then ya might have a basket of questions that beg answering from many directions, which is usually how it works. Or it can also go 'totally off the rails, full tilt-like. Such are them unfortunate consequences, sometimes, but such is life. We ride the waves w/ the wolves and all the things ~ upon focusing in on it. And when we're not... It just doesnt exist, existence as something that can be limited, sectioned-off...

(Cont.) Yas cant detatch enlightenment from everything else, nor any other thoughts and experiences, like it matters what happens in the moment. When we try referring to things in a very dumbed down way, we are relying on alot of meta to be responsible. Like we want all of the actualization triggers to be responsible for the thing we hold within, but you dont even have enlightenment without all of those thoughts, exp., emotions, etc., so it *feels* like its a time felt exp., its just that the words you think had a meaning are gonna change, in the face of an experience where yous are to become enlightened, such that things that once looked like materiality and time arent gonna be materiality and time. The actualization triggers towards that matters and so too do the storyline and the builtup experience matters. It might even matter more you could say, and im saying it now.

Did yas figure out the flip side yet. The flip side is like, nothing is possible without having that singular realm of sensibility fixed, such that you can feel things, like... How is comedy possible for instance, without having yourself together? How is love and expression possible without having yourself together? Hows anything possible? If you dont have yourself together ~ That is, if you dont have some equilibrium status w/ regards to thoughts, feelings and emotions, then you fall into cascades, cascades, cascades of experiences, in such a way that the cascading is itself what becomes most evident. And then you must reprioritize, cause its now like... Like its arrived, such that it eats at your attention, in multiple ways, beyond just yourself, such that the patterns underneath have been realized as something lackedaisily facing the wrong direct., plus, theres just alot of bad sides to it too, that is being lost in the woods like that. Without equilibrium of those things yous are actively considering, you just have wildness and cascading in the wrong direction. People think they can handle it til they admit its not for them. Thats what psychedelics are often about, atleast for some. Its like initiation into the wild side of things, where you are challenging yourself w/ a quick succession of the high winded questions, lost in a forest, and you have to catch them, all the thoughts, otherwise you land on just one, like weve arrived in this very moment. Enlightenment is just a word we use to express a thing thats true, or most true. Why? Because yous are treating enlightenme t like its an algorithm, ora construct around ignorance.

(Cont.) YEO i asked my mom, and she was like "No shes not the same person", so i was like "Then whos the one that killed her kids"? And she says "Oh theres been alot of em that've killed their kids now" Lololol. P.s. Oh wait wait, i think i get it. Maybe it was that, Elizabeth holmes made the device that the mothers who killedtheir children had used, and thus the whole thing is like, people keep using the devices and killing their kids, cause why else would there be a movie.

Wait i thought this elizabeth holmes also killed her kids, and made a device for a company, or are those two different people?