kavaris

And granted, ive done these things myself too (dont remember em well though), so its a paradox that ppl are able to get around somehow. ... understanding how they did it is yet another thing, cause if we had the recipe wed surely be able to get it across to one another by now. The second option (the 3rd bulletinpoint) no one really knows exists, so i try to re initiate it publically when i have the opportunity.

@oOo Its hard to explain... Granted, here are the based facts from what i can gather, about the most prominent and recurring nature of dreams, which can maybe tell us what to do about it, in this way you bring up, 1) Its a layer veiling the waking experience. 2) You create this sortve unusual forgetting, a boundary that makes it as though you are "dreaming", which is itself generated by them very last moments of contemplating, right before "falling asleep", which itself carries you into what feels like "Oh, im trapped/embraced in a scene", But its a bit of a paradox, because, to become lucid, is to realize that that mechanism is happening, which would stop the sequence from happening. 3) Its also a limitation on dreaming to begin w/, the idea of dreaming as we know it, cause you may also go about it from this perspective of "dreaming of the very moment you are experiencing, while you had been awake (usually its you staring at a door or a wall or something, in bed", thereby waking up "in a false world thats secretly a dream", and interacting w/, what at first seems like "real, waking, reality", but it soon devolves into the felt-dream as you progress. And granted, neither lucid dreaming or doing what ive described are easy to do since they share this paradoxy thing. So thats one such dilemma. It might not directly indicate what to call the body in all of that, but ive just recently noticed the body is like, a skeleton key that you bring, and the mind is a door -typeve thing (Maybe thats how to think of it, i dont know)

I see Source, open, vessel.. i Iike, source open, vessel. Aquatic ruin, Counter strike source, open, vessel. Source, open, vessel.

And the dream voice path is ὀνειροφωνὴ, which is just a little piece yous can use / wrap your head around, to put together things that no one is really working on, As ive not seen anyone doing things on these conscious, subconscious pieces, as well as on dreams, nd in a very receptive, intuited, internalized way

Did you know, when you dream, that dream isnt just like, unconscious mind jargon, like... Forget about how it compares to, "to be", "to become" and to exist for a moment, as just getting the pragmatics of "dreampt exp.," i think is gonna be important, because if you dont really understand "why", then it can become like, "Oh, Dreams are just the ability to shut down this part of your brain, so you dont experience this other, etc..." (insert-two-branches-of-interest, as i chose to explore a different path below, instead of the dreampt voice one...) In my experience, a significant part of dreaming is the body. Like, sure its a moment to forget concerns concerning the physical body, but its also an experience thats based on the physical bodies experience, which is actively being tested/stressed... To explain it in more detail, its that mystical layer that you veil over the mind, not mentioning to yourself the fact that you still have a body underneath, And what you dont realize is, the physical body sortve comes with you, no matter what, like its part of the cycle of experiencing, embedded in the mind, not as like "this is what i look like" per say, but the felt experience of the body is in there, to a significant degree. I would say, most dreams are actually a "dreampt experience of the spiritual body", and your assumed intellect and mind components are the parts you leave behind, Like the intellect is only needed, in as much as it can realize the problem. Like, i figured out, no matter what you do, you can never get a fixed-position in laying, in sleep that doesnt suck for your back / body. But then i fell asleep on the rim of my most comfortable chair (my butt and lumbar touching the rim, not my back, directly) and slowly slid down the rim throughout the night, never stressing any-on- part of my lumbar, back, etc., and at each interval of that felt-bodily experience (in dream) the dream received a moment, a chance to not suck. And it indeed did not suck ~ It was pretty good, excellent at each interval. Of course, nightmares are those that trap theirselves deep in the subconscious, so you would have to have many more nights of good dreams, to change the cycle of the dreaming. I mean, cycles, in general are embedded pretty deep, so its nice to be relieved of the duty of having to try your experience w/ all of those cycles. Like, you cant ever stop existing per say, but you do get a break if you give yourself a good mental and physical break, And that break can come in the form of a dream, so long as youve diagnosed some bodily issues, or any mental issues you yourself have like... But anyway... In that way, its not exactly straightforward to explain, as everyones existing in different moments w/ different dilemmas to solve. Not everyone has a comfy chair. But its an idea yous can apply, And start to think on more. P.s. I forgot i was gonna include something about the dreampt voice of your dreaming and the subconscious, but i totally forgot. Next time maybe.

Or you simply are like water, its flowing nature, and in the moment of "to be", or not to be, its up to you to decide if those experiences are dualistic or not, for is simply being / becoming, in the moment of peace, is that dualistic, or is that just peace. Like, is it anything more than what you make it? Obviously anything outside of this ideal moments gonna be a shyt show, but in the ideal moment, how do you define it, and what is the experience, for you.

@36:00 or 37:00 A small or sizable crater comin in to tug on the earth a little and slow down its movements, yeo thats a wild idea. Is it possible? Iuno thats crazy. Yous should watch this one, granted iuno how deep it goes, theyre sortve riffin, but just generally its kinda interesting. I mean, i was gonna say, we prolly wont understand it, so lets just take the term "monsoon" and think of it like that, as the climates change, and how many factors could be tuggin on it over time, but hey, maybe you do need bigger more dangerous things happening to explain these sorts of things, i dont know... I just like mountains... And jaguars, and peter pan... iuno wat im tlkin bout. Anyway

Hey, just on the very pragmatic, 'now weve gotta Onoma, a name, a topic, a reference point to discuss -That is enough for me to make something cool. And thats not to dismiss anything else. I almost dont know anything that can be directly demonstrated anyway, And yet, theres times where i see how it could be benft others, etc., in a nearest-direct or directional way... i mean, it is very complex. im always learnin subtle points of it myself, everyday, everytime im engagin w/ it

@5:00 Ah interesting. Theres a complex state of affairs that lead to these monsoons. I was wondering how you go from like a perfect dragoon sailing adventure to arid monsoon and desolate civilizations And then theres the fact that Egypt has rivers, so it can bare a somewhat inhospitable time, but it just has to do alot of trading to make it prominently well stocked, But i mean, i always sensed the fact that not many times in Egypts history was it stable. Like the kings that assume position there are like, well long after the more congressional community time, like companys agreeing to do work to build civilization itself. Like they prolly didnt have that kindve hierarchy, cause it has to be like a passion project between many civilization imo, Like Thoths company meets the Shamanic ruler and says "Tryina build some sick shyt or what" And hes like, "okay, bet". Dont lie. Yous know that was the exact conversation. P.s. in one of the Ancient Pre-Civilization stories, i think in the Ancient Libya world, theres actually a woman ruler, i just forget wat the story was, but you know it was like a crazy African story that exceeds our understanding of Africa.

(cont.) Obv, theres also like, mountaineous stuff in i wanna say kazakhstan, etc, Afghanistan into Himalayan territory... or watevs... Somewhere theres a well-forested area that begins the hospitable areas again, in the est, i forget where, but its a long stretch of something like sandy dunes, or sandy sand stone desert. Im not pretending to know what any of it means, i just like mountaineous places.

Yes, good. So then the next question is, "Why is the desert itself all sand", Like they say that it was once fertile land, So why did everything become like Oceanic sand .... And sandstone, etc, but its very sandy, beachy, islandy, and so suddenly, depending on whatever the time / sequence is, but i mean, even just getting the basic development pinned down there is confusing, cause its near what i assume is like the Sun's scar... i mean, theres also the circular scar of a literal sun blast (talkin about the west African scars...) and then the suns rays sweep across the sahara, and then continues throughout the mid est -in terms of how much sandy stuffs goin on... Lol, like "Who put all this sandy stuff here", like if we were real young, and we visit there, we might randomly come out w/ that... But now we wanna know why, 'Why sand basically.

I find it funny when people are like "I believe Jesus was God incarnate" or whatever (Christians use of God) and then its like "Dang, so what about your great grandfather's spirit, to give rise to you, or Hermes/Thoths father to give rise to him, to go on to eventually inspire the people who wouldve been master constructors", etc., like why does it cease at the label of a Christian God as hierarchy, that then also stops at Jesus, at someone who requires having to annhialate an extended realm of belief to get to, Like why couldnt the Soul be the thing, and have that thing as what matters most, and just demote Christian Jesus and God, per there sameness w/ everyone else working hard in the demonstration booth... Like why insist on exalting someone who they dont even know is real, is what im gettin at, but its like, dang... Exalt everyone but the leaders and the gods of directly impressionable shyt... Jesus prolly meant, "Do better than me" anyway, or like "Invoke God in the name of Hermeticism" and those ideas like, revealing that hidden nature thing, like the inspirational, but nonetheless fiery/blue-soul-asunder thing. Iuno... Okay, ill call it there.

its like, blatant truth is often extinguished by something unexpected, and fear is within that whole arising-mist... if we are defining fear as an anxiety ish thing, anticipation, like, the headless horseman is coming to town. Iuno im gettin overwhelmed by too many thoughts today. I think i gotta call it there. I cant figure out whats going on when im feeling a blanket of thoughts and ideas, which wasnt initiated by anyone, or it wasnt caused by anyone, so yous know, its just a collective weirdness in the air, obfuscating the words, or the sounds, or the direction. A mine field of bewilderment (again, nothing yous would even care about, its totally my own investigation outside)

Like i feel like Actualized is also a way to resist the unresistable, like its both how to see into the bs mechanisms — to not flutter on into the big business machine, and its also how to become aware to the primary machine that enters into the experienced ovation of self, discipline and wisdom, like its the means of becoming something that touches all of these things at once. Which is so cool, for just the basic human pattern mechanism thing, whatever we are to decide.

Yeah. The whole pattern thing has been blown out of the head of proportion, its like this thing where these anax patterns, being that theres infinitly-many patterns, are taking priority over basic foundations, when they should be becoming aware to the fact that its a one-of-many, too many, and to name them all is just like naming all the factors in atoms, the universe, and the observer, and things like this, its like, dang... dang, thats too many things. Like iuno what youd call that, when its simply too many patterns, with too much focus, like an "over-something" ( i cant think of wat it is atm )