kavaris

pterodactyl, fledgling homoerectus of the historic, towards the rhetoric, freed by the energy by which we free, trapped by the staggering that we keep alternating.

I jus recently did this thing on proclus, plotinus as well as the vitruvian man as this sortve macrocosm of the world towards death, decay, rebirth sortve things, And it was a way to sortve do the neo-platonic maneuver of flipping it inside out, where "the world" takes the emphasis, and then its framed as if through this vitruvian man thing (something like that; it was a rough sketch of an idea)

(Cont.) My grandfather who died many years ago, who i suppose would be well over 100 now, for watever reason his fav band was pink floyd, and i always loathed hearin the band... granted, he was passing away when i knew him, so he wasnt like a very lively energetic person at that time w a whole lotta interests and hobbies, but he was from a Scottish family that he never told us about, or he atleast was too old to even get into anything of the like... but he was very in tune to nature i believe, and the dying earth sortve sentiment.

Ya reminded me of that p. floyd / ebonyish art (not that i love p. floyd or anything) but it was art that @cetus made, that im thinkin like, we really need more of that art for the world, nde im al so al'ways wonderin if i had mentioned that to him, how we need more of that in the world, Cetus art, as well as the realized self of the world and its inhabitants, and as an extra/bonus, like whatever it is that links those two things together.

(part 2) we are the falling leaves, right now, of Autumn/fall. We are the friendship that can happen, Right now. Like, we are the seasons demonstrated for each other now. Like when we return to the Eternal Waterfall of our future-past, that instance is ocurring later on when the events of the fall and fire have already happened, if that makes sense.

Bliss is sensed through (and you might even phrase it as "tied to" to be fair) that Soul, that inner fire of creativity, which makes "figuring out the etymological feeling place" very tough from the audiences point of view — IF to say "Hey guys, I want to be *in* on the *inside* of the piece / joke, since i can feel the bleu soul asunder too!... and all the minûte details of it too... right? right? I know cause i went to college of Books w the kind loving smart ppl" Its like, "... Uhhhhmmmm. Its not something you explain logically? Its more akin to the scenario of... you or i perform the musical piece, or prolific writing piece, And then everyone feels something parallel to the inner fire" (see below)

I almost thought you said "i feel good when im drunk" i was thinking "oh ya! ha... hence, the world?" But its good to listen nd make sure everyones reading and in tune w each other, in that way, As imagine if we all jumped to a conclusion before hand... which sounds crazy but im experiencing it all the time. Atthe same time, i hav a diff experience.. generally when im sick, im dying, and accepting isnt quite wat i feel... more like, 'against my will... sumthin like that. p.s. im talking about "falling apart" siq, not like "oh i had a fever and i tasted weird things and then slept in my comfy bed and read bedtime stories"

Ima jumping ahead, as today i cant stick round for that long... Im leading towards "What are these things that are considered observations, and whats making the judgement" is where its leading to... As im jumpy today, just jumpin on over everything.

Like, do i get to choose them or na?

@Monster Energy or without being difficult, i would just say "Duality is... Two sides, opposites, of choice" yes? no?

It sounds like its 90% to 10% of a percentage we are talking about. Is that duality?

Ill wait.

So distinctions is two halves? Right?

When you say "dualism" do you mean everything is "one half this, the other half that"?

Heres a good one. Or i mean its okay (hey, i tried) Suppose you become "enlightened" in this moment (just pretend, as it jus needs yas to imagine, nothing more). And in said enlightenment, youve had a FLASH! A vision of allll the ppl on earth and the patterns that are contributing or forming the basis for their life, including your own, down to minūûte details... Now, without this seeming like a lesson or some sortve "Hey Gwuys, look at the thing that i thought, im so smart, give me a gift cause i said the smart thing", just imagine this scenario for a second, without it feelin like its leading to "teacher, lesson or pressure". Note: The imagining part doesnt have to be perfect, in fact, its totally impractical. Bare with me... Now you have these patterns, all these things that are *building* reality, and all its seemingly living creatures who are so real... Oh... "OH the realness, we loathe the realness", jk... And now its like "So... Does that mean, since their patterns are so obviously revealed in this moment, that they are insignificant patterns ~that which are helping us to deduce all of the seemingly unintelligible people behind said patterns BECAUSE of how we can see into their patterns?" Or does it mean there is relevance, messages within each individual, where the patterns just give you a strange, albeit miraculous insight into a layer that wasnt previously exposed? Basically im just asking if everyone realizes that Eeveryone has a chance to find friendship and relevance within that special individual theyre examining, though, im asking it in this exaggerated way so yous can see the distance of it, and how/why it is to remain true (granted, you may discover that, for you, it doesnt hold up... thats the beauty of it... like...)