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I was tryina figure out this part about the mythic with no name, what did that mean? "That in their history, their common people have been cheated by someone who believen this; bring some mythical person with no name"

Maturity can only take someone so far ... the fire inside comes from libido and immaturish places... You might phrase it more like "immiturity has to be guided, so that its not pure chaos, pure libido" or something. Splitten hairs. Doesnt matter... Call it "wise" call it saggi, call it maturation, it can also encapsulate that fact.

Things can, and are, both things, both directions. If you told me you experience a certain hallucination, youd have an experience thats true for you, but also not true if youve defined trueness as a sharable experience ~ that dicotomy where things can be both true and false, is something that happens here as well. The only thing is that god isnt just the contrast, but the whole thing, experienced as differences in itself.

People think we are in a spiritual fight, but like... If reality is not grounded in any substrate, and if reality is the substrate (im using Leos phrasing, cause i like it) Then that spiritual fight is a lot more different than yous think... its like... Like first you have to ask "What even am i" cause reality is predicated on that, first and foremost. The "others" part ofthat depends on what you mean by other... Technically your body is *other, too.

In the center is the self perception, and the whole thing is god, encapsulating that world that normal perception is sortve skipping over, i mean its all inside perception, which includes things, but also excludes them... Everything thats logically possible doesnt imply it even matters or that it exists. Like, ignorance is such that it can consider everything around it as a fantasy, or something exaggerated, but it doesnt say whether it exists one way or the other. Anything that exists is anything you describe as having existed, at one time, regardless of time. But that doesnt mean that you move through time willy nilly, its all perception; What it means to perceive.

P.s. i should add, that when i say "it started w an interesting question", thats not like some alternate art group and me conversating away, thats jus me inventing a world of lies, and then simulating it and tryina pick it apart, such that it fits as like a circle of logic that makes sense... So if theres holes that you wanna poke inside of it for fun, go ahead, as like... its not a real experience, its a fantasy for philoso-fizing and for really crunching the circles so you can feel it out, to see it as being true or not ~ Which is always got degrees of, to weigh on the scale.

Yas got me thinkin bout something thats called like "the common point of realization" like ... It started with an interesting sorta ques., for example: for those people that worship a teacher or god or anyone for that matter, suppose you are dating somebody and they too worship the same entity or person, and then suppose you were to do something, but one of yous blamed god... is that a legal move in that relationship? E.g., "something happened, i dont know how, but nevertheless, it was gods doing"? Cause i was wondering like, can you not just blame things on the highest deity, or on the flipside, if you are the person responsible for everything, then now, anything that goes wrong is something of your own doing. Like, no matter what... you are always tryina not have it go wrong for ya... but how can someone know whats considered right if they never had things go wrong? Yous know what im tryina say? Like "Im scared things will go wrong", for instance. But wait... If i dont know whats considered right, then i dont know whats considered wrong either, except for a few degrees around my little circle... And i might not know what anything even is in life, like at all... and anything that i do know is more like, "the common point of realization". Does that make sense?

Just in the small amount of threads ive been in, Ive not seen/heard frequency and vibration in awhile, but granted that its prolly popping up here nd there, just not as highly sought after as an idea? I mean, i think Its still very much apart of everything as far as interests are concerned, i believe, like where you put it in the toy box, and then you re visit it later. It might take some time but itll be needed again later, As you get tired of physical toys and such, but words, experience, insights & feelings are always there, regardless if you feel happy or sad, young or old, so one day someones gonna be like for instance: "Yeo, i had an experience, and it was all about harmonics and the way the frequency map is shaped w/ regards to the evenly distributed harmonics on the top layer, and the more dissonant tones being lower in amplitude at the bottom distribution map, such that it looks like, e.g., my reality and the way my experience is to ultimately shape things" or something. I mean, im sayin it now, so maybe itll catch fire.

Oh yes. o it prolly was alot like that. Dwarves of Drakken Kaeve.. or kai ev... is wat i wrote down in my notes, and the ring giver and receiver, and that i had been emotionally aided for the continued adventuring

I think there was brandishing happening at some point, but i was well lost in those caves, up high in the midair shafts~Like a winding track that goes up, down and back, but i was so emotionally falling apart, i didnt really take notice to wat was around me... i just finally went into the feedle position, nd it wasnt til they helped me up that i noticed i had cried myself into their cave system... or i think it was so giant, that it extended outside of their own tracks, like... They took a traincart thing to get to where i was, thats how far id wondered, and the tracks were high up in the mountain/cave

I had a dream bout these ancestral dwarves visiting me in one of these mining caves / dark misty mountain caves, as i was walking on a draw bridge inside of it, crying and being very much sad and not having a good time of it in these dark like, mushroom dreams or watever, but then the ancestral dwarves helped me up and slipped the pink ring of power on me, and there was a purple one too ~ as well as "the most powerful ring".... And i asked like "isnt there like 7 of these rings or something..." Nd they were like, "Oh, you tlkin bout the 3 Rings made for the Elven-kings, 7 Rings made for the Dwarf-lords, 9 Rings made for Mortal Men, and 1 Ring for all the bind them or watever? No thats a fantasy, theres only three that we know of..." I was like Hey thx wow, thats oddly specific, and the dwarves, and their rings did make me feel better... i mean i didnt have cancer or anything, but i appreciated watever was goin on in them misty mountains. So now i got a rotally diff vers of the lord of the rings happenin in my head via these weird dreams.

I see it like a painting yous are painting in the comments. As it transcended into more of an exploratory image based format via words. The feeling yesterday went abstract (in my min... which is how it cut through). However, there was more of like a uh... watchamakalitz like a group effort... Not just cause everyones on a diff pathz but specifically, from my perspective, its like, i experienced parts of @Inliytened1@Leo Gura's ideas, as a baseline for what was to be a perforation / And granted, later @Joseph Maynor @myself Added somethingz which then was like a diff topic i felt (or something intimately connected im not sure) but anyway thats how i mapped it out. I say that, to allude to the sense making being very much complicated, but simple from a felt location as well. p.s. maybe i should add something bout yesterday, how i wasnt focused on the words nor their meaning... However, i was like, influenced, or gifted something, i just cant actually locate what that was exactly..

I guess... well.... I guess its like... if you can... Like, if its something you can do, for you, effectively speaking, to not get too hung up on the separate or relative/relevant senses of like.... like for example, if i was like "Everyone has there own path that they resonate w/ or that they feel they're on or watever", The part you dont wanna get hung up on is the "everyone" part, right? Like, if thats what you get out of it, you would always contend w/ the idea that "everyone" is doing <x> That same sorta sense of like, colliding w/ many paradoxical things now, its an unavoidable, unmistakable thing, when you are experiencing it. But you can atleast realize it in the moment, and then try to not do it?... I felt like there was two diff things i was juggling, but thats atleast one single idea, which also sounds like the stupdest of the things, but its an idea you could sit w/

@Joseph Maynor@Inliytened1 Wai. Back up. Lastnite somethin interesting happened.. Something cut to the core, but now we are going backwards w/ opinions, how it feels to chew watchamakalit bubblegum. I cnt find the words for it, Like... Hold that thought, and roll it forward/back, and rub it around again. There was a very core idea (jog the right idea forward basically, as we might be able to find it as a shared form)

Thx. And, No no. i hear ya, i me, i appreciate that truly. Its like... Iuno. I dont wanna spoil anything, like... Im the hidden thing that i myself cant reveal, like... Iuno.