kavaris

My paradigm has completely changed, thus i thought i might atleast update this thread, or rather, give it a good refresh. I'm no longer in pain. I had to have surgery. Although it was not a pain-free exp, i eventually relaxed into my new way of life, which being in pain for so long, it is so utterly different for me now. I mean, i feel like im 3 years old again, internally. I dont mean to brag, i just simply mean to highlight the difference in paradigms. I no longer am looking at the world the same. In fact, ive grown closer to a very specific spiritual aspect (i can explain at some other time) I just recently posted to someone else's thread - in a thread about 'stomach issues', and the stress he is undergoing. It might be important for everyone to go help him, and give him some love and info / especially if you have had the same experience and got through. I know i did. I had very intimate experience, and im even going through now. So yeah, keep your eye out for others in need.

Aw man i hope im not too late brother. Im havin constipation at the moment too. But (forgive my language) that im 'scoopin the poop' out my butt w/ a tiny spoon, and thats workin. Its a long story, both how i know to do that, and why my intestines are so weak atm. Anyway, goodluck. P.s. if you already knew about this, forgive me, goodluck.

no replies yet. i suppose it was difficult to interpret. i'll start with; how we share differences & similarities in sortve the 'ASMR' aspects to a variety of things, such as different youtube videos. For example, Leo's voice in some respect is like an ASMR experience, right? ... I think there's something to hearing someone in flow state or.... I'm not really sure what it is. Its this abstract thing that (especially while in pain) helps to persevere through. And Leo is a good example. Its a... flo-statey type've thing that registers (to me) better than - the more subtle, gentle aspects of ASMR, as such when you're not in physical pain. To conclude, there's something to voices for me, while in pain. Its at a specific level of frequency that penetrates the madness, the pain and the indelible thoughts drawing dark matter into my matter. into my soul.