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@Elliott Alright, i ended up buying this: It was a last second diversion, and funny because, we want from tlkin bout garlic, to fish sauce, To me sayin , 'Oh that dark sugar looks good (its xtra extra extra dark, but it might give off more like a graham cracker thing... or maybe thats wat ive been missing, i dont know yet...) p.s. the way i describe it in my head, is like choc bean and chicken soup, but i didnt wanna say the word chicken cause theres no chicken flavor im tasting, nor any bouillon or the other stuff thats like bouillon. Its jus like a sweet bean from another planet met a chicken soup for the soul, but w/ a slight fish 🐟

Before i buy garlic and then get upset i bought it, How much different is garlic once the allicin wears off, that fresh pungency assoc. w/ it, which goes away after some min., or hours once it has been cut? Im looking for something that is like, a spice (not like a spice spice, i mean fresh roots and such) but i think ive been misunderstanding the importance of garlic, in alot of these things im tryina make, rice-related stuff... Im hoping someone out there has exp., using garlic, and knows of its stages-of-ripeness, you might call it, and how it effects flavor. Like, is it radically different? Is it sweet like Onion sweet? Or will i just feel like "Oh its just garlic, but less potent"? P.s. Im done w/ ginger, and i gave it my best shot, but its actually horrible. Like once i taste it, even slightly, its like, ruining my day, alas it is wat is bringing the dish down, Like garlic surely cant be worse. Like if i want brightness, i would just rather add battery acid, Like thats how much its gotten on my nerves, like... Even lemon, although i dont like to add it to the dish, it smells knda good when you clean w/ fresh lemon, where as ginger is like guava, in the sense that its like a fake version of a real fruit.

Oh alright. ill have to think 🤔 Assuming if its very similar to soy saucey and im jus adding soy sauce ontop of soy sauce, amplifying that soy profile, then ill want to def try fish sauce before i try it. Its def something thats like, not just soy sauce on top of soy sauce, unless its gotta radically different element to it. But anyway, def fish sauce ~ in about 30 min im gonna go on an adventure looking for it at Asian mart and my foodstores. Apart of me wants to try tian mian jiang, but like, straining it, or something, like strained beans.

Oh i love shumai- And i jus got a couple more ideas from chatgpt, to try next: 1. Aged or dark tamari: deeper and rounder than regular soy, with some of that cocoa-like savoriness without bitterness. 2. Sweet white miso... I like miso, even tho i know its not wat im lookin for, id def like to try making some miso-ish dishes one day, p.s. ill prolly jus try the regular tamari, and then decide if thats even the right direction first.

oh really. wow. alright then, im gonna have to purchase fish sauce. do you happen to know if it matters which brand i get? im gonna check the ingredients of em, so ill have some idea of wat they are made of (in 30 mins or so ima actually walk to store to find it)

@Elliott (cont.) its also possible that i need try beans, including edamame soybean, as i recently bought a bunch of water chestnuts, nd i actually just like snacking on them now cause theyre are so good on their own , w/ a little salt nd such... it isnt wat i wanted originally, but its fine for now just to snack on atm.

o you prolly right bought ginger+sushi theres a few odd things ive paired w sushi nd said to myself i liked because of .. In regards to fish sauce, i suspect fish sauce leans fishy in flavor, and might be too overpowering. Im gonna ask chatgpt what even is left to try, as ive exhausted so many of my options now trying to recreate this sweet sorta like, iuno, like you could compare it to a soy bean sauce, but ive also tried chinese soy sauces that went towards a bbqy direction because of the way they let the soy flavors develop ... i mean... it taste like a sweet bean met fish sauce, so your not entirely wrong in that sentiment, i just cant get it with soy bean sauces atm but maybe theres a certain brand needed. i dont know, im running out of ideas. ive obvi tried like 50 brands of oyster sauce, so im accidentally an oyster sauce expert now.

P.S. Theres somethin im missing either in the food or spice depo., or related to this, that which creates a sortve choc./bean flavor (not chocolate), like a sweetness behind an ever so slight water chestnut flavor, where said chestnut hangs very faint in the background, but the sweetness lands on your senses up in the Front, the sortve "Anterior" front -of a secondary layer of stuff (background umami stuff), if that makes sense. That primary layer, in front of the secondary stuff is what im missing. Its not entirely bbq, nor is it peanut, like... iuno its hard to describe. Its also not like a brothy chicken or salty thing.

Iuno why just like normal observations cant be the award winning thing, as like, when people come into the world, their indifference and misunderstanding of everything is so high, but then the technology is so high, in a way thats not observing like, what the issues are on the practical level first. Like, science doesnt reflect on science as something targeting that gap between technology and being human, its just forwarding observations that live out on a far ledge of the universe. Like they think they are solving problems from a more expanded plane, when its got lots of obstacles and intermittent dilemmas that separate normal experience from high end technology. Like this award / nobel prize is itself a fake building block getting placed between technology and human experience. We have to close that gap since we are constantly adding junky blocks between the two now.

It def does something, even if i dont like the aroma, or the flavor that much (unless it could turn down the volume to a quiter garlic node, which is wat i was going for) *Intensity — i think thats the word i was lookn for earlier. That shts intensity is at an 11/10 still two weeks later... but ya do feel sumthin... As, i feel something in my mouth and abdomen, etc., like it does do something, much like a pepper would, but w/ more mmmph behind it. It packs a more medicinal punch. I also realized i hate ginger. i think i mentioned that. Everything else is fine. I like cinnamon. i dont mind red headed people, but i mean damn that ginger spice, the food spice, like id rather eat cleaner i think.

Update: maybe. iuno. it requires hearin a long long story / explanation, as its an ever evolving relationship between me and... what at the moment is just garlic... if you mean an aversion to strong aromas and taste, everyone might raise their hand, but if you mean i myself have strong reactions to things, its a common symptom of crohns and inflammatory illnesses. Itll thus be hard to draw any conclusions as im only going to be covering garlic here. And keep in mind, this is my first time eating garlic in many years, like over 15. And even back in the day, i didnt fk w/ garlic that much, like... The chinese restaurant by me has something in their sauces that looks like chopped garlic, but it tastes absolutely nothing like what ive been experimenting w/ which ill explain below. I heard that when you cut into garlic, the uhh... wataya call it... the strength of it dissapates... So i just recently bought it (bought a week or two ago) Yeo that shyt is getting stronger i feel, like... ive cut it up, put it in chinese containers... had it sittin out... and that shyt keeps getting stronger everyday, lol. Sounds like a dave chappelle skit, the kid keeps gettin stronger everyday. i thought you had cancer? But yeah. wtf, why does this garlic still taste like garlic, and possibly even spicier and more aromatic. What is this lie ive been told, like... maybe thats what i gotta do, let it sit in vinegar or, sumthin thats itself like an acidic situation, as just cuttin it up nd lettin sit is like worse than when it was fresh the first day i swear by it. Some of the lies have turned out to just be like, more complicated situations, but then other things are actually just like, you watch a video of someone online, annd, they dont understand anything about cooking.

i havent had a true psychedelic exp., in a long time. Or ive not had one via taking anything in a long time. The last time i did, my friend and i discussed how we would do it, and we both sounded enthused, until i started describing the experiences, reminiscing on experiences of the past, And you could see my friends smile fixate, as if ya could see his internal-wheels turning, churning, as if you could almost see his brain say like, "look at this fake smile now, as im not doing it again, as its not for me, nope". Like his enthusiasm and color left his face, realizing he had mismanaged his priorities in that moment of self reflection. So the thought of doing a psychedelic was more of an afterthought at that point, cause like on some lvl, he was getting pushed away by the thought of that picturesque madness, like diiving into a painting of creation, atleast the more i described it, the more you color left his face (his smile still entact though) In my mind i was still like "Yes, lets go"! although i often appear to be the person havent the worst time, i end up being the quite psycho whos willing to go back in... And its funny how that works, yes? All the people smiling and enjoying theirselves, for all intents and purposes, they're the ones who always are like "hey, ya know wat, on second thought ill pass". I mean, it sounds like a fun exp., until its happening (lol, thats how i feel), like it turns out, in this extreme psychedelic case, as i feel its always quite extreme, only those willing to go all the way — those whose egos have really vanished, they are willing to let it disappear, because its like trying to find ourselves via absence... finding something, even if its an act of losing something. Or the willingness to lose ourselves, even if it turns out to end at th'point of feeling whole (eventually) Where those who had good experiences feel settled, finished ~ like theyve already reinvented theirselves ~ so on some lvl they already have come away w/ what, or who they want to be, And i'm sure others have had different experiences. Thats just how ive felt of it.

So many species of a genus so much there to say.

Lets do a thing, and lets start it on part 2 as if we have been doin a series, As to me theres alot to LSD and chemistry and the plant kingdom ~ towards the moment of ingestion ~ Ergo we want to know all about Ergot and lsd and the intimate notions of what its like to work w/ plants for different purposes, as well as hearing other peoples testimonies. I believe we can learn something, just focusing on lysergamides and in any of the aforementioned regards. p.s. please bear with me 'as i try to find more interesting things surrounding this ~ And as i need some time to go through alot of crazy stuff that might not make sense or seem vry interesting at first. And yous can share anything yous want too.

If they were ultimate people and ultimate versions of animals? or do we mean, in the ultimate version of the world where its not just your own consciousness, but the nature of a "multiplicity of"? Like does ultimate mean "many things" or "many aspects of things" or is it just to refer to the "non ordinary" form of those things? And what are things then...?

Sometimes you can directly paste the link into an online proxy, and choose the country you are from, and the target country you want to unlock it from. Granted, i dont know how it would work for videos, but i use this alot to unlock città metropolitana di Bologna so i can read articles that are limited to Italy's traffic. They might have like a specific video proxy site perhaps. Anyway, just thought it would be worth mentioning. Yous might even know more than me, on that front, cause i dont use vpn's. I use proxys, so i dont really know how the whole video/vpn scene works.

Im cant be going into that music thread, as my phone is old and cant handle two thousand pages right now. When i get a new phone, then i will. For now, heres a low memory thread for music / music video, etc. Theres a song by Silvius L. Weiss that i was listening to not too long ago. I cnt remember, but i think it was performed by this young man. For now, heres one i had found in my playlists (Yous can post anything)

You get a good ques., out of it, a good ice breaker - "Do you believe in god?" Yes/No, it doesnt matter, unless it sparks a long convo.

Sure, i can answer that.... Just define "meaning" and ill start on it. "Life" is easier, its part of the spectrum of living, abitual, inhabitants (persons, but not as in the persona/identity sortve way, though its part of it), its closer towards lifestyle, way, way/manner, they way you feel and present yourself, the way you experience, perceive, and interpret. Its something you assoc., w/ "yourself, inside", of which you want (and need) to learn about, in order to perform said life actions to the fullest. Its a kind of action you take, a detachment, and a union w/ yourself. Its a mode of thinking, since life is a kind of basis. "Meaning" is agreed on meaning. Meaning can mean many things. You can think one thing, say another, and the truth, or the meaningful origin of a word can represent something diff., for you can believe things that you yourself also dont believe. That is, you can have undiscovered meaning (truths, feelings) within you, that you havent confronted or unveiled to yourselves. In that way, meaning (and the meaning of life) might mean many things. If "meaning've life" is just "values", a list of em, then we are listing values.

You know whats crazy, the story of Theseus and the Minotaur is like the original vers., of the Secret house of Leaves ... Yous know the story? Theseus arrives, hearing the story of the Labyrinth and the Minotaur already. Ariadne, Mino's daughter is touched by Theseus' courage And subsequently gifts him the thread (in some vers, it is a sword) of which he is to tie it at one end and carry it w/ him as he moves through. After finding and killing the Minotaur, he is then to follow the thread back out through the maze... Like... ehhh uh whywould you need thread like that, if not to navigate the endless halls of an ever changing maze? Theseus then ties the thread around himself, navi gates , and eventually slays the Minotaur where he uses the thread to be lead back out. p.s. everyone is unrealized evil, per their untapped potential to be lead towards good or evil: Virtues that can be had that can appear in many forms; Language that can be misinterpreted, per the evolution of English and its unfortunate way of changing things... inb4 the secret house of leaves, i skimmed through it oike 20 years ago so i dont remember it, it wasnt exactly easy to explain... Theres names like Jonny Truant, thats all i remember... dont ask chatgpt, cause itll give you a very bad interpretation.

Iuno why, but the [lack of] in the field of memory, is itself a revelation towards who annd what we are, like... Why did you find things interesting when you were 12, if not because that experience was like a new thing, emerging from the void of art... Granted, now its the opposite i feel. But in that way, its just odd, cause its like, the lack of memory, is itself "a memory of..."

If you commit to your trolling, then it doesnt need to have ever been trolling -It can just be "who you are", and then you just get ride of the trolling idea entirely, unless its more of a meme to help deconstruct the pedantic reasoning / logic that you feel. I personally dont feel as tho i want to talk to people stuck in between, who dont yet feel committed to one perso. Get rid of the troll. Commit to your person (you). Just embrace who you are. And do it w/ a unique name and image in mind, so it doesnt seem like a fraudulent Ai thing (Ai as a term to mean like, copying without having committed and manually revised the vision / concept of a thing) You will eventually develop the enthusiasm to make paragraphs, otherwise, you are expecting others to have enthusiasm over something you yourself care very little about, and have injected very little of your authentic self into. Goditi la giornata, Ciao

My dad turned me onto this guy Brashear, or...i accidentally keep calling him brashear, but his name is Bashar. Hes actually kinda interesting, believe it or not... if jus to get yas thinking... if nothing else... I also just like normal channeling anyway, as a way of initiating unconscious thoughts and such, granted iuno what youd call that... just yapping... but being relaxed and intouch simultaneously maybe 💍

At the end, youll want "slowly pulling back the curtain", so the daily schedule can start to resemble, \- Spirit body study/work (18 mins.) \- Hearthstone considerations (indefinite tempo) \- Asking ques., e.g., "Why do i think something is neg., or pos., and how does it fit in the context of To know / understand, of which speaks to a return to Form, Ground (Positive, Negative) for its a layered + succinct hierarchy" \- Daily integration of all the things you feel matters. \- Weekly or Bi-Weekly Understanding and appreciation for psychedelics and/or psychoactive substances (or "substance" in general) \- Dont "Exercise" nor "rest", but instead, find whats passionate, to you, and kindle the flame that inadvertantly leads you to have to walk, jog, run or simply sprint around and around, given that your passion will be the reason, &not a bulletinpoint on a scheduler. \- Define friendship. \- Define Contemplation \- Fake grin always? \- Do you want friends, or do you want to fk with ppl? its your choice. \- Death (is just, the end) ~ P.s. "the curtain" just means, Anything that youve "not yet revealed", or anything thats "not yet become directly known", for each moment is a rotation between directly knowing, and actively misunderstanding aka "unrevealing". p.s.s. would you be my friend if i seemed a deeply disturbed and unstable all the time, always wearing a fake grin and trying to poke and prod you to get you to fit in my reality, that is, to sde reality as i see it, to notice the unrevealed sense that youve chosen to neglect?

I wanna write a book called "Divine light of Ra contra * Lucifer the morning star" But i dont think ppl would understand it, from the perspective of Ra the Lightbringer, but they would from Lucifer the morning star, towards that Apophis, Chaotic Light Spi., so in that way, Divine Christian esque is the best way to communicate to the soul, until the openess to accept chaos / inner fire is prevelant. *p.s. we gotta find a new word to replace "book", cause yall know i dont mean like a library book, i mean something else, but i dont know which word yet best expresses it. I dont like "writing piece", as it should feel like how "book" + "album" is a single word to describe Like i do sortve mean book, but it also should encapsulate digital expression, like *well rounded album* ~ e.g., "I'm writing a *mnemogram* at kybernetikes schuole", "mnemogram" isnt so bad, it could work.