Fabian freeman

Who is doing something? What is mind? Is everything predetermined and if that's the case how can we know how our future will look like?

I took 150 mcg lsd for the first time yesterday and enlightenment happened and it was all crazy my heart felt like it exploded I got a full realization of The One. However today I feel like when you are finished with a game and there is nothing more to do. I wanted to ask how enlightened people still remain interested in life

@BlessedLion why can both perspectives not be true? i have realised that a lot of times when people have an argument and both sides are utterly convinced that they are right, because they have become conscious of the fact and therefore it can be the only truth, Actually you are seeing the same side of the coin. My question is couldn't it be that everything you are experiencing is god and everything outside of your direct experience is not real and therefore when you have an awakening you become conscious of the fact that there is no body else and you are god. However what if every living entity has that exact dream going on for his own independent from each other but still the content of the dream is the same. For example: you are everything you are god, everything you are experiencing is the only real thing, your mom is only real as an idea in your mind And on the other hand your mom is god too(not actually the person is god but you get the idea) and your gods are complety independent from each other both are infinite and both can have the realization that they are everything that exists. But even though they are independent from each other and are a universe for its own the content in their dream matches. That means if you send your mom a letter in your universe your mom wouldn't actually open and read it(if your not experiencing it) however because your mom has a universe of its own and the content is the same: in her universe she would imagine that her son would have send her a letter. Wouldn't that be possible? Because if I am god I would create it in that way

I thank you deeply for your answers. I have been contemplating this all day and actually the dispassion that I am experiencing is just for "my" own life but I will now look for something I can find joy in and enjoy the beauty of existing