Primeval

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  3. Lol good one. But I think you misunderstood what I meant there. I feel like I cannot work on meditation/ego in the sense that one couldn't exercise a broken leg. First I've got to heal my leg, then I can do the exercising. Thanks, I've been practicing on and off since 2003. I can say that the days that I have been practicing regularly have been the best times I've had. Even though I'm still in a substantial amount of suffering from the DP/DR anyway. It's like putting ice on the injury. I've thought maybe this could be a form of the Dark Night of the Soul. Thanks, and I don't think your post is patronizing. I've heard from a lot of people with DP/DR that accepting it and moving on with life is pretty much the best thing to overcome the condition. Maybe seeking enlightenment despite it could be considered "moving on"? Hey Leo, I wouldn't say I'm enlightened. It feels actually the opposite, literally enlightenment's evil twin. I've taken MDMA before, it's good but it doesn't do the trick to bring me out of it, maybe if I did some alone and meditated at the same time? It's definitely an immense feeling of restlessness. I've also had times where I've had feelings of oneness and at those times I wasn't suffering from the DP/DR. I think I should focus on the positive. I don't have any traumatic experiences besides the DP/DR and what comes with it. I have a friend who recovered from it and he feels like he has PTSD from having gone through the years of experiencing the DP/DR. I've heard MDMA can do wonders for PTSD. I'm considering looking into taking MDMA medicinally. Thanks
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  12. Now I know it's supposed to not be possible to feel your brain. But in a way I feel like I can feel it. Anybody else?
  13. Would be interesting if there are others who have this ability.
  18. I've experienced something of the sort some years ago.
  19. Gnostic Christianity is the Bridge And May Be ther Origins of Both The Trinity of Gnostic Christianity is This: God the Father is The Universe The Holy Spirit is Consciousness The Christ is the Individual And All Three are One