Starlight321

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  1. That's sounds hard. I feel with you. @roopepa I had twice a similiar experience where it felt as the people in television where conscious of me and giving me massages and I had to decide every moment the right action and there was also the way of killings myself and a little time it seemed as if my trip wanted me to do it, like I really had to do it and I was frightened and so greatful to come back because I also had closed eye visions but at the second time I saw through it as creation of the little self and deception then bam and it disappeared instantly with reality and I let go completely. when I came back this never happened again
  2. Once I ate 3 g shrooms from the same batch as I tried 2 weeks earlier and they turned out to be double the strength of what I got before and I was so shocked from the unexpected god experience that I freaked out and prepared to call an ambulance because it also got so wacky and bending. But I managed to go through it and learned a lot. After that I needed just 1g to get into god mode and i was fine. Another time I was on 100yg 1pls and 100yg lsd 52 and I broke through to different realities and in one of these was a devil and I was in hell, in another I was a king and some more. I spent thete there years and I came back and it was as if all these worlds had a negativity and I grasp that the main reason was clinging and those things were not me and then suddenly reality stopped existing completely and I was as god in a completely different realm as nothing and I could transform for eternity as what I wanted and when It became a bore I came back and was so happy that I let go completely. As I watched on the clock this all happened in only 2 minutes of time and I knew why. Before I let go this was a very difficult tine for me because some of the visions/different realities threatened me. Yet another few times I had difficulties letting go and I was literaty stuck in hell and verywhere where I looked I saw devils and was in agony and horror. But it was still managable although quite painful and yet I learnt more about set and setting and that I can go through literal hell. Another trip on lsd I completely dissolved in reality and was in different parallel worlds where I lived and died knowing it was a dream and that went on for several lives and it suck so much because I didn't saw the love and unity aspect and I begged it to stop. I guess it was only a partial awakening. Finally when I came back I was so thankful for it. A friend of mine did before I met him a salvia trip and he spent there the equivalent of years as a slave for those salvia entities working to keep the vortexes to salvia world open and even had a life there and friends and when he came back he was heavily traumatized from the treatment by the enteties and the loss of his life and the beings he met there during the time there. So for me salvia is definitely a no go since he told me that.
  3. For those of you who don't know there are few smart shops in the netherlands that actually sell 5 meo, aco dmt and lsd derivates in their store. It's just not where all the tourists go. Best do a little bit of research and you'll find out.
  4. Sry, for upsetting the good news. It's nice that they took this hurdle but it's just an exaggeration and probably unimportant for reactors for energy generation because these reactor types are have more complicated problems to solve than magnetic ones. if we hadn't had a energy crisis I doubt that it would have made the news. It's true that more energy came out than they shot in but it's still a tiny amout to the actual energy belance like generating the laser beam so they still used more energy than and they got out of it. So they are still miles away from a functioning fusion reactor and if the funding isn't increased I wouldn't bet my life on seeing it on the grit.
  5. I think if they are in the wrong conditions their negative programming aka trauma gets always triggerred and addiotional bad habit, then it's hard to developed yourself. Also if you supress it you might do that during a trip too and you get nothing out of it.
  6. @Leo Gura but the teaser has the disadvantage of having only one shot and if you miss that one you're in big trouble.
  7. It's good that police have guns. I won't go into details but they saved my live in a shoot out when I was a child and where I live guns are strictly regulated.
  8. Go watch leo's visualization video and read the book of this guy which was written in the thirties, I believe it was think smart and grow rich. Oh leo's vid about affirmations. These are the basics.
  9. It depends on the vaping tec and how well you clean your pipe. If you dont get it vaped completely and clean correctly there will be a charred residue like sharp plastiqu which can harm the lungs.
  10. @mrPixelAt least until you've got a few break throughs so you won't be so shocked when you lose your visual field, which will probably still scare the shit out of you.
  11. A full belly makes you feel tired and less awake and you will have problems to take your focus away from the magnifies feeling of the food and your stomach which sucks. I usually prepare myself a plate with fruits and sandwiches in advance and eat after the peak when I'm hungry. Before the trip just fruit or something light.
  12. I'd second what @acidgoofysaid. You bear a huge resposibility for their psychological well being and that they have the best trip possible and don't want them traumatized. A good dose of dmt is analogue in intensity to min 5g shrooms. The DMT and 5 Meo experiences are far more uncontrollable than a moderate dose of shrooms or lsd and it is likely that they lose their shit and panic because it takes experience and letting go to handle this collaps of reality. I'd just let them try a medium dose of shrooms or lsd first and see how they handle it and then dmt.
  13. I did a medium dose during a rave and ended up spending 6hrs lying on a towel introspecting and observing the duality of positive and negative thoughts. That was quite beneficial and fun.
  14. Nope, and I don't intent to because there are better alternatives for me.
  15. From my experience they all differ a bit from their vibe and visuals but still have a similiar headspace, and that is what you want for self discovery. The least visual is 1cp lsd. 1p lsd is more benevolent and lofty and 1vlsd is a little bit confusing but very visual fme. In reality only a tiny portion converts to real lsd. Otherwise there weren't these differences. It's a bit like the similiarities and differences of the tryptamine analouges.
  16. It's mainly due to the exessive money printing since the last banking crisis. This would have happened no matter what. Corona and the war was just the trigger. I don't agree with a lot of varoufakis political takes. But he has solid systemic understanding about this issue. Give it a look.
  17. Hehe, I didn't know leo is already out there mastering alien pick up. Hehe, no. I believe it when I see and experience it.
  18. It's just a matter of solubility. Free base is not good soluble in water, salt is. If you add a drop of water to a tiny amount and it doesn't desolve in it and just becomes dispersed a bit, it's free base. For free base you have to add a few drops of vinegear to solve it in it. But maybe if you just add vinegear anyways then you will be on the sure side, but it might sting a little bit. If you add vinegear, you might reduce the sting by adding a drop of coconat oil
  19. You can wrap them into clinex for 2 days and then put them in a sealed box with a untoxic moisture absorbing substance like silica gele or epson salt. But often you have to get rid of the moisture in these substances first by putting them at 100°C into the oven. Take also into account that the absorber shouldn't get into direct contact with the mushrooms. This is a cheap and reliable methode.
  20. Depends how aware you are and how strong your shrooms are. I've had breakthroughs with one gramm quite often but other times when my ego is really strong it takes 2-3g
  21. I know someone who didn't do research on it and ended up jumping from a balcony while high on lsd. He took 300ug and smoked a joint and forgot that he took something. I guess nothing would have happened if he didn't smoked the weed. I want to emphasize the importance to do research and keep proper set and setting in mind.
  22. They often say that because they expect you to use vipassana 24/7 to erase the thinking patterns when you are not using your mind for anything else. The idea behind that is to prevent your mind from giving automatic reactions. But you can still use it to get insights and break some thinking patterns.
  23. Hey guys I've stumbled over a Chi master on youtube who seems to have super natural abilities like setting things on fire with his bare hands and it seems to me quite legit especially because the videos have a very high quality what is normally rarely the case. I have a few doubts though and like to know your opinions wether this is legit. @Leo Gurawhat do you think about this? https://youtu.be/wwgV5zJ9S4w
  24. https://youtu.be/EIz7_bwoW58 That's very interesting. I remember some of this too from my lsd trips.