Starlight321

Godspeed my fellow psychonaut =) Tell us how it was.

Oh, yeah. That reminds me of a story that happened to a former friend of mine. I don't want to give you a negative feeling about exploring this substance but I think it is important to know the risk and practice harm reduction I tell this story because if you're unlucky you can get real damage and this shouldn't be underestimated while dealing with salvia. Of course it depends on multiple factors but nevertheless. His story was that before we met he smoked some high extract with some friends in an irresponsible manner and woke up in a world with green salvia beings and he was also green and the world was full of vortexes. He was then forced to live in this world and work there keeping this vortexes alive by focussing the hole day on them. At first he seemed to have the remniniscens that he didn't belong there but soon get used to it and even became friends with some other elves and build there a whole live. He told me he spent there years and finally got ptsd from the shift to ordinary reality again because his whole coherent reality bubble there broke apart and when he first saw a human face of the sitter he couldn't recognise it as such and was shocked because it was like seeing those naked rats with their teeth and weird looking mouths. I should mention that he had some trauma before that but still had nightmares for a year and can't trip anymore. I find honestly find it hard believe when people say they spend there years. i often ask myself if one really spents there years or just get the memories of being there such a long time. But then I remember some weird shit happening to me on my lsd trips where I spent different live paths and it took me also a long time arriving back here in this human form with human memories.

I think that is unlikely. There are hundreds of reports from people who think it's fun and end up having those nightmarish trips. I once smoked 20x extract with tabacco in a joint and part of my vision became a demon and grabbed me for 20 secs or so. When I came back I saw that I was grabbing some sleeves of a jacket. I also use just dried leaves as basis for my dmt because I can't smoke it pure and it's fine as long as you respect it. However the visuals and texture get quite sinister and autonomous. Thats because salvia doesn't hit your serotonine receptors so it's different from normal psychedelics. I've had an more or less classical awakening from smoking just leaves in the bong. Things started morphing a little though. So I think you can work with them on lower doses. If you want to get a feel for it and not so extreme where your psyche gets raped try salvia extract spray which you keep for some time in mouth spit it out. Theb you will trip but it's gonna be managable or smoke leaves in the bong. In tradinional indigenous tribes they pzt them only in their mouth and chew on them and spit them out and use them for spiritual purposes that way.

A conspiracy theorist dies and ask God who killed JFK. God looks in his eyes and says "it was Lee Harvey Oswald, with A Rifle, and on His own". The Conspiracy theorist scratched his head, looking suspiciously and answers "oh man, this goes deeper than I thought". When I hear such stories I often think about this joke. However it has also a bitter after taste because it reflects the stupidity and closedmindedness very acurately.

One time when I lived in dorm and was high on lsd I visited a small party in another apartment a friend joked that I wasn't wearing pants and I panicked and locked myself in the closed and tried for half an hour to verify if this is true or not and I became really paranoid. Finally I took a lot of pictures of my legs and concluded that I most likely was wearing them and calmed down. I was wearing pants btw. Another time I was tripping on 2c-b during a rave and a guest came with blinking blue lights on her bike and I thought we were getting busted. But the matter was quickly settled.

Hehe, I think they won't help everyone. Once I took 200yg lsd and right before the peak I got fear and took 200mg quetiapine and it helped shit. Even the letters on the screen rearrenged in" that won't help you now". It was crazy. However I accepted it and had a good time and a full fletched trip. But they seem to help me at the end of the trip because that make me sleepy or else after 12 hours I'm still too energized to sleep.

@Yimpamy trip has never ended. I'm still tripping on Re-Al-I-Ty ?

Don't worry, Its normal. Some people have that gift but theoretical everyone can do that to lower degrees. My question is, can you get a 5 meo state at will?

I wasted a lot of 5 meo dmt to watching porn and low conscious things and it got me a huge ego backlash. It wasn't due to porn but rather the attitude I had and that preferred porn to Infinity. There were a few times when I was in a deep clinging state and I couldn't let go so the lsd trips lead me through hell and I was barely tripping despite more than 200yg. I also redosed while peaking and that brought disorder to my mind and more visuals. When I'm in a detached state I normally need just 1g shrooms or 100yg lsd. Another mistake I made was when I ate 30g of fresh shrooms and had only a mild trip. Then I thought I could just take 3g dried shrooms and add half a tab lsd. It came far too strong and I got a bad trip and everythings looked like made of plastic.

Before I trip I eat only a light meal. I would make my apartment fool proof and hide sharp things because even if I don't hurt myself I might worry if you have. Once I wasn't tripping balls and only lightly and I decided to get some melon and I cut it in half. However because I couldn't tell if I hurt myself I got extremely worried. Since then I always prepare enough food for the come down and enough to drink in advance because sometimes you don't know if your enough hydrated or not you just can't tell. One might swet from the exhaustion and lose water. There was another time I was tripping longer and harder than expected and I had big difficulties refilling my water supply. It was as hard as flying an spaceship and there were fractals everywhere and the world with closed eyes blended continiously with what I saw with open eyes so I stayed mostly in bed. I would make myself a comfortable space to chill. I also stick a big note somewhere I can see it while tripping which reminds me of when I dosed and the expected ending of the trip (12hours) and maybe a reminder with a smiley to relax. Before the trip I try to get into a good state by relaxing on my balcony or a nearby park and some music. Sometimes when I have difficulties I use the trip sit chat where are people who can lift you up a bit. If you take a lsd analogue adjust your dosage. For me 1v lsd is multiple times more visual than 1 p lsd. 1 cp lsd is only slightly visual.

It might though very well and all of how science works is contradicted. Reliable comutersimulations how enzymes work are contradicted and this makes it literally impossible. If this was possible ot would render decades of knowledge and well tested models used to design drugs false and it's clear that the probability is very low. Also they said it was "on faith" and that makes it sound rather flimsey. To speak from personal experiences I can tell that I had similiar effects as described by a strain of mckenai abd I think there are a lot of thibgs at play like it depends what experiences with psychedelics you've had earlier and also how easy you can let go( I've had times when I tripped on 0,75 shrooms more than now on 3-4). Also brain chemestry plays as role and placebo effect, especially on those low doses can play a huge role. For example when I expect to trip, before I consume the substance I get a peak of higher consciuosness which can be like a low dose shrooms or lsd and that explaines it perfectly. Edit: additionally it would contradict how purity and identification of substances is done in general and on the reliability of these methodes depend most of modern society. I'd critisize that they made their own standard and not bought it from a huge supplier but they seem to have the methodes and if you have them and a chemist and tested it the methode seems pretty reliable. One has also to take into account that these people in the lab have probably done thousands of anayses and can predict if any change could happen when the substance is dissolved. Also there would be indicators in the results. I can speak from experience and knowledge as qualified lab technician and now biological process ingeneer to be.

I'm looking forward to your trip reports. but be aware that there exists two strains which have different concentrations what makes it easy to poison yourself like some on erowid report.

I think this here is leo's place. It's like a temple or monastry and one have to accept the rules, respect the teaching. In physical places like a buddhist temple can't go there and do a few backflips and yoga exersizes. Moreover we should not take his thousands of hours of free help and leadership for granted. This thread reminds me a bit of this video.

After preparing food and drink and making some harm reduction adhustments in my apartment I ingested 225yg V Lsd. This substances can be far more visual like dmt but anotjer pattern. I had eaten beefore and it was a pallet. Therefore and giving to slow come up with v lsd in general it took 3-4 hours to really start tripping and oh boy it was the most intense trip of my life. I had often higher doses before in my life and the last time I had a real breakthrough on lsd before was one year ago. The first 2-3 hours after kicking in I solved some important traumas and saw the things I regret that I did I forgave it because god is forgiveness. I did that a lot. But then I changed minds and became other persons I know which have suffered terrible things and it was strange because I knew what happened at the time and I forgave that as well an saw that every missconsuct came from love. I also experienced multiple deaths of relatives and what they regretted in their last moments and I could forgive for them as well. Then I could release some generational trauma that was built up in my body and I died multiple times. After that while listening to music, something klicked inside and the disharmoniuosness I was in disappeared and there was all the love there is, because it was all me. Then I opened my eyes a d saw that 7,5 hours had passed. I started to worry because it seemed to get more intense and the visuals were so strong that the closed eyes blend into what I saw and I could barely read. I also feared that I would loose ground completely. It never happened before but for this case I always have a harm reduction chat open where I can be calmed down and ground my experience because I feared that I would loose my mind and stay there stuck. Everytime I closed my eyes my whole reality dissolved into fractals and impossible geometry and so many diferrent angles or multiple dismensions, and this was quite teriffying for the last bit humanness that was left. During this time I also realized that multiple lifetimes are still dreaming and all teachings are part of the dream and many if not all keep you from reaching truth. By the way there was also a time were I experiences orgasms for what was eternity but after seeing that it has no values this way, I stopped. During closed eyes I also started creating beeings and mind wanderings. After 9 hours I noticed that trip was slightly wearing off. That was the time I lost my fear of being stuck and I enjoyed the trip again and created things in my imagination again and guess what, after a while I created all this here step by step and I comepletely understood why I created every aspect of this world and my sickness and disability. It's pure love and I love my life and it sucks right now enormuosly because I greatly care for it and I do things which suck. Froms gods perspective it's great and it has so many chances. I also noticed that I'm on a very excelerated low level vibration and will stop feeding it because this and my porno addiction plus the adrenaline rush of my ptsd irritates the body and mind to a horrific level and create pains and inflamations from which I suffer. Also my bad attitute in general sustains this feeling. My plan is to use the following 2 weeks to take right paths and slow it a bit down to change tracks. I will probably trip again in 2 weeks if I feel right. After that I might not have the time for it until december and it's very important that I reduce the trauma a bit. I also take aways are to be more honest, even with small things, stopping feeding my mind with shit and exelerating it because of the structure of my nervous system the mind will project danger on it and go into a survival vicious circle. I also realized how important it is to forgive and do things I love. Negativity also feeds into pain. It is strange because after every breakthrough I create a slightly different, more harmoniuos self. I'm very greatful for this place. I know I can do it and create a great life despite the hindrances. I came down at 12 hours and had slight visuals for another 16 but after some good sleep I'm back to normal. And finally I thank you for being here and being a positive influence. ?

Ok, I understand. I appreciate your perspective. ? I think they loosened my internal blockages a bit to make room for change. Until now it is very positive and I remember what to do to improve my life. It is like there was a inner part reconnected and put in harmony again. I now understand that I can do every moment something to improve my life because the attitude manifests in all kind internal and external.

A double recontextualization ? I love their movies. They often have a huge twist.

Thank you, my friend. Recently I talked about my experience with a friend who studies philosophy and he told me that his pale who also studies philosophy experienced with those substances and he came to the conclusion that this experience were just a hallucination and prone to the expectation. How come he didn't get that all is imaginary or went meta? Why do in fact most people not get it or misinterprete it?

The channel from this has also good content

I've discovered a website displaying short movies of independent and emerging filmmakers. The movies are not the typical low quality content you get on prime or netflix and has high artistic value due to the focus on art, experimental techniques and novelty and it's for free. They have a homepage and a youtube channel. The homepage is better though because some movies are quite controversial in displaying social issues and violence in a non glorifying way. But there is also lighter comedy. Feel free to have a look and check it out for yourself. https://www.shortoftheweek.com/channels/ https://youtube.com/@shortoftheweek So have a good time. ?

I think even 10g can become very dangeruos and unneccesary if you are able to deconstruct your reality on a lower dose because it can become overwhelming or you might get dellusiomal or forget that you're tripping and do stupid things. There is also the risk that your mind is in a different world while your body does beheave like a maniac. Imo it's safer to use dmt or one of its analogues to get in a different dimension. @Girzohow would you describe a break through on shrooms? Is it just infinity and god realization or being in a completely different space like on dmt? Where would you draw the line?

Hey I want to share my insides from my trip. I ingested 1,8 g golden via lemon tek on an empty stomach. First of all, I'm so freaking glad that I did that. I deconstructed almost all of me and reality but had only glimses and then my mind started distracting me with all it got. It is so astonishing how full of shit I am and other people as well. But on the other hand I saw that all of reality is just a big construction of my mind. I also clearly saw that buddhism is full of shit as well and the attenpt of overcoming of suffering is creating suffering and distracts from finding out what THIS IS. I also became aware how I created all the emotions out of thin air and I convinced myself that there were an external source to it. That means that all mental suffering is self inflicted and resistance created the illusion that there is something stable and contracted. That means that I will start again listening minimum to my mind and doing things I avoid. That will make me free from it. There was another interesting aspect which is that I understood how my live turned down to shit about a year ago and I got from all people stupid advice including a buddhist nun and that I should have done this way earlier, then I would't have gone so deeply the rabbit hole. So the take away is that I have to and want to make my own decisions because in general nobody else can know whats best for me. Also I notices how my biases and dishonisty backfire because this shit turns against me and I cannot accurate assess situations. The thing is that every time I become very conscious (maybe 100 times more) in my every day life my mind starts to catch me off guard and I get into a vicious circle of unconscious beheavior and create hell on earth inside me. By the way, it came to mind that the reason I was so free and happy for many periods before despite of heavily traumas and disability and health issues was that I was super conscious of my bullshit and therefore not bound by it and it became less and I did the right things which is obviuosly important. I also was much healthier in general because I didn't pollute as much my mind as I did the last 10 months and I was connected to love which made things way easier. It's really stunning how brillant the design of it is and how easy one can sell his soul for a wet dick or a candy bar not thinking of the cost and further than the next day. It also became clear that if I have no positive vision which satisfies me I easily get into negativity and distruction. All this os joyious news because that means I can do a lot to improve my situations and how I feel and think and live. I just have to act and want to do it and do it consciuosly. I also wrote down some instructions to get on the right way again. Finally thank you guys and @Leo Gura for your inspiration and pointing out the bullshit. I'll probably do another trip next weekend and between I'm gonna work on myself and use the energy I waste with negativity in creating a better life how I want it. I feel a little bit like a archiologist excavating diamonds under the dirt. Peace ?✌

A snake with one leg: https://images.app.goo.gl/1FgVwefu35Y9DVAV8

@trenton It's hard to say due to the lack of acurate and complete info given. Also there is a lot of noise which has to be filtered. As for being a dire situation for ukraine I think yes, but it could be worse and the russians might as well mess up their plans again due to other factors like incompetence and recklesness which is inherent to the entire russian army. However, russia has more ressources and they have been pushing the front for months. But on the other hand the ukrainians are also preparing for a counter offensive in spring and I don't know what would be better, pull back and repositioning or hold the line and having less territory to reclaim before the negotiations.

I've found a channel that gives a daily analysis about the situation. I've only watched a few of those videos and I see that his view is a a bit skewed towards the russian side but never the less does he give a good overview about what's happening and the strategies of both the ukrainian and russian forces because he also takes russian sources into account. But take all this with a little grain of salt and use this as complementary info to make sense of the situation.

@Leo GuraAs far as I know lebanon is pretty chill about doing pickup and partying. Even people from saudi arabia go there to party and hook up.