Starlight321

I think the topic is too multilayered to find the one solution or what is right. Minds can be very different and some people have more addictied minds than others and get far greater dopamine rushs than other ones and their minds get extremely accelerated and if they are prone to negative thinking habits their minds turns negative in the same intensity as the positive and their consciousness easily flies out of the window. Or they get in negative behaviour patterns, like negative selftalk that they did it or realizing that the use it as avoidance mechanism or distracting from responsibilities like creating a fulfilling life.It also depends what you watch and your vibration level. But on the other hand many people can do it in a healthy way or learn to do it, some though don't. It often fixes itself when people do other things they like doing and work on themselves. I think one should neither demonize it nor take leo's or personal experience or mine or anyones else as the final word. If It bothers one it's up to the individual to question what the motivation behind the bother is and find the solution.

Yes, it works from many angles at once. We are so deeply conditioned to avoid feeling and truth and distract ourserlves with low conscious eating habits to distract and numb our senses. The more you practice and get in touch with your essence aka love the less you have the urge to avoid your feelings by eating something sweet or greasy. You will also become more sensitive so that you will feel the negative effects it has on your body and especially the low state of conscious it entails. You will also start to notice all the sneaky ways advertisements try to get you to buy unhealthy and unecessary stuff and you will less have the tendecy to follow it. Also pure consciousness will give you a different good feeling which will grow with time so there will be lesd of a need for other pleasures and btw the greatest pleasure is god. From personal experience I can tell that it works for the afore mentioned reasons. It's nice that it's written down but a whole book seems a bit overshot.

I can feel with you. I would keep the good moments if its not too hurtful to you and still move on.

I wouldn't store it in solution due to risk of degradation and bacterial growth. I've read people storing 5meo-mipt in a vodka solution to use it intramuscularly and prevent bacterial growth. Have you tried to find articles in the blue light or dmt nexus forum? I fibd a 60bugs scale with 3 digits acurate enough if used properly. But you could also calibrate a miligram scoop and use it.

I second this. I once ate 32g fresh and got a decent trip. A week later I proceeded with 3g dried via lemon tek and it became unexpectedly very overwhelming.

I've had the problem for years ubtil I realized that most of the other dance as good as me and they literally didn't give a fuck about how I dance. Maybe it is helpful to start dancing in a group.

A lot of iraqi culure is also heavily unfluenced by romans and greek thought. Until 1000 years ago there were even a lot of greeks who mingled with the rest of the population over the centuries. I think it isn't about superiority or inferiority but developement which takes its time.

Have fun when some underdeveloped thugs make their own local clan and pillage the rest. I don't think it would ever work because most people are not that developed and most would not like it because they have different needs.

I V-lsd is a good compound. It is a little bit more visual but even with 150microgramm your trip will still be controllable. It is a very safe substance. The visuals may linger 2-3hours longer than with other analogues though. I find strange that when you buy older lisergamides from many vendors they all feel exactly the same and disappointing. However, always when I buy the new analogues it is totally different until it is banned. I can't explain why, but when I go to nl and buy one from a trusted source it also is totally different. I have the assumption that they just mislabel it. Has anyone else noticed?

Hey guy, i have had the most crazyest experience of all time. Im still totally shocked of what just has happened. I'm now socialising in this stage green multi ciltural social circle and was on a ptesentation in a park about making a fayrer economy. I was there and during the presentation who was seated at the border was crazily chuckling and smoking a joint a little like a crazyman. After the Prasentation i went socialising in the garden area I was stuck with him. He was staring like a mad man and tellying me that meat doesnt give you energy only green veggies, i said that it would depend on the nutrition and than he talked how weed makes you clear and alcohol makes you crazy und confusied and weed makes you clear and I thought he would talk yibberisch because he also talked about how the bad eliete always pull the strings and how they control us and make us literally weak! He also said that thoughts will make you weak and makes you suffer. But he didnt excactly in these words, he was talking yibberish. He also starred at me and said in an almost aggresive voice "you must concentrate! Concentrate! This was so crazy that I had been looking for any escape possible and because his eyes first seemed paranoid and I thought he was squizzo and was talking strange because he said that he quite often doses up to as much as 800microgramm lsd and that something from there what have had stick to his mind. I saw a way to flee him while he is talking yibberish but I decided to exploit him to take the joint as compensation for the head acke he was causing me. I took maybe 3 or 4 tokes and we was saying, be careful with a crazy smile and twinckle. Then something clicked and reality was dialing in and we connected in samadhi and his shit immediately started to make sense. I have had an awakening... What he was talking about that how we suffer from attachment to thoughts how we attach to thought and this energy he was saying was intruth the level of consciousness and that certain foods make you weak means lower consciousness and concentrate was meant as being present and it made soo much sense and he was talking that cannabis was awakeng you more if you be present and it was a kind of awakening me and than i knew... I was quite awake and he was claiming to be always in this state if I stopped drinking, smoke a bit and be present and he showed me some tensing exersizes he makes which he claimed he invented them for releasing emotions and thoughts and I was mindfucked because these are important kriya yoga banda areas. He said he felt that was right and he stickes to the routine. This was so hard, because the people around us all seemed to think of him of a crazyguy too and that could mean that I was seen as crazy too, because the words he used make in absolut other contexts no sense and sound like madness, and he was talking about god is consciousness and how to increase it and that he would rather be poor and in this awakened state than loosing it for money and junk and it makes sense that the elite makes you unconscious (In my state I did not agree with him on that particuliar matter but if I had discussed that a bit I might have found out that this also could have been a preawekening misundersranding. Then he said in his crazy misuse of words, if I am ready to get the real big picture with a twinckle in his eyes while he was picking up some piece to built an even stronger joint, chuckling like someone who has seen the truth but doesn't make sense to the persons around (at last there were fewer people than 10 mins ago). I then suddenly declined because my rational mindwas soo shocked to have been awakened and this guy started again talking yibberish again and the other peopke avoiding him. It was also highly probable that this was getting into psychedlic terretory real quick. So I hastely grabbed my stuff and said that we hopefully met again and off I went. I was still awake but my ego was strongly reacting to the truth and how crazy it might have sound talking about god and truth. I also was quite exstatic and about 3 hours later at home wheb I write it down I still am quite awake but I am still in a real shock but also in awe about this awakening. I'm so happy to have realised it. This was like getting a koan right or yogi transmission of high consciousness. Sorry if this sounds crazy or stupid but this is exactly what has happened and this guy seemed to be naturally very spiritual and conscious and not really followed any existing spiritual path or had some kind of disabbility or mental illnes which makes him not use our normal spiritual words or maybe he renamed him because he didnt bother to use the concepts. It's so hard to describe because he was high conscious but aware that his mind body had some disorders. What he meant was behind the speakable as I awakened and it did make some sense in an understanding and connnecting level and there dtill were some disagreement about concepts. But really holy sh*t I almost didn't want to go out but I went and during the presentation in order to train my main state I did higher my level of consciousness or awareness as excersize and he was attracted to me. It was also funny because i noticed around us were also a bunch of stage green spiritual hippies talking in their sleep. so maybe I'll see him again some time.

I think part of the story was that it seemed already clear that he will die in the end of 2022 when he became too influencal and knew that or it might have become a self fulfilling prophecy by trying to go offensive and when he attempted the coup he didn't get the support he might have expacted and hence he was dissuaded. But he might as well just have overreached and failed. Now, wagner will be dismantled and his commanders probably executed. Here is a good analyses of why the coup failed from cnn: https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.cnn.com/cnn/2023/06/26/europe/prigozhin-putin-wagner-rebellion-analysis-intl/index.html

It's been 4 years since this happened I have only faint memories of it. But after the experiemce I would give my best friend long voicemails were I desribed it. If I hadn't these I wouldn't belief it either. In one life I was a muslim in the middle ages and had a huge family. I was keeping an eye on a goat herd every day with my family nearby. Religion played also a big role in it like preying 5 times a day and fasting on ramadan. I was living near a poor remote village where the people would trade things and favors and rather seldom actually sell and buy stuff like knifes and tools and cheese and wool. The next one was were I was a chinese student with parents pressing me to study hard and they were also working hard to support me and we were living in a cheap and overcrowded chinese high rise building neighborhood. Another one I was in the failing body of an old noble man in the 18th century who was in his last week of his live during winter with servants and I knew I was going to die soon of old age. My family didn't visit me and I was grumpy and the whole time I was in my personal quaters looking out the window and from time to time revisiting my personal items and cherrishing the good memories of love and hating the bad ones. I was trying to hold onto these things and the status a d money but there are things money cannot buy and you cannot keep it either. Every day my body grew colder and weaker until I finaly died at one night. Keep in mind that these were imaginary lives and in between I was in another dimensionsion where time and space was formed like a clockwork that would go round and round and every time I went out of each life I was realizing it was just a dream and went to a meta space/dimension of of eternal completeness. After eternity I went back to another life until I came back here. This was just one occasion. it can well be rationalized that this experiences had roots in this life since many themes clearly seem to have come from prior experiences like having a muslim stepfather and at that time a chinese room mate and other info I have picked up. So I wouldn't use the notion of prior lives. Rather I would say that it's all imaginary, even this live and there is always something to learn and grow. This happened 2 or 3 times on about 400microgramm 1p lsd and another time something similiar on 4g shrooms. on shrooms I was conscious of being god the whole time and there were times where time was extremely exalerated to key moments. after a while it really sucked being in a teenage body and being so aware and I was begging to forget until I snapped out of it. these experiences were earth shattering at that time and it was also extreme mind fuck exhausting afterwards because you come back and know what happened and think everytime that you is impossible to forget but as soon as your normal mind starts running again with its own memories you forget the most of it within half an hour. After that I haven't had the urge to do such high dosis again and stuck mostly around 100microgram and only 1g shrooms because that was enough for me to break through on a more humane level and do just deconstruction work.

This shows us that reality is imaginary. These things can really happen and you can find similiar reports about that for many other psychedelics across the internet. These things might be rare and I don't know how they are triggert or of it's many factors together that produce these experiences but I have heard lots of stories from friends who spent the equivalent of years in other lives and/or dimensions. This also can happen more commonly in smaller ways like short moments like experiencing the last minutes of other lives and dying. Similiar things also happened to me on shrooms and lsd where I lived years in an body knowing that I'm god and leaving it after a while and then looking at the watch and seeing only a few minutes have past. A friends of mine also has experiences a similiar thing on salvia and has ptsd from it. However, I think to experience this via salvia has a completely different vibe altogether and turns this experience into hell. The problem is though that these lives can't really be compressed into your long term memory in this body, so you lose most of the memories and experiences and muscle memory. it is obviously also very traumatizing. The good thing is though that you will also forget most of it and hence can live life normally again.

This vid explains a lot of the questions. In a country like germany renewable energy sources are much more expensive than oil or gas. Btw germany has almost 3x higher prices per mega watts hour than the US.

I second this.

I know many buddhist monks who are good meditators and very present but also smoke a cigerette every hour or two and some of them having smartphone addictions.

I've read that 5-meo-mipt was powerfull too. However, there are reports varying greatly in what is told about visuals, some seem to have almost none and others described it very visual. I've read that it was from the bodily feeling like shrooms or ho-mipt but with nausea like other 5 meo's. I also read that the smoked dose was almost as high as oral one but is it true that the Duration is when smoked as long as when you take it orally? What are the similiarities to other substances like 5meo-dmt and ho-mipt or shrooms? What's the geneally vibe of it? Will it skull fuck me like 5 meo dmt? I've heard that it has some depersonilisation properties at high doses? Does anybody has tried it and is willing to share her or his experiences? =) I'm looking forward to hearing it. As some experienced psychonauts that came to mind. Maybe you can share your report? ? @Girzo @Leo Gura @Schizophonia @outlandish And everybody else is welcome!

I have tried 7-9 mg today and I have to say it is a really sweet triptamine. The first 2 or 3 hours were more stimulating and I did some low conscious stuff and I already felt a bit disappointed because it wasn't that I was in my body anchored very much and didn't came up like the triptamines I already know. But then I arrived at the moment and it began to become a lot more grounding and I was getting more conscious and became aware that I'm actively making me unhappy by finding reasons and conving me and that was causing inner pain and hell so to speak. That's done to get things for survival. So I just stopped doing that and was instantly blissed out. It's like having always a hammer on hammering on your head and then you realize "wait a sec, I do this" and drop the hammer. It is funny because I already knew this inner place but I had forgotten about it. There were slight breathing and my visual field vibrated but almost no visuals. Next week I will try 10-12mg and see how it changes when I up the dose. But today it gave me something handy to work on. It's interesting. When I was doing yoga every day I tapped into this. I guess that's a hint to continue =) Thank you and everyone around here very much. I really appreciate it and it makes a difference.

@KatiesKarma Sry, I haven't read the whole thread but in your stead I would study christianity from a scholer point of view so you can see that it is a construct (which might feel scary at first). For me it was helpful to see how religion developed and how things were added to it over the time. For this I highly recommend to watch the religion for breakfast youtube channel and let's talk religion. I wish you best luck. God loves you https://youtube.com/@LetsTalkReligion https://youtu.be/SRfFLjWLybA

I wouldn't go this far up. I'm pretty sure you get a lot out of 2-3g. I think you have the right attitude and that will give you juicy insights even at lower doses. I would take maybe just 2 grams via lemon tek and wear a mask with some music and ask the mushroom to show me something I need to know. If you take this attitude the mushroom will show you what you need to know at this time. Or just observe your mind and see that it is a mechanical thing, then the illusion disappears. You could also just go inside and see that things appear in you and be the space in which the vibrations appear. You could also just let things come up and see what happens. I hope I could help. Have a nice trip and take care.

Thank your for sharing your experience with this substance. Ok, I will start with 8-10mg. Yoga sounds great. I will do my kriya exersizes during the trip. Have you ever tried smoking it? I will take it orally, but it would be nice to know if it's true that according to psychonaut wiki the duration is more or less the same since I thought that smoking it intensifies but also shortens the trip. What happens beyond 14 mg? Will I leave this world or does it get extremely visual and triptamine like? Very much appreciation

Oh, man. That sucks. I wish you good nervs and hope that it isn't that draining for you. From the outside it often looks easier but if one is really in the actual situation then things look different. That's almost like having a bad room mate. Additionally she's mentally ill. Until you've moved I would try to make use of it for growth if that's possible. Best luck and strength, buddy.

Has anybody tried dissolving 5 meo in pure citric acid and water to plug it?

@Leo Gura I was partially wrong. you were right about the polymorphism of dmt. As it seems dmt has two distinct crystaline structures. One whitish the other more yellowish with a distinct melting point. The color can be influenced in many ways. It depends on the solvent for example how it crystalizes. Then the extraction methode plays a role and temperature of the solvent because often fats get dissolved in it and cause a colorisation. Oxidation or the presence of an amorphous seedling also play a role in structure or color, respectively. According to the report below the yellow criystalline structure is also convertable into white if you can heat it to a certain temperature. For those interested, here is the report: https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/pii/S0026265X13000544

That's what I assume. But which one? ??