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He did, but that and honesty and not playing games looks to stage green like blue or orange or even red. He isn't even interested in debates or winning those because it's futile.

Everything what leo's desribed happing for the last 3 pages at least is also happening after his comment as well. It's very obvious from a certain state of mind. Maybe you can go back and read it again and look for it and recognise it. He hasn't even spoken against most of the points written from the people critizising him. We need most of those points but the stage green pov doesn't see that it gets many important things he's which he mentioned distorted and lacks the nuances. I think this underscores the importance to learn how pov and worldviews work, especially one's own or misundersrandings can happen between people and it can look like it is reality itself. When telling the truth all stages get things accurate and some things distorted. Whenever something truthful to one pov or stage is mentioned by leo or anybody people agree and think he or anybody else is on his/her side but if things that are true but contradicting to one's lense/ pov are pointed out then he seems suddenly to switch sides and is against you and biased and inconsistent. This mechanism pointed out is the same as in all other stages below but the content is more refined and the same mistake musk makes as well. This also happened in the israel threads and everywhere else and it's quite disturbing to see because it means that we are all full of shit, myself most and foremost and I'm asking myself how on earth can one clean that all up and rise beyond it. However thank you all. It's important to learn and try and to realise this.

@Leo Guralol, either way I'm full of shit

@Leo GuraI assume that this is also some kind of self deception and self bias because as you said, he thinks he knows but doesn't really. Can you and the others please help me elaborate on this chain of thought because I need to shatter this myth that enlightened teachers are free of this.

@Leo Gura Can it be the reason of ralstons position that he is already conscious of it and therefore psychedelics cannot effecteffectpart of the psychedelic experience but can change what is experienced when other users who aren't consciconscio god all the time are conscious of it during the trip and from this stems the discrepency?

@Dean Gladwyn yepp, you're right. I've stated the reason for this above and it will take a while to get rid of that shitty mind set. I've noticed that at stage green parties many many people like me and I'm astonishing good in connecting with a multitude of different people. Last week I overcame my fear and sat myself at a table with people I didn't know. I just knew that some spoke a language I spoke as well and hung out with them and they liked it and then a libanese guy who safes turtles sat there and we connected because I know some arab as well and then a guy from istanbul sat down and my brother in law is from turkey as well and I said something funny and I was rolling that shit. Today I broght two borrowed neon colored silk fans from the flow and juggle arts meetup I finally can continue to visit and I was one of the very first people who started to dance and I stuck out like a neon pink peacock within a herd of wild turkeys and had so much fun and other people were interested in it so I handed the sencond one around and because I had fun and was rolling it and I got to dance with friends and than some girls too and one was defenitely interested and we had fun dancing together and had many things in common and flirted. However I didn't know how to seduce her and than she kept getting annoyed from the cigerette smoke around (what does she expect from a stage green event with weed legalized) and blamed the people around for their lack of responsibility and empathy. It became to exhausting to stay with her and so I went back to the dance floor dancing with other people. I should mention that I was quite detached because I danced maybe with 7 or 8 girls that night. In retrospect I should have kept our conversation from devolving into a fundamental discussion about empathy and free will and should've led her away from the crowd where we could've had some more privacy. But I'm learning step by step.

Hey guys, I just went to a thai massage salon to get a gift and there was a very cute girl who found me handsome and I got her number. She speaks little english and not my native language which is german. I don't know how to go on from this point. Usually it's easier for me if it's a stage green person or a hippy girl. I've just had some very negative set backs which depress me and I feel deeply insecure because I have a disability and no career right and low income right now. It's especially strange because native thai girls beheave a little different and I don't know if she's looking for marriage or normal dating and she's tried to videocall me when I was budy. Can somebody give me some advice how to text and about what and what I should do if she starts a video call again. Should I schedule a date on the weekend right now? Everybody' advide is welcome. @Leo Guracan you give please comment. Thx

@universe you're right. I've started to volunteer at a stage green location where they make party at least once a week. I have fun and I'm getting closer with people in general and when I have fun people notice that and start having fun with me too. Within a month now I've met and talked with maybe 30-40 people and I work some shifts at the bar and get to socialise through that too. I notice slight improvements in skills and how to flirt and I get more comfortable. Today I met there two stage green girls too.

Hey, sry for the late reply and thank you for your pointing that out. I really appreciate that. You're right, I was afraid and I tried to avoid her. However I think I haven't clarified my situation properly. I'll do it now because I see proper context is needed. I'd been literally crippled for 2 years and my whole life fell apart and so my seöf image. My condition just improved enough to do stuff which people take for granted again. my whole social life fell completely away and right now I'm in the process of rebuilding my life and I think it's natural to feel depressed and disempowered after that for a while. I'm actually 34 and I was far better with girls when I was younger. Also it is important to say, that I'd been very involved in a thai buddhist community to practice the buddhist path for 10 years and women and grandma's there literally tried to hook me up with friends or their grand children, respectively, several times, and from what I know this girl lives with the family of her sister and it's is highly likely that the girl is looking for someone to marry soon, which in itself is not a problem if they fit together and I panicked because I got this vibe and she noticed that I was uncomfortable and fearful and then ghosted me. Next time I ll try to tell clearly what I want and not wiggle my way out through avoidance.

@Leo Gura I've recently met a girl who is a real freak of nature. She has an iq of over 170 and there are only like 100 people in europe like her. it was a bit like talking to an alien. From that I can only imagine what's like alien consciousness because I'm smart too but I felt so very stupid in her company.

I thought that 5meo-mipt has tolerance, at least according to the psychonaut wiki

Only 5meo-dmt and 5meo-malt. Does anybody know the dosage if I want to snort 5meo-malt hcl?

@Leo Gura or you could use your instagram instead. Many people were checking your account for updates.

It would be interesting to know the correlation between progress and functuality and suffering. I'd assume that the most growth would happen around 7 but I might be wrong and maybe there are a few people who've had enough of intense suffering and awekening happened.

I think suffering is necessary in order to grow yourself but it has to be delicately balanced or you won't grow and get lazy or become too overwhelmed and knocked down and fall into hopelesness. I find it important though that many things of value or valuable precisely because they take work and effort. But it's also nice to suffer less or none. I for myself have had too much suffering. For a time I handled it better than most people by far. however, put a few shovels more on it and it break down like a house of cards that health is. I mean it can always something happen and shit hits the fan.

I've read about 1/3 til now.Your chat with the ai is facinating. Sometimes it felt like a bit parroting and too much flattery but then it applies all the info and comes to very intelligent conclusions. It was so sophisticated that I first didn't know that it was already claudes answer. It is a mindfuck that this ai can apply all the perspectives and models like spiral dynamics in such a nuanced way. @Leo Gura I find it a little bit strange that the AI used wousedlike kneejerk. Is this really a word the AI came up with? Thx for showing how to interact with the ai in a very productive way. Haha, in truth, leo just wrote a dialogue and sold it to us as ai

It's strange, when I was younger I could do that without any problem but 5 years later I seem to have lost this ability. However I also could be aware while being asleep. I also lost that ability. Has this happened to somebody else? Can it be the case that everybody has this ability to one point in life?

I've had it a few times when I was extremely stressed and had a lack of sleep.

It's happened to me on lsd and shrooms a few times years ago. but because I came back to my body and memories I forgot most of it and these things have become just stories in my memory. However, after one experience I directly told a friend the whole story via voice mail because I was so shocked and fucked up after coming back and we talked about it a few days later and therefore I can remember it a little better.

I've had it for years. Mine was caused from stress and then focussing on the driness and that caused them to get nore dry.

@Leo Gurabut isn't a guru still beneficial as soneone pointing out the specific traps a deciple has like you do?

Sometimes people screw up the drying or storage and the psylocibine decomposes.

I second this.

Theravada schools often use either concentration meditation or mindfullness meditations (vipassana). As for myself as practitioner of the theravada path and vipassana I can say that this is a good method for seeing that states,feelings,sense objects are constantly changing and there is no inherent controller there. This technique is good to grind down karma although this methode and also path is slower as many other ones but yield more stable gains. My critizism is that it is believed in a material world independent from ones own existence staying there when you're gone and that some of the deconstruction exersizes create a lens of there only being parts and thereby reducing everything to those. Also some people aren't aware that this is a lens and they can't switch to another one easily. They also discount other enlightened people as bot fully enlightened as long they're having sense desire and doing stuff in the world because according to the definition it is all ego and must fall away.