Starlight321

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  1. @Leo Gurawe are still waiting for your conscious communication episode
  2. I think they are getting better and better and they've got quite sophisticated compared to 10 years ago. There have been break throughs in developement of humanoid hands and feet and that's a huge step ahead. However I agree that they still aren't as good as they pretend them to be. To make a better assessment they should release date how often the egg move had to be repeated until the shot was fine and how often it could repeat the tasks without error. I also see high enery costs as problem. Although they are still clumsy it is good progress and it's still great and in maybe 20 years they might actually work in production plants. However I think they won't look completely like humans like depicted in deus ex machina this century, so sry, no leo robot with ai philosophising for us.
  3. Let's wait and see if Donald Trump becomes generous and compassionate when he turns 84, lol.
  4. I'm not against nuclear power plants and see them as necessary intermediate solution but as mentioned before they are a huge investment and extremely expensive to dismantle and we in europe have no place to bury the waste savely for hundredthousands of years. That's why finding a viable solution for the storage is in all the european countries put far off into the future and that will problably cost too much if taken into account. There is a very good video about renewables from reallifelore on youtube.
  5. @CARDOZZO In a sense they are right but don't acknowledge the elefant in the room, namely that all things are generated by the mind that means everything one experiences aka consciousness. Have you first hand experience?
  6. Yes, I agree with you on the part of the right of the ukrainian people to choose their own course of course and that the many reasons behind russia's invasion you've mentioned. However I think survival play by far the biggest reason for the war and russia defenetively felt threatened by nato and putin declared that openly for almost 15 years. Maersheimer's pov is partial I agree, but he's teaching meta knowledge about how power structurs behind play out which is important to understand how geopolitics has always worked. Also the reason I mentioned why the peace deal of march 2022 hasn't worked out was to point out the fact that it is also the wests responsibility that people are still dying uneccesarily because the allies declined. On the other hand russia pretty much fucked up in spring and summer 2022 and there was a small but realistic chance of beating russia and the ukrainians did a good job standing up. However, we are were we are and we should support ukraine and enable them a better peace deal as proposed by putin a few days ago. https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.theguardian.com/world/2023/dec/14/vladimir-putin-peace-russia-ukraine-president
  7. I think that qas the peace deal which the us undermined as maersheimer told.
  8. I hope you've had a nice and insightful trip. For contemplation or insights I wouldn't combine it. Most people advice to either take one or the other because there seems to be a tuck of war between both substances and some get a hard time due to having a hard lsd trip combined with the twistiness and problem pointing of shrooms. If you want the good effects of both substances combined in one I'd recommend triptamine analogues like 4ho-met or 4ho-mipt.
  9. I see it more as a spectrum. There are many men who are attracted to both, maybe one more than the other. Many people project negativity on this to surpress their homosexual urges. One can look at it through the lense of polarity with every person having feminen and masculine personal traits and one is looking for the complimentary parts. Another aspect is conditioning and what one has learned to connect to sex and arousal. I've listened once to a tv show where people could call and talk about different subjects and there was a construction worker who had sex with the wholes he drilled when his collegues were at lunch break. This is explicable with conditioning theory as well as all the other kinks. Therefore I wouldn't see it as deviation. However it may appear that way from a stage blue perspective.
  10. I plugged 3 microskoops 5meo-malt and had some insights in the nature of ego. I am resistance and the very trying to change things. I am the state I'm trying to change and it has to fail because I'm imaginary I have to imagine something different because I'm not the real thing I'm looking at and in that sense thoughts can never completely realized or reached, however one can use them to do real things eg sport, skills (like social, sport etc), buisiness.. One cannot change what is and that is the fundamental flaw with psychotherapy, but I don't deny that there are certain aspects which do help and have their place. I am controlling and scheeming and it's baked in me and there is nothing wrong with it per se. However there are degrees to it and it causes suffering and pain The only problem is trying to change any of it from the outside because one doesn't realise that it's one or the egos nature. I also noticed how old karma works. It's like a muddy stream which carries you away from the present and makes you feel like living in the past and doesn't really see and hear things anymore because the mind interpretes it really fast so that one confuses it with the real world I realize, that there is far more to realise and to go deeper, especially because I had very deep awakings during lsd and mushroom trips. However that's where I'm at right now and I'm in a diffucult situation right now so I'll go slowly. I see how easy it is after thise insights to think that there is nothing more to realise like many of those stupid neo advitas do and that this is a trap even though it is liberating. I also noticed that I'm very asleep and one of the reasons is that I haven't done a lot of consciousness work over the last 1.5 years due to sickness and how important it is still to do the work because there are so many positive things I can change and create and it's not for me to coast through life like almost all the people around me. It would be a denial of my potential and wish for understanding.
  11. It was 3 microscoops, around 24mg. Is the tolerance the same as with 5 meo-dmt or 1-2 weeks?
  12. Even though he has a lot of experience through his whole life and wisdom, I think that his mind is frozen in the 60s and did so many horrible things with his conspiracies and toughness. However, rest in peace.. @DocWattsthx, I'm right now watching part three. omg he seems to have sociopathic traits and a notorious lyer.. far worse than what I expacted. The moderators are very well informed. Do you watch them regularly?
  13. @SchizophoniaWhat does TRT mean? I tried to look it up and it's def. not testosterone replacement therapy ๐Ÿ˜… For the general thread: I find that the majority of peoole in general has a bad understanding of intelligence and success. many think this translates to all areas of life even if the person has no experience in those areas. It is bot common knowledge that minds are often shaped that way that they fit only a certain area and have a hard time in other fields.
  14. I'm sorry to hear that. However, I can relate to that. I mostly get paranoid, at the beginning, during comeup with axieties in a extreme way. But it's not always been the case. If you want to enjoy it, you'd have to conquer it by one way or another. The good thing is, there are many ways to tackle this situation and the more things you improve the better it will be in general. Fear or the intensity of a feeling often derives proportional from a general high stress level, even the things you call exciting, so I'd start learning some tecniques to feel relax and good for longterm and be more chill. Another aspect is to be mindful and understand that your normal mind is constructed to protect you and keep control .. that has to be surrendered during a trip to be able to fully enjoy your true nature. Another thing that might influence this is resistence to your feelings and running away from it so it might help to realise this and express clearly what you're afraid of and thereby face it. It might be of help to have an experienced trip sitter around you to talk with so he can calm you. If not, there is a page called tripsit.me which is there for such cases and you can enter their discord via browser without registrating. Just don't give out your adress and personal data and inform/check it out yourself first sober. But you have to deside that for yourself because if you act stupid or immature and post there incriminating things if done or personal info you might get trouble some day. It would be worthwhile, to try another chemical like 4ho-met, 4ho-mipt. Shrooms tend to twist the mind and show you your problems in your face which is not good if you tend to have anxiety. This is just an addition to the great things the others have already posted and should be taken into account. Good luck in your journey
  15. I don't know if it's already been posted. Here is a good video which might help to get some clarity about some strategic goals of hamas in this attack and how it lead to it. @Leo Gura
  16. @Leo GuraHehe, now we know the real reason why you've come to earth. ๐Ÿ˜‹
  17. @Carl-Richard I used to take pregabaline, around 150mg a day. One day I just wanted to try to see what it's recreationally and took maybe 500mg if I correctly remember. It was the dose one takes usually recreationally. It was quite fucked up like when you use kratom. A little like alkohol but a delirious state where you are here and there. If you are aware it isn't nice at all. If not, then you can enjoy it I assume.
  18. @Razard86 yeah, I have now and then a few night were I'm about to sleep and get paralysed and then the sleep state mixes with the waking state. So I'll see things flying through my room for a few seconds which can be terrifying, especially if it's demons. But luckily after a few seconds I get aware what happens and it's gone again.
  19. Go to a asian shop and get original thai full grain rice or sticky rice(this one has to be steamed). Both of them are cheaper in those stores than in your ordinary supermarket. You can also buy there different masala powders with which you can make masala. You can look if you find there cheap dried beans, peas, lentils,or look in a normal store. When you cook, add to onions, tomatoes and the veggies of your choice (might as well frozen broccoli and carrots) and some tomatoe paste. You can also cook thai food. It's very cheap if you have the three soy sauces they use. Just cut down some cabbage or soy sprouts, add thin soy sauce and mushrooms soja sauce and a little sugar. You might add other veggies (might as well frozen ones or what you'll find if you look on the internet). I recently started baking my own bread because it's cheaper and far healthier and keeps you longer saturated. I'll use cheese to eat with it. You can also connect to people who do foodsharing or collecting mushrooms. I sometimes go in the forest with a friend who is an expert and he teaches me always. Cheap veggies are always carrots, cabbage, coliflower, besically all members of brassica, pumpkin. Lentils and beans are a good source of protein and you can use various kinds for variation. @BlueOakhow much money do want to spend every day realistically?
  20. The more I trip and do spiritual work thhe less of a psychedelic I need to get a break through. When I started I needed 300mcg to get a break through, nowadays when I'm not in a low state I can trip with 100-150mcg as strong as with 300 mcg lsd. Once at the beginning I tried to trip on 300mcg 1plsd and almost nothing was happening and my ego was strong and I only had slight visuals. So after 5 hours I dropped 300 and then things became very interesting. Suddenly I was heavily hallucinating so that objects appeared in the rooms and infinity blended in it. All of a sudden I'd found myself in a pop video with hearts flying around me and rainbows and trafic signs. It was really cool. 1plsd is the most benevolent chemical for me. I had no ego death though and it's a very different story to trip on 600mcg at once. But as I've said nowadays I leave sometines this world with 150mcg. So there are many factors that play into it. @Shrooms_AlvarezA user here has a channel where he tells trip reports of other people. There you will find heroic dose experienced. You should give it a try ;-)
  21. @Hojo There are different kinds of psychosis. Some really hallucinate things and people which are not there and interact with them and can't tell what is real and what not. Another kind is believing very outlandish thoughts so much that they overlay your reality. you cannot tell the difference to what is true and what not and are fully absorbt. It's a very frightening state of mind and the mind starts rationalising it. People often have the feeling that thoughts are outside and rationalise it with the are send like radios and someone is controlling them. Often these thoughts are very paranoid and you believe people threaten you or following you. Often both things go together so you'll pose a danger to yourself and your surroundings. Imagine for example thinking that there are men in black following you and you see a man in a suit and because you believe they want to get you, you'll try to stab this person. Or imagine you hold an apple and a branch in your hand and suddenly it looks to you like a scepter and insignia and you believe that you are the king of a country and walk through the city expecting people to bow and worship you and you think you are over the law or even the law itself and do crimal acts and hurt people. Both examples are from a psychotic person which really happened to him. Often these states come and go if he doesn't constantly takes his pills which have heavy side effects for him.
  22. Thx, I'll put it on my list. =)
  23. Hello my fellow psychonauts. Has anyone tried these sunstances? I haven't found info if the are useful for our kind of work and psychedelic depth?