Starlight321

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  1. @roycei've researched and the maps of these channel are one of the most accurate ones you can get but still taken with a grain of salt. However you and everybody else be aware that alone listening to the phrasing of the report warps your thinking about the matter over time. It brain washes you with russian bias and propaganda. I haven't followed the whole thread but I felt obligated to this reminder here for everyone.
  2. DMT is a really nice chemical. I would slowly up your dose from 7 to 14 to 21 and 28 to 35 or even stay at a spot for a certain time. I would recommend to get nice healing vibration from youtube because when you get to medium or even lower doses your body might take over and moves to feeling better and releases all those accumulated tensions which is a great thing. Even enteties might appear and you can let them speak trough your thoughts if you let them. I would also consider them as manifestation of you higher mind or higher principles. I personally haven't broken through yet but even those sub break through doses can give you good input. I tried oral dmt but my dose was too low so smoked it in a bong with tabacco and it worked well. I would recommend to be cautiuos because the smell is really really strong and your neighbors might notice it.
  3. Hey my friends, I want to tell you about the stark changes in my social life and dating life. After having been disabled for almost 2 years, where I could barely stand and walk, my mental and physical state improved and I could take up a normal social life again. I started being involved in a collective that manages a social and cultural area in a little forest in the center of my town and there are lots of people coming to rave, play music or do something artistic. So I socialized with many people and had some deeper conversations with maybe 50 people over the summer and little small talk while working at the bar with maybe 1k and I noticed that if I'm in the mood I can easily get new friends and socialise and people from all kinds of origine and age like me. I also met there all kind of new age people but more importantly also some really spiritual people and one of them is so conscious that it reminds me of the sages fron india but also really down to earth partying. I started enjoying myself while dancing with a silk fen to rave music and it is fun. I also got the number of a few girls and one of them is one of the hottest girls I've seen there and I was in a very good state at the moment. Unfortunately we didn't find time for a date so she forgot about me. When I saw her again the other day a few weeks later I was too nervous to talk to her because she was by far the hottest girl there. But I'm still dating girls I met and about 2 weeks ago I went to an exstatic dancing with one of them and we had a really good time and cuddled and it felt right. However, she told me she was sleeping with her neighbor when I asked her for a date but that's ok for me because I'm dating other girls as well. Then almost nothing happened between us besides a cancelled cooking evening,... until today. Today I visited her to make an games evening but the other 2 player haven't shown up and we first cuddled, then made out and then almost had sex. She told me that she didn't expect this developement but she seemed happy and we cuddled some more. It was amazing, I felt this masculine energy and it felt great being the leading person and she liked it too and it felt great being wanted. I also did an instinctual kino escalation even though I haven't botherred to look it up. I will wait a week or two until we meet again and if she doesn't change her mind I might soon have a sweet girl friend. I have to tell you that @Leo Gurais soo fu...ing right about what he speaks of. A lot of socialising makes one smoother and if one is even enjoying it and the dancing one meets more and more people and more still coming and with some of them one vibes more than others. This abundance gives security because I can always meet new people and girls so I'm not needy that and sometimes great things can happen like deep relationships. Also the role of leading and getting in touch with ones masculine energy. That felt great too. There was doub't in the back ground and pessimistic thoughts but I ignored it and went on. Unfortunately, this location is going to be destroyed and make room for some new buildings so we have to look for alternstiv locations or if that doesn't work out I'll find something else. For all man here struggling with women. Don't give up and don't fall into an incel echoe chamber. Most girls are sweet and it's doable. Even I with a disability and no actual job/career can just have fun and push a bit my comfort zone every time.
  4. There are differing reports of how strong people response to this substance. The above mentioned dosis is valid to many people. However there seems to bis a relatively large bumber of people how have a far bigger natural tolerance to it. https://www.bluelight.org/community/threads/5-meo-mipt-v-5meo-dipt.917095/
  5. 1) The regime might be very unpopular but the truth is that most alternatives if not all are worse for the iranians. It's like in egypt in 2011 or libya and at this developement level it is too hard to keep a country with this geography and diversity together. Every border province that's right now united in opposition to the regime would start to seperate and bad faith actors from the outside would try to take advantage of it. 2) If we would give you a liberal democracy you people would be outraged over the from their pov perceived sexualisation and disrespect for cultural norms. Also unrestricted capitalism would pillage your country and make living more expensive because in your country it would lead to olligarchy like structures and a exploitative transfer of wealth and your huge oil reserves probably wouldn't be of help because the country is too big and the opec would try to restrict the oil production to keep the balance and it is also likely that the big share of it would end up in someones pocket due to corruption
  6. It is projected that the israeli population will at least double until the mid of this century with ultra orthodox making up a third of the population which will strengthen the demographics supporting more territorial claims.
  7. Just to underscore that. The afghan people clinging to their cultural ways and fighting against progressivism has even happened without direct pressure from the europeans. In the late 20ies and early thirties there was an civil war because the monarch tried to modernise and give women a little bit of freedom and soon after that an uprising and bloody civil war broke out. The history of internal afghan politics has always been utterly brutal. There is a lot to read about it on wikipedia
  8. Given the context this is highly irresponsible advice. I wouldn't do that considering how far gone she is. A highly destabilized psyche will be turbo charged by that and hurt someone or herself badly.
  9. One doesn't even have the same genes as their parents due to cross exchange.
  10. @Leo Gurayes, you are totally right about this. I've a friend how is totally pm and he's highly skeptical about those models and after watching your new video complained about you diplaying pm as some monolithic thing. He also argued against your model with faucoult
  11. I think the others have brought up good points. Can you help me understand the mindset. Is it common in the chinese culture to compensate help with money or something in exchange or ask for such amounts of money?
  12. That because it's really looking that way to you because there is like a leap in awareness and recognition where you see more about ones own constructions and of others. Then you can spot these things but still miss the finer ones.
  13. @Something Funny I don't mean to. But it's true and many here are gaslighting and projecting onto leo.
  14. Leo's defeniately changed and matured a lot over the years and is actually trying to help you. You can clearly not see things as they are and meant. This here isn't meant to be a debate but to find out what is true. You would have to surrender your fighting mindset in order to see it.
  15. @Something Funny if you get really conscious you can easily spot deception mechanisms. This faculty is dependent upon consciousness and the ability to lay aside one's pov. That is what leo is trying to tell you. I myself am often of not able to do this but over the last few months I raised my awareness and starting to see it too. The issue is literally this:
  16. it's a short clip but recaps the gist of what is missed. here you go
  17. He did, but that and honesty and not playing games looks to stage green like blue or orange or even red. He isn't even interested in debates or winning those because it's futile.
  18. Everything what leo's desribed happing for the last 3 pages at least is also happening after his comment as well. It's very obvious from a certain state of mind. Maybe you can go back and read it again and look for it and recognise it. He hasn't even spoken against most of the points written from the people critizising him. We need most of those points but the stage green pov doesn't see that it gets many important things he's which he mentioned distorted and lacks the nuances. I think this underscores the importance to learn how pov and worldviews work, especially one's own or misundersrandings can happen between people and it can look like it is reality itself. When telling the truth all stages get things accurate and some things distorted. Whenever something truthful to one pov or stage is mentioned by leo or anybody people agree and think he or anybody else is on his/her side but if things that are true but contradicting to one's lense/ pov are pointed out then he seems suddenly to switch sides and is against you and biased and inconsistent. This mechanism pointed out is the same as in all other stages below but the content is more refined and the same mistake musk makes as well. This also happened in the israel threads and everywhere else and it's quite disturbing to see because it means that we are all full of shit, myself most and foremost and I'm asking myself how on earth can one clean that all up and rise beyond it. However thank you all. It's important to learn and try and to realise this.
  19. @Leo Guralol, either way I'm full of shit
  20. @Leo GuraI assume that this is also some kind of self deception and self bias because as you said, he thinks he knows but doesn't really. Can you and the others please help me elaborate on this chain of thought because I need to shatter this myth that enlightened teachers are free of this.
  21. @Leo Gura Can it be the reason of ralstons position that he is already conscious of it and therefore psychedelics cannot effecteffectpart of the psychedelic experience but can change what is experienced when other users who aren't consciconscio god all the time are conscious of it during the trip and from this stems the discrepency?
  22. @Dean Gladwyn yepp, you're right. I've stated the reason for this above and it will take a while to get rid of that shitty mind set. I've noticed that at stage green parties many many people like me and I'm astonishing good in connecting with a multitude of different people. Last week I overcame my fear and sat myself at a table with people I didn't know. I just knew that some spoke a language I spoke as well and hung out with them and they liked it and then a libanese guy who safes turtles sat there and we connected because I know some arab as well and then a guy from istanbul sat down and my brother in law is from turkey as well and I said something funny and I was rolling that shit. Today I broght two borrowed neon colored silk fans from the flow and juggle arts meetup I finally can continue to visit and I was one of the very first people who started to dance and I stuck out like a neon pink peacock within a herd of wild turkeys and had so much fun and other people were interested in it so I handed the sencond one around and because I had fun and was rolling it and I got to dance with friends and than some girls too and one was defenitely interested and we had fun dancing together and had many things in common and flirted. However I didn't know how to seduce her and than she kept getting annoyed from the cigerette smoke around (what does she expect from a stage green event with weed legalized) and blamed the people around for their lack of responsibility and empathy. It became to exhausting to stay with her and so I went back to the dance floor dancing with other people. I should mention that I was quite detached because I danced maybe with 7 or 8 girls that night. In retrospect I should have kept our conversation from devolving into a fundamental discussion about empathy and free will and should've led her away from the crowd where we could've had some more privacy. But I'm learning step by step.
  23. Hey guys, I just went to a thai massage salon to get a gift and there was a very cute girl who found me handsome and I got her number. She speaks little english and not my native language which is german. I don't know how to go on from this point. Usually it's easier for me if it's a stage green person or a hippy girl. I've just had some very negative set backs which depress me and I feel deeply insecure because I have a disability and no career right and low income right now. It's especially strange because native thai girls beheave a little different and I don't know if she's looking for marriage or normal dating and she's tried to videocall me when I was budy. Can somebody give me some advice how to text and about what and what I should do if she starts a video call again. Should I schedule a date on the weekend right now? Everybody' advide is welcome. @Leo Guracan you give please comment. Thx
  24. @universe you're right. I've started to volunteer at a stage green location where they make party at least once a week. I have fun and I'm getting closer with people in general and when I have fun people notice that and start having fun with me too. Within a month now I've met and talked with maybe 30-40 people and I work some shifts at the bar and get to socialise through that too. I notice slight improvements in skills and how to flirt and I get more comfortable. Today I met there two stage green girls too.