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I understand you really, I also felt that my girlfriend loved me more than I love her. But you have to remember that you shouldn't put this pressure on yourself, whatever you feel is okay. I understand that you don't want to hurt them, but you hurt in the moment that you lie. You don't need to say: "I love you" when it's not true, but you can still be honest about the feelings you have, even if they are not the same as theirs. Of course if you see that you don't have positive emotions in the long run then it's better to let them go

Almost a year ago I met a girl. I really liked her vibe, way of thinking, and the way she looks. We started dating, and at the beginning there was a lot of petty drama that I didn't like at all (some BS involving our friends); I felt really annoyed by those stupid things and I thought that I should let her go, I didn't want to have drama. But I decided to give our situation a go, and see through all of that. After some weeks all that drama ended, and while time was passing, I kept doubting if I should stay with her or leave her, but something was telling me that I should stay with her, and I did. Maybe I just wanted to be in a relationship, I don't know. But the fact is that was a great decision. I am realizing now that the more I am with her the more I like her, and the person I am with her. I see how our relationship grows towards a great direction. Now I'm glad I didn't break up at the beginning. My advice is not to overthink if you're in love or not, that feeling doesn't just happen. It grows inside of both of you with time, the more you get to know each other. True love is not the excitement you feel at the beginning. Let yourself feel, don't be in a rush to love, and if after some time you understand that person is not for you then you can let them go. Sometimes you understand it immediately, other times after years. But again, don't be in a rush, enjoy whatever you have❤️

Crazy!

@Shodburrito Mine was also sarcasm. My point was that we shouldn't eat animals in general

Yeah okay but that was not my point hahah

Do you need to justify yourself if you leave a religion?

If we eat cows then why not eat cats also

True. What do you think of not masturbating for spiritual purposes? For meditation or other practices. Do you think it can have benefits?

I've had several religious friends (christians) who haven't masturbated for long ass periods. True I fully agree!

Well I think what people say is that that for spiritual purposes or growth it's important to practice semen retention. And I've read of (spiritual) people who masturbate and have sex and have an orgasm but don't ejaculate, so probably that does count. Btw how can you do it?

Damn with 4g idk if I would be able to walk around haha

Both great actors in a mini series. I watched it in two days (it's for sure less than four hours in total). I didn't love The Office, but with Beautiful Boy I understood that Carell is a great and versatile actor. Meanwhile I love many Gleeson's movies. Highly recommended!

Does anyone know the difference? 4-ho-met is a legal research chemical that is structurally related to psilocin, but there's not much info online. Pls share what you know about it and if you have tried it.

Yess will do like that! Thanks! I also think I might try 5meo with my girlfriend close to me (sober), she's never really tried psychedelics (except for truffles twice) or any drug, but I feel greatly comfortable with her.

I never got such sexual effects with psychedelics

Will read it right now! Yeah I would love to do it, but honestly I'm a bit scared. I don't think I'm ready to feel like I'm actually about to die...I am still attached to this life. But I would love to do it soon. I think when I go back to the country where I study I will try a light dose.

Thank you again for the great explanation, you don't know how helpful that is. For insufflating I want to use a microspoon to measure more or less precisely.

Thank you for the nice explanation! In general every time I have sex with my partner I use that as a spiritual practice too. I got inspired by Osho, when he says that orgasm is also a smaller kind of death. I think to some extent I have a higher baseline level of consciousness than the average person, especially after I read Eckhart Tolle's "power of now". I am aware that I can go deeper, but for now I'm trying to really live in the present moment, the way he teaches. Do you have more advices on how to have a higher baseline level of consciousness? Apart from meditation which I do daily regularly

Wow thank you for the detailed explanation! Do you think I can mix 5-meo-dmt with water and simply drink it? In that case I would be scared of taking too much cause I'm not used to do this measurements and I might make a mistake calculating hahaha

But why is it good? I haven't seen real benefits from not masturbating. In the last year I haven't really don't that cause I'm in a relationship, but in general in my life sometimes I do it, other times I don't for whole months. I am into spirituality since 4 years already (2 years ago I started more intensely), and I never really got benefits from masturbating or not.

I think this kind of repression is not healthy

Yeah but the super power you talk about at the beginning is sexual energy, and to some extent it doesn't matter how you express it, if alone or somebody else. Therefore imo, to support your initial idea you should be against any sexual release. Also, it is scientifically proven that regular sex is in fact healthy.

@Spiritual Warfare if you need to stop masturbating then what about any kind of sexual act with your partner?

This is absurd

Yeah I've been thinking about it. Also I found the following info: Threshold 5 mg Light 10 - 15 mg Common 15 - 25 mg Strong 25 - 35 mg Heavy 35 mg + I will therefore start with half pill.