RoyalFool

Try as we might to dull our teeth and dig out our horns… we are loved even if we must change.

@Harsh Bagdia You cared enough to answer… your posturing is cute. Good luck lol

That which is left unconscious, wants to be seen, until you fully look at yourself, you will encounter it within the world as “other”. There are demons, dragons, narcissisms and unpleasant shadow attributes behind/beneath awareness, under the mask you claim as “me, I, self” These attributes appear externally, but can only be solved within. It is a complex issue, and im sorry if I explained it poorly. The seed of narcissism was planted inside, and it grows into an experience. People continue to let these seeds grow, and wonder why their life is how it is. Even when one experience is removed, the roots may remain and grow again. The pattern continues again.

Mirror, mirror, show my soul, Opposition makes us whole. Shadow aspects not accepted, in the world they are reflected.

Parts work is good, recognizing we’re more like a united ecosystem/universe within a larger universe, fractal, than we are a singular entity, is very useful. We are many, we latch onto one of the more powerful archetypes running within us and claim it to be our ‘self’.

Even if this is read… your attention will waver, you will misunderstand points, and something deep within you will ensure no great change occurs; these are the traits of your people, you have lost the will to live so long ago you cannot even recall what it tastes like. Something in you will protest, as it often does, which says, “no you are mistaken! I clearly know, or am on the right track, my way has worked so far!”… You will continue to be mundane. Unchanging. Unlearned. An enemy to growth, love, and wisdom. You will continue to hurt yourself, hurt others, damage everything around you, and then your mind will cover it and you will go on without knowing. You will continue in your belief: To place your heart in lies. You are afraid to be alone, you might see what you are. You might see what I see. You will not make efforts to realize much of anything, and exist as an animal. Man meaning ‘mind’, woman meaning ‘womb and mind’. Only the intelligent are human, it says so in our very wording, as it was always known to mean. Those of our era are the dumbest there has ever been, for we are not slaughtered when proven inconvenient, we are allowed to live as wastes, to destroy any semblance of good in the world without consequence. To not know, when you could know, is Evil. Our laws promote evil and incompetence, the stupid are like cattle who may harm their kin, but cannot escape the fence to hurt the farmer. You were groomed to be a slave, believing you are free. You could always know. Your mistakes are your choice, this world is your decision. Look out upon the world, the good and bad, and know you are its creator. Discern: perception without judgment. Who are you to judge a thing in this world? You cannot even sense what you are, your boundaries are fuzzy, senses dull and deceptive, covering yourself with additional ‘skills’ like makeup and glamour; your core has remained as it always was, stagnant, infantile. A seed still dormant. You alter the body, which is not you. You alter the mind, which is not you. The soul is not you either, though more so than the former two. You are more like the mind than the body, more so still the soul, but in the end all things are only metaphors of truth. In the end there is no self at all, and all the world dissolves in this awareness. Your body, thoughts, and feelings are as real as what occurs within a story on a page or screen. You mistake the term ‘material’ for ‘real’. ‘It matters’ Important: Worth having. ‘I am’ becomes just am. Slowly, it may take trillions—yes that many, of lifetimes to realize the truth of it. Then even the am, the isness that permeates all experience, that too is realized to be nothing. This is, in fact, despite all appearances… What nothing looks like. Empty space, so many names. Only an appearance. Only lies. You only think in things, and thus can know nothing. For thoughts and knowledge have no thing in common, no amount of pointing at the moon will ever let you touch it. So too are all your thoughts, your perceived ‘doing’. You have only and ever after only been, you are. You do not exist, and no act is ever done. You experience a dream and in your ignorance attach to it, claim it to be real. Language tricks us, muddies up the world, reality is woven just as stories are. It wraps you up. You want it to be real and so it is, in relation to you. That first lie you believed is yourself. Once that lie is gone the rest of it all tumbles down into nothing, and you realize the error of it all. You stop looking at the screen and realize, “ah, this was never me. It was as though a dream, every character arising, and the one I claimed to be.” You are addicted to the game, no matter how much it hurts, you come back like a junkie. Life after life. The highs and lows, you get high on life, find love, wealth, happiness.. disease, loss, and death. You desire more than anything to be tormented.

There is no necessity, you are willfully trapped in childish views of material validity. Gods infinite intelligence can create stupidity, there is no impossibility. Unless that impossibility is wanted within infinity, as contradiction fine. Your energy is too dense, still speaking from a low level place, there’s a tone of “reality” to your words that lack that awakened quality of gnosis. You feel hurt and upset, stagnant and physical. Just dense. Curled up. Superficial understandings haven’t pierced your core beliefs, just talk without access to the way.

@aurum I would prefer not to die, not anymore, but ultimately it doesn’t matter, our way of life is meaningless and I know I’m infinite. Nothing has a real consequence except what we make of it, this is a game, if it isn’t fun, break it and die. You’ll just go to another one, well, that “you” was an illusion to begin with… but you get my point. yes I get the contradiction of all is real/none is real, that’s why it’s a game. I get to play how I feel like it, rules are just suggestions, shan’t break them just to do so, only when the want arises. my body and mind mean less than my soul, I will sacrifice the finite for the infinite, I know what I am. if you don’t see this is a stage, and truly believe in the world, what worth have your ideas to me? Already founded on sand. There’s cause and effect, duh, game has rules. Which can change if they want to. I’ll squirm and I’ll squirm, so silly. I’m just here to poke fun until you stop being attached. To anything. Kill. The. Self. Haha, illusions of such low craftsmanship are a bore to behold. At least make your lie of a life more fun! Give god a show!

@aurum The people never do anything, they’re always routed by a better. It will always be dictation, openly or covert. The mass mind is incapable of power or decision, all choices are made for them, even current powers are like this. Your will and belief are given to you by a higher up, and that is how it has always been and will be. Even now the unconscious leads your life, the little self isn’t real. also, I’m not providing solutions really, not that interested yet. Counter cultural catalyst at your service, I just want things to break so I can play with the pieces and think. im not wholly destructive, but this topic was meant to be that. A philosopher king is the best we can have so far, or philosopher kings under an emperor, far superior to democracy. People ought know their place, value should be accurately measured.

I don’t like considering sources really, one of them intuitive “a dream told me” kind of guys. I’m sure i’ve been inspired by other shit, I just don’t really care to remember where from lol. I am that is, sources emerge only within me, even if apparently external, it’s only appearance. I alone am. And so are you. Sorry for being vague or delusional, comes with the territory some days. Also I have a head cold currently and I had a manic fever dream while creating this original topic. Not to say I don’t fully support what I said, just cut me some slack on perfect wording and tact.

@zurew I am attacking humanity itself through democracy, currently, it’s just one flaw im picking at. I find the human entity itself to be disgusting, with rare exception. I want to eradicate the state of “human”, not in a kill them all way, but in a transcend that rubbish way. We’re such an out of date organism. Speaking foremost for myself, what filth and inconvenience there is within me, beauty too of course, balance in all things… but I know we can do much better, all of us. Individuals, groups, systems, so much waste and silliness. I just don’t believe in equality and a robotic monochrome view of the world, some people/entities/things aren't as important to me relatively, or you relatively, our governance relatively; or god, ultimately. A better world has an incorporated shadow, XYZ in their proper places, harmonious and so on. I try to relax and be conscious, grow up, be more like god. World improvement feels no different to me than tuning an instrument, sanding a beam of wood, creative enterprise. Fun little game.

@Ulax I appreciate this greatly and understand your points, my manner of speech is like poking a hornets nest to see if im allergic. My persona is unpleasant, and I enjoy setting fires. I am aware of the downfalls of this, and am juggling the complex irritants of my ego. Also, I have only vague inclinations of a superior system, I just know that democracy gets far too much positive light, undeserved in all regard. Without context or logical rigor, I know this is all just a game so I am able to play It without too much serious attachment. I like optimization and mystery, what if, how could. I post to feed an urge, I rationalize why I do things after, attempt to recognize patterns. I’m sure id like to be significant, egoically speaking, but ultimately im not convinced anything here is actually occurring. The world is a fictional drama we then label real in order to persist in it, as though it were real. I am also wracked with a trickster facade with contradictory ideas and devilish advocation, im unsure what I think, who I am, or what I or anyone else should do. I have no tradition, and perceive no authority. Curtis has a lot of content and was the figure who first inspired me to be more interested in monarchy, after years of disgust with western globalism and a consumer agenda haphazardly using “liberal democracy” to justify the dumbest shit. I would probably be most interested in revamping the education system, and raising the base level of our biological hardware/mental software organism to perceive more adequate truths. I find politics itself to be an annoyance at best, I enjoy classist society—built on precepts of adequate judgment and clear recognition of entities, a child is a different class of being than an adult, where that line ends is up for debate. There are far too many things to type out to fully express all views in a snapshot that would encapsulate them accurately, and I require more of a dialogue. I’m no authority either, I poke and jest to draw out greater knowledge. I will watch your link.

Democracy is breathing room between evolutionary systems, democracy is a pause, it has no progress and is an unviable system. It is tyranny by the masses, it destroys the individual. Democracy is anti progressive, anti individual. You only think you like it because you’re told to and you’re given a propaganda alternative of tyranny, every system we have is trash and democracy is one of the worst for its ability to spread power broadly. Almost no one should be allowed to vote or have power over another. a lot of people confuse freedom with democracy, having been brainwashed. I want actual sovereign freedom of the individual, balanced by competent restriction.

Your life and even your thoughts are run by someone else