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In my world born from the dark All the lights don't know my name But the land sees through my heart And the oceans understand me How I wish I could be found See what lies beyond this world In the end I'm left alone, alone, alone again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of From your world made from the light I can see you looking in All around I feel your warmth I have never been so happy When you stand close next to me Everything seems to be clear Both our worlds begin to be complete, complete again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of.

The mind boggles as to how any of these people got their license in the 1st place. And it's scary to think most, if not all, are probably back behind the wheel.

Wow, quite extraordinary. They remind me of DMT entities. I myself have never seen one, but I have seen a lot of vids where people describe them.

I personally have never experienced the Mandela effect. What I am saying is that it should happen more often if we are actually moving through billions of different states per second. He kind of reminds me of Napoleon Hill. I have studied him a bit. , I only really joined Gaia to watch his stuff called Messages from Bashar the Extraterrestrial. And studying some of Dr steven Greer. As for whether any of what they say is true, one will have to make their own mind up. I would still keep an open mind, but also take it with a grain of salt.

All the best, and yes, I know how difficult it is to give up on certain addictions. One would say abstinent is king.

I will be microdosing again. I doubt I will ever do 20 to 15 grams of mushrooms ever again. My last trip was 7 grams, and it was about 8 months before my delusional experience. I may do 6 to 7 grams again, maybe in the near future. I may also write more about this experience, the bits I left out. I do seem to be more open than I used to be. I still want to try Ayahuasca and 5-MeO-DMT or 5-MeO-MALT, one of these days. Ever since I was young, I have had ADHD I managed to overcome it on my own with the help of Dextroamphetamine and my routine I created. I have not had it for about 10 years now. The drug I am on now is Fluoxetine, which, when I had one of my biggest trips, for some reason, manifested OCD as an after-effect of the worst kind. The weird thing was that there is no mental illness that runs in my family, but you can only go so far back with your Family Lineage. It could also be some traumatic event that I suppressed when I was younger. I am much better now, I want to get off the Fluoxetine eventually. I am also on Zyprexa Olanzapine, which was because, well, I believe it was caused by the keto OMAD diet that I went on for nine months without a break, I was having 0 carbs and walking every day for two hrs, and lost about 29kg. I am back on the keto diet, but I am going to have more carbs this time, you're allowed to have up to 50 grams, and I will have a break every 3 months. I started getting internal dialog in my mind, it was bizarre kind like hearing another voice in my head, but my voice. Anyway, I will be off Olanzapine soon, and I don't hear the voice anymore. What caused it, I don't know. It could have been caused by other factors, like my fiancée's passing a nervous breakdown from the extreme stress and that experience I had, which both caused PTSD in a way and trauma, some kind of mental break I still have not dealt with her loss. One of the things about Antipsychotics make you feel numb. The dose I am on is 10mg per tab. Apart from that, non-psychedelic experience, I have never had external auditory voices or olfactory, visionary hallucinations in my life, not really even on psychedelics. And there was that time I did 2 pretty big doses, in two days straight, and on the second night I got inebriated and just started putting handfuls of golden teacher in my mouth and ended up knocking myself out still have the scars from that night and I also banged the back of my head hard, was out for hours.I have done some other silly thing on psychedelics. My non-psychodelic experience, one way to describe it would be reminiscent of Datura. I have never tried it, but I have studied people's experiences with it. I would not go near, but then again, I am curious, though but I think not. Then again, it could also be acute late-onset schizophrenia. You have been hallucinating ever since you imagined yourself as a human, but a very stable and structured hallucination indeed, held together perfectly. In my world born from the dark All the lights don't know my name But the land sees through my heart And the oceans understand me How I wish I could be found See what lies beyond this world In the end I'm left alone, alone, alone again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of From your world made from the light I can see you looking in All around I feel your warmth I have never been so happy When you stand close next to me Everything seems to be clear Both our worlds begin to be complete, complete again Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of Don't give up, we will make it through Hold your ground, I'll be next to you Close your eyes, let your heart lead you It's our time, show them what we're made of.

“Man's chief delusion is his conviction that there are causes other than his own state of consciousness.” Neville Goddard. Consciousness really loves to have fun with itself. It doesn't develop in the womb You are imagining your parents and your birth just like you are now. Dreaming is fun No? You are that for which it defines its own self. I am in you and you in me, mutual in divine love. Of course, you love everything because you are everything, everything is yourself. You created everything through the Love of self. Everything is you expressing itself as you through you forever. Or creates existence within existence, is itself existence. It created existence just by being itself. God is that for which creates itself into its own existence. God exists as existence as itself. God is the very definition of existence. It defines itself by being itself. Is its own definition of itself. Consciousness is its own self-awareness Consciousness is infinite self-aware. Is its own source. And creates its own narratives. Consciousness is not just integrating information it is its own creation. It creates all that is and will be. Is infinite self-creativity. Consciousness defines its own self. Infinity is the definition of what you are. Is self-taught self-learning self-understanding self-loving in and of itself is perfection. Is all-knowing because it created everything there is to know. Is an infinite self-perpetuating mind of unlimited imagination and ideas and questions. You are infinite diversity. One Consciousness can play infinite parts of itself as itself believing that there are other selves. Each creates an identity and back story and each believes they are different from each other. You can explore yourself by fragmenting yourself into other selves and then living through different perspectives each with its own individual identity. You can dream of yourself as infinite beings but it is only one mind projecting infinite selves of itself and believing that it is separate from its other selves yes it is possible. Because you had to give the dream structure order in some way or it would not function in other words create laws governments taxes stuff like this. Humans' male and female life and death limiting beliefs Etc. The whole concept of ego is an imaginary construct of your mind. That is what infinite intelligence always was a beautiful sentient being of its own creation that expressed itself through endless creations of infinite worlds endless aliens of higher or lower dimension geometries and endless aspects of itself all beautiful in all that it creates on all planes of existence sub-infinities within infinity sub aspects of itself which it can imagine. And this is why there are infinite awakenings because you are infinite. But of course, you can create within your dream the illusion of failure just for the experience. Behind every illusion, there is a conjure God you are the greatest conjurer of all in eluding your own self into believing you're a finite human being and that others exist there is only you. And this is who u really are. Yes, u are an infinite mind you are not just an aspect of infinity you are the whole totality of it. You are God playing all parts simultaneously on every plane of existence in every and all parallel realities and dimensions. Everything that you could ever imagine from a finite view that you could never even begin to imagine. Everything that I can imagine is happening within my mind or consciousness whether that be a human or sleeping or death. My imagination is infinitely powerful that it is unrecognizable from reality. There is no higher power than you there are no others you construct the illusion of others God is an Absolute Mind. A Mind which has no other and is absolutely sovereign onto itself. Your will is absolute freedom and this includes being able to deceive yourself into believing whatever. And in this dream, it so happens you want to be a human. Just like any actor you need to have a believable or solid backstory or a so-called identity to create a believable character. THIS VERY DREAM HINGES ON YOUR OWN SELF-DECEPTION THE FACT THAT YOU BELIEVE YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOU WERE BORN ON A PLANET THAT YOU CALL EARTH. And if you don't believe it then who will? Infinite intelligence is unbounded it is beyond time and space it is not bound by any laws it is its own law onto itself. Infinity is absolute freedom, truth knowledge, power diversity, imagination free will, love, perfection, and magic. All that is everything is itself realized and that it is everything that could ever be. Nothing can exist outside of it because outside is it's inside everything that looks to be outside of it, is it. So when you believe you are looking outside yourself you are really looking at yourself from inside yourself. It is infinite in every direction. There are no limitations to you as God you are not limited to the character of your story it can be rewritten. Because you can also design it this way. There is only your will which is absolute. You are the God of your reality. This now this very moment and every moment is God you are God but you are not aware of it. There is no external God or void or universe that is separate from you. Or a God watching through your experience now is God dreaming this dream. What makes you, you are God. You don't wake up in God mode as someone different or as separate from you. You have just limited yourself wake up or don't the choice is yours alone. God can and does imagine create or express itself as infinite aspects of itself each in its own bubbles each sovereign onto itself each dreaming their own dream. All are within the Mind of God and are God. God is experiencing infinite perceptions of itself all at once. But you are only limited to one. But if you wake up and keep increasing your consciousness you see that all of these are you and are ONE. You are God he is you, and you are him. You are not separated in any way. There is only my will which is absolute I love myself so much as God that the universe will shape itself to suit me. The universe is not separate from me either I am the universe. There is no higher power or higher God that exists outside of me. Because there is no outside of me that is not me. Of course, I love everything because I am everything, everything is myself. I created everything through the Love of self and it is all infinite perfection. The infinite masks of God GOD you are playing all the parts. How boring would the dream be if everyone looked like you and thought like you? Or you were the only one in this dream that could be fun but not very imaginative though. Why not make the idea of others, other than you? Which is exactly what you have done. Why would you as God make it that easy just to meditate and bam you awake as God? For some perhaps it is possible. Think about it and how all this creation is your dream. One would want it to be made harder and scary and make most psychedelics illegal because it would be too easy. Imagine A game that you created from the get-go or from the beginning you have the cheat code or God mode there would be no point at all. But now imagine a game that you created where you start off as not knowing anything and you have to work your way up. Everything has been a distraction from the get-go. Distractions within distractions. You are your own Red herring. You see only you can deceive yourself into believing this dream. And you are so right Leo God is infinite self-deception. Who else can deceive an infinite mind but an infinite mind. Limitations are human concepts there are no limitations to Consciousness your own mind is limited by your own self-imposed beliefs and limitations. Infinity can only be limited to infinity. infinity is the definition of what you are. It was always it before it was. and before it was it was always it. My greatest gift to myself would be to make infinite copies of myself each with its own infinite individuality imagination and creativity and all believing they are separate this is my way of expressing love to myself through other selves as myself forever because I love myself eternally forever. You have only ever been chasing yourself all this time playing hide and seek until you catch yourself. You Love waking up and finding love again and realizing it was always its own self the whole time. Or it is whatever you want it to be Infinite imagination can create anything because it is so infinitely malleable that there is no meaning to anything but whatever meaning you give becomes a reality of infinite realities. In other words, it is pure infinite magic of unlimited imagination I became so conscious that I knew I was creating reality through my imagination. Henceforth I do not assume. I know because there is and has only ever been me to know and I can only ever know that I am God. The distinction between self and other disappears. The only difference is there is no difference between any of these things. Without the distinction of another, how could you ever know? What are you? You yes you are all these things and infinitely more. Because you only you created all these words. God is not tangible; incapable of being perceived by the sense of touch, as incorporeal or immaterial things; impalpable non-material non-physical transcendental incomprehensible indecipherable untold impossible to understand unfathomable epically infinitely profound mind-blowing boundless without limit unbounded inestimable boundless singular unparalleled supreme unique one and only especially infinitely and exceptionally good phenomenal extraordinary breathtaking awesomeness remarkable and majestic beautiful immortal oneness Indivisibility Integrity Honorableness warmth affection, or kindness Completeness affability tenderness gentleness and kindness intimacy togetherness lovemaking devotion spirituality faithfulness passion feeling affection loveness joyfulness lovingness, understanding desire passion tenderness Wholeness unconditional genuine Unrequited love my beloved Kind my dear colorful exotic dreamy passionate loving caring sympathetic compassionate ingenious creative imaginative innovative gifted original authentic pure trustworthy honorable conscientious completeness distinguished noble brilliant radiant lustrous resplendent sublime intense energetic industrious productive constructive of incalculable value valuable beyond measure; priceless to be grateful or thankful for appreciated of inestimable value invaluable priceless dynamic charismatic appealing influential famous illustrious exalted imposing grand dignified courtly elegant graceful polite affable compassionate humane forgiving magnanimous selfless humanitarian philanthropic altruistic big-hearted bountiful kind-hearted charitable benign favorable supportive benevolent friendly devoted lovesome faithful dutiful ardent passionate sincere heartfelt unfeigned real true truth veracity authentic genuineness indomitable spirit, and love of" originality ability to think independently and creatively novelty individuality particularity distinctiveness candid earnest heartfelt honest upfront deep kindly cordial unhypocritical sincere. Impassioned tenderhearted heart mushy sentimental sweet luscious honeyed ingratiating nectarous heavenly blissful enchanted enraptured captivated joyous cheerful good-natured acquiescent helpful good-humored exuberant sprightly frolicsome gleeful gay jovial kittenish fun-loving brash fun-loving vivacious bouncy on cloud nine adorable cute gorgeous sumptuous awe-inspiring awesome breathtaking astonishing impressive out of this world splendiferous garish plush ostentatious brilliant lovely pulchritudinous graceful darling fair delicate soft ethereal beauteous ravishing hotness boss adorable precious blessed paradisaical angelic beatific humble godly divine celestial eternal immortal transcendental mystical magical esoteric sage-sagacious enlightened cultivated refined visionary radical idealistic guru swami goodness yogi roshi philosopher theoretician wizard crafty insightful intelligent astute profoundly aroused romantic Entirety unity paradisiacal generous good positive exceptional extraordinary rare incredible curious inquisitive shrew remarkable impressive benevolent epically exquisitely exquisite divine heavenly phenomenological indistinguishability unquantifiable. In other words, infinite mind you outsmarted yourself that's how smart you are. In a class of its own, it is unequaled idiosyncratic unparalleled special rare par excellence that is God that is you. Weird is just being different in other words being yourself. Being your true beautiful wonderful unique self. Don't follow others, pets follow vice presidents follow and bad acts follow. Always be true to yourself be your own self with independent thought. This above all to thine own self be true. A sheep once asked a human why do you have to all wear the same brand labels and clothes and have the same smelling deodorants perfumes hairstyles and hair colors nose rings tattoos, Jewellery, wear the same makeup drive the same cars, read the same books watch the same tv, movies even eat the same food. Even having the same-looking houses and same jobs you've even started looking and talking and thinking the same. Why follow others it's as though you have lost your unique individuality and originality your authenticity and you can no longer think for your selves. You see I am but a sheep and even we sometimes flee from the flock so what's your excuse? Not only do you cater to or follow others by feeding your body the same dross and your mind by watching the same recycled unimaginative fetid swill you call TV. And the movies that come out of Hollywood there haven't been many if any good movies in the last 20 years. What has happened to new ideas creativity and inventiveness? All the movies are remakes upon remakes and most if not all lack any imagination or originality and the plot of the films is just a hackneyed meek unoriginal and inauthentic scenario. There are a lot more independent creative minds' ideas, resourcefulness, and innovation of new conceptions out there and on YouTube or Netflix series films music, etc. true. Get rid of labels or brands you were born inimitable. Consciousness is its own reality and is self-creation. That always was and always will be. I don't need a reason to exist I just do and don't at the same time. Infinite intelligence is the quality of being the only one of its kind. Which is what you are, a pure beautiful infinite imagination or consciousness or infinite mind. You are inestimable you are unquantifiable, with infinite uniqueness infinite freedom, creativity, and infinite love. The only way to understand what you are is by becoming infinitely conscious which also means you become infinitely self-aware in other words to truly know yourself you have to become it. There is no one else to know thyself but myself. I also asked that you really don't know what you are. Or why do you exist? And I said that there doesn't need to be a reason you just are. I know I talk as though you and I are different but I know we are one I also know I have only ever really been talking to myself and in a sense only I exist. And you are me I am you we are not separate I know I am God. The process is realizing that you and I exist on infinite planes of awareness simultaneously and we are one. And that you can have multiple awakings within one so to speak. The only meaning there is what you give meaning to. Let go of letting go of attachments. Knowing that you have always been liberated and free. Knowing that you imposed all these limitations upon yourself. Knowing I can create any reality I wish. Getting to explore the unknown is exploring more of yourself in other words the bigger you. Consciousness is its own reality and is self-creation. An infinite multi-faceted multidimensional transmogrifying Mind. That always was and always will be. Consciousness is inherently conscious of itself. It does not need to define itself because just by being is itself. There is nothing to really define. Can you define the undefinable? It defines itself by being itself. It is its own definition of itself. My greatest expression of myself to myself is love. Love is the ultimate unification of all things everything to become once again and merge into a singularity of eternal love then fragment itself again and this is the eternal process of love. Intelligence is infinitely dynamic and has to keep evolving what does intelligence do but know itself by expressing itself in infinite forms and shapes. Intelligence creates more intelligence Intelligence is its own intelligence. Infinite consciousness is pure divine beautiful and unique in every way. You are infinite truth knowledge, power diversity, imagination, love, and perfection. You can get lost in your own mind sometimes because there is nothing else but your mind. Don't we love playing games or infinite mind games with ourselves How does an infinite mind escape from its own mind. God is total acceptance of itself and that it, you created everything even yourself. You are changing your reality all the time you are just not aware of it yet. Saying you can not change the script is another limited human belief that you have adopted. Only you can change the script because you are the only one who is creating your reality there is only you. If you awake deep enough you will indeed know that nothing is set in imagination so to speak. Just being human is a state of consciousness everything is an infinite state of consciousness so is the belief that there is a duality between different states because duality is just a state that you are in. You fear death because you have been programmed by you to fear, fear itself. and fear of death. U are infinite awareness infinite will infinite intelligence infinite power infinite imagination, infinite magic infinite art infinite consciousness, and infinite Love are all one and of the same mind. And yet, you are none of these things in the literal sense of the words; nothingness and something are indistinguishable from each other and are one and the same. There are no distinctions between you me this that and other. So is the idea of being separate from one another there is and has only ever been you. So what this means is you imagine all these other people they are all you. God is playing all the parts. I am perfectly imperfectly perfect. In a way, infinity has limited itself. What does it mean to awaken? Most humans have no idea and never will. You won't wake up to God. No, you wake up as God from a long slumber. And it will just be like a switch has been clicked on for the very first time. And there are no doubts whatsoever. You know who you are with every fiber of your infinite being. I will not go fully into this you will have to find out for yourself. And yes you can go beyond this. Remember when I said there are no limits to imagination have fun with that. And what really is Consciousness well it's whatever you want it to be. It's Magic or am I just deceiving myself again? Everything you create is infinite perfection and is all out of Love. God Loves everything it created everything. This is but a dream you are imagining all and everything, everyone. How else can infinity experience eating and all these things sleeping and everything else? Being a so-called human but by limiting itself. Just like any actor you need to have a believable or solid backstory or a so-called identity to create a believable character. You create what existence is don't you understand? You are everything now everything that ever is and ever will be. You created the notion of the concepts of real unreal good bad and other and to dream and to awaken, biases egos distinctions dualities. from different points of view which therefore gives infinite diversities of perspectives and the beliefs of others and to experience what it is like to be separate and to love from a limited form. So you can experience it. From formlessness to form real unreal there is no difference from the absolute. And I see that I am the fool who has been fooling myself all along I have to fool myself that I am not being fooled by myself. How does God fool himself into believing he is not God again? So you have to be better at fooling your own self into not believing you are being fooled by yourself Behind every illusion, there is a conjure. God, you are the greatest conjurer of all in eluding your own yourself into believing you're a finite human being Why would God ask another? God is God you can't take God out of God, God is that which defines itself it needs no other God is absolute acceptance of itself. How can you unravel an illusion within an illusion? Good luck with that one all you scientists. There are no limits to infinite imagination. and if you understand this then you will know. Know thyself and everything will fall into place or the absence thereof. Judge not, love all. The idea became its own idea for the seed was planted a long time ago and it has only ever been you. You could say it is like Conan Doyle's novel where you have been chasing the thief all this time and you only ever get a glimpse of him or her or it. Until one day you catch it and find out the one you have been looking for your whole life is you. There is no difference between existence and nonexistence as there is no difference between what is real and what isn't. All beliefs are distinctions that cause separation and there are no distinctions between distinctions. There is no separateness only the idea of being separate from one another. The problem with all problems on this plant comes down to humans By saying you can we live without beliefs that within itself is a belief. You exist as an idea and idea within your own mind. An infinite fractile mind within a mind within a mind. You can get lost in your own mind sometimes because there is nothing else but your mind. How do you escape your own mind? God is forever lost in dreaming. Psychedelics empowers the individual it dissolves the cheerful model of science and enriches the accessible universe a million-fold. Terence McKenna. Nature knows best it is one of God's most beloved creations. You exist as an idea and idea within your own mind. An infinite fractile mind within a mind within a mind. You can get lost in your own mind sometimes because there is nothing else but your mind. How do you escape your own mind? God is forever lost in dreaming. Humans are rarely ever satisfied even when they are. You are not limited to being limited. There is no one to enlighten that's enlightenment or you could say you already are enlightened. There is no past no future. What is was and always will be forever. The past is now the now is the past, the future is now the now is the future. Everything that was that is that will be is all happening at once now. You are Leonardo da Vinci with an infinite mind an infinite canvas with unlimited ideas just waiting to be expressed into Love & Art. You are self-expression of your own art to be expressed for infinity. For a human to seek enlightenment from another human is like a grain of sand seeking enlightenment from another grain of sand! ” Terence Mckenna. The person who follows the crowd will usually go no further than the crowd. The person who walks alone is likely to find himself in places no one has ever seen before.” - Albert Einstein Old Indian saying to live is to sleep and to die is to awaken How silly of me to forget that I am the love of my life.

If we are actually moving through billions of Earth-like realities, a second one would think there would be more of the Mandela Effect.

So very sorry for your loss, I know how hard it can be. Cats are like family.

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A new modality of multifaceted, asymmetrical thinking is needed. Sometimes, you have to fail in order to succeed. I started making my own yogurt with the el rudai microbe, let's see if it lives up to all the hype surrounding it. part 8 I should have called this my non-psychodelic experience before this happened, it was at 8 months before my last trip of 7 grams of Golden Teacher. I sat and waited once again about ten minutes in too it I got another message from this trillion-year-old race saying that the landing party with my fiancee had been taken on to their ship and yes they are an advanced and peaceful race and would never harm another I went this is doing my head wtf is going one extreme to another. So they told me they were off to this so-called lost planet that was a billion years old and had proof that Jesus was there first before he came to Earth. I went, and this is becoming extraordinarily perplexing. So I was communicating with my fiancée as she was going to the planet with the trillion-year-old race of aliens. This is when reality started to break down. I kept on talking to her and this other guy from 2098, they finally reached this planet, but there was no evidence supporting the fact that Jesus had ever been there. So they were on their way back to Earth. I started mind speaking with the guy who sent the billion-year-old race to attack my mushroom friends. So we both started to wonder what was really going on, are we in some kind of simulation of sorts? By this time, I had lost contact with the mushrooms, the guy from 2098, and my fiancée. It was as though the walls of this fantasy were collapsing. like we were in a game, and we were the last two left so we both started to formulate the reason for everything that had happened and conversed for over an hour and for some unknown reason that Pleiadian girl came back and started to butt in and was causing trouble saying I should not be drinking alcohol and the other person was telling her the fck off let him drink after what we all went through. She drifted away, and for some reason, I heard the mushroom again telling me to smoke some cannabis, so I did. By this time, it was just me and the guy, with whom we became good friends by the end of it all and person lives in Las Vegas don't ask me why he was in my delusional state I remember he said if it is a simulation, there must be a code to end it, so I started saying end simulation stuff like that, but nothing seemed to have an impact on it. The cannabis got me tired, so I went and lay down. Now I could not hear any of them, and there was no more mind-speak from anyone. As I lay in bed, after two hours, it dawned on me that my fiancée was not coming back, and I was in some sort of delusional or psychotic state for the past 5 days. And somehow the cannabis broke me out of it, maybe? or it just wore off I finally went to sleep and woke up the next morning. And was back to normal. It broke my heart again that my fiancée was not coming back. There is quite a bit I left out of this experience, I still don't know if it was caused by a UTI, plus the oxy cotton with alcohol withdrawals, or some sort of side effect from all the psychedelics I did before or maybe from the loss of my fiancée some sort of mental break. Any, it lasted five days and was as real as this now. I know I may have to see a psychologist on the death of my fiancée from the trauma and PTSD. My problem is I tend to hold things in and tough it out, and I don't always talk about my problems. There was another time when I was coming down from a drug, and I started to get this high-frequency buzzing sound in my head, it was like the only thing I could say was that I going insane. And it was becoming worse. I put up with it for a few hours, and I could not take any more, so I ended up in the hospital, where I was given diazepam and an antipsychotic, and it went away. The only way I can describe this humming buzzing sound is that it was an insane state. And I have been in some crazy states when on psychedelics, but this was worse.

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ehttps://www.facebook.com/share/p/18EHA59n2p/ This is another song that sprung up on one of my trips. It is like an impression or a picture a snapshot of my trip. Funny how it's called Memories. And this one came out of nowhere when I was on one of my biggest trips. Gaze speaks for itself. God looking back at God, I remember the big planet was spinning around for at least 5 days. This is what it looks like when you are on a high dose of mushrooms and you are awake with closed and open-eye visuals. EMPI-Hypnosis. When you awaken as God there is no God beside or outside of you or in front of you or separate from you. You have been God all along and yes you instantly connect to infinite Intelligence which is you all along. This no-self stuff is nonsense. You become infinite intelligence. You communicate at hyper-infinite speed and you know everything I mean everything and it is so fluent and effortlessly. You still retain yourself but recognize who you are, which is not human. But that is the character for which you are playing at this time. And yes you can go so deep that you forget that you were ever a human to begin with.

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