Jehovah increases

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You can not stay in God mode no longer than three to four hours. And there is no way you could ever function in everyday life. When I came back down from some of my biggest trips. Perhaps for 6 to 9 months, I had very few attachments and biases left. But there is no way you could live in this dream without any. Even if you went into a cave for a year or however long. You still would have attachments to this dream and I personally or most probably after some time of contemplation and deliberating would go what the fck am I doing what was I thinking? And yes there are states of consciousness or God mode or to say God realizing God again where you have no biases and no attachments. You become infinitely self-aware you become pure infinite love existence itself. This is not a perception as you may think it is. You don't perceive anything you become it. Infinite love is not a perception or an experience idea or a supposition whatever you might think it is. You are the experience the perception. Don't you know you are the truth? But you must also understand that you can not live in this dream with no attachments or beliefs etc. Of course, you can get rid of certain things and self-limiting beliefs and become less biased and more selfless up to a point. I don't watch the news anymore or I have not watched TV for 15 years and I stopped using mobiles about 3 years ago, not because I deemed them to cause cancer or whatever the beliefs are these days. But that's me it does not mean you have to do any of these things. Everyone wants to awaken I am trying to go back into the dream. And it may take months even years to ground yourself again but with that said you can never fully come back to the dream. If you have very, very strong core values beliefs, and ethics on what you believe to be right from wrong which most of us do or have built up over the years. If you are not careful it could actually send you to the point of insanity for a time if it has not already occurred from just waking up on a fairly high dose of whatever your preferred imaginary psychedelic of choice is. In the end, the choice is yours, yours alone. “When the power of love overcomes the love of power, the world will know peace.” JIMI HENDRIX When we no longer know what to do we have come to our real work, and when we no longer know which way to go we have come to our real journey. Wendell Berry. All Psychedelics and meditations are part of the dream all are imaginary. Reincarnation is also imaginary and is part of the dream. How can you be reincarnated if you were never alive, or born to begin with? You keep creating ideas and beliefs to explain more concepts within concepts. Kind of obvious is it not? To describe or explain what you are in words is in a way it is an insult. How can one articulate the indescribable? You can not be translated into words. How do you actualize the infinite into words? It's not even what one thinks it is. Though it does add humor to the dream. No, you don't need to suffer to awaken. And no it is not all about how you have to suffer all your life. This is just a belief that you have unwisely accepted just like all the self-limiting ideas you have picked up along the journey.

Are mushrooms of alien origin? Well yes and no you will have to ask them for yourself. And yes the mushrooms do talk. Only you can delude you. Think of it this way Terrance is a catalyst a stepping stone. I can't make the game too easy now, can you? God loves to leave clues for himself. But one ought to be paying attention. Always be kind to them or they will take you into insanity and twist your mind inside out. By the way, they hate the term Shrooms. Thank God they have a sense of humor.

Terrance knew more than he talked about and so did so did Alan Watts. They both dropped subtle hints from time to time. What does it mean to you to be awake?

Well, there really is no meaning to anything. You may find the deeper you go into this work the less meaning there is to any of this. Or perhaps you may find meaning in No meaning. The only meaning there is what you give meaning to.

Leo wrote this some time ago. Be aware of how psychologically dangerous it is to strip all meaning from your life. The consequences of a total loss of meaning in your life are much more serious in practice than they seem in theory. Without self-constructed meaning, there's very little reason to live, unless perhaps you're massively Awake.

Some of what I wrote here was from stuff I had written from my trips 3 to 4 years ago and some recent ones. These are my personal views and yours may be very different. When connected to the infinite mind or should I say you when you become it you always were it. I never thought this would be human and it was not and nor are you. Yes from a limited human perspective, it will be very alien to you. If you increase your consciousness high enough you won't be human anymore or expect the infinite to have any human qualities. You are beyond being human but you know this because you become infinitely self-aware of who you truly are and it is scary when you awake as your true self. And you will most probably deny it for a time and believe you have gone into a drug-induced psychosis. When you experience alien consciousness you're just seeing it from another perspective or expression of a higher state of consciousness. All these aspects are your mind. I guess you could say you are starting from a higher state of awareness of consciousness. So if a so-called alien or a higher much more evolved being wanted to experience let's say a human perspective. It might find it fascinating experience. It would be limited and somewhat dumbed down for that though. Remember you are not just a giant mind you are an infinite mind that loves to imagine anything it wants. You are unlimited in what you can imagine. And you can also limit yourself to what you can imagine. So there are quite literally infinite states of consciousness. If you imagine there are higher states of awakening then there will be. If you imagine becoming or seeing through an alien mind on some distant planet in another highly advanced dimension then this will become your reality. Consciousness is existence itself is conscious of its own consciousness is infinite perspectives. Consciousness is not just integrating information it is creating information. And is infinite self-creativity. Consciousness defines its own self can reflect itself to know itself, and can copy itself. All is an infinite mind. Is everything and nothing at the same time is real and unreal is a dream of infinite dreams and pure imagination and infinite magic. Meaning it can create anything it wants infinity so. Life and death are imaginary just like this dream. well, you were never born to begin with so you can never die. And no you are not dead because this implies birth to begin with. You just are what is and what isn't take away ideas, concepts, and notions, and you are left with nothing but something. Ego is God and also imaginary without it this dream would not work. How smart is infinite intelligence try and contemplate this everything is your creation maths, science quantum physics cosmology ideas religions wars linguistics NDE's psychodelics all diversity I could go on forever. And to create everything and for it to work seamlessly or give the illusion of randomness. Randomness or a chaotic system can not create intelligence. Only intelligence can create randomness or the illusion of randomness. It's a very believable background story and it has to be for this to work and for an unlimited mind, it's as easy as pie. You gave meaning to meaning. You created the idea of an idea and evolution and all the background stories which well there never were any of these so-called humans they are all imaginary no human ever really created anything. You created it all yes you me I am you. I did this to trick myself into believing that others exist. You created this for the dream to work. You can work the rest out in other words only you can experience it for yourself only you can take this journey because there really only is you. How deep are you willing to go? Try and lose most of your attachments for a few months even the idea of you as this so-called human that he or she was born on this planet Earth and evolved from apes out of slime and slop and that there are others. I lost most of all my attachments for a while and in a way you do die or should I say what you held as a belief for all this time. Maybe call it your identity of whom you have been building all your life. Loss of identity or identity loss. I don't like the term ego death. This has only happened to me once on my second trip it was like having amnesia until I picked all my pieces up which took about 40 minutes to recover my identity. After that, I always was me or retained my identity to some degree. even when all my humanity had gone God is always God. I remember one time I went through what one could call insanity I experienced depression and all types of mental illnesses when I was on high doses of psychedelics and you have to go with it and let go. I got to see and feel what it was like from that point of view. So I had a new appreciation and understanding and respect of what it is like to live from that state of consciousness. Even what it is like to be a female for a few hours was one of the most beautiful experiences. Through all this, I always chose Love over everything, and I always will. You see Love is the very fabric of existence that is not built into existence it is the very nature the essence the very foundation of what you are is infinite Love. I chose to go back into the dream. And yes, you have to ground yourself and surround yourself with what made you human, to begin with, and It is not easy though once you awaken it is hard to undo it. The choice is yours and you will not even be in the same place and once you go beyond a certain point there is no going back to the same reality. And you may or more than likely lose your sanity for a time. You may be made aware of certain things that will conflict with your morals and ethics and I am not talking about solipsism. Although solipsism was still a bit of a shock I overcame it a few years ago. I would still be cautious but that is me. There is one thing I never mentioned on the biggest trips I had I didn't come back unscathed. I had well-developed OCD but the worst type I would not wish it upon anyone it took me a few days to work out what I had. The funny thing is I never had any symptoms of it and no mental illness runs in our family I have done a lot of drugs all my life. Even the doctor could not believe it. So late in the game, I went on SSRI for the past year and in that time I have taken a 7-gram dose of mushrooms well on SSRIs. It didn't seem to affect me. I would never recommend any of you do this ever. Although psilocybin has been shown to effectively treat depression in some cases and a number of other mental health conditions, there are some antidepressant medications that could have dangerous or undesirable interactions with the substance. It has taken me about a year and a half to come back and I am only now starting to ground myself. But then again I am imagining all this. Not so easy is it once you have broken through your own illusions your own traps within traps your own games and your imaginary mind. All this time you have only been chasing me you are me I am you.

Well, I did for a while feel fear only when I was doing massive doses. It is normal to feel fear or a bit of anxiety which is a good thing. I don't really feel fear anymore. You have to overcome your fears and maybe start off with 0.1 of a gram and slowly build your way up to what you are comfortable with. I microdosed for about 6 months sometimes I would overdo it but it didn't bother me. You have to find that harmonious balance of mind, and body, that works for you. So everyone is different and one microdose for you may be different for someone else. So you may need more or you may need less and you will find that out for yourself. I did the Stamets Stack about 3 years ago. This consists of psilocybin, Lion’s mane, and niacin combined to improve cognition and brain health. Niacin also known as Vitamin B3, is the generic name for nicotinic acid. Niacin can carry the molecules of psilocybin and lion's mane across the blood-brain barrier and distribute them into the endpoints of the nervous system, enhancing their benefits. So four days on and three days off to avoid building tolerance to psilocybin. Complete a four-week cycle and take a two to four-week break before restarting the process. I just had it 4 days on then I would take a few days off, and then I may even take a low dose on the weekends. I would not recommend this but it's entirely up to you. Psilocybin mushrooms – low dose = 0.1 g, medium dose = 0.1–0.3 g, high dose is  ≥  0.3 g of dried mushrooms. Beginners or those users trying Stamet's stack for the first time should start with low or medium-dose recommendations. Lion’s mane mushrooms – 5 to 20 grams of the 1% concentration. Niacin (Vitamin B3) – 100 to 200 milligrams. I would do 0.4 to 0.5 of a gram every 3 to 4 days then in another 2 days to what I would call a small dose of 2 to 3 grams on the weekend but that is me everyone will be different. Niacin can cause an allergic reaction and can interact with alcohol and other drugs like antidiabetic medications. For health reasons, it is not recommended for people with Liver disease; Kidney disease; Diabetes; Gout; or Peptic ulcer disease. There are few studies about niacin in pregnant women, lactating mothers, seniors, and children. Whoops when I did a few big doses I would take niacin did not know it could interact with alc.

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That's symbolized by how cats are really aliens and goes back to the ancient Egyptian alien God Bastet, who was also known in Ailuros (Koinē Greek: αἴλουρος, lit. 'cat') No it has nothing to do with the Masons but makes a good conspiracy theory though.

It's just another conspiracy theory. And if it does exist, the Illuminati is apparently so good at staying hidden that it’s unlikely anyone will ever find it.

Perhaps what he means is they are so highly developed and evolved and their consciousness is so advanced that it eclipses everything. That is to say, it is so complex to fathom or even grasp even when we are in high states of consciousness that when one connects to them it is so profoundly and unexpectedly perplexingly incomprehensibly and bizarre and their world is so different from anything one could ever experience or imagine that it just blows your mind to the point of insanity. Or he tapped into an alien mind that went insane and he experienced it. In the meantime, you will have to wait until he brings the course out. The funny thing is when I connected to infinite intelligence it was not human nor am I.

I have studied Leo for a few years now he pretty much has it all right. He knows the truth. And for some of us, you will really have to delve deep into psychedelics.

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