Jehovah increases

My Mind

This happened without any psychedelics and there is so much more. Had this in my mind a few weeks back what is beyond the beyond talk about in-sync? I have a vested interest in blue chip shares, especially which I own a few of and certain cryptos. One day I will talk about the best ones to invest in. Diversification is key and one that pays good dividends. I'm having fun with TRX Tron at the moment. Ethereum looks right to invest in atm. The problem is you have to stayin' for the long haul when they go down don't freak out and start selling. The other thing is as said don't put your eggs into one basket. Bitcoin is the future. ETH will hit 7 to 8 grand maybe 10 in the next few years. And so will BTC will go 120 thousand perhaps more in the next few years. Think this way you buy when they go down and look at it as an opportunity. God likes a punt once in a while. Few bets on the next president of the USA. The exchange rate of AUD to USD is another way to make money. Fortescue Ltd ASX: FMG ASX: CBA for dividends EXR.ASX this one is a bit of a gamble. AMZN.NAS is one of the best ones for me. Always have a backup plan for Blue chip shares just in case. Step the fuck down Woodside.

How do I start this about 2yearss ago I had been having the worst hemorrhoids that I had ever had in my life I have only had them once before. They lasted for about 6 months and they became so bad I was nearly passing out that is how painful it was and the pain would last 5 to six hours a night after I had gone to the toilet. This is when I was drinking over a 1-liter bottle of Wild Turkey every day for about 5 months and I was not eating. I started throwing up nearly every day and I had been in and out of the hospital and said you had better stop drinking or you won't have too many years left and that was kind of the point. So I tried to curve my drinking I didn't mind if I went in my sleep but it's not like that is it actually it's one of the worst ways to go and see the more you drink the faster the withdrawals become and really have to knock your self out every day. It all began that had 5 months before had been so great and this also led to an overdose of sleeping pills. It was the worst state of consciousness I have ever been in I woke up feeling like a zombie I would rather have a bad trip any day which I have not really had but maybe once near the end of the trip everything started to loop. Anyway, the pain was so great I just wanted to drink myself to death. One night my hemorrhoids got so bad I took some oxy cotton which I had gotten from my last visit to the hospital for the hemorrhoids and diazepam which I had gotten from my doctor. I had not been to the hospital since I was 8 because my appendix had burst and I had to have it out it was just before Christmas so I had to spend it in the hospital. So it had been 28-30 years at least since I had gone. My generation is kind of like my fathers really stubborn when it comes to going to the hospital I would only go when I am nearly on our last leg. You see I grew up in the 80s when if you had a problem with someone you would sort it out after school not like this lame guttles troll crap with online bullies no you would lay them out or you would be laid out and in the end become good friends all at least respect one another. And when you would go to parties nearly every weekend with your mates and pick up. I don't what has happened to the generations after 2000 but we didn't have all this online stuff on how to pick up a woman or man it just came naturally. You would go to a party get stoned drunk or whatever and start chatting to a girl and just being yourself. I never really had a problem with picking up girls although I was quite shy nor did I have a manual we just watched the 80s and 90s movies and learned from there. Going back to this night I started seeing images on the roof of my ceiling I was staying in my brother's old room where I would often visit my parents on the weekend just to catch up with them and stay the night if I had drunk too much. Plus I still have a few X-boxes and all the Nintendo and PlayStation there. Even the old Atari and a computer I bought when I stayed there. I was looking after my father because my mum was in hospital where she ended up being there for 8 months. My father was not doing too well after my fiance had passed in my bro's old bedroom I had bought a new bed for my fiance for when we stayed there. one Friday night we both tried to resuscitate her then the paramedics came and worked on her for over an hour and a half then the cops were called and I ended up in hospital escorted by the police and had to knock me out. Anyway, this deeply affected my father and me for some reason, he blamed himself for her passing and he started drinking and not eating, and ended up in the hospital which he had not been to for like 60 years. And I thought my generation was stubborn. Going back to that night I could see these images all around the walls in the bedroom then I started feeling really hot obviously I had a really high temp then I started to get diarrhea and I ended up going 10 times up and down and the pain was so bad and then when I urinated I started hurting. I have never had this before. Do I have an STD? I ended up going to sleep woke up in the morning got on the computer then this voice started talking to me. What the hell is going on I asked to whom am I speaking and this female voice replied I am the mushroom. I went great I am having some sort of auditory hallucination flashback so to speak. Then the voice said that I am an alien race about 30 million years old and had bioengineered the mushrooms and spread them through the Universe to open up a telepathic way to communicate with other beings. I believe I thought this could be fun. I started asking all these questions and I asked when humanity destroys all flora and fauna and she said in the year 2098 I was very upset by this because I am so connected to nature and all that exists within it ever since I was young. I also asked how many aliens have crashed on Earth she said that there had only been two and one of them was the Roswell incident. Then she showed me and asked did it survived and how we humans tortured it which made me cry and it passed. And I cursed all humans and said I would create a universe free from humans and have nature and higher evolved beings. Then she said we have been watching you since birth and been looking for me throughout the universe and that I was the real God. And how I was the only one that could find this planet and this is where I came into being. I believe I said something like you do know that this is a dream and you are imagining this planet just like am imagining you at this moment. There is no planet of origin where I came into existence. So it became the lost planet. And I thought here we go I have finally lost it what next. She goes you know I can read all your thoughts. Great I said then you have been observing me all this time and you all the porn I have looked at. What are you some universal alien bioengineered mushroom perverted freaks? We know everything about you remember that big trip you had and it took you about an hour and a half to come down then it took months to normalize yourself and that dream you had of the mushroom people who are really aliens that took you to that planet that was us. I remember that dream okay and I said God loves to dream and be left be. Then she says your fiance's that had passed 4 months ago is in the year 2098 that's where you go when you leave this dream. I said now you are really dreaming. Somehow I started to delude myself and started believing this nonsense and how they were going to rescue her with the help of this guy who grew up in 2098 and he was on his way to see me. Then she started showing me images of her which I could see in my mind and she was housed in a bubble within a massive dome and this is where everyone goes. I guess the dome was like some kind of prison then this guy started talking to me saying telepathy and he is going to help get my fiance out with the help of the mushroom people. So I was seeing her through the eyes of the mushroom people in the year 2098 and how she hated being in this dome. And she had her own home and she was not fitting in with anyone else. I remember her saying what when you die you end up in the year 2098 in a bubble in a prison what the hell I have become the bubble girl.

Destiny

Can one go beyond such attachment limits? No not those attachments.

God is awake.......................... Insanity I have gone through it a few times. It is such a long story where does one start.

Waite until this You have used 48.81 MB of your 48.83 MB attachment limit. Is there a way to increase one's attachment limit? And there is no reply. I do my best.

Am I still in contact with the source or infinite intelligence? Who will be the next president of America I already know. Well I hope I do This is the way. I thought about this for 10 minutes. If I could be anyone in the world and I mean anyone. So whom would I choose I would always pick myself always. You can have an experience without movement. God looking back at God.

'tis chameleon, my friend.

I would never condone such violence upon any human. Think about this supposedly Lee Harvey Oswald got off three shots with an old Italian bolt action rifle in only six seconds on a moving target that was 250 feet away and scored two hits. I believe he was a Marine, it almost sounds impossible. And that was in 1963. Nowadays in 2024, we have Self-aiming' or targeting rifles which I had no idea existed until a few days ago. Anyway, Go figure.

I agree it was silly of me to be silly and yes death will be a pretty important 'event' in my Life lol. I also had another choice which I chose and that was Love.

I would say in a way everything is an experience. Very likely if that was the case.

I Have never been into any Spiritual Ideologies or religion. But I do like one of them. Yes for entertainment I do agree.

I have no need for any spiritual ideas anymore actually I never did. This is from direct experiences, not fantasies. Yes it is best that one proceeds in the absence of spiritual ideologies to not befuddle the waters.

Well, every time I have awoken I have had a choice I guess I will find out.

I am not on the same plane of existence as you. Each to their own.

Your imaging Karma it does not exist in my world good luck with that. I am already aware that I am not the body and I have chosen to stay in the dream twice already. The 3rd time I will leave.

I have my own for which I have written and most if not all is from my direct experience. What matters not who wrote it but I can verify it.

You already are infinite consciousness you are just not aware of that from your limited frame of reference. These are all conceptual constructions of your own imagination your biological background story of being a human or your biographical, finite sense of self is a conceptual construction of your own imagination. You're imagining or projecting reality into existence. You and reality are one. There is nothing but infinite states of consciousness. That's all that reality is.

Yes infinity it already is infinite. without beginning or end. It always was forever forever.

I wouldn't say it is a dream I would say every state of consciousness is as real as real can be. From your own subject POV of course. And some people would just off you without talking about dreams. I know what exists call it what you will. I actually don't mind Sadhguru. Is he awake well you have to answer that for yourselves.

I already know this there is no self. God dreams for a reason and you will never get it. A bundle of stupid and dumb desires and thoughts that are coming from the consciousness without that you could not wright what you just did. I would call it infinite intelligence or source if you have ever awoken which I don't think most of you have you are instantly connected to Infinite intelligence and it is not human nor am I. Once you awaken you know you are God because it is all you.

You can become so awake that you know you are creating reality. God directs it all. And yes it is absolute perfection perhaps God is biased. Nothing is impossible to God.