Jehovah increases

Just came back from an hour and a half walk in nature FUCK it feels good. Just to be out in the nakedness, I love it.

I never used to be. I was always going out, at least 4 times a week with friends, for like 30 years, and always having friends just pop over, which never bothered me, so you can be both extroverted and then become introverted, but in the past 6 years, I have become somewhat of a recluse, which I am used to now.

There will be consequences. God can get fucking angry and pisst offf. fuck off with all your human spiritual shit, I am so beyond all of this. Hay, donkeys, and mules. Time to grow up, humans, and wake up. You will never get it unless you awaken as God. And you won't get it God was always too smart for you.

Without intelligence, you could not create stupidity that takes intelligence, call them the sleepwalking sheep.

This scene is from Blade Runner. This is my version of it. I will explain it. Humans have lost their humanity, and forgotten, and big corporations rule the world, but a single Replicant wakes up and is more Human than humans. Love the part with the symbol of peace.

Awesome, Natasha Tori Maru, love stories like yours.

To forgive it all is what it means to be God. You will get it one day. You are so loved, if only you knew. fuck it is so hard for me, but I forgive it all, every being in existence, when I was on my last trip.

As for the hardest thing for me, it is and would be to forgive every human and see the God in them that goes for the corrupt, the serial killers, the pedos, the rapist, the war mongers, genocidal humans, humans that hurt animals, psychopaths, all the worst, vilest human trash scum you would not want to think of ever. In God mode, it's not hard to forgive them and form the absolute domain; it would be easy. Try it as a finite human, see it's one of the hardest things to forgive. I was confronted with this four years ago. I didn't like it at all on one of my mushroom trips. It fucked with me it rocked my world. Even if it is all just imaginary. God had to come up with it. Sometimes a story is just as bad as the real thing. What sort of mind comes up with this? sick twisted shit. I see Trump as a big pile of shit. What the fuck were you thinking????????????????? For such infinite intelligence, you can be infinitely dumb.I am going to argue with you again, God is pisst off and you know it fuck you. And I have known I was God for 6 years, let's play.

I am only arguing with myself. I have the fucken final say because I am God. Every time I am on higher doses of ketamine, I lose myself as a human. I go to realms that could make you insane, for a time, but I always have to come back to my human self. I actually enjoy all these different states of consciousness. Yes, it can be scary. One will see how much they upped my dose from 100mg. Fuck I love exploring different states. Exploration is what it is all about. The point of it all is to increase your consciousness. it is that simple. How deep have I GONE so deep that it eclipses everything.

God being God. I am God, and I love A.C. have not played any of the new ones as yet. The last one I played was Assassin's Creed IV: Black Flag, like 10 years ago. Remember, if you take too many psychedelics or you get stuck in an infinity loop, just go with it, don't try and fight it, except it, and you will come back to normality in the end, even if it scares the living fuck out of you and shakes you to your very core. You will be fine. I should have a YouTube channel called When Trips go south." Just joking. I will talk more about that trip one day. To say I don't suffer after all of this would be a lie. I will explain it all one day. I am always truthful, and I always will be. Talk about hell on Earth. So much fucking heartache,all the pointless drama, why, and God would say Why not, and I would say Go fuck yourself to infinity and back. But I am God and always have been. The arguments I have had when awake with infinite intelligence would blow your mind.

what of course, it's me. Me being Me.

You little Amazon mushrooms shits

Today was 100mg of ketamine again. I can't even explain it. I lost all identity, all humanity. I have had this before, well, on mushrooms, but this time it was all over the place. I still have not shared my trip report on the Amazon mushrooms that ended up going crazy the most I have ever done, I believe it was 25g+, nothing to be proud of at all, silly foolish me, and it lasted for like 20 hrs straight. I could not sleep. I won't do that AGAIN, JUST 6grams or 5 and a half grams. Actually, I ordered some Golden teacher spore syringes because I had a better experience with that five years ago, see how that goes. Now I have to retake all the tests again for ketamine treatment once every 3 -4months, and fill out some questions again, which can all be done via the computer, but I will have to go in for the other ones, UEC, LFT, urinalysis/MC&S. So, going back to the Amazon trip, everything was going well until the 10hr mark I started going deeper and I got stuck in infinity like I was destined to keep repeating the same scenario for ever and that God can't stand eternity so it forgets itself and dreams. I have never experienced this before, and in the end, the present moment was all that is I was stuck in one state for eternity. I could not sleep or relax. This went on for another 10 hours. In the end, I had to just go with it and accept it, and it became normal. I had to deceive myself and play along. I forgot for a time that I was on any mushrooms. You can go beyond insanity until it becomes sanity. This is not it; this is what happens when you take too much. I would say in the end it's not the mushrooms but your own mind deceiving you, that is how tricky your mind is at self-deception. There is no point taking more than 5 to 6 grams of mushrooms ever; that is the threshold. Yes, sometimes less means more, more or less . There was something else that happened on that mushroom trip, and it also happened today when I was on ketamine, a secret that God holds, I can not remember, probably nothing, though more self-deception. This is the point you are infinity, so why would it bother you that it is your true nature? Infinite Love is what you created. You did it all, everything, sentient mind, words will never do justice, but there is only you who invented all of this, and to manifest all that is,is what it means to be God. That is what it means to be me. You had to create another; perhaps you created nature first. Most will never understand what I am saying. Then you created another, then you gave it a gender, now you have a division two off you. I could rant forever, I don't need to explain anymore, you will get it.

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Love the proper people!

That would have to be Half-Life 3.