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Bump. just wanted do update. i started working out and being physically fit really helps. probably now my testosterone levels are higher and i am not really scared, but also source of being scared is not active now. one thing stayed inside me. i become emotionally cold and warm at the same time. i became better person and worse. sometimes i want to do really bad things, but i am doctor so i help people. i help people to get better. it really makes me better, but i want to do really bad things to someone who do not respect me or did bad things to me. said bad things. these kind of thoughts stays in my mind. it's always there. my dark side is getting stronger. but still i am feeling quite good. much better than before.

Naah... you have still long way to enlightenment

Interesting story. Think about your dreams(not too hard) they are cool and they are saying too much

@Philip It's impossible. yeah it's just a one line but it's just an impossible.

We all gonna die.

@An actualizer Look at your posture stand up straight

@Hillary Kapan Examples about what? Just learn any interesting and useful language. German,french,Spanish and russian. it's really good habit when you are learning a new language. it's very good for your brain memory and it's cool when you can speak in many languages. you can read original(not translated) books and off course travelling is great because you can communicate.

Humans MUST END!

I think it does not matter if someone is "helping" you. you are alone and only you can walk on your healing way

Well... who knows?

Learn new useful language.

Workout Get D vitamin with sun Get enough sleep I like adrenaline too cut sugar

It has many benefits you can see here http://www.medicaldaily.com/benefits-cold-showers-7-reasons-why-taking-cool-showers-good-your-health-289524

@Rosie Well you should find out. at least it's very funny.

Just go on.