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@Natasha Tori Maru Thanks, this was great! 👍

@Puer Aeternus Yes, I believe this is the value Leo brings with his teachings. His gift has always seemed to me his ability to cut through the bullshit and fluf talk and get straight to the point. I believe it's also how he questioned everything and refused to fall into self delusions which then resonates in his work. His ability to show the interconnectedness of varying fields is also very unique. Other teachers (Bhuddists, taoists, Hindus, NDE experiencers, Psyconauts etc) usually get hung up on a set of values and beliefs about how life is. Often it's that they haven't gone deep enough, or questioned their own worldview enough, or even been open minded enough to other perspectives that they become stuck in one way of viewing reality. Studying various teachers and schools of thought it was always in the back of my mind, this can't be it...what you're teaching...how do you reconcile with this other teacher and these other beliefs? I came into this work with radical openmindedness but this is a double edged sword because without CLEAR guidance you can spend an entire life trying to find answers or just give up all together in frustration. This is another thing Leo offers which is quite unique. He offers the mind a clear path to god realization (and beyond) guiding the intellect through the pitfalls and traps of every other school of thought along the way. All other schools of thought are completely blind to their flaws.

This is the lady in charge of the UFO & Epstein Department at the white house. Haven't listened to it yet.

I understand what you mean. Recently I've been reading a book on Leo's playlist about empathy and have recognised I actually have very low levels of empathy for others which could lead to a lack of interest in their lives too. I used to struggle a lot with listening to others. Nowadays I'm much better but all conversations end the same way. They all end up feeling empty to me because nothing of importance (regarding deep topics) was ever discussed. I listen and gain little to nothing from these conversations. It ends up feeling like I must have conversations with people to maintain relationships to secure my survival (we all need people we can rely on in difficlt times). I have 2 close friends. One who is open to having these convos and I'm blessed to have him in my life and another friend who is just stuck in his life and barely mastering survival. I try to help him giving him advice but never go deep into anything else. With all other people relationships are superficial at best.

This is good insights. My usual meals revolve around a pot of mixed vegetables or a super salad to which both I add 70-90 different plants. I just mix it all together but it is very true that sometimes a much simpler meal with fewer ingredients (mash potatoes with green beans) is much tastier and maybe according to your theory also healthier as the body does not have to work as hard. The only downside is that this is so complicated to achieve and really can easily lead to neurotic behaviour in people I believe. PS: I'm extremely health conscious individual that's why the 70-90 plants in a meal (also my wallet is very light buying all those varied plants 😂. I've been doing this for the past 8 years or so.) No processed foods, sugar, low sodium salt, water filtration, air filtration, exercise daily, mineral sunscreen whenever outdoors, no plastic cuttlery or non stick, eco wash powders and cleaning products, red lights around the house at night, 14h fasts etc etc.

Or move to Northland in New Zealand where I live. Mild summers and very Mild winters too 😂. I must admit a part of me felt the same as spiral wizard about this topic until I realised who gives a F where you live, it's just a reflection of my own shadow and insecurities that I project on to other.

Yeah, I never for a second believed he would reveal any secrets. Just think about it... it's Trump we're talking about here. You just pay him a huge sum of money all hush hush and his corrupt ass will prentend it's not a big deal like in his own words in that video 😂. I truly believe that he only said he was going to resolve the NJ drone mystery to get people to reelect him. I don't believe he ever took the subject seriously. In my view it's quite possible that this new agency he's dedicated to revealing UFO and Epstein files is all a big front, keep the people happy ya know... Just my conspiracy ideas here people, don't take me seriously though could be I'm completely wrong.

Bisi https://youtube.com/@bisimedia A good channel about the history of Africa. Another user shared the channel on another thread but I thought I'd share it here again. Lot's of great examples of corruption.

Chad: Interesting fact: It also has the most polluted air in the world.

Thanks for the share, have saved it to the watch later list on YT. 👍

I think this would be a great idea. I'm not currently doing heavy metal chelation but may go for it some point. What about moving this thread to the health and nutrition sub-forum however?

@Salvijus Must get them excited before you reveal the price tag jejeje. Yeah thanks good advice.

Yes true

@meta_male Thanks. I believe the way I've said and framed this is wrong. At no point do I believe actualized.org is any more special than other great teachings out there, it's that he's packaged it well that people don't have to spend years of their lives lost reading books trying to figure out what life is all about. Before finding actialized.org, I'd spend years trying to understand the mystery of life through hundreds of books and I wasn't any closer to an understanding. The Taoists said one thing, Bhuddists another, so did the Hindus, The mystics of islam another...then don't get me started on the psychologists, the neuroscients and the scientists who stidied consciousness. The Shamans, the NDE experiencers, the psyconauts and it goes on and on. It was all such a mess, there was so much cryptic unclear language used, and all I ended up was more confused than ever. Nope, I'm not trying to convert anyone into anything. It's just very lonely being unable to have conversations with people and to not be able to get past even the opening remarks on this topic that intrests you without the individual dismissing the topic entirely. I believe the solution to be: 1. Get better friends (find people open minded enough that might listen all the way through even if ultimately they tell me that I'm full of shit). 2. Do the work as Natasha says and eventually not have a need to tell others about what I'm up to. Do the work and be content in being. Still... it's a lonely journey.

@Natasha Tori Maru Interesting...thanks. I don't like the way Jeremy Corbell does his show it feels like like he's acting the whole way through and it's sorta off putting, but he has said great things that came to pass before 👍.

Regarding the latest posts on robots I was having a phone conversation with a friend some months back talking about how in the near future everyone will be able to afford a robot in their home to cook, clean, look after the baby etc. and how we would all be bitching and moaning that we couldn't go live on Mars with Elon Musk and all his billionaire friends. 😂 Humans will never be satisfied. Our lives will be so much more incredible with robots around but think of rich people today who have maids and cleaners, gardeners (many of them are still miserable) and this is because they never do this actualized.org work and so shall it be with robots. We will be spoiled rotten in abundance and yet we will keep bitching and moaning. Well some of us anyways, I don't want to generalize.

What's the latest with our aliens bro's people? I've been looking around but nothing good so far. Ross blabing about speculative theories, Area52 nothing noteworthy of late and Jesse Michael brings on neuroscients speaking out his ass about aliens on psychedelics...😮‍💨. I NEED MY ALIENS FIX! But nothing good lately. At least Leo has a few new Alien books on his booklist keeping me occupied. I still can't make up my mind if any of this stuff is real or just mass delusion. I've been looking at this topic on and off since 2020. Everybody in this space has so many different weird and wacky theories but at least it's a source of entertainment on an afternoon off.

@ExploringReality Hello friend, what resources would you recommend to an absolute begginer who wants to get started with kriya yoga? I'd like to learn about it and give it a go too as I've heard it can radically shift your state. Also what effects have you personally experienced? I am recently becoming more interested in raising my base level of consciousness. Thanks

Hey everybody. As the title reads I have now attempted several times Leo's experiment of looking at an object ( in this case my hand) with great focus for an extended period of time. I will describe my results below and will leave questions in the final section. Min 3-5: As I am intensly staring at a signle point on my hand, slowly the outline and edge of my hand (starting with my fingers and slowly working it's way up) begin to be enveloped in a white light, blurring the boundary beetween my hand and the background. Also the skin on my hand begins to become waivy like like it's moving and morphing while reamaining in it's place at the same time. I am only able to witness this from the periferals of my vision as all my focus is on a single point on my hand. Throughout the experience this single point stays in focus however. Min 5-10: Slowly the edges of my hand and the background begin to merge into a type of white light, the distinction beetween background, foreground and hand begin to become blurred. My brain is struggling to deal with this. Like a camera lense that wont focus my eyes and brain keep trying to bring the hand back into focus. It's becoming increasingly difficult to focus on the single point on my hand (which remains in focus and looking like skin on a hand) as my brain screams for me to switch focus to the rest of my hand that's quicly dissapearing into white light along with the background and foreground. I am also starting to make out tiny fractal patterns in the white light. Min 15-20: This is as long as I lasted. At this point there where quick moments millisecond in duration in which parts of my entire vision in one eye gets envepoled in this white light. My brain is starting to loose focus from the point on my hand and every time I look away from my point of focus my hand reappears in it's entirety. however the second I bring focus back to my point of focus the hand is again enveloped in a whitish light. I feel it's hard to start to make a distinction beetween the border of my hand and the couch on which it is resting. I tried to do what Leo suggested of slowly moving my hand but every time I shifted focus away from my one point the entire hand came straight back into focus. I have now done this a couple of times. These have been my results. That same day I did a 30mg dose of 5 meo dmt and tried the experiment again (Note I've never had realizations of infinity on 5meo dmt either) the same thing happened when i retired the experiemnt while on the substance however it was much quicker to get to this state around min 5-10 instead took less that a minute. My Questions: Does this process sound correct to others who have attempted this experiment? I did not have any realizations into the nature of infinity and I'm wondering is it that I have to keep trying to extend these sessions beyond 20min to 1-2 hours to realize something? It all felt more like a trick of the eyes, an optical illusion. What can I do differently next time? Thank you

Quite true sir.

What about the original experience I described in the post? Is this all just self delusion? An effect of the eyes? The merging into white light? Anyone could answer this question for me?

@freddyteisen Yesterday I tried to do the experiment again on a low dose of 5mg of 5meo and I can report at least in my case it was still quite challenging. I must be very lost in Maya. 😅 Moving my hand around proved much more difficult as almost every time my mind immediately reasociated it as "my hand" when movement was detected. However there were few instances were I did notice that what was before me wasn't "a hand" but un unknown. This was sorta freaky and like member MutedMiles has described above. I will keep practicing and report back.

Thank you very much Leo! 🙏

@Inliytened1 Thank you