LoneWonderer

If the case is true (I haven't watched the vid you sent through) it is very dissapointing indeed. Bashar to join in the ranks of fraudsters throughout history who played us to their own advantage.

I don't know, I hope so! hahaha sounds like a great time you had!

I dance very well. I am ashamed of dancing in public so no one has seen it! I will volunteer at tantric festival in Sweden next year so people will then see it! I am going out of my comfort zone to grow! Yay, hero's journey!

Ok, gotta admit it's looking pretty cool 👌

VERY similar journey to yours friend. When I saw Leo's spiral dynamics and ego stages of development I was mindblow and suddenly things just fell in place. All these dissconenected things I was so consufed about I saw in society finally made sense. I'd say where I differed to you is I've been very reclusive and people averse most of my life so I didn't seek people out per se but saw them and experienced the different ideas of spiral stages from a distance through books, documentaries, somewhat limited interactions with my mom's friends and school classmates. I was mostly raised in a stage green envrioment at home while my whole school upbringing was typical stage orange western style education. I saw the limits of both green and orange at a young age (16-17) and then got hooked on green hippie culture through many books and channels like Infinite waters. I transitioned into some yellow ways of thinking only thanks to actualized.org. I never heard of spiral dynamics before Leo and most likely would have never found it withought him. Before Leo and his teachings I was very confused about all these varying perspectives. Which is the right one? Who's is most correct? Who do I listen to? This thing this person says I resonate with but then I don't with these other things they say? It was all so confusing! I was unable to connect the idea that there was partial and limited truth in every one of the perspectives, to take the important parts of each as a way of forming your own holistic worldview. When I was younger I was also more dogmatic (on green and orange matters from my upbringing in school and at home). Spiral dynamics and all of Leo's work has helped me gain elevation and drop much of my doggedness. Now my biggest problem is actually being dogmatic about things that matter! It's become very hard as I just can't take many things seriously anymore! Some things do require that seriousness however and for me it has become a judgment of standing up for things that help make the world a more loving and caring place for all living being and trying to align my life and my work in such a manner. Ultimately at the highest frame (The god frame) it doesn't matter what you do, who you help or don't, it's all perfection unfolding forever (I saw infinity of LSD). However I'm not there yet in my development. I still want to strive to make the percieved world a better place for all and help in my infinitessimaly small way to bring love and balance about in my short stint on this earth. Yes, I still prob have stage red and blue shadow as I nearly never interact with such people in society and avoid them if I can. I did flat for 6 months with a born again christian lady and it was ok except for the fact she was completly paradigm locked. We never spoke of religion or her and my beliefs. Kept the relationship nice and cordial...Like "hey that's some great weather we're having today". Same at work. I work for a stage orange/green buisness and I just conform to survive. Can't be spewing mystical smishtical teachings at work...ya know. *I almost never write lengthy post like this on the forum, must've felt inspired today or something...

@Cubbage Hey Thanks for sharing. Great report. Short and straight to the point.

Yeah Thanks man, I think I need that type of experience and get that stuff through my system. I can know very profound stuff, be killer at stage orange work, but then I've been a complete failure socially, and it's time I fixed all that or otherwise I'll just continue feeling miserable.

Hey does anyone have experience with this commumity? I'm actually seriously considering doing a longer 7-9 month volunteering stint here in feb or march 2027 to grow myself socially. I'd love to learn what your experiences where like. I found their project independantly this past week and was super surprised there when searching more info on the community on google this actualized.org thread came up. Seems like it's all about exploring connection,growth, emotional processing, sexuality etc. Typical stage green stuff but they seem to have good reviews and even have a European Solidarity corps volunteering program. Probably a little out there but exactly the kind of shock therapy to the system exposure I need. The project seems quite safe from as far as I can tell. I have recently handed in my long term resignation at work as I stopped growing and felt severly stuck. Since then I have been looking for great growth opportunities and this one stands out as being quite excellent for someone like me who is quite reclusive and struggles socially. I am 27 years old now (28 prob when I join this project or similar) I feel that if I don't make this move in my life now it'll be too late and I'll be too old to connect with the younger people who attend such places. Project website below: https://www.angsbacka.com/

@ButtersThanks for sharing your experience ❤️

Yes, seems you're quite correct here that it is just a rendering of a triangle. Short video below.

wow bro...shit. I'm sorry man. You are loved and appreciated always.

oooo interesting...Will watch 👍

@OBElerYeah, sure, some of those have been filmed yes. It also goes back to the point @Cubbage made above. Some of these objects seem to manipulate the space around them (as if they're not fully in our dimension). Anyways that's a theory anyhow. What that seems to do if proven correct is create a distortion field around them that our cameras which operate capturing light bouncing off objects are unable to properly capture. Our smartphones capture the light of the distortion field and then when reviewing the footage you just see a blurry mess.

Never interacted with you @Emerald but I saw the depth of many of your posts on here. Community loosing a valuable member...I wish you all the best on your growth journey!

I will make my top list of movies and biggests flops of 2026 closer to December time. Stay tuned.

@OBElerThe whole smartphone debater has been heavily debunked. These objects move faster, further and often times on different wave frequencies than smartphones can capture. These blurry videos are the best our most state of the art military can capture with the best camera and tracking technology available to man. Not something that can be easily or even possibly captured by our current smartphone tech.

@CubbageWhat resources out there on why they take the form they do? Or are these insights you've had on higher states of being?

@Leo Gura Thank you for sharing!

@Butters What was your experience like in the end? Do let us know.

I saw Wildwood yesterday in the cinema from the studio that brought you Coraline. It's got it's charm to it...

Yes, things seem to have slowed down atm and no new updates. The podcast bros are doing the rounds because "gotta put out something...gotta feed the fam' (family) somehow". I'm in that energy conservation mode too atm just waiting around seeing if Ross or one of these guys drops something big on us again...give us a bone to chew on so as to say...In the meantime I'll read some reviews on that Jay Stratton book when it comes out or something...see what people have to say about his revelations on the matter.

@Leo Gura You do an excellent job in communicating through the blog in my op. I really mean that.

Hey thanks for sharing this one. I've known parts of this story through various books and audio podcasts like the NY times but it was good to get the visual element of this Johnny Harris video.

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New trailer just dropped. Looks nothing like the original Narnia movies. Reeks of dissapointment, open to being pleasently suprised though once it hits theaters.