LoneWonderer

I already know all that dude. I'm not a victim in any way btw, just venting some frustrations that I AM actively working on. Of course everything you've written in your initial post is true but actualizing such a life and worldview is not an easy thing to do, and must be worked on every day.

Dude I'm sorry but I don't fully agree with you. I'm not more special or a treasure for knowing all this shit. If anything it's made my life that much more difficult. I can't communicate my thoughts with almost anyone except for maybe on this forum, I've become ever more of a recluse. It doesn't make me special knowing this stuff. I'm still full of faults, attachments, biases, corruptions etc. Do I know more than the average Joe about the nature of reality? Sure, but it's just made life much more lonely now. And yes, I can go out and socialize about other stuff with normies and go out and have fun and do conformist stuff, and I do. I am not any more special or unique to anyone else. If one thing I hope to take from this work is now knowing about all the many ways and reasons people suffer through all their different biases, attachments, corruptions, falsehoods etc, I can lend a helping hand or be there for those who are open to receiving help. This is what I hope I can do for others through this work. Edit: It's like waaaay past my bedtime when I'm writing this, I know you're talking about from the highest perspective of consciousness and boundless state and I'm referring to the lower ego based perspective. Now with that good night to you good sir!

@Dima are you Russian? We have the same name btw

The new movie Dust Bunny is quite cute and has a engaging story. https://m.imdb.com/title/tt23172090/

@Leo Gura Thank you 🙏

@Leo Gura Hi Leo, I have started doing a simple spinal breathing exercise this year, focusing on bringing attention of energy flowing from base of spine to head. I aim to get to a steady 1h a day practice. Just wondering if this one exercise is valid as my only Kriya yoga technique? Thank you Also small side note, thank you for all the amazing work you do! 🙏

@EvanRep Damn man you really know how to kill a chill vibe

Leo did once something along the lines of: I'm a spiritual mouse scurrying in beetween the floorboards. Yeah definetly starting to see some of them rodent features for sure! 👍 This thing crawling through the hole in your bedroom at 3am... WTF the Internet is amazing!

Dude what an absolute butchering of Leo's Face 😂 He looking super smug in that first image, judging us all mere mortals!

That's what I'm secretly hoping for too 😁

down with capitalism, power to the people! ✊✊✊ Jk, Jk of course

Check it out, check it!

My man watched too much stranger things jkjk I mean whatever floats your boat man...I go to the cinema a lot as my disconnecting activity from life no judgment.

Nice! Looking foward!

"what" creates seperation from oneness. "What" is a duality. Like everything else "what" is also a part of everything. Lastly "what" is a human notion understood from a human state of consciousness.

When I was young 4-5 years old my brother and I where in a orphanage. I never knew my real parents or remembered them. One day at 4 years old talking with one of the teachers about how I came to be at that orphanage she told me I had been born to parents. I looked at her and told her "I wasn't born to anyone, I just came into existence all by myself!" At this she laughed and told me don't be silly of course you were born to parents we all are. That was the day a belief was planted in my mind that I was "Born" and that I shall "die". I used to be really afraid of death. I no longer am. If you contemplate death long enough you realize it's an illusion. You can have direct insight into this being true.

I have been reading mixed opinions online on the proper technique. Seems the core of the practice is the focus on visualization of energy from bottom of spine to crown of head. Others say to relax and just focus on breath coming in and out and not to visualize and that this should be enough to activate parasympathetic nervous system. Which method is correct? Also how long are your typical sessions? I am a newb so starting with 10 min and increasing 1min per day untill I hit the 1h mark. The idea is to keep the 1h daily for 1+ years in hope of increasing baseline consciousness. Thank you 🙏

New James Fox documentary is out: Moment of Contact New Revelations of Alien encounters. I'm watching it atm. So far pretty good. Goes a little into the first case in 1930s in Italy and that's as far as I've got. Apparently this is the one with the interview with the neurosurgeon who interacted with the alien in Varginia and what the being told him. *Neurosurgeon interview begins around 1h38min into the doc and ends towards the end of documentary. Most of the doc is a rehash of original James Fox documentary.

Here is the profs analysis. He says US taking Venezuela to cut off China from Venezuela oil in a geopolitical game. Maybe...partly true. This guy is cocky in his predictions so I'm careful when entertaining his views on geopolitics.

Hey man, First of all I'm so sorry to hear you have been in this situation. Nobody should ever have to go through hardship like this. I feel your pain. That said the first step is to own up the situation you're in and take solid definite action. How about going and signing up at food shelters + local homeless shelter? You explain your situation to them and see if they can help you out with regular food and housing the first month/s until you you get paid in your job. In the worst case scenario they can give you solid advice as to how to survive for that first month at work without pay. These homeless shelters and food banks have seen it all and they know who to best direct you to. Even if you're not religious, sometimes going to a church for help can also work, they've got all the connections to set up a homie down on his luck. I read you'd been to a church before, so just do it again untill you get those first paychecks then F**k those bastards, you outta there! However sometimes as much as you disagree with having no control in your life (such as having to survive thanks to church people) and especially in the situation you're in, you have to bite the bullet and take their help, because your options will be very limited. When you have money and resources you can do anything you want, no money however and things are much more tricky and your options few... Many people have been in the exact same situation you're currently facing. The solution is to reach out for help. There are always solutions. We believe in you! 💪

some rando waves at you on the street and even if you don't know said rando you wave right back. Also michelin star restaurants.

Dell XPS is back baby! Don't know about those intergrated graphics tho...M5 macbook air to come out soon as well...

Yeah, that's a good way to see it 👍

What a $**t show. I've been thinking past few days to quit the news for good because all this constant nonstop devilry running rampant really get you down, makes you lose hope in humanity. 🫤 Since Trump has come to office it's been non stop in your face all the time. At least previous administrations had the decency of hiding all their corruption sparing us all the drama, not like this fatass who brags proudly about every corrupt thing he does. Note to self: I really must quit the news.