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@Aaron p never read it, but nonduality is pretty simple bro.

@Princess Arabia you're assuming that I made that assumption. If someone did give Christianity 100% effort and a genuine chance then i'm not actually talking to that person. If i offered a challenge to train for a marathon for a month to see if you like it, would a person who ran a marathon and didn't like it think i was making that assumption, or would they realize that i was talking to a different audience?

@Sempiternity if your claim is true then nothing is dangerous outside your own opinions and standards. So there is no harm in being Christian for a month or a year then dropping it... also, your own belief is a snake eating it's tail because knowing and not knowing are the same. be skeptical of your own truth claims.

@Leo Gura so surrendering your will for the unknown will of God is arrogance? It is a truth claim so it is "arrogant" in that sense. But we are talking about the implications of that truth claim. The main assumption is that God loves us Perfectly through Christ. Christian mysticism is based on trusting in the unknowing of divine providence. I'm sure you've contemplated what God's love would look like if God was separate and higher than us, it would be Christ. Put the same rigor into studying Christianity and Christian mysticism as a steelman. If you can make a valid steelman argument disproving it, I invite it. I've already did for myself. Truth can't be threatened. If your right than believing anything has not consequences, so believing in anything is pointless, however we will believe in something so it might as well benefit us during this life. if Christianity is right then there is a consequence.

I challenge anyone to study the saints, read devotional books, and the Bible and not become a Christian. For me, I was stuck in new age and new thought for years, however I realized that I grew more and more enslaved to spiritual practices that wouldn't give me long term peace. I grew neurotic, spiritually arrogant and profoundly self centered. If I'm God, then it's what I want and what I manifest that determines reality. It is prideful and arrogant and narcissistic. I selfishly used people and tried to manipulate reality to get what I want and what's worse is I thought I was being "loving". However, returning to Christianity, I realized that it was the only religion of true humility. All other religions are about you saving yourself through works and practices. However in Christianity the idea is total surrender to the will of God. The foundational piece that got me is this: you can't do good unless God does good through you. I recommend studying the Christian mystics and reading the Bible with awareness that it's all about Christ's sacrifice, even the old testament refers to Christ. Ex: The ram stuck in the thorn bush that took Isaac's place as a sacrifice, Jonah being thrown into the ocean to calm God's wrath, Job's trials of faith and surrender, the Passover lamb and the manna in the desert, etc. do it as an experiment, I know a lot of you have read a lot of spiritual books, however, the Bible is one that most people don't give a fighting chance. You consider the Bhagavat Gita and the Tao Te Jing as having truth but discount the truth in scripture. Read books like "the Practice of the Presence of God" by Brother Lawrence, "Trustful Surrender to Divine Providence", and "the Imitation of Christ" For an added challenge pray and ask God to guide you to truth and to soften your heart... see where it takes you and after a month you can drop it if it doesn't speak to you. At least you gave it a true chance before disregarding it. I believe that if you give Christianity a genuine chance you might come to appreciate the nuance and mystery of Faith or even be on the path to sainthood yourself. I recommend the Catholic or Orthodox traditions and talking to a theologian, because they have the most connection to mysticism and true communion with Christ, not just backyard Bible study. may God bless us and have mercy on us and let His will be done through us. Fell free to reach out if you have questions or just want to chat.

@Ishanga thank you for your response Ishanga. This perspective is helping a lot.

@LoseYourvelf I think what he is pointing to is acceptance

@Ishanga yeah, i need to move more into being rather than be thinking, let that be my guide

@Someone here like a groundless ground

@Yimpa that's a good perspective

So I've gotten to a point where I'm questioning everything. I'm also considering everything. I'm not sure what is true and I guess I'm waiting for the dust to settle... How do you guys ground yourselves when reality seems groundless? I've subscribed to many things, but most signification influences have been LOA, New Thought, and certain aspects of Christianity, but everything is being considered and questioned and some things are terrifying me with the implications. All that said, I'm mentally stable and functional, I've just been having moments of intense not knowing and questioning reality...

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for me, because I have and ADHD story, my favorite is Scattered Minds by Gabor Mate. others are Self Therapy by Jay Earley(it's an intro book into Internal Family Systems)

ED from what I've noticed is 9/10 mental.... i haven't masturbated or watched porn in 2 years, i could definitely improve my sleep schedule though.

absolutely, I had my ex on my mind and how much this would hurt her if she knew... eventually I'll be back to normal function but I do need time to heal and process the break up in a healthy way and not just jump to the next warm body. Thank you for your vulnerability and perspective, totally a mental thing.