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Alright, i had to know if it was good choice to hangout with them in the first place.

yeah the surrounding environment seemed so not so accepting and actually full of ego i felt, a good realisation there was, it becomes obvious if i am with toxic/unconscious people or not when I take silght dose on it, when i take on 5meomalt and it makes things obvious how much consciousness others around me. ironically, it is a good detector.

Set and setting and how much i dose haha, I did microdose to low dose knowing that i will be fairly controllable.

I want this though, especially psychedelic combination with meditation, exercise, activities are extraordinary.

Yeah.. its risky and against safety protocol but doing psychedelics outside, interacting with people on it actually exposes to more experience that i can not have it alone in my room. I should go psychedelic friendly place tbh

I just wanted to do microdose but it turns out its always intense haha yeah, i did not feel so stable in that trip because it was rather touristic, not so calming.

I havent said anything to her that she looks horrified, i was processing it internally that i perceive her in shock, with love, i let her go, wish her safety journey back.

Ah, right, thats mindfuck point. Am I afraid to exist?

Does anybody have experience with this?

I am not sure how and when it will impact physical products and services; it will impact first online businesses, but also offline businesses that deals with documentations, lowering their costs and providing more services. language is an engine, a tool, a blueprint of a Society, better and more language we have, better clarity and efficiency of subsystems(businesses, religions, Art, Culture, politics and ideologies) manual level task of automation is much easier, service workers will start automating their jobs by playing with chatgpt, a hotel receipt or restaurant owner utilizing automation, most of them will not have any interest but some will do, and they will spread their implied tech to others in their industry. now any kind of person can automate their major task if they spend a week or a month learning how to code.

core assumptions of this post is 1.Language is a Technology that we use in order to build collective Reality. (good example, Bible and chirstian society) 2.in Language we store Culture, identity, perspectives, model/map of reality 3.there are forgotten reality out of Language we are blind of(So, language is a model, it is a system, we lock ourselves into Language in order to function- but it is also limited) 4.Better Linguistic ability we have, better ability we can map and describe our Reality, and better the map is, better the functionality and efficient of our machine(model). not only human language, better programming language, well coded program, much more efficiency there is. 5.so with ChatGPT, we have much more efficiency to paint our reality, If our Lens of our reality was too blurry in past- now, we can see things very clearly like 8K UltraHD Video 6.Problem is… whatever we build, what should we build? it is framing problem it is lack of wisdom, lack of relevance realisation, what matters most? but this Wisdom problem and systems collapse i will not tackle in this post. So with chatgpt, we have immense ability to describe reality clearly, although that does not give us ability to create reality out of scratch, it gives us strength to detail it. It is matter of painting a picture in low resolution, or high resolution. With ChatGPT, with immense amount of Texts and programming codes we generate, now we are able to sail in the Landscape of linguistical virtual reality, an infinitely expanding self-constructed house of god.

I felt so different when i had Magic mushroom

Mh yeah Leo can also be digital nomad In chiang mai it costs just 15percent of what it costs in US

I took 5meomalt that i had, just in my dream, sleeping state that i was myself not aware of As i took 5meomalt powder, not even in liquid form, into my ass, i started tripping haha Phenomenal experience was almost identical to reality, though it felt like it just came in in 5sec. Anyone experienced tripping in sleep state? Brain recreating psychedelic experience?

in a professional environment i think trip killers should be equipped.

Mmh nope, when its at highest dose maybe quite some fatigue and fucked up body muscle Normally i get regret on trip because i realise that i havent been "loving", i forgot to love. As time passes, i fall asleep

So, yeah, to experiment and enhance my overall life, i tried to microdose, most people use lsd or magic mushroom But hell, 5meomalt is just too intense that even at lower dose it just makes me realise that i am god, even more than at higher doses It just gives me bunch of insight that i am missing, practical insight Even though 5meomalt is too intense for microdosing and productivity enhancement,i gotta do it. Also then reduce normal dose to monthly or bimonthly.

Not sure what you mean, But i just have unhealthy life style that has to be de-reconstructed consistently, in this case i am convinced that i should do regular microdose each 3~4 days than a weekly normal dose.

Too intense, can not hold losing sense of reality, can not integrate them, Well just too intense that it could be psychologically distressing me. I felt seriously like that when i had highest doses 20mg and 23mg It was insightful, but it was too much to handle.

I feel that i got huge backlash at higher dose at the moment, i may get partly depressed after trip at higher dose. At lower dose, it seems not so bad.

This is by the way diluted in liquid form, i used aloe Gel. I wanted to experiment if it preserves substance very well Less than 50mg is diluted in 7ml. I took 0.3ml. That must be 2mg~3mg.

This trip by the way tells me how existentially depressed and sickening situtation i was in, and very needy boy. incel part of me is experiencing breakthrough! Am i gonna be extroverted party goer now haha? I luckily moved into a very active, digital nomad city so theres plentiful chance of getting laid.

I wonder if its okay to dissolve all powder into water or aloe gel, or shea butter. Wondering.. 1.would they loose potency? How much would they 2.would there be chemical reaction and generating toxic substances in long term? With water or with aloe gel, with honey with shea butter etc. It can not be coconut milk as it can be rotten 3.oh maybe some liquid type can be rotten. Like shea butter. I got already mine in aloe gel, I will report. how it turns out.

It seems alright, just i have to calculate ratio very well, so i never overdose uh, ifs getting intense, texting with consciousness of god ;( I regret taking it always lol Usually it is 0.3ml per 10mg 5meomalt, this time was 0.9ml~1.8 per 10mg. Damn sciencific mode of being is so difficult in this consciousness now, can not hold my language structure

I havent tried 5meodmt yet I guess- 5meodmt dissolves you in the ocean of god While 5meoMalt invites you into the ocean of god. Ego is maintainable, is also deconstructable through meditation. @Mips