Sincerity

Oldest joke in the book haha. Tits were my childhood bird. I love tits.

There’s truth to that. I agree.

Sorry to hear that you relapsed. Best of luck to you.

You should probably keep taking the medicine. I just read in a post of yours that you were diagnosed: All the love to you.

@integration journey Obsidian is free.

I usually listen to eg. ocean sounds, cave sounds, wind, calm stream, forest, rain, etc.. Not music per se. Here’s the last thing I listened to: https://open.spotify.com/episode/5KgaKh2oZeEpeO72Zawept?si=e6ZbW4wrShqt8YYPc5nVyw

Still quieter than my ex singing or listening to her podcasts in the kitchen, adjacent to my room.

Throwback to this absolutely horrendous prediction: Vaush was saying the same thing, from what I remember.

I sense that the next huge chapter for me energetically is becoming a professional creator. A professional. A creator. A warrior in expression. A teacher. On a mission. Focused. Resilient. Prepared for resistance. Strategic. Determined. Wanting it with all my heart. For its own sake. This is a life-long plan. I anticipate it will take a lot of work and time to get started, since I'm far from being that right now. Change is hard. There will be setbacks. Basically, it will be a long process, since it's my whole life we're talking about. For context, this isn't something I just thought about today. I've been becoming more conscious of this for months now. And I've been vaguely sensing it for years. I simply see that this is where my development lies. What I'm lacking & what I want in my dreams. I get the feeling that everything in my life so far has been me just catching up. I'm especially thinking about my developments in love. I've discovered love early in my life and it's been guiding me since that time. I've been growing in that love and looking at these results so far, they are absolutely beautiful. I'm not done by any means, I still have a lot of development there to go through, but I feel like it's just happening automatically - again, me just catching up. Just growing in love constantly without trying much. By results I mean: me becoming much more loving towards other people and myself. Having a love at the center of me that is guiding my actions to a large extent. The breakup with my ex in the last months has been a good test of this - I've been passing this test lovingly. Me fixing relationships with my parents and making them more loving. Me having a good love-based relationship with my best friend. But most importantly, being ever more loving towards myself - letting things happen, loving what is, not forcing things desperately, appreciating life more. Following my highest viable energy in the moment is love-based - the main lesson from my 1-2 year pursuit of understanding the energy domain. I feel a lot more love, joy and peace in life than before. I'm much confident in my actions and things I say when they're love-based. Basically, I'm happier - and again, I'm still not done by any means. There's still more love to discover in myself. But it's being done "automatically". So the love is quite natural to me. It feels like something I know (and absolutely love). But the professional creator thing is foreign. I don't know it. And so I'm very interested to go in that direction. The breakup with my ex this year has felt to me like a transition. Starting on this new road now. Venturing into the unknown. Really starting living - no longer just catching up. Discovering new things about myself. I've been realizing that maybe I don't necessarily want a wife and kids, for example. These lessons of love, commitment, providing yet again. Maybe it's boring to me. Maybe I want a more solitary, autonomous life and being a life-long creator on a divine mission. Maybe I want to sacrifice everything for endless creating and growth of consciousness and understanding. Feels exciting. * * * * * I recommend the books The War of Art and Do The Work by Steven Pressfield. His descriptions of what it takes to be a professional (+ the workings of Resistance and the overall creative process) have inspired me a lot. Also, for clarity, I've been doing some tangible things already regarding professional creation. But I don't want to share now. The gist is: I already have a sense of what I want to be doing. I've been experimenting quite a bit in the last months and more. All it takes now is do the work, be the professional I want to be. It's just difficult as fuck! But it's alright. I'll get there eventually.

Nice

One thing I’d add is that I think making good predictions can be „wise” when your survival really depends on it. For example, if someone lived in Iran a year ago, it’d be useful to the person to have an awareness that US-Iran war is likely and therefore move someplace else. I live in Poland. I’m not sure of this prediction, but I really think that the possibility of WWIII starting by 2028 is quite high, and it spilling over to Europe. Also, the anti-EU sentiment is growing in Poland and it’s unknown who will win the election in 2027. Germany might also shift in a far-right direction and align more with Russia due to the rise of AfD. Similarly with France. And the stability of the whole EU experiment is in question. And Putin/Russia is driving on the war economy. And your president is still a deranged lunatic. Therefore, I’m making plans to move to a different country in the foreseeable future - best in a year - and I wouldn’t really be making these plans if the possibility for war wasn’t there. So it’s all based on prediction, but it’s my best intuition and I have to work with something. This all assumes that the drive to survive is wise. So then making relevant predictions is wise. If it’s foolish, then predictions are also foolish. But I wouldn’t say they fully are. You, for example, don’t need to make any predictions because you’re set on living in Las Vegas and the US. So in a way you have the freedom to not care about what happens, and not need to predict anything. Or maybe, actually, your strongest prediction is that staying in the US is reasonable and that the changes taking place won’t affect you. In a way, maybe making predictions subliminally is inescapable. You always assess what’s best for you and how the changing world will relate to you. I’m saying all this simply because I find the topic interesting. Just expressing my understanding.

You predicted that WWIII happening is a silly idea. We’ll see how that holds up.

I feel there can be a danger to this probalistic predicting as well. A more subtle self-deception. You can predict that something is likely to happen and then when it doesn’t, you can just say „well, even if there’s a 90% chance for something, there’s still a 10% chance that it doesn’t happen! So I guess this was the 10%!”. In this way, you can always give yourself leeway and never recognize your mistaken thinking. I’m not saying it about you specifically. I’m saying in general. Bashar, for example, „predicts” the future by „reading the current energy field” and also based on high probabilities. That’s the excuse. This way, he said 20 years ago that the beginnings for first contact would be between 2010-2015, and that 2012 would be a turning point for humanity in going into a more positive and light state/direction. Now he’s saying the time for contact is 2027-2035. Well, the „current reading” might be completely wrong and he won’t even recognize that it was.

You made a post about fake healing. A related topic to it is fake future telling/predicting. It’s pretty darn obvious, but still - these psychics/prophets are often pre-rational and their epistemology is complete trash. And it’s not just about psychics. It’s basically about any „experts” who make predictions. And „normal” people too - including me. We make some predictions and gloss over 9 out of 10 that are completely wrong. But we pride in the 1 out of 10 that are correct. The self-deception is amazing.

Lol. I exploded with laughter