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October 25th, 2025 TL;DR: Introducing the concept of meta-energies. "Letting go of control" being one of them - but not necessarily the most rewarding one in all circumstances. I go in depth into why, and what meta-energy could perhaps be a better alternative for long-term use. When I think about meta-energies (or: different ways in how the energetic domain can be approached), I am reminded of this sand resonance experiment. Think of it as the pattern being the intelligence / principle / meta-energy, changing how the energetic reality is playing out in accordance with itself. Amazing.

No, letting go of control is not always the best tactic. As always, I will share my understanding from the energetic reality standpoint. And try to grasp this, because I honestly think that these point are quite deep and not usually understood. To start: A "letting go of control" is a tactic, a philosophy, or a meta-energy, if you will. It's one decision you* can make about how you will approach the energetic reality** of you. Note 1: Actually, it's not really "you" making the "decision". The letting go is an energy in itself, which is arising without your conscious input - even if it feels like it's "being done consciously by you". Note 2: The energetic reality of you is all the energies/motivations that arise in the mind. For greater detail, I invite you to check out the "Basics of Energetic Reality" chapter in my following post: There are more than two tactics/philosophies/meta-energies. It's NOT just letting go of control vs domination. I will give an example of a meta-energy I'm exercising currently and having great "results" with. But coming back to letting go of control: In practice, how is the energetic reality playing out when you decide on this particular philosophy? The answer is: the most intense energy now is being allowed and acted upon. NOT necessarily the currently highest - the most intense. Even when you consciously are in a light state due to the letting go, the energetic reality under the surface is playing out and your might start to do things that aren't necessarily good. For example, a letting go of control energy could allow you to return to your past addictions. Once you are suddenly reminded of an addiction and you feel a surge of great craving (which is an energy, more so a lower one), the letting go philosophy would guide you to just "go with the flow" and act on it. Is coming back to an addiction necessarily bad? Well, no. But you will probably suffer. You might wonder what you are doing wrong. And maybe the lesson from all this would be to then change your tactic/meta-energy. After all, there could be a better one! I'll just briefly say here that I'm speaking from experience. I had the "letting go of control" phase and I was convinced that that should be the superior philosophy. So fucking enlightened and all! But no, not necessarily. And only recently did I really get its pitfall. The "letting go of control" meta-energy has its specific time and place. When? -> When you're being directly guided by someone trustworthy, or when your mind is deeply purified and your energies/inner-guidance are already trustworthy themselves. I think the latter case is possible but takes a lot of purifying work. Also, I think letting go of control is good when you just don’t care about what happens, or when you want to relax and get the feeling of receiving from the world, playing, opening up. Examples of good times to apply the letting go tactic: For a woman: when her man is taking her for a surprise trip. He knows what she loves, and she knows that he knows. A disciple wanting to awaken, under the guidance of a clearly awake master. In general, when you want to learn from someone you consider wiser, you should let go of control and really "open up" for that period, so that the wisdom is absorbed by the mind and the thoughts run freely. Relaxing, walking in nature, dancing, playing in a non-reckless way, etc. Here's a good insight. Different circumstances should elicit different tactics in you. THIS is intelligent. There is a time and space for letting go, but it's NOT the most optimal solution for all circumstances arising. So, to end this, a potentially better meta-energy. Following your highest energy in the moment. This requires having an everyday awareness of the energetic reality you; seeing and understanding the energies than run through your mind, moment to moment. Here's how this looks: In a given moment, when you're not already in some kind of flow and you don't know what to do, think about the options you have in terms of what you could do. Notice which option feels like the highest exciting thing you could act upon - WITHIN YOUR DEGREE OF ABILITY IN THAT MOMENT. And then act on that, until the focus on that particular thing is depleted. Then, find the next highest available option to you. This isn't about being Jesus all the time. Your highest exciting energy in the moment depends on the current state and energetic development you are in. When you're sick, your highest energy will be different from an energy you'd have available if at your peak mental condition. In a sense, it's about doing YOUR current best. But notice: this is NOT a neurotic attempt to dominate and focus on an energy which you THINK would be best for you right now. This is about being conscious of what's REAL in the energetic world right now. What is TRULY the highest thing that excites you right now and that you have the ability to perform? Become aware of it, and then act on that. After I arrived at this meta-energy, I realized this is aligned with Bashar's teaching of "Follow Your Highest Excitement". I think it's similar or even the same lol. So if anyone is a fan of Bashar, this should resonate. Anyway, I hope this is useful. Let me know if I can clarify anything. Peace ✌️

An energy/wish/motivation to undeceive oneself, to be pure, to understand, to be unbiased, to be God-like in that way. ACTED UPON. Not just once - but over, and over, and over, and over again.

Why do you ask a question to dudes on the internet then? Good luck realizing the intelligence.

That’s a huge stretch for the word evidence. The current moment (or even „this life”) ain’t proof for you for that. I invite you to question your assumptions and think it through.

How do you know that?

Exactly what a dream character will say.

Some answers arise, not quite true, so I'll just say: I don't know. Good question. I'm putting a puzzle together. Only I don't know what the picture is, how many pieces there are and what a puzzle piece is. Still, it's entertaining.

Good work!

You're right. And your words sparkle with loving insight. Thank you for the reminder. Much love.

From a distance, I can "love" her for sure. However, can I love her in the sense of being around her more? Would I willingly invite more of her energy into me? No. In my eyes, a true Love is all-inviting. All-encompassing. All-embracing. Mine isn't that. I don't wanna meet her again. This is my limit.

October 18th, 2025 TL;DR: Higher energy is transmuted from the lower. You should confront your difficult emotions (fear, shame, guilt, etc.) regarding your specific circumstances, if you want to develop yourself energetically and experience real change in life.

Both the "negative" and "positive" energies are ENERGY. And lower energies like fear, shame, guilt, jealousy, insecurity, powerlessness are precisely the fuel for higher energies. The lower energy must be FELT and TRANSMUTED into higher energy in a constructive manner. There is no way around this. If you want the goodies, you have to transmute them from the baddies. "No tree, it is said, can grow to heaven unless its roots reach down to hell." -- Carl Jung Why does it often happen that a person who suddenly learns they're terminally ill turns their life around completely? And then even overcomes their illness? Because energetically a very large amount of fear is processed at once. And the energy that then becomes available is often funneled into higher energies which wanted to be expressed before, but no fuel was there. And due to expression of higher energies being healing, the person has the potential the recover. The problem is that we resist the "negative". We don't want to feel it. Sometimes the circumstances must literally break us for us to feel the difficult whether we want it or not, and from there energy can develop. Here are other examples of energetic development being stale due to not confronting difficult emotions: In a relationship: Resisting the guilt of hurtful action, the denial of being hurt oneself, the fear of the life without the person In career/work: Resisting the fear of being fired or having skills replaced with AI, the insecurity regarding your value and skills, the guilt of being lazy and fucking your company over In personal life: Resisting the disgust with yourself about being fat, the shame regarding not living up to your potential, the fear of your health being fucked in the future because of no exercise or bad food habits Etc. Let's take the example of resisting the fear of having your skills replaced with AI (if it's reasonable for you). You deny the possibility, you don't think about it much, you avoid the topic. So HOW would the energy to grit your teeth and work hard on a new set of skills arise in you? It wouldn't! What's needed is a confronting of reality and the arising of deep fear in this situation. Then, when the fear is faced, a constructive plan can be created and work on it can begin. The energy in this work was technically started by fear, BUT once you faced it, you can look at it and feel that energy in a transformed way - for example, a focus on personal responsibility, power, overcoming of odds, will, focus, education, being in the flow, determination. And THAT'S how you get to that energy. So to conclude: If you feel energyless, if you feel you're not doing anything worthwhile, if you need some MOTIVATION to act in life, then face the difficult emotions (fear, shame, guilt, etc.) and you WILL get the energy. Apply it to the specific circumstances YOU are experiencing. Face YOUR difficult truths. And from this you will be able to proceed.

What books are you reading? Highly technical (eg. for college), non-fiction, self-help, biographies, other? I'm asking because I think the approach varies by type of book. I generally read non-fiction and biographies. As others mentioned before, I think re-reading is very good, even with something like a biography. More insights arise each time I re-read a good piece, and understanding is deepened. Moreover, I scribble notes/exclamation marks on the margins. I underline stuff. When I come back to re-read, I know that the highlighted stuff made the greatest impression on me, but then I also look at the non-highlighted stuff to perhaps find more gold. And then at the end of the chapter I usually write down the best insights from the chapter in very short bullet points, all on the page of the book. For me, at least for non-fiction and biographies, it's all about getting these juicy insights, being inspired, and wanting to act in my life. Focus on what's important. Know why you read. And adjust your "reading methods" accordingly.