Sincerity

@zurew Thanks man. Good luck to you with your goals too.

Life update. Focusing on 4 things in life right now: Working out. Going to the gym like ~3x/week, cycling, etc.. I've been seeing gains, which is nice! Upskilling. I'm learning new things for data science (the field I'm working in), which actually interests me quite a bit. I'm reading my causal inference book regularly. Working on my blog. Writing new posts, rewriting old ones, occasionally working on the site. Advancing the energy of being a creator. Talking to girls. This one's been tricky, lol. But I'm making progress. I want to go on some dates and meet a new long-term partner eventually. Besides this, I'm of course working at my day job. And all the time I'm processing the shit that arises from within me. The last 3 months have been really, really difficult. Prolly the most difficult in my life so far - which isn't much, I deem, but still... I'm living in a new place since May. Renting a room in a flat with 2 other roommates, living in Warsaw still. I can't lie, my room is fucking awesome. I got very lucky - it's in a really good price, it's very big (16m^2) and tastefully furnished. The place is in a great location, the kitchen and bathroom are also fine, my roommates are cool... what to complain about?! Luckiest man in the world, haha. I'm quite content with what I'm doing in life right now. I've been making good progress on many fronts. I'm really happy with the energies that are developing. I find that I can't be bothered to spare time on some things. Like, in an alternate world I'd love to play some Mewgenics which I haven't done in a loooong time. Or I'd love to argue with you about whether this place is a cult or not. But when the fuck do I find the time? Like, I'd have to sacrifice some of my 4 points of focus above (for multiple hours at least) in favour of this shit energy of arguing on the internet or being engrossed in a video game. I wish I had access to a pocket dimension where time doesn't pass - maybe then I'd actually go for these. But yeah, I can't. (Thinking over and writing out multiple responses to posts from that one thread would seriously take hours (at least for me). Like honestly, I'd have to be fucking insane to engage in it lol. I admit, at some point I really wanted to, but I stopped myself haha. How do YOU find the time?!) I got closer to my sister in these last months. She's been supporting me in this time at many points, which I really appreciate. The truth is that a fair bit of my attention and intent for closeness was freed up once I stopped having a gf, and so as a result more emotional closeness ensued in the relationship with my sister. I have no doubt that when I get a new gf, I'll be a bit less close with my sister again. It's like my tank for energy of closeness is capped. But it's nothing unusual, right? When she gets herself a bf, I'm sure the same will happen from her side. You only have so much attention. I love my sister. I have no doubt she'll be my #1 relationship (or #2 with the exception of wife) overall in life. I'm grateful to have her. With relationships like these, you gotta take care of them. Being her older brother I've always done that of course, it's just that when I'm in a romantic relationship there's less attention on it. But she's still important to me, and always has been. My parents have been supportive as well. I go visit my family once per week on average (sister still lives with them). It's nice. @UnbornTao Thanks!!

No I didn’t, because you’re a smart guy. You understand yourself why you shouldn’t tell another user to „go fuck yourself you complete moron”. No hard feelings.

Hey man, there’s nothing wrong with it being just a hobby. Also, I’m sure you’d be able to create something that would feel personally meaningful to you. It doesn’t necessary have to be „wacky creative”, right? Like, what inspires you in life, what would you like to express through art? Perhaps try making something like that, and ultra creativity is not a must. I can hear you’re frustrated but let me assure you: you’re not „mentally retarded”. I’d suggest you try crying out your frustrations and vent out to the world, it’s probably all stuffed inside you now, so best let it out. You’ll feel better then. Also, you know, best artists steal. Hell, nothing wrong with copying too since you’re at the stage where you’re learning. Accept yourself, the place you’re at as a being is really not that terrible man. You might just need a slight change in perspective. You are really enough.

Thank you! Yes, simplicity was one of the main goals. I really like blogs like this.

I'm proud to finally share something I've been working on for a while now... My own website/blog! 😃 Here it is: https://www.adamwhy.com/ Adam Why is a pen name that came to me over a year ago. It doesn't have any deeper meaning. There's 68 posts on the blog right now, one for each day starting April. I'm mostly covering topics such as Steerage, the energetic domain, love, masculinity and living with a sense of lightness, excitement, compassion, hope - all that good stuff. Here are my top 5 favourite posts: Enter the State You Want to Be In Now Accept Reality and It Might Change Have a Genuine Interest in Reality There Is Always a Third Way Energies Are False Idols It's a passion project and a step towards being a professional creator, for its own sake: I don't expect anything from it. It's a fucking internet blog in 2026. Again, I'm just starting on the path of being a creator in life. I want to live out this energy and a personal blog is a first step towards that in my eyes. I want to have a solid base before I proceed to something more ambitious in the future. The site isn't very complex. I didn't care to create an About page yet, for example. My main goal was to start creating ASAP - while also juggling other things in my life at the same time. I'll be adding more to the site in the future. If you have any feedback, you can definitely let me know. Oh, and AI was never used in the making of these posts. So dumb that I even have to point it out lol.

Good post! Thank you for making it. The highlight for me is how you're touching upon the importance of being flexible/adaptable. I really like these two words. In your terms, flexibility = variety. When there's a will, there's a way, as they say. Ideally, if someone is really determined, will should carve a new path, even on the spot, when there's a new circumstance being faced. Overall, I think will towards something is often the reason itself for increasing one's requisite variety. So they should ideally go hand in hand.

Give him love.

Bro what? Perhaps ground yourself a bit. Just a suggestion. The internet might have rotted your mind.

@Yimpa Thank you!

Is there some sort of tagging / grouping clips by category? Just curious how it’s inside. Basically, how convenient is it to find stuff and browse.

The talking down.

I didn’t get that sense. Might be projection.

@Leo Gura Tagging you so that you find this.

Wow, that is awesome! I cannot attend, but good luck.