Sincerity

Let’s fucking gooooooo!!! My 2 cents: I genuinely feel very content with life lately. I feel it is epic already. And I’m so damn cool (at least in my eyes). 😎

@Emerald Sorry to see you go. Your post is unbinding, btw. There’s no shame in changing your decision. Perhaps it was a little in the heat of the moment? Even if so, that’s fine.

If y’all have any feedback regarding the state of the forum that you’d like to raise, you can DM someone from the Mod team (such as me, @Natasha Tori Maru, @cetus, etc.) with your unfiltered thoughts. We won’t judge or bite. 😛 Only discuss it between each other. Perhaps you’ll give us food for thought that will help us moderate better. We read all post reports as well.

So write more! And see what happens.

Good!

Ended my situationship this week. Oopsie! It was for the better. For a second though, I actually felt happy with her. Literally melting in love - laying on my back thinking, when I was trying to fall asleep with her. Or, when we had a moment of reading books together in bed before sleep… It might have been my most romantic experience ever? Even though I had a gf for 2 years. I dunno. So yeah, it was fun. I’m liquid happiness/love by myself though. Don’t need no one for that. 😎

Cool cool. ✌️

@Schizophonia Btw, I think we probably fundamentally misunderstand each other on this topic. 🤣 Probably because I haven’t clarified shit hahaha. The things I cry about are not like daily happenings where my ice cream falls on the ground, for example. Essentially I’m doing shadow work consistently. Things that come up are usually „deeper” and when they’re resolved/cried out enough, they’re gone, likely forever. I forget about them. If something is a more serious knot though, it requires more time/crying/processing of course. I’m into shadow work now. That’s the gist of it. And again, don’t fool yourself that you don’t have a shadow. Dissociation is a powerful mechanism which the mind consistently engages in (unless you break the habit), so you’re likely not aware of your triggers, not giving them the space.

Ohh be careful with that one. 😆 You are not above the shadow.

@Schizophonia Nope. Off the mark. I’m just letting things out. I’m not hurting myself - quite the opposite. I just listen and let out, and then continue to go about my day. I prefer not to hold things in. It saves energy. It’s worth it to be energy efficient. Repression is a costly activity. It’s manly, by the way. 😛 Hehehe.

He doesn’t know because he was never warned. So pure. 🥹

Okay that might have been too retarded to say. I have limits… I think? Tomorrow we’ll have a movie night with the girl friend, along with the wine. I just want to be a little tipsy though. For the sake of fun sexy activities: better than being fucking wasted. I’m quite empty. But in a good way. „There is no way that things are.”

Enough warning points and they won’t be. Some just don’t learn.

Sympathy. Urge to hug, comfort. I’m very comfortable around crying because I cry pretty much every day, sometimes a few times even. Crying has lost the taboo for me, it’s run-of-the-mill, not very big/shocking/impactful. So when I see someone cry I’m not very shocked/impressed, but I do feel sympathetic of course, and the urge to comfort/give love arises.

Stop derailing the thread. Especially with obnoxiously sexual posts.