Sincerity

@Yimpa 💀

I binge-watched a short TV show (Pluribus) over the weekend. Stayed until 5AM on Saturday, then resumed watching when I woke up. Good. Later in the day I ate instant ramen and a cool candy bar. Perfect. Binge-watching is good for me. Sugar is good for me. And instant ramen is especially good for me. After all that good stuff I got a lot of things done and was in a deep meditative state on and off for the next ~24 hours, observing very carefully the dynamic of absorption / identification with thought & discovering Permanent Awakeness in experience for the first time. Or did I notice it before already once? Idk, don't care. Yum yum. I like sugar. I ate it a lot today - perfect. I can feel that goodness permeating me. Yippie!

I like picking my nose. You can genuinely be interested in what's there. Sometimes you find this perfect snot which is so juicy and you just know you can get it out. It's great entertainment. I don't eat them though. Do people do that? That's fucking disgusting.

Intrusive thoughts won. I decided to lead by example in being retarded.

@Leo Gura FYA

Most I’ve cringed, ever.

I’m at a different stage in life and not seeing things your way (though I do feel an empathy towards it), but here’s what I can add. It doesn’t address the specifics of your post much, but still. Maybe someone else can provide that instead. Go where your highest excitement in the moment is. Just follow that in each moment. And try to work through the fear thoughts/beliefs you mentioned. Trust that as long as you’re following your highest excitement and being open, everything will be okay. Also, focus on genuinely enjoying reality for what it is in the moment, and not needing/wishing it to be anything else. Everything is going to be alright.

Lol. That’s weird.

So it doesn’t even let you post that? The word costumey is being automatically filtered? Or was the comment removed after it was posted?

Just keep it respectful guys. From your posts here seems like there’s some hostility going on.

Things that made me burst out in laughter recently. I found these on Pinterest. 😜

Awesome!

Dispelling, or being under a spell, is more fundamental than „interpretation of an experience”. You don’t know what his situation is. What he’s working on or isn’t, and why.

Hasn't been my experience. However, bigger doses can dispel illusion, which can rid you of motivation that is based on the illusion. But imo it's better to be rid of illusion nevertheless. Better to live in truth. You can find a higher quality, more truth-based motivation and adjust your life to it.

Hellooo. Haven't written here in a long time. Life's been good. July and August'26 have been the best time of my life ever, so far. I've genuinely never felt as happy as lately. It's been a result of constantly following the flow, feeling deeply enough into the feelings and intentions arising to release them all, taking action, surrendering. A lot of intention has been on enjoying Reality the way it is. Loving this, genuinely. Staying more with Reality in the little moments, e.g. when eating or showering. Staying more with You. I'm developing a closer relationship to Reality. Being in conversation with It more and more often. More and more realizing: why am I talking about You in the third person, as if You're not right in front all the time? Who am I talking to, if not You? "Oh, I forgot again. I haven't been in conversation with You. Coming back now." I want to be consciously in conversation always. @Yimpa Thank you!