Sincerity

Stage coral motto: live, laugh, love. 🥰✌️

WE HAVE A WINNER!!! Let’s goooo!!! 🎈🍾

I don’t think I can top the US government administration in being retarded. Every time these retards open their mouths, I lose brain cells. I have to admit, they’re better than me. Just had a kebab and an energy drink for breakfast. Good. Royalty breakfast. Walking around dancing in a forest.

Turquoise, Testosterone and Tabs of acid. 😜❤️

Shhhh! Don’t ruin the fun!

If you ever genuinely talk about coral as if you understand it, please, never open your mouth again.

Totally. This forum’s population is predominantly orange. And many of these orange folk deem themselves yellow. Many such cases. I’d consider myself entering green at best. I think I’m still predominantly orange though. Don’t interrupt these yellow intellectuals’ and ingenious spiral wizards’ delusions though. We must have some things to giggle at. 😛

@Yimpa 💀

I binge-watched a short TV show (Pluribus) over the weekend. Stayed until 5AM on Saturday, then resumed watching when I woke up. Good. Later in the day I ate instant ramen and a cool candy bar. Perfect. Binge-watching is good for me. Sugar is good for me. And instant ramen is especially good for me. After all that good stuff I got a lot of things done and was in a deep meditative state on and off for the next ~24 hours, observing very carefully the dynamic of absorption / identification with thought & discovering Permanent Awakeness in experience for the first time. Or did I notice it before already once? Idk, don't care. Yum yum. I like sugar. I ate it a lot today - perfect. I can feel that goodness permeating me. Yippie!

I like picking my nose. You can genuinely be interested in what's there. Sometimes you find this perfect snot which is so juicy and you just know you can get it out. It's great entertainment. I don't eat them though. Do people do that? That's fucking disgusting.

Intrusive thoughts won. I decided to lead by example in being retarded.

@Leo Gura FYA

Most I’ve cringed, ever.

I’m at a different stage in life and not seeing things your way (though I do feel an empathy towards it), but here’s what I can add. It doesn’t address the specifics of your post much, but still. Maybe someone else can provide that instead. Go where your highest excitement in the moment is. Just follow that in each moment. And try to work through the fear thoughts/beliefs you mentioned. Trust that as long as you’re following your highest excitement and being open, everything will be okay. Also, focus on genuinely enjoying reality for what it is in the moment, and not needing/wishing it to be anything else. Everything is going to be alright.

Lol. That’s weird.