Sincerity

Whoop whoop let's do this again I've been doing fine. Main development is that I have a gf now. We've been together for 3 months now and it's going really great. We love each other:) and I'm melting in that love. I've changed in these 3 months. I had to. Love pushed me to it. Besides that I also now have a more stable job position with a full time contract. I like my job. I feel it's good for me for the time being. I'll be moving out of my parents' home in 3 months. Either with my gf or alone, we'll see how it goes. Utterly avoiding writing my thesis to finish my studies. That's the main thing I don't like right now. Haven't taken psychedelics for 7 months now & not planning in the foreseeable future. I will not take psychedelics while in the relationship with my girl. Frankly psychedelics feel like a different woman to me. Psychedelics and her just don't go together. She's into spirituality but not into substances, and that's okay. I love it that she's different. In terms of mental state in the last months - I've been experiencing a lot of backlash. Lowkey reaching new lows. But that's fineeeee. I'll pull through. It's a beautiful day today. I love it.

LOL @TheGod Breaks are good. I'm taking one myself for 7 months now and not planning to come back anytime soon. But 10 years? Dude, I don't know how fast you are changing but I don't recognize myself from 3 months ago as me. Your motivations, understanding might morph three dozen times in that time. Just wanna suggest that you don't artificially limit yourself with past promises to yourself which no longer resonate. If you don't wanna take psychedelics now, fine. But who knows who you will be in a year? 3 years? 5 years? Since you're so young (and so am I) your rate of change is especially high. I'm not implying you should be taking psychedelics, but just be open to options huh? Follow your heart wherever it leads you.

Oh, I forgot to mention it in my response. The girlfriend "God gave me" is a hot witch. Yes, she literally considers herself a witch lol, being into spirituality and all. I made it boys. A dream come true, it's the best shit ever.

Can confirm, happened to me No, that's not how it works. IF you really want a girlfriend, You will simply meet a woman someday and your heart will be "whispering" to you: go for it, do that, say this, say that, further... You might feel like a magical flow has overtaken you which is making it so that you're pursuing her the right way. It will be hard to resist. (and pointless to do so) You will still have to ask her out. It will not happen without your contribution. You're the character and your story must make sense. But it will be easy. You must understand, you always get what you REALLY want. When you start truly wanting something, the universe is working in the background to get it for you. And, it must be noted, it is working mostly through YOU. So don't get this wrong - you are always working with the story. Things mostly don't happen by themselves. Although sometimes they do. At least that's my experience/understanding.

Sorry you're dealing with this. I know something about ghosting. Maybe you just gotta live through the specific pain which will come out of avoiding things. The numbness, the silent desperation, powerlessness, etc.. Suffering teaches you. When you're in enough pain and can't handle it anymore, it motivates you to change - for good. There might be a better way though. I don't know what it is. You should probably cut yourself off from your family. It's not your burden. It's just not yours.

"Too simple to understand" - haha, good one. This resonates.

Congrats!

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Sounds good 👍

Where do you think you get more perspective/food for thought from? "Human" replies here or conversation with an AI? Is there use in even asking us? I think @Exystem's commentary was great. I read through the document and it's really impressive but reading an equivalent of "you make a great point" for the 100th time made my eyes roll lol. The potential for getting stuck in an echo chamber is big. Unless you deliberately ask it to provide counter points for you, but that's not what you did here.

Lol, good one haha

Hm. Then how come You say that God is an endless ocean of dreams? You are using the notion of multiplicity which is a part of the dream, is it not? In other words, is the view of there being more than one dream not part of the dream too?

According to You, can/do these dreams interact with each other or are they entirely separate?

Great post I have intentionally dedicated so much time to processing emotions and undeniably I did make progress - but I'm still emotionally dumb as fuck, afraid of feeling and resisting for long periods of time. Hurts to be a devil.

Hey You! May the holiday time invigorate You with gratitude, joy and the spirit to continue on your path. You've been working hard. Take some time to truly appreciate your journey & rest for a while. I think in this male dominated community we often lack more female connection and kind words. Instead we give answers/advice, talk or argue about what's right, reason with each other... So if You have some kind words to say, please do! 🙏 Perhaps a user has been especially helpful to You and You wish to express it? Perhaps You are grateful for this online community which You keep coming back to? Perhaps You just want to wish everyone a good time? Share away! And last but not least, a big thank You from the Universe to You for working on becoming a better person. Sometimes life ain't easy down here but You sure are going strong! Even if You think You aren't. Happy Holidays! Sincerity

Well this part of You that is the weed addict, this energy that doesn't want to stop it has taken over your experience. And when You try going against it You'll be going against "yourself" - this part of You. When You try to fight it it's gonna be like one hand wrestling the other, stupidity, a war in your mind. I recommend You try this: The weed addict energy can be released. You can cry it out, especially when You see how helpless You are against it, against "you". I suggest You cry and pray sincerely, be honest with yourself, admit your true desire and that You can't change. Then You might receive some help from the invisible hand. The Universe ONLY and ALWAYS answers to SINCERE prayer, SINCERE calls for help. No matter what You pray to, You can even just talk to your imaginary friend George, the point is to ADMIT THE TRUTH. Then You get these unconscious energies to the light of day. Because fact is, You are unconscious of all of this. You're a helpless puppet of these energies simply because You're not aware enough. They're running You. But it doesn't have to be this way. Admit the truth. Admit the truth. Admit the truth. And break free. Stop being fucked by God knows what. Have some respect for yourself and see through it.

95% of mature talk You received on the forum (from anyone) went in one ear and out the other. Your comment today "I know absolutely that solipsism is true ." is perfect proof of that. Perfect. And You just made an apology last Thursday. Come on, self-reflect a little. Me too man, genuinely haha I don't know if it's common for others but truly I'm often laughing my butt off reading some posts here and mostly it's unintentional comedy.

No condescending language please. This applies to everyone.

Sigh lol.

🤷‍♂️ I felt inspired writing most of what I wrote. Like it was flowing from me. Haha. Surprised myself a little bit.

Well, outlook and approach matter. I think it's important to discuss, and some of the things I read here break my heart sometimes so I wanted to speak up.

To me that's more like knowledge of Infinity, not knowing It. Yeah, that's relatively easy I guess.

What I mean by believing in Infinity is believing in the infinite infinity of Infinity. Something You cannot be conscious of due to never being beyond what You are at the current moment, but You still have faith. I believe such faith is very important, it's the basis for true humility and further "growth" in consciousness. If You wanna believe in a finite infinity, be my guest.

I don't know what they know but I'll go on a limb and say it's not complete. I'll rather believe in Infinity than some humans knowing "It"... (if they know it it's not It) So little faith in Infinity around here. ☹️