Sincerity

Holy shit, sorry dude. Please, let yourself be "weak" and process this fully. Definitely can relate.

Write a google/forum query which will be able to find this post: Exception: nothing like "site:actualized.org Sorry, it is delayed due to health problems." Is there any reason to talk about this further? Basic guideline is "don't be a jerk".

He did not spam @ at all. And I think it's quite reasonable to ask because Leo will often answer questions in unrelated threads (his last update on the course was in a thread related to dating advice) so chronically active users will always have the most up to date info. And OP was gone for months.

Can't y'all just answer like normal people? Please don't act like male genitals. @The Blind Sage Leo said in late June the course would be released in 2-3 months (which is now passing with the end of September). However, just today he said this is delayed due to health problems. There is currently no set timeframe for the release date that we know of.

The majority of users doesn't have any warning points. Whereas many users who already have warning points keep on getting them (from time to time). So it's quite often either none or many. Either you're not problematic at all or consistently problematic. It's quite interesting. There is 270 members on the forum with 1K+ posts (571 members with 500+ posts) (excluding Leo and mods), maybe someday I'll analyze their statistics (primarily warning points) when I find the time.

Insulting other members is strictly not allowed. Thank you for reporting guideline-breaching posts.

This is disgustingly cringe to me lol. It's so obvious he's trying to sell something from the start of each conversation and he's interested in just that. He nods his head listening to those he speaks to but in truth he does not listen at all. He is only intent on selling. Insufferable. This is a square preaching to polyhedrons.

@Leo Gura Interesting how essentialist your answers were. Agree

@UnbornTao Same results pretty much lol

Don't worry, it goes to anyone's FB profile. I click it, it goes to mine. It was a joke.

Nah. Actual shittiest man alive: https://facebook.com/profile.php?=73322363

Insert a transcript of everything Donald Trump has ever said.

We'll meet again Don't know where, don't know when Oh I know we'll meet again some sunny day... Bill Cipher strongly reminds me of the devil in me which is running rampant through my life. Every time it arises again, things get even worse than the time before. I literally hear malicious voices of laughter in my head. I find this song very sad thinking that even if I break free at some point I will be brought down to my knees again, and again, and again... The trajectory of my life is tragic. With how the suicidality in me has progressed across the 3 years it's unlikely I don't kill myself at some point in the future. And nothing will help me. But we'll meet again... don't know where... don't know when...

I love this song lol.

Some day I will ERASE EVERYTHING from this stupid account. I have the power. That day will come. So fucking pointless...

I don't feel there's any hope for me anymore. I'm destined to suffer, out of my own choice. I can't change for SHIT. Stuck in an internal war for ~8 fucking months. A monkey would have learned better by now. Fuck me. I'll be a heart on a string my whole life. Every once in a while after I feel like I've made some progress (understanding myself better, becoming conscious of energies/dynamics in the mind) a new wave of TIREDNESS, NUMBNESS AND HOPELESSNESS hits me shortly after. I just DON'T WANT TO FUCKING DEAL WITH THIS ANYMORE! EVERY FUCKING TIME! I HATE THIS FUCKING LIFE! I'D BE BETTER OF DRUGGING MYSELF OF DEATH. I GAVE UP PSYCHEDELICS A YEAR AGO BECAUSE I HAD FAITH I'D BE ABLE TO HANDLE MY MIND AND HAVE A GOOD LIFE WITHOUT THEM. I HAD FUCKING FAITH! BUT I WAS MISTAKEN. I HATE EVERYTHING AND IF I HAD THE POWER I WOULD FUCKING DESTROY EVERYTHING AND EVERYONE. I DREAM ABOUT KILLING THE INTRUDERS IN MY MIND. I WANT TO KILL TO BE FUCKING LEFT ALONE AND FINALLY FIND PEACE. I DREAM OF STABBING MYSELF TO FINALLY FIND SILENCE. FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STABBING MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Asking for counter-arguments to the points you're holding.

Grades and school really is your bane man. I'm not mocking. I'm serious. You're making the same thread every now and then. You're in a loop. Break out! I know it's easy to say, but really notice that you're dealing with the same thing ALL THE TIME. You're in a literal eternal hell of repetition. As soon as you REALLY confront and banish that monster (which is quite a bit of consciousness work) you'll finally find a bit of peace.

Not sure if this has been posted yet but this is peak green lmao: https://www.youtube.com/@lovedontjudgeshow It did make me think how people click and fall for each other. Feels to me like a romantic relationship with someone when the whole world is against you is often times more genuine. Although these people do also compensate a lot, I feel.

Oh, right, got it. Thanks for the response!

@Leo Gura Like the title says. Not sure if you forgot about this. 🙏

Nvm watched it. @Leo Gura One thing I still can't distangle in my mind very well is the connection between red/blue-orange-green vs pre modern-modern-post modern. I know you suggested to view them as separate lenses entirely, however the spiral stages correlate a lot to what you said in the video in my mind. Also I still do prefer Greuter's stages where the Individualist stage encompasses post-modernism better I think. Another thing I thought about is how I'm trying to understand my mind/reality and treating them like something that is just there to understand for me, similarly to how a modernist would treat "objective" reality like it's just there for them to analyze scientifically. However, I treat my mind/reality in this way with a simultaneous view that everyone is different and my world is not another person's world. I'd honestly say I am really non-judgemental of people in this regard. Still, I think it's funny how you can view reality/mind as something other/external but JUST for you. I was mulling over what category this type of thinking would fall to. I guess the core difference between modern and post-modern here is "objective" reality vs my subjective reality, while both categories can view it as other/external, since it always kind of is (even when you see you're God). Good episode. I'm excited for future videos. And put that crap on podcast platforms pls!

Hey @Leo Gura, please put your post-modernism video on Spotify someday. Would love to listen to it. 🙏

My name is Skyler White yo..

My eyes bulged when I saw the title of this thread.