Sincerity

Love this song from a game I played :3 so goofy. * * * * * * * I'm doing really good. Just figuring life out one day at a time. I have a more positive outlook now, which helps greatly. Though this is subject to change I suppose. I can overcome any obstacles with enough consciousness and devotion. Oh, and there are obstacles. Ones I can't easily understand. At times I struggle for days trying to grasp what the hell is causing a disturbance in my mind. It's pretty much always about me freaking out about some energy I can't handle yet. I'm trying new things. Today I took part in an art class. We were painting visions from our dreams. Neat, right? On Tuesday I'll be starting capoeira classes. I'm excited about that too. I'm working for a good company now. Also working on my engineering thesis (albeit slowly). I feel like I'm on track for greatness. Some days I'm more disconnected from God and on other days I'm closer. Sometimes I forget and I suffer, which sucks. But I can always remember again if I really want it. I can decide to come back and face what I have to face. It's all a matter of making the good choice. Doing the right thing. My relationships are quite satisfying. My diet is healthy. My mental health is good. My desires flowing. My visions fairly vivid. I have a lot of fears and other difficult energies which resurface every now and then. I'm confronting them one at a time. Usually before bed I take the time to sit and tell God the truth of me. The truth of my feelings which, after being fully expressed, changes. And the feelings fade into oblivion. Sweet death. Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes. Yup. That's me lately. It's good to feel good sometimes. I wish I was more conscious though. Well, I'll make it happen. Reality demands sacrifices and I will adhere.

Good thing I have yt comments hidden by an extension because I'd rip my hair off reading that. Say coral again... stupid motherfuckers.

You just don't understand him. Bro, he spends time at coral. Surprisingly good video though.

@Null Simplex Wow! Thanks for sharing!!!! Very interesting videos.

No probs.

As per the guidelines, links to gore are not allowed. Please keep that in mind. Also, please refrain from personal attacks. Keep it civil and conscious. If someone goes overboard please report the posts.

Lol nice

Ding ding ding ding, we have a winner!

Yes, I experience that. It's been like that for me every time I took LSD (almost 20 times) I think. Maybe that's just how our bodies respond (mine and yours). Yeah, it's annoying. But it goes away pretty fast, for me at least.

Nope. We gotta be patient.

What a great energy You have. Keep it up and appreciate your enthusiasm, because it's easy to lose it along the way and not even notice it. Seriously, appreciate it! It's precious and difficult to get it back when You lose it. Then You might really miss it. (kind of speaking from experience lol) Stay awesome.

Well said. So intelligently done it cannot be distinguished from... from what? It's just so beautiful.

But some words do describe You better than others. "Infinite" does it better than "burger". It's not completely arbitrary. I find that spirituality teaches You the meaning of words. What is the REALITY that the word is referring to? What stands behind the word love? God? Reality? Infinity? I? Consciousness, meaning, responsibility, courage, humility, change, gratitude, joy, fear, despair, sincerity, hope, trust, luck, faith, life, human, sexuality, mind, openness, desire, spirit, intuition, morality, the right thing, humour, devotion, sacrifice, energy, death, woman, fate? Sesame, poppy seed, salt. Fuck. (Embedding is broken haha)

What are You debunking tho Random concept? Does it really feel random? And is the deepest understanding of "You" really: a concept? And why wouldn't there be a personal aspect to reality? Only the impersonal? Is that the whole truth?

Please keep in mind we don't allow ignorant/closed-minded talk such as "religion X the truth" or "religion Y worthless". Be reasonable and nuanced. Excerpt from the guidelines:

"I am the Truth." (al-Hallaj) "Take the famous utterance, "I AM GOD." Some people think this is a great pretension, but "I am God" is in fact a great humility. Those who say, instead, "I am a servant of God" believe that two exist, themselves and God. But those who say, "I am God" have become nothing and have cast themselves to the winds. They say, "I am God" meaning, "I am not, God is all. There is no existence but God. I have lost all separation. I am nothing." In this the humility is greater." (Rumi)

Words CAN'T describe YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. YOU. (Do You see what I'm pointing to?) They're just insufficient.

First become conscious of your own. Then be an example for her and others. Your entire motive for this feels rather unconscious. So how about You dive into that? Before working on other ppl's unconsciousness.

Sorry, I don't make the rules. It's simply: me right, others wrong. ESPECIALLY the women.

Click profile --> Account Settings --> Signature

Let's not get carried away. Please keep it civil.

Leo so fond of cartoon wolf consciousness until he encounters someone with cartoon hare consciousness. Won't be funny then.

I would say there is profound truth in morality. But for me it's not about a "constant set of morals". It's about an intuitive, fluid feeling of what the right thing is, in this exact moment. And doing it! You don't need to remember any rules or commandments. The good choice right now is simply recognized. I would suggest You can awaken to Morality as an aspect of You. Divine morality, which isn't always "good" in an obvious way. On the contrary, it's amazingly mysterious.

My point was that if YOU really wanted world peace, it would be the case. The highest will is reality. So if You don't want world peace sincerely, just admit it. No sense in praying for what You don't truly want. You're better off accepting the sometimes "ugly" reality of your feelings, only then the truth of them might change. In a sense this is taking responsibility for Creation. And connecting with your own divine will. And wanting to want something else is pointless.

For me prayer is very important in laying out the truth of my feelings. It's confessing everything to the point that all the various energies are just not there anymore (because they have been exposed, externalized, brought to the light) and that's when You experience peace of mind. That's when You can be truly sincere and genuinely focus on something You REALLY want. That's when You can clearly see the truth of You and your feelings. Yes, that can be. But when You first throw out all the garbage contaminating your mind in the moment (using prayer, for example) and get to your truth, well... then it's okay to pray for this truth, and align with this truth. There is no avoidance. "Thy will be done." I think "good prayer" can surely be developed with practice. At first You will most likely pray for the wrong things ("the garbage"). Maybe You will feel misguided and won't even know what You want anymore. I'd say the point is to get to the truth and pray for IT. You THINK You want world peace, for example. You THINK that. But is it your true desire? No it isn't. This is your garbage presumption. And if You dig deep enough, You will find out that what is happening right now is your highest will. That's EXACTLY what You want. And so prayers for world peace simply won't work. Because they're not truthful. When your prayers are sincere though, they WILL come TRUE. Literally, in Reality. Because then they are the TRUTH OF YOU.