Sincerity

Your arrogance is appalling. What happened to not-knowing and humility, instead of this debunking mode and over-confidence? Such typical "spiritual person" behaviour. Btw, you also do the same shtick with your politics and that crypto-rightwinger bs. Ignorance under the guise of being "open-minded" and "conscious". Do yourself (and everyone else) a favour and stop thinking you know.

Evolution is a subset of change. Reality is Ever-Changing. This is true. But is it ever-evolving? Perhaps. I'd be inclined to say yes, since each new moment/experience is a broadening of what has been already perceived. And with new perceptions, new inspirations and thoughts arise, largely building on previous ones. Slow growth, but growth (= evolution) nevertheless. Processing things as part of backsliding (like we see right now with the US, for example) is also evolution. Even when it looks like regress. Evolution, however, is more of an interpretation of experience(s), while change is observed in each and every moment, in actuality. So I wouldn't be attached to the thought of evolution being permanent and absolute. There's truth there, but I don't think it's fully right. Change is true, always. Evolution not necessarily.

Food for thought. I think an "adult" by definition would be God-realized, at least to a degree. So 100%. But we live in a world of children. Myself included ofc.

You can talk to anything. Hindu people will talk to Hindu gods/goddesses. It's as true as you make it be.

Taking LSD on Saturday, first time in 1,5 years. Objective: awaken as deeply as possible. A lot is going on. Moving again to a new place with my gf at the start of May, a shitload to do at work, financial situation not the best… Growing deeper in love with my partner. It is very difficult for her to accept me taking LSD. Has been since always. But she loves me and I love her, so we’re working through it. She’s more accepting now - understanding that I do it for development, that I still want to be a stable man for her, that I’ll give her security and that it’s just okay every once in a while. Once every half a year is fine. April and May is the happiest time for me for sure. I LOVE spring. I feel joy going outside, can’t stop smiling from it being so warm and the smell of greenery. Life is good. Better than before, that’s for certain. I’m processing a bunch of heavy things and it’s difficult, as always. My work on Saturday with LSD will help me.

What a beautiful playful energy. You cannot not smile while watching this. Post other funny/cute animal videos if You want!

It is easier to deceive yourself or avoid facing a truth about yourself than stop your conscience from sharing out the truth with others. You're not lying to others if you yourself don't know what the truth is. So not knowing the truth is often desirable. It relieves you of conscience and of being honest with others. The way of the fearful man.

Data analyst 😋 I definitely wanna grow there and become a better analyst/data scientist because I really enjoy the field. But I'm fairly sure this is a chapter and I'll do something different in the future, although I'm unclear yet on what. Maybe start a business, maybe something more creative.

Something I found in my local vintage shop today. Not an AI pic but still.

Could you share what your way out was? If you're comfortable of course.

I will never be happy. What would ever satisfy me? How would I be consistent in peace or joy with waves of the vast ocean of all sorts of different energies constantly washing over me? I don't see a point in me. I am truly pointless. Even when things have meaning, they don't. Even when some of the stuff I do is cool, it matters not in the end. I might have literally everything, but I'm never capable of really appreciating it. The best partner in the world, a cool place to live, a job I like, everything. What a waste and a disgrace. I hate seeing the news constantly. I hate not wanting to do anything. I hate screaming into the void. And honestly, I hate myself. Expressing this is so stupid, BUT WHAT'S THE OTHER OPTION? I don't want to express ANYTHING, I find it dumb and pointless, and yet this is an expression in itself. Fuck my life, fuck me and fuck everything. The only reason I'm not killing myself is because WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT OF THAT. WHAT WOULD THAT ACCOMPLISH? NOTHING! LITERALLY NOTHING! I AM IN FUCKING HELL AND NOTHING I CAN DO CAN CHANGE ANYTHING. DEATH AND LIFE ARE EQUALLY POINTLESS. I DO NOT HAVE THE ENERGY TO KILL MYSELF, BECAUSE I FIND THIS ENERGY DUMB AND I DECONSTRUCT ITS MEANING ANY TIME IT ARISES. FOR FUCKS SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHY DOESN'T ANYTHING HAVE ANY MEANING?!?!?! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This place is some fucking purgatory and it's not making me laugh. It's literally preferable to stay at work or go to sleep earlier rather than engage with this experience. 😂 Fuck this piece of shit hellhole.

Locking. The user is banned.

So that's what you stuck here for for the last 6 years? There are other places with much better shitshows for sure. This place is so tame in comparison, people don't appreciate it...

You didn't even post that much since February. 23 posts in total, that includes your threads started and replies (excluding this thread). 7 being about the dog, which you apparently lied about. So what are you on about? Btw, what was your intention behind this "experiment"? Are you not exposing yourself as a malicious liar right now? No wonder you didn't find these "minds genuinely interested in exploring consciousness, reality, and human existence", lol. Because you ain't one yourself, which is evident from your attitude. Who'd go out of their way to fabricate personal stories on an internet forum and then berate people who spent their time trying to give you advice? "Any halfway intelligent person should have questioned it"... most people just assumed your honesty. That was their mistake apparently, they didn't see your true colours. Honestly, rethink yourself.

The people around me are lonely. How come I'm the only one who has enough interaction? Sometimes too much? It's exhausting. I'm slipping. I just want to live in fantasy. I eat and watch Adventure Time. I am pointless. Maybe I'm the lonely one? I could do so much, but nothing is appealing.

Wow. Your new blog post on Love is your most touching and profoundly clear explanation yet. Thank you!

I had my first sex with my current girlfriend. We've been in the relationship for over a year, living together for 8 months. Each month we're having the best sex we ever had. It's amazing, really. Discovering the ever deeper meanings of masculinity and femininity together.

I'm too good for that.

Surprised no one posted this yet. Credit to my best friend for sharing this song with me.

Aww thanks, that's nice to hear Most of the other guys and gals deserve as much praise. If they're active, they're almost certainly doing good work. Yeah, and the best modding is supposed to be invisible. So that the experience is seamless for others. What is obviously noticed most easily is outbursts by users who felt they were wronged... and even then these posts are usually not hidden away but allowed to be seen, which is a sign of transparency. Also, in the majority of cases when users make these posts, the Mod team and Leo are in alignment that the Mod action was deserved. When you tell another member to fuck off or call them a "mentally retarded idiot", you have no ground at all to complain about being warned. Examples relevant to the original post.

He got that Gawd in him.

Did you give him any money? Also, did he ever advertise himself as a coach, or did he just offer to talk to you?